I don't know where to go, I don't know how to go, I don't know ......

The place of the heart is empty and full.

The road in front of her was so long, and the rain soaked the stone slabs to shine, reflecting her extremely embarrassed appearance.

Her fingers hung unconsciously at her side, spasming slightly, step by step, letting the rain wrap her wantonly. Like the fire that filled the sky that night, it burned the whole eyes. The world is big, but there is only endless confusion left.

There are vaguely two little people chasing and playing in the haze.

She couldn't see clearly, and she didn't want to.

The so-called ten years turned out to be fragile and vulnerable, the long-term persistence and belief in living suddenly collapsed, and the people who lost everything were extremely pitiful.

In a trance, she remembered the conversation she had with her mother.

"Brother last month, I must marry him when I grow up!"

"Alas...... The royal family is a merciless person, don't forget how desolate your aunt was in the second half of her life. ”

"Hmph, last month, my brother won't be like his father! He treated me very well, very good, very good! And I know that he will only like me in this life, I am his only crown princess, and I will be his queen in the future! ”

"Snort, it's just a matter of saying this to your mother, if it gets out, it's really a joke!"

"Mother~"

"Okay, okay, if you like it, just do it!"

Let her be.

Because of her, the Lu Mansion will be destroyed, her relatives will be buried in the fire, and her playmates will all leave. She fell from a noble woman who was envied by everyone to the daughter of a criminal minister who could be bullied wantonly, and she fell from the supreme cloud to the boundless sea of suffering, all thanks to him.

She had always understood the cause of the unwarranted disaster, but she didn't want to blame it.

It was only now that she fully admitted how stupid she was.

Stupidity is paying for the wrong heart, tying it to him.

Stupid finds excuses for him again and again, and lowers his identity to laugh and pander.

Stupid, even if she knew that there were many women around him, she was willing to share them with her......

For him, she was on the edge of the cliff, and there was no way to retreat. Now he pushed her down with his own hands, causing her to fall to the bottom, shattered, and never be able to live.

That's enough......

"Master!" An Wen shouted loudly through the rain curtain. She kept blinking her eyes to make the rain fall faster.

Seeing her holding her shoes in her arms, soaking wet, and in the same embarrassment, Lu Jinhua pulled the corners of her lips slightly, slowly raised her head, and smiled faintly at her.

Then, like a puppet with a torn string, it fell straight to the ground.

Between the legs, a puddle of blood snaked out.

……

The whole body is weak, and the bones seem to be scattered.

woke up in a daze, the dim light came into view, An Wen cried softly, and wiped her face with a handkerchief. She blinked reluctantly, trying to say something, but felt her throat dry again, her lips trembled for a long time, and finally she didn't make any sound.

"Master......" An Wen's cry seemed to be immersed in water, buzzing.

It's so tiring.

Lu Jin's head turned and fell into a deep sleep again.

"Doctor Gu, Doctor Gu!" An Wen was frightened.

Gu Li was studying medicine outside, and when he heard An Wen's voice, he ran over to check Lu Jin's pulse.

"Doctor Gu, how is the master?" An Wen couldn't stop sobbing.

Gu Li sighed and withdrew his fingers: "It's two points better than when I brought it back." However, if this patch has not improved after taking it, I am afraid that I will really have to prepare for the princess. ”

As soon as An Wen's wrist was loosened, the handkerchief fell to the ground in an instant, and she hurriedly knelt down and kowtowed to Gu Li, begging continuously.

Gu Li shook his head: "Miss Anwen, don't do this big gift, the princess has been in poor health recently, and now there is a heavy rain, plus a miscarriage...... This, I can only do my best! Paused: "And this nourishing medicine costs a lot of money......"

An Wen choked, Lu Jinhua didn't save much money on weekdays, and Qin Yi rarely rewarded her. A few days ago, most of the medicine was spent, and now there is very little money left except for the consultation fee.

There are still three new clothes in the cupboard, but even if they are pawned, it will take half a day.

