"But why can't I get over it so much?" She hung her chest, and she only felt that this place was as heavy as a thousand gold, and she didn't even have the strength to breathe.

She also knew that what the old lady said was right, lung cancer was in an advanced stage, especially at such an advanced age, even chemotherapy was just delaying time, and there was no cure at all.

"What are we going to do? Is it really just a matter of resignation? Aunt Yun couldn't help but look at Yu Chen with expectant eyes.

Yu Chen ate it for so long like chewing wax, and finally put the bowl down when Aunt Yun came over.

"If grandma chooses at this time, I am willing to respect grandma's choice." He looked at the woman opposite, his voice calm, but despite this, his trembling hands betrayed his emotions.

"Chemotherapy is a pain for my grandmother, I don't want her to be so old and have to suffer such torture, it's not about living for her, it's better than dead."

Yuchen knows very well that if grandma wants to live, she will do everything she can, but if grandma doesn't want to bear such pain, she can also go quickly and peacefully.

"What about everything, Grandma Ta said when she woke up." He put down the dishes and chopsticks, got up and went back to his room.

When he walked away, he could still hear the sound of sobbing from the living room, and he clenched his fists tightly.

At times like these, he hates his own powerlessness.

No matter how powerful he is, how much power and money he has, he will never be able to interfere in the health and life and death of his family, which is powerless as a human being, and it is also a hurdle that everyone will have to go through.

Anxia woke up in the middle of the night and wanted to go downstairs to pour a glass of water to drink.

When I passed by the next room, I found that the door was slightly open, and the people inside were only a silhouette in the dark, motionless.

An Xia squinted his eyes and took a picture with his mobile phone, and was relieved when he found that it was Yu Chen, and then wondered how long he had been sitting there.

She took a coat from the room, walked over to him, and took his hand, which she could clearly feel tremble, his hand was much colder than she had imagined.

She was distressed and helpless, he was like a sculpture here, and he didn't know how long he would hold this pose.

Yuchen didn't speak, but just shook An Xia's hand backhand.

"Go to sleep, you haven't slept for a day and a night." Anxia said softly.

"I'm so sleepy, can you sleep with me?" Without waiting for Yuchen to answer, An Xia took his hand and came to the bed.

The breath of the two people blended, and Anxia's front was Yuchen.

The moonlight swayed in, and Yu Chen's face could be faintly seen.

She looked at Yu Chen with pity, his face was tired.

I don't look as optimistic as I used to be.

He kept his eyes open, and Anxia covered his eyes with her hands: "Close your eyes, don't keep your eyes open." ”

Yu Chen moved his Adam's apple, felt An Xia's warm hand cover his eyes, and finally closed his eyes.

"I'll hum a song for you, my mom will hum a song to me when I can't sleep."

After finishing speaking, she hummed softly, her humming was not good, but it was not unpleasant, and the strange thing was that he really fell asleep slowly in such a noisy and even a little out of tune humming.

This feeling of relaxation can only be found in dreams.

After a while, An Xia stopped, feeling that Yuchen's breathing had gradually calmed down before withdrawing his hand.

She closed her eyes, held Yuchen's hand tightly, and fell asleep with it.

When Yuchen woke up the next day, it was still early in the morning, and his eyes were a little sore and a little tired, all because of lack of sleep.

It was early in the morning when he fell asleep last night, and even he couldn't sleep until then, despair filled his mind, making him almost unable to think, and it was only because of Anxia that he was able to pick himself up again, and finally he was not as depressed as he was yesterday.

There is no more sober time than now, after grandpa and grandma fell, the Yu family needs his support.

What he can do now is to carry a piece of the sky.

Anxia opened her eyes, and as soon as she smelled her nose, the fragrance of flowers came in from outside the wall, and the window directly opposite was open, and the curtains were raised, and from her line of sight, she could see the roses blooming outside.

Yu Chen was no longer there, she touched it with her hand, it was already cold, and he got up early.

She rubbed her temples and looked at the time on her phone, it was already ten o'clock in the morning, she didn't know how long she had slept this night, she didn't remember how she fell asleep last night.

She was wearing slippers, and on the bedside table were the clothes that Yuchen had prepared for her.

Change your clothes and come downstairs.

Usually when there is an owner, it is not obvious, but the owner is not there, and the huge villa is empty.

There is milk prepared by Yuchen on the table.

There is also Yu Chen's message, telling her where to put the toast, and if she is not used to eating it, there is abalone porridge in the refrigerator, as long as it is hot, she can eat it.

