"I used to have a lover, we were married for two years, I suspected that he was having an affair and ran away from home, he called me a lot, at that time I was still young, very willful just didn't answer his call, but he kept calling, and finally I couldn't help but answer the phone and scolded, you negative man I don't love you anymore!"

The gardener, who is now in her fifties, can see several wrinkles at the corners of her eyes when she laughs, the wrinkles have years and vicissitudes, she brings a rose to her nose and smells it, looking at the rose, her eyes are gloomy and lost.

"He was the owner of a rose estate and often gave me lots and lots of roses."

She suddenly changed the topic, Jiang Qingluo knew that it was a story that had not been told, so she asked softly, "Then did you forgive him later?" ”

The gardener's brow furrowed suddenly, and his shoulders shrunk together, and she was in great pain, but she smiled as her brow opened, and there were tears in her eyes: "I forgive him, but he will never hear me forgive." ”

“……”

"The last phone call I said I didn't love him was the last time I spoke to him, and I hung up without listening to what he said. That night, he came to me with ninety-nine roses, but was hit by a car, and his last time was stuck in the time when I said I didn't love him......"

Jiang Qingluo was very sad to hear this, and he didn't know how to comfort him, but he just held the gardener's rough hand because he had been caring for the garden all year round.

She thought the gardener would cry, but she didn't, but the look in her eyes was more sad than crying.

The gardener held her hand instead: "When you lose him, it makes no sense whether he really cheats, because no matter how you pursue you, you are the one who regrets it the most, and sometimes I think that if he really cheats, maybe I won't be so uncomfortable, but ...... None of this really makes any sense. ”

"So Miss Jiang, don't pretend not to care because you are young, if you like him in your heart, admit it bravely, so that you will not regret it for the rest of your life when you lose. Don't wait until you're lost. ”

That afternoon, Jiang Qingluo had been thinking about what the gardener said, and it might be appropriate to refer that story to her and Gu Shaoyang, but maybe it was her self-esteem that was causing trouble, and she couldn't run to Gu Shaoyang to say what she thought because of that story.

Everyone who came here knew the regret of loss, but she was still struggling in the process.

When we persuade us to say goodbye, we can always say the truth, and we will always have a pertinent point of view when we look at other people's stories, but when it happens to us, it is like encountering a knot that cannot be opened.

"Jiang Qingluo, come and see, this is the wine you made before, I tasted it, it tasted very good."

Lu Yingdong beckoned to Qingluo at the door of the wine cellar, and Jiang Qingluo walked over quickly, it was the first barrel of wine she made by herself, so she was also looking forward to it.

"Is it really delicious?"

Lu Yingdong carried the small wooden barrel back to the house: "You can taste it yourself." ”

She followed him into the house: "Well, I smell a very mellow wine, I guess it can't taste too bad, right?" ”

Lu Yingdong put the small wooden barrel on the bar, took off the goblet, and poured her a glass: "Taste it." ”

She couldn't wait to take a sip, it was a little sweeter than the other wines, but it was the taste she wanted, because she preferred dessert wines, and the wine was really good.

"How?" Lu Yingdong is looking forward to her comments more than her, the brewer.

Jiang Qingluo pursed his lips and smiled: "It's really delicious." ”

Lu Yingdong gave her a thumbs up.

Jiang Qingluo felt a little sense of accomplishment, took another sip and said, "Do you think I should find a job in a winery and help others make wine?" ”

Lu Yingdong smiled dumbly: "I think it's okay." ”

Lu Yingdong added wine to her and poured himself a glass: "Why don't you have some beef?" ”

Qing Luo sniffed the smell of wine on his body, raised his eyebrows and said, "You just drank with a friend, is it really good to continue drinking now?" ”

"Do I smell a lot of alcohol?" Lu Yingdong sniffed it himself, "It's okay." ”

"Not so good, you're a little tall." His face was red with wine, and his gaze was a little straight when he looked at people.

"Then I'll drink a little better, and I'll accompany you."

"Okay, but you really can't drink any more, just have a drink."

Lu Yingdong suddenly smiled: "I suddenly feel that it is a happy thing for someone to control and not let you drink." ”

He looked at her with a slightly drunken gaze.

She bowed her head and said, "It's better not to drink it, another day." ”

Lu Yingdong had already said to the chef at home: "Yuri, come and cool the black pepper Fili." ”

"You're really ......," Jiang Qingluo said helplessly.

The two of them sat at the bar, which had a huge TV on the other side, making it a great place to watch a football game at home. Now the two of them are sitting here drinking and talking.

Lu Yingdong: "Just now I accompanied my friend to the wine cellar to look for wine, and after he tasted your wine, he had to take it, and I wouldn't let it." ”

"It's okay to let him get some, right?"

"No, how can you give the wine you brew to others casually? If you don't give it, I won't give it to anyone. ”

Jiang Qingluo smiled helplessly, and said after a while: "Actually, I decided to go out and look for a job." ”

"I'm not against you looking for a job, but I'm not at ease if you go out now."