Afraid that Gu Li would be cut off because they couldn't give the money, An Wen immediately cried and grabbed Gu Li's hand: "Doctor Gu, An Wen knows that you have a wonderful hand to rejuvenate and have great skills, please, please!" Glancing at a wisp of jade hanging from Lu Jinhua's waist, he suddenly came back to his senses: "Please also ask Doctor Gu to tell the prince, no matter what quarrel my master had with him before, how unpleasant it was, but a husband and wife for a hundred nights, isn't it?" The master had a miscarriage this time, that was his flesh and blood! Human life is at stake, and he will definitely cherish two points of ......"

After a moment of silence, Gu Li responded: "Then I'll go and tell the prince and see what he has to say." ”

From dawn to dark, Gu Li finally re-entered Linping Courtyard.

An Wen greeted her with hope, but Gu Li waved her hand and said, "The prince said that the child may not know who it is, and he doesn't want to care." ”

An Wen was stunned.

"Y-Are you serious?" I was so shocked that I couldn't even finish my words.

Gu Li pursed his lips: "Naturally, take it seriously, I don't dare to make it up out of thin air." ”

An Wen's white face suddenly turned red with anger, and she pointed to the door and scolded: "What kind of thing is he?" Do you dare to slander my master's innocence like this? He knows exactly what my master is, for the sake of those fox spirits, he is ungrateful, and he hurts my master again and again! Now that he is still unkind, is he forcing my master to die! ”

"Oh, you're quieter, quieter." Gu Li hurriedly persuaded her. After being silent for a moment, his eyes rolled and he said: "But there is something that really makes Miss Anwen accurate, when I went, the prince did have a beautiful girl in his arms, and the two of them were giggling......"

An Wen gritted her teeth fiercely, her teeth colliding and gurgling. The sound of trembling breathing overflowed from her lips, Gu Li was about to persuade her a few more words, but she picked up the scissors in the needle: "Even if I fight for my life, I will seek justice for my master!" "Anyway, the diameter rushes out.

Lu Jinhua struggled to speak: "Stop!" ”

An Wen's figure was stunned, and two points of joy suddenly appeared between her eyebrows, and she quickly ran back to the bed: "Master, are you awake?" ”

"Hmm."

Not only people are awake, but also hearts.

In this world, it's just like that. Her situation was already so difficult, and he didn't forget to step on it again.

Who may it be whose child? If she hadn't heard this, she would never have believed it in the past.

And now?

He didn't believe her from beginning to end, and those sweet words were more like vain and wrongdoing, since he was acting on the spot, how could he take care of the child in her belly?

Her hand couldn't help but move to the flat lower abdomen and stroke it back and forth, if she knew that she was pregnant, she would definitely not let herself be drenched in the rain and torture herself like that. Regardless of whether Qin Yi loves her or not, since this little life is here, she has to take care of it desperately.

It's just that it's been gained, and it's been lost.

Lu Jinhua's phoenix eyes drooped slightly, and he slowly stretched out his hand from the quilt, touched An Wen's sleeve, and pinched it gently.

"Anwen, I only have you," she gasped slowly, "so you don't ...... Do stupid things! …… Promise me. ”

An Wen burst into tears: "Okay, Miss, An Wen promises you, promises you!" ”

Seeing that the two masters and servants were in deep love, Gu Li breathed a sigh of relief and quietly left the room.

Taking advantage of the night, he turned to the Furong Temple.

Lu Xiangwan had already sensed the Gu worms on Gu Li's body, and before he was about to be exposed, he used Gu techniques to lead the willows that were monitoring her into a coma.

Pushing open the repaired broken door, Gu Li's face was full of joy, and he couldn't wait to ask Lu Xiangwan for credit: "It's done, I've already hit her with that blood Gu!" ”

Lu Xiangwan bent his finger against the corner of his forehead, lazily looked at the flickering candle flame, and said a simple "um".

