Therefore, after A-Niang left, she was by her side, the most was her father, it may be that the father wanted to make up for all the guilt of his mother on his body, so he would be short of money and father's love before A-Niang was alive, but there was no lack of maternal love.

She sometimes wonders why her father couldn't see through these things earlier, and she had to wait until her mother died and there was no way to save it, so she changed her mind and chose the family.

I can't understand why my mother at that time was terminally ill, and she obviously wanted her father to be by her side, but she just didn't want her father to know about it.

Several times she was ready to sneak out and tell her father about her mother's serious illness, but she was stopped by her mother, who told her that her father had a greater responsibility and needed him to take responsibility, so they couldn't bother him.

Now I have reached the point where I was my mother, and I finally understand that in love, there needs to be someone to regress and tolerate, instead of blindly making trouble unreasonably, sometimes, for some people, love may not be very important, nor because love is not important in his heart, but because those people have no other choice, forced by the pressure of various realities, and finally chose to put love aside.

She didn't know if it was like this in Hui Shangxian's heart, but in her heart, at least it was like this, so she would say that national affairs were more important than her.

Now, like her mother at the beginning, she carries everything by herself, and does not let others tell her lover, because she is afraid that she will become a stumbling block on her lover's way forward.

Wu Shi looked at Qi Zhen in front of her, as if she had completely lost her mind, she was not angry, she knew that Qi Zhen now needed to think about it.

So Wu sat in front of Qi Zhen, quietly, drinking his own tea.

Thinking of this, I was also a little relieved in my heart, but I also had some depression, and my mood began to slowly become bad.

Realizing that this change in herself may affect the Wu clan and make the Wu clan more worried about her, so Qi Zhen hurriedly cheered up and pretended to be very happy and said to the Wu clan: "Mother, I'll go first, I still have some things that haven't been dealt with yet, I've been busy with Sister Xiao Li's affairs all day today, and I've forgotten all my own things, I'll come to you next time to say goodbye." ”

Wu looked at Qi Zhen's smile and knew that Qi Zhen was not in a very good mood now, and she needed to self-regulate, even if she felt sorry for Qi Zhen and gave Qi Zhen more comfort, it was useless.

The bell must be tied to the bell, those unhappy and incomprehensible places in the heart of the prayer heart, in the end, it is Hui Shangxian, or she will resolve it herself, and tell so many truths to Qi Zhen herself, Qi Zhen has grown so big, how can she not understand, otherwise Qi Zhen will not be so sensible, and she is willing to be the woman behind Hui Shangxian.

Wu sighed a long sigh in his heart, and said softly to Qi Zhen: "Okay, you go first." ”

Qi Zhen got the permission of the Wu clan, as if he had obtained some kind of death-free card, and when he left, he ran faster than a rabbit.

Wu Shi looked at the back of Qi Zhen leaving, and sighed again, she is a little confused now, is it too selfish for her to allow Hui Shangxian and Qi Zhen to have a relationship.

It's really not easy to be a woman of the Hui family, isn't she clear about the hardships she has suffered over the years, not every woman can bear it.

Qi Zhen and Xiao Li's personalities are completely different, and she can also see that Xiao Li didn't care much about Hui Shangyi before, because he hasn't fallen in love with Hui Shangyi yet, so Xiao Li can bear this, but now, Xiao Li has fallen in love with Hui Shangyi, so when facing those things about Hui Shangyi, he began to gradually become irrational, if it wasn't for Xiao Li who had been in contact with the base camp for a long enough time, I'm afraid he would have the same mentality as Qi Zhen now.

But he is also very selfish in his heart, watching Hui Shangxian love a woman for the first time, and he can't bear to break them up, in fact, at the beginning, when she heard that Qi Zhen was a foreigner, she also opposed Hui Shangxian.

But Hui Shangxian begged her at that time, wanting her to accept the prayer, she thought, in this life, it is not easy to like a person, it is not easy to fall in love with one, it may be just such a life, and she doesn't want Hui Shangxian to regret it for life, if she lets her son marry someone she doesn't love at all in the future, this is not only a torture for Hui Shangxian, but also a torture for the woman who married Hui Shangxian, who wants that the person next to his pillow has another woman in his heart.

