019 The girl he was waiting for
Being strong is never innate, and can only be learned after gasping and trembling in the baptism of pain again and again.
Li Simeng let Han Yichen hold her hand, why couldn't she let go of her resentment towards this man. Maybe the hatred is not gratuitous, because of Han Yichen, the Li family doesn't want her anymore. She didn't like this home, but there were traces of her mother there, and in that trace, there was a cradle, a bed, and a happy figure of the girl when the flowers were spread.
However, Li Simeng's strength is also tired, every time Li Yaomin appears, she can always force her into that gray memory, in that world of memories, she can only stand in her own shadow, crying and waiting, licking her wounds.
"Thank you." Li Simeng didn't know if he was grateful for his appearance just now, or if he was grateful for his previous appearance.
Li Simeng's deep voice stung Han Yichen's heart, and the coldness on his face receded like a tide, and all that came up was soft.
"I'll send you home."
"I want to go to the beach."
"Hmm." Han Yichen looked at the whispering girl with some distress.
……
Lu Xiangnan looked at the people in the office conference room with some irritation, he just listened quietly, he couldn't remember how many times this was the first time he had quarreled, the simpler the meeting, the more noisy it was.
"Mr. Lu, Guangyao Enterprise is our best choice at present." Chen Guotai, general manager of Siyi Electronics, said with confidence on his face.
"I agree with Mr. Chen's opinion that you should start contacting Guangyao Enterprises now." Zeng Wenliang, director of the operation department, agreed.
Lu Xiangnan didn't say anything, just looked at the other people in the conference room.
"I don't agree, Siyi now has a new technology that can be launched, and it can completely win SMILE." Technical Director Luo Qihang said with some dissatisfaction.
"Director Luo, there is nothing that has been verified by the market, do you think SMILE is willing to take this risk?" Chen Guotai said to Luo Qihang with some mockery.
Luo Qihang put down the pen in his hand, pointed to a document in front of him, and said with some pride: "This new technology Siyi has spent so much effort just to have the opportunity to quickly occupy the market, and I want to believe that my technical department will not disappoint everyone, SMILE will consider it." ”
Chen Guotai didn't believe Luo Qihang's words at all, turned his head to Lu Xiangnan and said: "No matter how good the technology is, it is new, and now there is only one bid, and I don't approve of such a risk." ”
"I don't agree with it either, and I heard that the second son of the Gu family has begun to contact Li Yaomin." Zeng Wenliang, director of the operation department, echoed again: "At present, the most important thing is to contact Li Yaomin first to prevent Gu and Li from uniting. ”
Lu Xiangnan glanced at Chen Guotai and Zeng Wenliang, then looked at Luo Qihang and asked, "What do you think?" ”
"It's just one Li Yaomin, even if Gu Yunze and Li Yaomin join forces, are we afraid of Siyi? When Siyi was not listed, even Qiao's Group was not afraid, but now, hehe. Luo Qihang's tone was a little sarcastic, Lu Xiangnan also heard it, and he even heard the self-deprecation in Luo Qihang's tone. Lu Xiangnan also sighed a little, today's Siyi is no longer the original Siyi, the most obvious thing is that the cohesion is not as good as before.
Seeing Luo Qihang's appearance, Chen Guotai was a little angry, and suppressed it due to the occasion: "Do you think Siyi is still the same small broken company as before, now we have to start from the perspective of the overall situation." ”
"My Director Chen, you still know what the overall situation is, Chairman Li is not mistaken, it was right to oppose you in the first place."
"Luo Qihang, what do you mean, a little girl, if it weren't for Mr. Lu, Siyi would be able to have today." Chen Guotai said and tapped the conference table with his fingers, and then said: "Besides, that girl, now she has a position as an assistant to the president at SMILE, don't forget, Li Yaomin is her father." ”
"You really have a big picture." Luo Qihang said disdainfully.
At this time, Lu Xiangnan interrupted their quarrel: "Okay, Xiao Wang, the results of the meeting, you will sort out a copy and send it to the board of directors, and the next board of directors will have the results." That's all for today's meeting, so let's adjourn. ”
Lu Xiangnan, who was sitting in the office, was very tired, but he sat up straight, thinking that he was also in this office that day, and the girl was sitting in his position at that time.
The girl picked up the pen and signed the equity transfer form, and didn't seem to care too much about this one-handed Siyi, raised her head and smiled at him, "I don't blame you." ”
It's just four words, her voice is still soft, and there is no trace of blame in her tone, so she doesn't argue or quarrel, and accepts it peacefully, which makes him even more guilty.
He said to the girl with some apologies: "I'm sorry, I have no choice but to do it." ”
The girl quietly packed up her things, and still replied to him softly: "It's okay." ”
He didn't know what to continue saying, just watched her pack her things. After the girl finished packing her things, she seemed a little sad to see that he did not speak, but she stopped talking.
When the girl was about to walk out of the office, he couldn't help but ask, "Don't you really blame me?" ”
The girl's footsteps stopped, and she slowly turned to look at him, and her eyes were very solemn, like goodbye, like nostalgia. For a long time, she disappeared from his world with just one word.
"Don't care too much about what other people think."
This is the last sentence Li Simeng said to him, he didn't understand it before, but now he understands it.
This goodbye was a sign that he cared too much about what others thought. He gently pulled open the drawer, and the wallet inside was a little outdated. He carefully opened his wallet and looked at the photos in his wallet, his eyes were a little soft and sad.
In the picture is his beloved girl, who smiles like a flower, like a moving picture, turning all the tiredness and humility of his life into sweet colors.
He wanted to enter her world, so he didn't dare to feel tired or stop, just because she was the eldest lady of the Qiao family. He was afraid that he would pass by her because of his humble status, and from then on he would cling to this lovesickness alone. He didn't want to bear this lovesickness, so he stained the dust of this world and walked into her world.
He cared about her gaze.
He cared about the Qiao family's attitude towards him.
He cares what the world thinks of him.
He thought that Siyi's success would be recognized by the world, so at the celebration banquet of Siyi's listing, he walked to her at the banquet.
He said to her, "I like you. ”
She just said, "Congratulations." ”
He was just sad but not surprised, he hadn't reached the position of talking to the Qiao family yet, there would be this day.
Lu Xiangnan closed his wallet, as if he had closed the secret in his heart, and remembered Li Simeng's last words to him again.
It turned out that Li Simeng had seen through his heart.
It turns out that her biggest advantage is that she can see through people.
……
The sea breeze in early winter is a little cold.
Li Simeng sat down gently on the beach by the sea and buried her head between her knees. Han Yichen put his coat on her body, sat down beside her, and didn't speak.
In this way, the two sat quietly for a long time, maybe it was the breadth of the sea, maybe it was the silence of the sea, Li Simeng's mood slowly relaxed. Only then did she feel the crisp breath of the coat on her body, Li Simeng looked sideways at the man sitting beside her, she felt that she had never been able to see through this man.
In the past, when he was a little white-faced, he was sunny and enthusiastic.
When they met again, he was as cold as frost.
Now when I sit next to me, I am full of tenderness.
Feeling that Li Simeng beside him was looking at herself, Han Yichen also looked at her sideways, a smile appeared on her face, the corners of her mouth were slightly upturned, and her eyebrows were slightly curved.
Li Simeng actually wanted to tell the man next to him: It's so ugly for you to laugh!