Thinking that she was dissatisfied with what she had done, Gu Li hurriedly said: "I also went to pass it on to the prince, saying that the princess was cold and had a moon letter, so it was more serious." The prince seems to have no intention of taking care of the princess at the moment, only saying that he will take care of him, and nothing else. ”

"Nothing else?" Lu Xiangwan's eyes were raised, and his flattering eyes were rolling on Gu Li, "Although I don't know Qin Yi very well, but with his thoughts, even if he doesn't visit Lu Jinhua, he will definitely not treat her badly." Say, how much silver was given to you? ”

Seeing through it at a glance, Gu Li sneered and said, "That's it...... It's only a few hundred taels. ”

"Huh," Lu Xiangwan rolled his eyes and straightened up, "Are you really stupid?" ”

Gu Li Khan rained down: "This ...... The little one should also take the silver back to see the lady......" The voice became quieter and quieter.

Lu Xiangwan waved his hand impatiently: "Forget it, I don't care about those things outside my body." Take the excess money, but remember, don't let your wealth be exposed, lest the time arises to cause me trouble. Straightened her hair bun: "You told Lu Jinhua about her miscarriage?" ”

"Got it!" Battle

"What's her reaction?"

"Uh......" Gu Li looked embarrassed, "The princess was lying down at that time, and the little one couldn't see it." ”

"Rubbish!" Lu Xiangwan took the case.

Gu Li's face was like earth, and he was so nervous that his throat tightened. He has seen Lu Xiangwan's ability, taking people's lives is only in the blink of an eye, and that method is extremely cruel and terrifying. He is not afraid of death, but the lady is restrained by the seven-line life-sustaining Gu, and now there are six lines in the body, and the last line can be obtained if the matter is completed tonight, and it must not fall short.

There was a shortcoming in Lu Xiangwan's hands, Gu Li could only keep begging for mercy, and said good things to make her happy. When his mouth was dry, Lu Xiangwan's face finally eased slightly, snorted coldly, and sat back in place.

"Then the last line of life continuation Gu, I can't give it to you."

"......" Gu Li frowned.

The corners of Lu Xiangwan's lips were raised, and the tea lid was gently scraped on the rim of the cup, and the crisp impact sound made Gu Li's heart furious.

Just as he was about to ask for his own resignation, he heard Lu Xiangwan say: "The blood Gu on her body will cause her to lose blood all over her body, and finally describe her withering and dying, but it takes a long time, not to mention more than half a month." ”

"What do you mean?"

Lu Xiangwan chuckled: "During this time, you can prescribe the right medicine for her first, and when she has enough blood, I can draw her blood to feed my baby Gu worm!" ”

Gu Li immediately got goosebumps, and although Lu Xiangwan wore a veil all year round, he could still guess that the relationship between the two of them was extraordinary. Coupled with the surname Lu, the answer is even more obvious. Thinking that the woman in front of him could be so ruthless to his blood relatives, not to mention that he was an outsider, his heart trembled, and he tried to retreat again.

This time, Lu Xiangwan picked his fingertips slightly: "Go ahead." There was a moment of silence: "Wait, when she dies, you will pull out her eyeballs for me." ”

"Ah, this?"

"There's the last line of life-sustaining Gu in that eyeball!" Lu Xiangwan smiled again and again, suddenly stopped, and looked at him with sympathy, "So you can do it yourself." ”

……

originally thought that Lu Jinhua would collapse and collapse, but she was unusual, not only drinking medicine and eating well, but even going to the yard every day to move her muscles and bones regardless of the pain in her body.

"Our master...... Isn't it going to be a return to the past? Hearts were worried. She has already lost a master, and she doesn't want to lose a second one.

Xiangxing felt that her words were unlucky, but she couldn't find a better explanation for a while. I heard that the woman after the miscarriage is extremely weak and needs to take a slow tonic to recover a few points, why does the master look like he has only contracted an ordinary wind chill?

Those basins of blood water were poured by her and Red Hearts themselves.

"Alas, I don't understand," Xiangxing retracted her gaze, "Let's work steadfastly!" In case the master really returns to the light, it will be possible for her to go comfortably. ”

“…… Well. Hearts reluctantly responded.

For several days, Lu Jinhua recovered very quickly.

can talk and laugh, can jump and jump, and his face is ruddy and shiny, not like a person who returns to the light at all.

Red hearts and apricots are even more confused.

An Wen doesn't care so much, as long as Lu Jinhua lives for a day, she will serve her well. Even if she felt that Lu Jinhua had recovered strangely this time, she saw that she never mentioned Qin Yi, and only said that it was a heart disease, so everything was solved.