Forget it, children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, so they don't have to worry about it, Qizhen and Hui Shangxian, Xiao Li and Hui Shangyi, the two of them, let them go by themselves, the rest of the way, you have to rely on yourself.

After Qizhen got out of the camp, he couldn't hold back anymore, and walked towards his tent while crying and wiping his tears alone.

Those soldiers who passed by, although some of them didn't know Qizhen yet, but most of them still knew that Qizhen existed, and looking at Qizhen's sad appearance, they were very curious and worried about Qizhen.

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When Qizhen walked halfway, he felt very irritable in his heart, so he also turned around and prepared to sit by the river where Xiao Li used to go.

I used to hear Sister Xiao Li say that that place is a good place, when you are sad, you can go there to sit down, perhaps, it won't be long before your mood can become very good.

Qi Zhen sat by the river, looking at the small fish swimming in the water, thinking of a poem from the Central Plains that Xiao Li told her before, called "The Story of Little Stone Pond", I don't know if my current mood is the same as that poet.

Qizhen just sat like this, she didn't want to do anything, today she suddenly felt that her heart was very tired, she didn't want to continue like this, she lived in her thoughts every day, if she and Hui Shangxian got married, it would be fine, at least she could be by his side at night when Brother Bingshan was resting and sleeping.

However, her marriage with Brother Bingshan has also been delayed again and again, as a girl who has not yet been married, she came to the base camp to live in advance, which is enough to make people criticize, if she has to run to Brother Bingshan's camp at night, whether it is for Brother Bingshan or on her own image, the impact will not be very good.

Therefore, even if she misses Hui Shangxian a lot, she can only hold back, even if she meets Hui Shangxian, she can only pretend to be very generous, and ask Hui Shangxian to leave her alone and let him handle business.

She was also thinking that if she hadn't gone to play on the street and hadn't met Hui Shangyi, she wouldn't have endured this, and she would still be a carefree little princess of an alien race.

It's not that she regrets it now, but because she feels that she has been dating Hui Shangxian for so long, and her heart has indeed changed a lot.

She is now suffering from love, she doesn't want to follow her mother's old path, but maybe it's because she has her mother's blood in her blood, and her personality is very similar to her mother.

Although the appearance is very weak, but when I encounter many things, I carry it alone, and I don't want to be a burden to my lover, I want my lover to continue to get what I want.

Qizhen sighed helplessly, forget it, don't think about this, the more you think about it, the worse your mood will be, you might as well think of something happy to relieve your depression.

Thinking of this, Qizhen began to recall the bits and pieces of his relationship with Hui Shangxian, which were all things that made people feel very happy when they saw it.

Before I knew it, it was already dark, and when Qi Zhen noticed the surrounding environment again, he wondered why he had been here for so long, but his mood was indeed much better than when he first came here.

It's not getting early, it's time to go back.

Qi Zhen quickly returned to his camp.

It's just that what she didn't expect was that as soon as she entered the camp, she saw Hui Shangxian sitting at the table.

So I was stunned, and I stood at the door and didn't move.

After Hui Shangxian came in the afternoon, he found that Qi Zhen was not in the camp tent, thinking that Qi Zhen should have something to do, and he should be back soon, so he simply did not leave, and stayed in Qi Zhen's camp tent, ready to wait for Qi Zhen to come back, but he didn't find it, so he waited so long until the evening.

During this period, he also thought that something had happened to Qi Zhen, so he didn't come back, and wanted to go out to find Qi Zhen, but in the end he held back, he was afraid that as soon as he left, Qi Zhen would return to the camp.

Hui Shangxian looked at Qi Zhen Although he was standing stupidly at the door of the tent, his heart that had been hanging was put down, and Qi Zhen had nothing to do.

Thinking of this, Hui Shangxian couldn't suppress his heart anymore. Hurriedly got up from the stool, and accidentally broke the teacup that was in his hand on the ground.

The crisp sound of the cup falling to the ground was extraordinarily loud when no one was talking.

Hui Shangxian glanced back, didn't have time to care about it, Qi Zhen also came back to his senses because of this voice, oh my God, she had been in a state of shock just now, but she didn't expect that as soon as she came back, she saw Hui Shangxian, who she thought about day and night.