563 Controller (1st Shift)
Gu Junzhi's crying restraint and forbearance, the cry contained his helplessness and despair after he wanted to cooperate, didn't believe it but worked in vain, and his usually well-behaved and handsome face almost couldn't support his helpless struggle!
Yu Chubei heard that he wanted to get up and hug him instantly.
Gu Junzhi didn't let it, pressed her arm, and the whole person had no strength to show her a poignant cheek of crying, and his voice was mournful, full of helpless despair: "They will slowly take away every important thing from me...... If you promise me again, I'll be good, and I'll think of them in my heart......"
Gu Jun choked up word by word, and didn't let her speak: "You chose me...... But...... But ...... "Don't you hesitate at all!" You hesitated!
Gu Junzhi's cry did not show any complaint, only his helplessness and pity: "You have a lot of people to love, I ...... I'm alone...... Nobody cares about me...... Maybe the next time, something more important, you will choose them and give up on me, or maybe you are not there for me when I am in danger. ”
No, don't cry...... But looking at his sad appearance, the pain in his eyes that was shattered and couldn't be put together, she instantly understood what he was talking about! I couldn't help but hesitate at this moment.
Usually she can rely on him for anything, if life and death, children, lovers, will she leave hope to the children?
Gu Junzhi's face was full of tears, and he stuck it on her palm: "If I don't fight for it, you won't even be able to see my ......"
Talk nonsense......
"You'll go to see them when I'm negligent, and you'll think of them when I think it's just the two of us. Maybe one day...... You will also give up on me without hesitation......" Gu Junzhi said almost breathlessly!
Yu Chu from the north......
Gu Junzhi stubbornly refused, she owed him! "What about me...... I will always have to wait to be given...... Waiting to be remembered, waiting to be taken home. Waiting for someone to think of me, waiting for someone to still need me, waiting for everything to be good for me, but none of them are what I want......"
So, why can't I sit here! Why can't you lie here! Everyone has something in mind that is good for him, everyone feels that he needs these children, and everyone feels that his future needs to be inherited.
But he doesn't! He doesn't need any of them! He doesn't want these things that get in the way!
He doesn't want these things to imprison his existence in the name of his good! He needs Chubei to have only him in his eyes! There is only him around! There can only be him for the rest of my life! There was no one else but him! There is only this little demand, and now I am afraid that it will be gone!
He was not happy! He didn't want to! But in the end, his reluctance was vexatious in the eyes of others!
Why can't he cry! Because he may be suffering right now.
He doesn't need children as much as they need them!
Gu Junzhi sat next to her and lay on her palm, looking at him, because his light was in front of him, and the person he loved was still there, but why couldn't he see the road ahead...... Can't see what's behind the confusion? If you can't see your next foothold, what should you compromise to?
Child! He hates these kids! Gu Junzhi gritted his teeth, but he cried sadly and weakly, the living space outside squeezed him, squeezing him into all kinds of shapes, but it was not what he wanted!
Why can't this child die! Just die! She went to great lengths just to make him miserable!
He didn't want her to be born in the first place, and she tried her best to make herself unhappy! In that case—why can't he expect her to die! Die! Die!
Gu Jun's heart was cold and hard! Not to mention that he is here now, and he has not expressed any opinion on the existence of that hateful child, he is just doing it himself, and he clearly wants to get rid of her! If she chooses to go against him, she should have the consciousness of being counterattacked, and tell her that the next time she is reincarnated, she will have a longer memory!
Gu Junzhi stared at her stomach viciously from an angle that Yu Chubei couldn't see! She should tremble like this, and she should have pleaded infinitely with him. And he didn't fulfill her in the end, so she tried her best to get it, and struggled to go!
This is what happened to her provoking him! Whatever the result, you should accept your fate!
You see, even your mother didn't choose you. Deserve! Deserve!
Yu Chubei's thumb caressed the skin behind his ear little by little, sensing that he was in a bad mood, and silently comforted him.
Gu Junzhi cried for a long time, crying until he didn't know what to cry about, the tears on his face stopped, lying there silently, the whole person was cold, his eyes did not have any brilliance and any warmth, there was no sadness on his face, no pain.
