143 I didn't love the wrong person

"Ling Yi, I am ashamed of her, if time can be turned back, I am really willing to give up everything I have in exchange for her life, even if it is with my life. In fact, since you regained your memory last night, I have thought of her a few times, because, before this, I never knew that she was killed by Princess Xiheng's jealousy, but no matter who killed her, she couldn't escape the fact that she was affected by me. Ling Yi, more than two years ago, the scene of her tragic death reappeared countless times in my dreams, I know that this will be a nightmare that I will not be able to wave away for the rest of my life, Shi Ji said that my life in the past two years has been like a turtle with a shrunken head, in fact, he is not wrong. ”

When I saw him slandering himself like this, I couldn't bear it, and hurriedly said, "No......"

He waved his hand and continued: "In addition to healing and removing poison in the past two years, I have also been secretly investigating this matter, because it has not worked, I can't give her an explanation, and I can't face the people of the Gongsun family, I am actually really evading, this is the account I owe to the Gongsun family, I must avenge her by slashing this princess of Xiheng." ”

I played with my fingers and listened carefully to Yan Shao's words, I knew that he was telling the truth, but it seemed that I wanted to hear much more than that.

"I heard that she is very good, and even a strong person like Jian Guifei sighed to herself after seeing Miss Gongsun herself, and retreated in spite of the difficulties," After saying this, I realized that I was just an ordinary secular woman, I would be jealous, I would question, and I would be afraid that I would not be as perfect as other women in the heart of my beloved.

"I knew she must be good, I knew before I met her, she must be the best among women, and my father would choose what he thought was the perfect person to be my princess, and I never doubted that."

I didn't squeak, just quietly lowered my head and listened, but there was a sour feeling in my heart, wondering if a man's evaluation of a woman means that she has occupied a special place in his heart.

"Lingyi, among the royal family and nobles, this is actually a common phenomenon, because of each other's special identity and status, parents and elders will choose their favorite candidates among the family, and set a marriage for their children early.

Yan Shao saw that I had been lowering my head and playing with my fingers, so I reached over and lifted my chin, I looked at him, he also stared at me and said seriously: "Ling Yi, but this has nothing to do with love, I know that she will be a good wife, in fact, before this, I have always felt that the friendship between husband and wife is just to respect each other like guests, and it is rare to be like my father and concubine, but I also thought about treating her wholeheartedly, Ling Yi, do you understand what I mean?" ”

I nodded, I could understand what he was expressing to me, he was trying to tell me that he felt guilty about Miss Gongsun, that he admired her, respected her, and pitied her, but ...... Before he could fall in love with her, she died with hatred.

"Ling Yi, before I met you, I never experienced what it means to be excited, I never knew that I would not think about tea and dinner for a woman, and I couldn't believe that I had determined my mind after seeing you a few times, so I was desperate to think about how to take you out of Jinzhou City, and I had to plan day and night how to get you——"

I finally smiled with relief, and only after my depressed mood was calmed down did I hate my little belly and chicken intestines, Yan Shao scratched my nose and said: "Before getting married, if you have any doubts and scruples, you should naturally say it, and I need to explain everything to you, Ling Yi, I don't want you to marry me with any doubts and regrets." ”

Hearing him tell me so frankly, I felt even more embarrassed about my own thoughts, and my heart moved, and I said sincerely: "I shouldn't remind you of these unhappy things at this time, in fact, I know that this incident has had a huge impact on you, and I will ...... in the future If you feel guilty about Miss Gongsun and want to mourn and remember her, or if you want to compensate and help the Gongsun family, don't worry about whether I will be unhappy, for the rest of my life, I am willing to work with you to make up for these regrets. ”

"Ling Yi," Yan Shao hugged me into his arms and said softly, "Thank you for your understanding, I know that I don't love the wrong person." ”

At this moment, I really have a deep understanding that if I really love someone, I will really put myself in his position to share his worries, and two people who love each other should trust each other and be honest with each other.

Yan Shao sent me to the door of the master's room, I saw that the senior brother was coming out of the master's room, and the senior brother saw me and Yan Shao coming hand in hand, so he smiled and said: "In the future, I don't think I will ever have to see Ling Yi's pitiful appearance alone." ”

"Wen Tian, after all these years, you have not only grown old, but even your ability to harm people has become more and more proficient." The master's voice came from the inner room, and then I saw her go around the marble screen of the red sandalwood shelves, come to us, and point to the senior brother and say, "It's just you, you have no heart and no lungs, so you are willing to make fun of Ling Yi." ”

The senior brother is still dressed in a green shirt and cloth, and his long figure stands among the majestic mansions of the palace, showing that he is still better than the wind of bamboo and wood, he has always been gentle, and replied with a smile: "This way to enter the world is taught by the master, because there is no heart and no lungs to be able to be peaceful and calm for a long time." ”

"Oh ho, you blame me."

"I don't dare." The senior brother hurriedly smiled and bowed.

The master was not a few years older than me and my brother, but in addition to teaching us some skills according to my brother's strengths, she never regarded herself as an elder, and she was always open-minded and tolerant to us.

"Wen Tian, Ling Yi's lifelong event has been settled, how old are you and how old are you, ......" The master suddenly paused, his eyes looked through the veil as if he was looking at his senior brother, and then smiled, "You should work harder." ”

For some reason, when my eyes followed the master to look at the senior brother, I once again had a feeling of familiarity and strangeness, so this time I was bold and stared at the senior brother without scruples.

His eyebrows and eyes...... His eyebrows and eyes seem like I've seen them somewhere.

"Lingyi ......" Yan Shao squeezed my palm.

"Ahh......h You're actually ......."

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