"It's been so long, and I can't just hide here and do nothing."

"I think it's okay for me to raise you."

"Hehe......" she smiled, placing her glass on the bar, "I know you have the ability, it's just that I want my own life." ”

"If you really want to live outside, I can find you a safer place."

"No, no, you know there is a saying that is a blessing or a curse that cannot be avoided, if it is true that my life should be like this, then I can only admit it."

"You actually believe in fate?"

...... "Sometimes when I don't know who to trust, I can at least comfort myself by talking about my life." And I don't really want to stay in Provence. ”

"You...... Want to get out of here? This Lu Yingdong really didn't expect this step, obviously she said this because she rejected his pursuit, "Is it because of Gu Shaoyang?" ”

She can't say without this factor: "I want a calmer life, away from everything that was before. ”

Lu Yingdong stared at the wine in the wine glass: "Qingluo, you must know that no matter how far you escape, if your heart can't get out and run anywhere, it will be in vain, you should try to let your heart accept a person again." ”

...... "Why doesn't she understand this?" She felt that she could keep up with the generations, and she had a rich and luxurious life, but she couldn't learn to let go of others. She has grown so big, and there has only been one man, and that is Gu Shaoyang.

Neither the mind nor the body has ever been given to anyone but him. Is she dead-eyed or conservative?

"Besides, Gu Shaoyang can't stay here all the time, he has to go back after all."

"I know, but I really need more time to clear myself a bit before I can start a new vocals without the burden."

"I wouldn't mind giving you any more time." His eyes were sincere.

She was speechless, smiled helplessly, and shook her head. Lu Yingdong asked again: "Is it because of Yingyan?" ”

Maybe there's a little bit of that, right? After all, Lu Yingyan will become a person who has a relationship with Gu Shaoyang, and if you want to forget Gu Shaoyang, you must put an end to having anything to do with him.

"No, a lot of things are not clear, and that's why I want to be alone for a while."

"What if I don't say yes?" Lu Yingdong took her hand, "I won't let you leave me." He grabbed very hard, "I regret it now, let Gu Shaoyang come to Provence, if it weren't for him, maybe you could open your heart to me." ”

He grabbed it very hard, it had already hurt Jiang Qingluo, and his eyes were slightly red, Jiang Qingluo felt that the person in front of him was a little strange: "Lu Yingdong, you really drank too much?" ”

He suddenly pulled her closer to him: "Qingluo, stay with me, don't go." ”

"You've really drunk too much."

In fact, he was not so drunk that he lost his mind, he drank a lot, but at this time, maybe drinking too much was better to do something he wouldn't do on weekdays.

"I'm very sober, you should know what I do to you these days, why can't you accept me? Am I not good enough for you? "He has never been so attentive and pleasing to a woman as he is to her.

"You've been very good to me...... Lu Yingdong, Lu Yingdong, don't ...... like this"

He put his arm around her waist and pressed it to himself: "Since it's so good, is it okay for us to be together?" ”

Jiang Qingluo was a little scared, she was not a woman with no experience in men and women, in fact, she also knew what Lu Yingdong sometimes looked at her, but he had never done anything rude to her.

"Lu Yingdong, you let go of me, let go!"

"Don't let go! I'll let you go! Lu Yingdong suddenly took her into his arms, leaned over and kissed her lips, he longed for her eagerly, she had been turning a blind eye, how could she leave?

He wouldn't let her go, even if he would stop at nothing to keep her.

Jiang Qingluo doesn't hate him, and no one else around her is more or less dependent on him, so once he turns her into his own woman, she will slowly surrender, right?

A woman like her, who is loyal in her bones, usually has such a believing, and when the body belongs to a man, she will slowly develop a sense of belonging.

Jiang Qingluo avoided his face several times before being forcibly kissed by him.

The smell of wine instantly poured into her lips, and she closed her teeth to prevent him from intruding, and he suddenly carried her to the bar.

Jiang Qingluo shouted in horror, his tongue immediately drove straight in, pressing her with the advantage of man's strength, and the long tongue rushed into her soft lips, raging in her mouth, demanding her sweetness.

He knew that she tasted so intoxicating, and she was not drunk yet, but she seemed to be really drunk at the moment. From the first time he saw her, he wanted her, and men wanted her body like a woman does.

"Qingluo, Qingluo, Qingluo, I will treat you well......"

The kiss went down her neck, forcing her legs apart from her legs on the bar, squeezing her body in, and the hard object under her body impulsively squeezed between her legs through several layers of fabric.

His hands were not idle, and he ripped off her clothes.

Jiang Qingluo only knew at this time that the people who had been by his side could become so terrifying, and the strength of women was extremely weak compared to men.

She struggled over and over again and shouted "help" in horror! But this courtyard is full of Lu Yingdong's people, who will come to save her?

When she was desperate, she still thought of Gu Shaoyang, and she felt that she was sad and pitiful, but the only person she thought of was him.

"Gu Shaoyang! Help me, Gu Shaoyang......"