The ringing of my phone woke me from my sleep, and I looked out the window, and there was only a faint glimmer of light in the world.

"Five o'clock?"

I sat up from the couch.

"Menstrual cramps will bleed when you come, but fortunately, the supermarket in the community is open 24 hours a day."

I changed my clothes, washed up, poured hot water and finished the medicine, and went downstairs to buy sanitary napkins, and by the way, I went to buy some ingredients, and it was impossible for a girl in the menstrual cramp to eat instant noodles.

However, the smile of my aunt when I paid was quite impressive, and of course it was because I felt a little embarrassed.

But anyway, I bought what I was supposed to buy, and when I got home, it was already half past five, and it seemed that going to the supermarket was a good way to kill time, although I didn't like it very much.

I started cooking, which is what everyone who lives alone does, otherwise I would starve to death, but for her sake, I still made a large glass of brown sugar ginger water, and then made two egg cakes, adding some fried shredded potatoes and fried diced ham to it, and brushing it with sauce, because it is relatively simple and tastes good, it is naturally the best choice for breakfast.

By the time I was done with all this, it was nearly six o'clock, and I walked over to the room where she was sleeping, ready to wake her up.

"Sakuraku-san, it's time to get up."

I shouted as I knocked on the door.

But after a long time, there was still no movement.

"It seems that she slept soundly, but if she doesn't get up for school, she will be late, so I still have to wake her up."

I pushed the door open, only to see her curled up on the bed, the quilt in her arms.

I slowed down and quietly walked to the edge of the bed and sat down.

"Sakuraku, it's time to get up."

I don't think I have a talent for waking people up, so I put my phone in her ear and whispered the sound of rain, which was the best thing I could do.

Sure enough, it didn't take long for her to wake up, but it was already six o'clock, but it shouldn't be too late, I brought her the cup of brown sugar ginger water, and since it had been drying for nearly twenty minutes, it wasn't so hot, she quickly finished drinking it and walked to the bathroom.

"When it comes to washing, there are unused toothbrushes, toothpaste and tooth jars in the bathroom lockers."

"Well, thank you."

"It's already six o'clock, remember to hurry, otherwise you'll be late for school."

"Got it."

Soon she washed up and we sat down at the table to eat.

"How's it going, does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt, it's just ......," she didn't continue, but lowered her head and ate her share of the omelet.

"Do you want to change the sanitary napkin? I bought some and put them in the living room, if you want to change them, you can go to the bathroom now. "I know what she's going to say next, but it's hard to say honestly.

"Huh? You, you bought? ”

"Well, what's so weird?" I was amazed at her reaction, isn't it normal for me to buy sanitary napkins for her in this situation?

"No, it's nothing, then I'll go change it first."

"Hmm." I could clearly tell she was smiling.

After a hurried breakfast, I filled my glass with water and stuffed it into my school bag.

"Have you finished eating? Time to go. ”

"Hmm."

I locked the doors and windows, and we rushed to school together.

The morning light filled the streets, but there were only pedestrians, and I walked quietly with her, for some reason, we didn't seem to have anything in common today, and I should have been happy about it, but why did I feel that something was missing?

When I arrived at school, today was the morning self-study in English, the most painful morning self-study for me in the middle of the week, I took out the English textbook from my school bag and prepared to memorize the words.

Then it was class, class, and it seemed like this morning had passed so uneventfully, but I always felt an inexplicable sense of loss surrounding me, was it because I was expecting something else?

Because of yesterday's incident, Chunfeng ignored me this morning, of course, I didn't pay attention to him, but Geng Li's classmate ran over to ask what the situation was between us, and I didn't answer him under the pretext of family affairs.

Lunch time is fast approaching.

"Are you going to eat?"

"Go yourself, I'm not too hungry."

"Chunyang, skipping lunch is a very bad habit." She looked at me with a slight dissatisfaction.

"It doesn't seem like a good habit to leave the keys at school either."

I didn't look at her again, but hurried to write the homework assigned by the teacher, and I had some other things to do after school today.

"Chunyang, don't mention this, it's embarrassing."

"Then let's have a longer memory, okay, let's go to dinner quickly."

"Then I'll go, you're going to be hungry, you must go and eat."

“……”

Is this a concern? Perhaps.

I looked at the exercises in front of me and my thoughts were confused for a while, until many of my classmates came back one after another, and I didn't even finish a single test paper.

I glanced at her position, and the empty glass was on the table.

"Don't you fetch water? It's menstruation. ”

Girls are trouble, in line with the principle that classmates should help each other, I took her water cup and went to fetch water for her, even if, I have never done this before, maybe I have a different kind of affection for her, that kind of affection is indescribable, I interpret it as feelings for someone who knows his secret and can open his heart and speak.

After all, I might die, and I didn't even know about my younger brother Chunfeng, who had only heard from his parents about my wayward and solitary life.

Sakuraku, on the other hand, is a person who has nothing to do with me, but knows my secrets very well, and as for why I'm so sure, it's because I accidentally caught a glimpse of the test results yesterday.

Although I didn't see too much, but from the arrows marked by many numerical anomalies, it can basically be concluded that this is mine, after all, except for me, whose test results can still have so much abnormal data, it is not excluded that it is her parents, but her parents can't let her take these, forget it, it's better for me to eliminate this idea as soon as possible, it's almost like a curse.

What she did before, she treated me with extra tenderness, maybe it was "mercy" for me before she died, or a kind of "gift" before she died?

It doesn't really matter, does it?

But as far as my own character is concerned, even if it is this kind of "gift", I will not accept it with peace of mind, and this kind of behavior of accepting the benefits of others without reciprocating it is impossible for me to do it in my life.

I guess it's my father, but thankfully, I didn't inherit his troublesome personality.

But why did I accept those and even generate so many ideas?

Sure enough, am I still afraid of death in my heart?

I really don't want to die.

No longer thinking about it, I pulled my mind back to reality and went to the water room for the first time in a long time.

After returning to her seat, she continued to work on the questions until she returned, she just glanced at the cup filled with hot water, did not speak, picked up the book "I Want to Eat Your Pancreas" and began to read.

We didn't interfere with each other like this, but behind us, the eyes of the spring breeze kept pausing between the two of us, which Geng Li told me after class.

It's clear that the spring breeze has a love for Sakuraku, at least I think so.

I still don't have a lunch break today, which in my opinion is a waste of time, and in the eyes of others, I should be a good time manager.

There was a physical education class in the afternoon, but I was not suitable for strenuous exercise, so I asked the director for leave, and what I didn't expect was that Sakuraku also came to ask for leave, and naturally there were many other girls who pretended to be sick, and I thought the director should be able to see that most of them were pretending, but she still approved, maybe the director was really too gentle.

After that, there are a lot of boys who come to bring them water and medicine, I didn't see them so diligent when they did the questions, and in this group of people, the most cared for is naturally Sakura, of course, others also have, but Sakuraku has no boyfriend so far, and other girls with good looks either have their own partners, or they are strong women, so Sakuraku is their best target so far, but the reality is cruel, she refused everyone's overtures, and then Sakuraku told me that those people are not suitable to be her partner... …

In the evening, I went home alone because Sakuraku said that her parents would come to pick her up today.

I've always been like this before, and I didn't feel lonely or anything like that, and that's the case today.

However, I have something more important to do today, the café where I work is about to open......