He was going to work at the company first.

Anxia took out the porridge from the refrigerator and heated it in the microwave, and was a little puzzled when she saw this, the company works? What class do you take? Didn't they stay here because of Grandma's illness?

How would you need to go to work.

She eats milk in one hand and toast in the other.

"Miss Anxia."

The voice behind her made her hands tremble, and Anxia almost couldn't hold the cup of milk in her hand.

She looked back and saw that it was the aunt she had seen last time.

"Early." Anxia still had a mouthful of milk in her throat, startled by the sudden appearance of the person, and coughed violently.

"Do you remember me?" Aunt Yun's gentle voice is completely different from that of the old lady, there is always a heartiness in the old lady's speech, but Aunt Yun is a little similar to Jiang Yan.

"Well, the last time we met, I remember you." And yesterday when she was in the hospital, she also saw it when she was in the ward, and Anxia was outside the ward at that time, but she was inside.

You can see her taking care of the old man on the bed.

"Do you still have a habit of eating breakfast? Whatever you like, I'll make you something else. She was also very haggard at this time, but her tone was still very gentle, as if she was facing the mother of her own child.

They have been in Mozhou for so many years, and they have long been accustomed to eating a Western-style breakfast in the morning, and she is worried that Anxia will not be used to it.

An Xia wiped the milk on her mouth and said, "No need, Yuchen has already bought me porridge, so you don't need to prepare it." ”

The microwave rattle, and Anxia took the porridge out of it.

"That's good, this kid is still very caring." Aunt Yun smiled.

"You ...... now? Are you going to the hospital? "She was dressed very neatly, and even her hair was meticulously combed.

Anxia asked cautiously, but it would make her feel uncomfortable.

Aunt Yun smiled: "Well, I'm going to the hospital now, do you want to be together?" ”

"Okay."

The old lady is still in a coma, and it is difficult to wake up, but she is often in a state of half-dreaming and half-awake, as long as there are some movements from the outside world, she can still hear and accept them.

Therefore, Aunt Yun will often stay by the old lady's side.

The old lady is a seriously ill patient, and the visiting time cannot exceed two hours a day, and there are very few times in the day when she is really awake, and in this case, even talking is very laborious, and only in the coma can she be a little more comfortable, so as not to be tormented by pain.

Aunt Yun drove the car, and An Xia sat in the co-pilot.

"Grandma, is she very sick?" An Xia thought about it, but still couldn't help but ask.

Aunt Yun turned the steering wheel, and when she heard An Xia's question, she understood that Yu Chen should not have told An Xia about the matter, and she should not want An Xia to worry.

"She's not seriously ill." She said softly, "It's just that the old man is old, and there will always be some problems." ”

An Xia was still nervous when she heard this, and she always felt that things were not as simple as they said, but they all said so, and if An Xia questioned it again, it seemed that she was doubting the truth of their words.

When she arrived at the hospital, the old lady was rarely awake for a while.

An Xia changed into a sterilized protective suit and walked into the sterile ward.

The old lady smiled tiredly when she saw An Xia, as if she wanted to say something, but she couldn't say a word because of the oxygen mask.

An Xia seemed to be able to understand what the old lady wanted to say, held her hand, and smiled slightly.

Next, it was Aunt Yun who changed the old lady's clothes, scrubbed her body, and massaged her body, she had been lying in bed for a long time, and she needed to massage her muscles in such a situation.

Anxia looked at it and the tears came down.

Especially when I saw those hands, one hand was not even half the size of the previous one, and it was much smaller.

She couldn't help but say, "Grandma, you've really lost a lot of weight." ”

The old lady's loving gaze still fell on An Xia, and her kind and tolerant eyes were like a wide ocean.

An Xia walked out of it when Aunt Yun was helping the old man take a bath, and she was worried that she would not be able to help but look at it.

Such a good person, but now he has become like this because of the torture of illness.

Obviously she is such a healthy person, and when she is in China, she often goes to fertilize the cabbage, and even the piece of land in the backyard is opened up by her old man, and when she travels, she is even more energetic than others, even if she walks for half an hour, she will not breathe, why is it that a person who looks so healthy is suddenly knocked down by the disease? She could hardly imagine what her grandmother had gone through in such a short period of time.

Thinking about it, tears fell unconsciously.

She wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, it was full of strange foreigners, and she didn't want anyone to see her vulnerable side.

After a while, Aunt Yun came out of it, and An Xia's mood had calmed down: "How is grandma?" ”