The tears seemed to be pouring out.

Xie Jiaxuan bit her lip hard until blood oozed.

She has liked Jiang Zhou for a long time, probably on the day of the first year of high school, she was knocked down by a freshman who came to report, and it was he who stretched out his hand at that time, and it was he who asked, "Classmate, are you okay?" ”

Maybe it was from that time that Xie Jiaxuan fell in love with him.

She has a very quiet temperament, she doesn't like to do those strenuous exercises, and she only likes to read and study quietly when no one is around.

She has never been interested in sports, but every time she sets aside time to quietly go to the stadium to watch his basketball games, shout for him in her heart, prepare water for him, even if he never drinks it, and doesn't even care who sent it.

But as long as she can see Jiang Zhou, she will be very happy for no reason.

Whether it is morning exercise or running exercise, as long as she can see him, Xie Jiaxuan feels that her mood will improve throughout the day.

She had never liked someone so much.

Since the day Xu Yi took away her first kiss, she felt that she would never have the face to see Jiang Zhou in the future, and even if she occasionally met her at school, she would leave in a hurry as if she didn't see it.

But even so, she couldn't hide her heart, she liked it very much, she liked Jiang Zhou very much.

It's tiring to like someone, especially if you don't get a response.

Maybe just now, she figured it out, unilateral liking is not good for both of them, it's better to let each other go, but they both live easily.

She understands the truth that twisted melons are not sweet.

But when he heard Jiang Zhou say that he liked it, he felt that it was worthless, and Xie Jiaxuan felt that his heart was hurting to death, it turned out that he had always been such a person in his heart?

Pulling her lips bitterly, Xie Jiaxuan's voice became hoarse because of sadness, "Maybe you're right, Jiang Zhou, my likes are very cheap, not worth anything at all, I like them, thank you for your hard work." ”

"I'm funny, I don't like you anymore, you should be happy, right?"

Jiang Zhou twitched the corners of his mouth fiercely, his expression was as black as the bottom of the pot, he didn't want to hear Xie Jiaxuan say this, he didn't want to hear her say such things.

"Now that we're clear, you can let me go."

As he spoke, Xie Jiaxuan pushed his body away vigorously.

"I like you because I did it wrong, and I'm sorry for the trouble."

Just like the first time they met, Xie Jiaxuan also gave him a ninety-degree bow this time.

Her white face was full of tears, but she was still smiling.

"That's it."

Xie Jiaxuan muttered, her long eyelashes drooping, which looked particularly distressing.

Jiang Zhou wanted to step forward and say something, but Xie Jiaxuan quickly turned around and fled his sight.

The boy stood there for a long time, as if he could no longer feel the cold temperature.

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"Sister Cheng Jiu, it's me, Jiaxuan......"

"I want to take a few days off, I won't go to the bar for the time being, and I will trouble you to talk to Sister Jiang."

"No, I'm fine, I just don't feel well and need to be at home for a few days."

"Okay, then thank you, Sister Cheng Jiu."

After hanging up the phone, she touched the phone to the side, and the whole body rolled around on the bed, repeating this for several minutes, burying her face in the pillow.

Xie Jiaxuan cried again.

Tears wet the pillow.

She said that it was all fake that she was not uncomfortable, and from that time on, the whole person's heart hurt as if it was torn, which made her breathless.

Grievances, incomprehension, regrets, sadness, a series of negative emotions came up one after another, her voice became hoarse from crying, and her thin body kept shaking.

Jiang Zhou, he went too far, really too much, he didn't pay attention to him anymore, he was just a bastard.

Xie Jiaxuan clenched the sheet tightly until the knuckles of her fingers turned white, and it took a long time before she slowly let go.

"I don't pay attention to you anymore, I don't care about you......"

The girl's eyes were red and she kept sobbing.

She's never felt so bad.

I don't know how long I cried, Xie Jiaxuan took a deep breath, sat up slowly, and then took out the locked diary from the bedside table.

Trembling fingers slowly entered the password, and with a "click", the lock opened.

It's full of dense and neat handwriting, and occasionally there are a few stick figures of little people who express their moods, which look very cute and very attentive.

"Today is the first day of school, I got my wish and was admitted to a good high school, I finally got angry, and this year's goal is the same, study hard, get a scholarship, for grandma, no matter how hard I study, I will not give up......"

"There are a lot of new students reported by the new school, everyone looks very anxious, I was knocked down by a boy who was in a hurry, and I was helped up by another kind male classmate"

"He's so good-looking, just like he came out of a comic, but he doesn't smile very well, he doesn't seem to have any expressions, he looks cold, a little scary"

"I finally know his name, I saw him at noon today, I heard someone call him Jiang Zhou, Jiang Zhou's name is also very good, it is a good match for him, I will remember this name"

"Jiang Zhou was so handsome when he played basketball, but fortunately he didn't look over here, otherwise he would have been found blushing."

"I seem to be very concerned about Jiang Zhou, I can't like him, right?"

"It seems that I can be sure, I like Jiang Zhou, but what to do, I don't dare to confess to him at all! It's really embarrassing if you get rejected......"

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The diary is full of thoughts belonging to the girl, and it can be seen that Xie Jiaxuan recorded it very seriously, and a few villain expressions representing her emotions will be drawn at the back of each paragraph.

It's her secret.

Xie Jiaxuan bit her lip, she has had the habit of writing a diary since she was a child, even if she went to high school, because some things can't be said to others so generously, but anything can be written in the diary, not so much an ordinary book, but the object of your own open heart and communication.

I don't know when it started, she recorded all the things about Jiang Zhou on it, and it was a book as soon as she wrote it.

Seriously, it's crazy like a fan girl.

Thinking of this, Xie Jiaxuan hooked her lips and smiled self-deprecatingly.

She used to feel shy when she saw these words, but now she only feels extremely dazzling, and every word is like a needle, piercing her heart fiercely.

"Tear the ......"

Xie Jiaxuan stretched out her hand, tore off each page of the diary one by one, and finally threw them all into the trash.

It's time to finish, right?

Her love for this one ended without a problem.

It's time for the curtain to close.