Qin Shi first looked at Yan Xian kneeling in front of her in fear, and then pushed hard, shook his head and cried bitterly: "No, no, no, don't call the mourning family's mother, the mourning family is not qualified, and the mourning family is not a qualified mother!" ”

"No, Queen Mother, you are my mother, you have worked hard for many years, and you have far-reaching plans for me, although I usually contradict you, my heart is clear, and I am more grateful for your half of your life."

"Half a life is ......" Qin's eyes were full of tears, but he looked at Yan Rong, and then said with a wry smile, "The mourning family is self-inflicted, and they can't live, and from now on, they will no longer have the shame to live in the world——"

After speaking, I saw her neatly bend down and pick up a piece of broken porcelain that had just fallen to the ground when she smashed Yan Rong, and cut her wrist with a thin blade, and the blood on her wrist flowed instantly.

Yan Shao and I hurriedly stepped forward, grabbed Qin Shi with one hand, I took out a handkerchief from my arms in a panic, pressed Qin's bleeding wrist hard, raised her hand slightly, and comforted: "Queen Mother, why are you doing this." ”

I looked at Yan Rong as I spoke, but I saw Yan Rong frowning, my fingers stroking the blood on my temples that had not yet congealed, and I raised my eyebrows and asked, "What?" With just such a little blood, does the Queen Mother want to pay for blood debts in vain? ”

"Lord Wang, let go of the grievances first, you quickly order someone to send an imperial doctor to come and bandage the wounds of the Queen Mother, I see that she is not lightly injured, if the bandaging is not enough, I am afraid that it will bleed too much." Although I didn't like the Qin family, I didn't want Yan Rong to regret his actions in the future, so I had to try my best to persuade him.

Yan Rong saw that I was so persuasive, so he had no choice but to nod and walk out of the gate of Anhe Palace, at this time, Yan Xian, who was kneeling in front of the Qin family, suddenly called me: "Ah Yan, you can help me beg the imperial uncle, I know that the imperial uncle loves you so much, he will listen to what you say, Ah Yan, you have now become the imperial concubine of the imperial uncle, but after all, I have been friends with you for two years, and I have shared weal and woe, do you really bear to see me become a defeated criminal?" ”

"Ah Xian-" Yan Shao had already made it clear that he didn't want me to be caught in the middle of this matter, and now Yan Xian wanted to evoke his past friendship with me, which made Yan Shao very annoyed.

"Asho." I smiled and called Yan Shao, interrupting Yan Shao's anger, and Yan Shao stopped talking, just nodded at me.

"Your Majesty, you and I had nothing to do back then, and we also talked about the scriptures, since ancient times, there are many allusions to the success of the king and the defeat of the emperor, if the emperor insists on going his own way, he has really become a grass coward, what will happen, you know best; But if you abdicate in the name of Zen, you can protect the title of king, but also to protect the wealth and glory of future generations, and then come to Zen to give the throne, since ancient times it is more famous and beautiful, the emperor, the hero knows current affairs, take a step back and open the sky. ”

I know Yan Xian's pride and conceit, in my heart, he was also ambitious and ambitious to the world, but power made him cocooned himself, not only missed the opportunity to make contributions, but also was constrained to fight back because of making enemies.

And Yan Shao and I are selfish in a certain aspect, because we want to live, we don't want to be enemy, we already have children, we want to live a peaceful and normal life, and we want to ensure that children can grow up in a normal environment.

Therefore, we must abandon the sacrifice that treats us like tigers, and we must protect ourselves.

Yan Xian sat on the ground again, the whole person seemed to have lost the core of support, Yan Rong probably explained to the guards outside, and returned to the hall.

Qin's eyes have been following Yan Rong, and I can understand her mood at this moment, which can not be summed up by a sentence of remorse, because she doesn't even have the courage to ask Yan Rong for forgiveness and give her a chance to repent.

Yan Xian also looked at Yan Rong, his sloppy eyes came back to his senses, and said, "After the change of imperial power, how many people can die well?" Why do I believe you, you will let me go? ”

"Don't ask me for an answer, you, either rely on your own judgment, if you can't judge, then you take a gamble, bet on yourself, and you will bear the consequences." For Yan Xian, Yan Rong is not very patient.

Yan Rong has enough self-confidence, or perhaps, once my cognitive understanding of Yan Rong was one-sided, he can endure for so many years, and he has the ability to lay out in the dark for many years, if he doesn't have twelve points of mind, ability and perseverance, how can he do it and how can he survive to this day?

"Okay, I abdicate ......" As Yan Xian's tears fell, everything had already settled.

Later history records that Emperor Gaozong of Dajin abdicated in the fifth year of the Jin Yuan Dynasty due to illness, and the Chan Emperor was located in the King of Jin, and then took his family to the fiefdom of Suizhou, and died in Suizhou at the age of 29.

Yan Xian asked someone to ask me to see before going to Suizhou, although many questions are unsolved, but these questions are no longer important to me today, but I have a good relationship with Yan Xian, he ended up like this, it is reasonable, I should say goodbye to him.

Therefore, for his request, I agreed to enter the palace after obtaining Yan Shao's consent, at that time, Yan Rong had ascended the throne and became the emperor, and Yan Xian was moved to the north garden of the palace.

I walked all the way through the fragrance of late spring, walked through a drizzle, and was damp, but I saw Yan Xian, who had lost a lot of weight in just a few days, standing by the lotus pond with his negative hands, and suddenly turned around.

The past gradually emerged from a distance of only a few feet, his eyebrows and eyes had completely lost the charm of the past, leaving only Xiao Xiao lonely, I was a little unbearable, but the world has changed, people's hearts are ups and downs, I am just a speck of dust in the world, how many things can I control?

"One of the things I regret the most is letting you go to South Korea, sometimes people feel very wonderful, at that time, I have a strong feeling that I am going to lose you!"

I took the oil-paper umbrella that the palace maid had been holding for me, and ordered, "Go into the palace and bring an umbrella for His Royal Highness." ”

The palace maid took the order, turned around and went in to look for an umbrella, I took a few steps forward and said, "The rain is getting heavier, the emperor ...... Lord, let's go into the palace and gossip, right? ”

Yan Xian barely squeezed out a smile and continued: "If you hadn't left at the beginning, maybe everything would have been different, Ah Yan, if time could be turned back, I would definitely not let you go." ”

"In the dark, it seems that everything has a cause and effect, and everything has a conclusion, Lord Wang, we should all let go of these past events."

"Ah Yan, I'm sorry."

"You don't have to apologize to me anymore, although I used to wonder very much why you were hiding it from me about Shi Ji and the portrait, but none of this matters to me now." Because he has let go, some things in the past seem to be like memories of his past life, holding the happiness and relatives in front of him, and he never wants to mention it again.