Master...... Can't help me kill Shi Ji, but Shi Ji killed my dearest person with my own hands because of me, I looked at the Taoist who fell to the ground, and I stretched out my hand to her.

The two senior sisters were leaning over the Taoist chief and weeping bitterly, and when the senior brother saw this, he hurriedly hugged me to the Taoist again.

I stroked the body of the Taoist who was still warm, I rested my head on her shoulder, I shook her body and asked her, "In the future, what will I do, what will I do in the future without your protection?" Did you know? I have long regarded you as my mother, and I have been waiting for the day when I can call you a mother......

"Lingyi, I'm sorry ......", Shi Ji called me next to him, at this moment, he even had the face to say, "You still have me, I will make up for all this." ”

My hands, because I have been stroking the body of the Taoist, so my hands are stained with the blood on her body that has not yet dried up, I raised two bloody hands and said to Shi Ji: "You are the murderer, and I am an accomplice, Shi Ji, I will not forgive you in my life, and I will not forgive myself!" Shi Ji, I hate you! I know I can't kill you with my power! The only thing I hope is who can give me a medicine, taking this medicine, can make me forget the past, can forget the lover and relatives who hurt me the most in this world! ”

"Lingyi—"

I closed my eyes and hugged the body of the Taoist chief that was gradually cooling, the despair of the world made me nostalgic, at this moment, I just wanted to hold the body of this person who had protected me for seventeen years, I wanted to hear if she could still call me one by one: "Lingyi!" Lingyi! ”

I still wonder if she is the only way to hug her tightly like this, she will leave with me, take me away from this cold and calculating world, and she will continue to give me love and warmth.

"Mother, mother, take me away...... Take me away......"

My heart hurts all the time, and the master gives me all kinds of pills, but unless I have amnesia, as long as I think of these things about these people, my heart hurts so much that I can't help myself.

Many times I rolled on the bed in pain, I bit the corners of the quilt, sweat and tears were intertwined, remorse, guilt and hatred made me unable to calm down, my whole body seemed to be scorched by fire, I felt like I was about to die, but I couldn't die!

"Master, please give me a bowl of medicine, let me get a hundred medicines, I'm in too much pain! I'm so miserable! ”

"Lingyi, Lingyi ......", the master fed me another pill, but this heart medicine can only temporarily suppress my pain.

The number of heart attacks I had was increasing, and the duration of each pain was getting longer and longer, and for a while the master was helpless, she sighed, "Lingyi, indeed, you can't go on like this." ”

The senior brother, who had been silent, shook his body and asked the master, "What is the master going to do?" ”

The master didn't answer, but said, "Perhaps, it's really a good thing for Lingyi to be able to forget everything." ”

The pain was relieved, and I took the master's hand and asked, "Is there really such a medicine that will make me forget all the pain after taking it?" ”

"Ling Yi, in fact, the master does not agree with your choice to forget the past in order to escape the pain of reality, but your situation is different, these painful memories are directly related to your heart disease, I see, if you continue like this, I am afraid that you will not be able to get through this level, so I am also hesitating whether to help you forget the past."

"Can the master do it?" I asked myself with a tearful smile and said, "The master will definitely be able to do it, and the master will definitely do it!" ”

"Lingyi, the master can help you do it, but do you need to think about it?"

I closed my eyes and saw the face of the Taoist, the pain was like spring rain moisturizing, gradually spreading in my heart, I pressed my heart tightly and said: "The only regret is that I can't avenge the Taoist, I can't kill Shi Ji, I feel sorry for the Taoist." ”

The senior brother, who often follows the master, but doesn't have much communication with me, said something like thunder at this time: "The master promised that people can't kill Shi Ji, you shouldn't have agreed, and your disciple can't kill his disciple, right?" ”

"Senior Brother...... "I really can't believe it, I can't see the expression of the senior brother who has been wearing the same veil as the master, I can't help but ask, "What do you mean by this?" ”

"Ling Yi, I'm afraid that your body and bones can't withstand such pain and torture, if you really want to forget all this, don't think about it so much, this hatred, if there is a chance, let me, a senior brother, repay it for you, I can't guarantee when I can kill Shi Ji, but there will always be a chance, so you can rest assured."

I don't believe that my brother will avenge me, but I know his kindness at the moment, I am still full of gratitude, I am too powerless to take revenge, but I am really unwilling to let go of it, I can't give an explanation to the Taoist, I am finally uneasy.

But that night, bursts of colic repeatedly hit me, no matter what method the master used, he couldn't stop the pain for me, I was so painful that I wanted to take a knife to cut my heart, I grabbed the master, and prayed in a trembling voice: "Master, it hurts, it hurts, save me!" Help me! ”

"Lingyi, the master will help you, and when this pain passes, the master will help you erase all the painful memories."

After all, I decided to lose the Taoist, and in order to survive, I chose to let go of Shi Ji and gave up my former self.

"Lingyi, the master doesn't have any medicine, but you can use sleep therapy to reset all your memories to zero, and, at the same time, I will give you the medicine of sudden death, with your current physical condition, this will be a very dangerous thing, but, the first day of next month is coming, they won't care about you now, can you withstand the pain of taking blood again, plus you have frequent heart attacks, there is not enough time to recuperate your body, Lingyi, are you sure you want to take the risk?"

I nodded, I had reached the point where I had nothing to lose except for a painful experience, and if God was innocent and unwilling to give me a way to live, wouldn't it be better to die without any pain, and end my life under the control of these demons?

When we meet, I will ask her again, and I will prostrate to her again and ask her for forgiveness.

The master seemed to have seen through me a long time ago, and she knew that I had the belief that I would die if I didn't live, so she comforted me: "Lingyi, I believe that the master will do everything to protect your life." ”

I took the master's hand, infinitely sad, although the master is not as close to me as the Taoist, but, over the years, she has also treated me sincerely, several times to save me, whether it is life and death, or from this passerby, I am reluctant.

"Master, I'm sorry."

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