Silent silence, silent silence, unable to resist all the pain and struggles that the world has attached to him.
Yu Chubei didn't feel his movement for a long time, and instantly lifted the sterile shield and sat up, anxiously watching him take him into his arms, what's wrong with him: "Junzhi, Junzhi, I'm here!" Junzhi, speak, don't be afraid, we don't want this child, don't worry, no one is more important than you, Junzhi, Gu Junzhi! ”
Gu Junzhi seemed to be called back and looked at her again...... The voice was soft, as if he didn't know what he said: "You leave her......" He only had his aura, the liveliness and cuteness of the past two days, and he was completely drained by this sentence in an instant.
Gu Junzhi sat there without any emotion, bearing the result he chose that he couldn't control.
Yu Chubei looked at him, panicked, his eyes were full of him as if he was withering in an instant, where did he dare to hesitate, and if he had other ideas, he immediately shook his head! "No!"
If you say, Yu Chubei was still reluctant to give up a moment ago! Well now there is nothing! She wants this positive result! She wouldn't have this child! No regrets at all! No heartache!
It is best to avoid such accidents from happening again, along with the possibility of gestation! Take it off together!
Yu Chubei has a resolute attitude, and now he just begs him not to be sad! Don't be so lifeless! She didn't hesitate to make this choice! His Gu Junzhi is sunny and coquettish, and he can only smile sweetly, not like now.
She was distressed......
What's more, Gu Junzhi has already compromised once, how can he be so kind and think about others so much: "Gu Junzhi, go out first." Yu Chubei's tone this time is tough, irrefutable, no feelings, no sadness! She doesn't choose children! Choose someone close at hand!
Gu Junzhi looked up at her, his eyes were full of a little bit of water.
Yu Chubei looked at him firmly: "I have decided to have no regrets for the rest of my life." ”
Gu Jun's heart let out an arrogant laugh at the person in her stomach: Look! You see! You're defeated! You're nothing!
Gu Junzhi's expression was gentle and sad, he lowered his head, raised it again, and looked at her with eyes from Yu Chubei's standpoint: "No need...... Compared to me being unhappy for a while, I want you to be happy......" Righteous Ling Ran, her look, eyebrows and eyes, even if she is in the depths of her soul, she is the same existence as faith! "Leave her alone, that's the life that stays in your body, I don't want you to regret it when you think about it later......" gently rubbed her palm with a harmless cheek, careful and humble.
Yu Chubei no!
Gu Junzhi shook his head: "I will learn to understand and be tolerant, don't worry about you......"
How can Yu Chubei not be worried! She didn't want to see him like this now! I don't want to see him retreat again and again, and things are unsatisfactory! This kid is gone, he's gone, he's different! So Yu Chubei does not compromise! She doesn't want this child! Even began to be dissatisfied with the arrival of this child under various measures! Let Gu Junzhi fall into such sadness again!
Gu Junzhi silently grabbed her sleeve and smiled bitterly, which was very endearing. In the confrontation scene with that eye-catching life in my heart, but I am high!
Yu Chubei looked at him and looked at him with certainty: "You go out." ”
Gu Junzhi grasped it more tightly in fear, and repeatedly promised: "I can ...... I can take it...... It's more important than anything else that you're happy......"
Yu Chubei's eyes did not move: "I'm so happy!" I'm just as happy to have you as I am. The tone was unprecedentedly resolute!
Gu Junzhi's little finger was like his mood at the moment, and he put it on the sleeve of Chu Bei's coat and walked leisurely.
Gu Junzhi shook his head and hugged her tightly: "You will remember her, if she is not here now...... You'll definitely remember her...... I don't want you to remember her forever...... Thinking about whether she is better than me, thinking about what she will look like, so you gave birth to him...... I don't want you to fantasize about her. ”
"I don't fantasize about her!"
Gu Junzhi's ring finger also relaxed, arrogant, cruel, and looked at the little girl in the shadow without pity: I don't even have imagination! Why don't you take the initiative to die!
"You get out!"
Gu Junzhi no! Let the child who has worked so hard to be born 'die' before he is born, how can he eliminate the hatred in his heart!
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Miss Gu: Please leave me alone, I ask to go offline to get a bento!