Most of the moon has passed, and it has entered winter in a blink of an eye.

The first snow fell, and Lu Jinhua stood by the door and thought for a moment, then beckoned to An Wen.

"Master?" An Wen was flattered, she hadn't seen Lu Jinhua's eyes shining for a long time.

Lu Jinhua leaned into her ear and said mysteriously: "Didn't you say before that you wanted me to find my cousin to rely on this in the future?" ”

An Wen was overjoyed, and her eyes were full of light.

Lu Jinhua said again: "I also figured it out, it's really not interesting to stay here." I'll write a letter to my family later, and Anwen, you can send it home for me first. After two days when the snow was not so heavy, I came by horse-drawn carriage. What do you think? ”

An Wen raised her eyebrows, and said with a smile: "Miss, it's good that you have figured it out!" Even if you don't want to marry Marquis Wen, living in Marquis Wen's Mansion is definitely much better than here! ”

"Yes," Lu Jinhua took her hand and patted it gently, "So you go and prepare!" Remember, hide it from those two girls, no, hide it from everyone, and don't say anything about it! ”

"Of course!" An Wen nodded cautiously, "The slave knows the severity, don't worry!" "With joy, he followed the sparrow out of the cage and ran to the side room.

Looking at her back, Lu Jinhua shook his head with a smile.

After writing the last sentence, the letter paper is folded, put in an envelope, and sealed with red paint. After confirming that it was correct, Lu Jinhua handed the letter to An Wen. At the moment when An Wen was about to pick it up, she smiled and retracted it. An Wen said "oops" and pouted: "Miss is still making fun of me!" ”

"Yes!" She decisively admitted.

After all, this goodbye may be indefinite......

A touch of sadness floated between her eyebrows, afraid that An Wen would see through it, so she hurriedly handed over the letter again, pursed her lips and said shyly: "Remember, this letter must be given to your cousin by hand!" ”

"Got it!" An Wen smiled brightly.

The princess sent her personal maid back to her parents' house to deliver a letter to her family, and it is not strange that such a thing happens once in a while, so when she got the news, Zhu Fengchun did not stop her. It's just that after thinking about it later, I still reported to Qin Yi.

Qin Yi sat on the bed and closed his eyes to recuperate, and Xi Li'er stood aside inch by inch. After listening to what Zhu Fengchun said, she sneered and said disdainfully: "That girl is also eccentric, she made such a big fuss some time ago, and now she is so quiet." Messenger? I'm afraid I won't go back and ask for help, or sue the prince for a complaint! ”

"Feel free," Qin Yi's thin lips opened slightly, "How could this king be afraid of the Wen family." ”

Zhu Fengchun couldn't help but roll his eyes secretly, and secretly slandered himself, yes, you are not afraid of the Wen family, you are only afraid of the princess.

Afraid that something would happen to her, and that she would be killed by the two restless old things in Lingyu Castle, she would agree to be monitored by Xi Li'er.

Alas, but I don't know what the hole card in the prince's hand is......

In a distraction, the bitter smell of medicine came from the outer room. Xi Li'er was silent for a while, knowing that he was going to change the dressing, and without waiting for Zhu Fengchun to remind her, she spoke first: "The time to change the dressing when the tea is half, I will come in when it is over." If you see something at that time, don't blame me for being greedy for your beauty! He twisted his waist and walked away.

Unbuttoned the outer robe, took off the middle garment, and the whiplash wounds on the upper body spread from the shoulder blades to the waist and abdomen.

Fifty lashes is not a big punishment, but it can also make people's skin open and flesh bloom, and they experience pain that penetrates the heart and bones every day and every night.

Zhu Fengchun has served him to change the medicine all the year round, which is no surprise, but this time his injury is simply a disaster. Thinking that his injuries were all due to Lu Jinhua, and then thinking that before he left that day, he saw Lu Jinhua's eyes empty, as if he had lost his soul, Zhu Fengchun couldn't help but sigh quietly: "Linping Courtyard has been unusually quiet for the past two days, if you can't rest assured, the slave will go to see it smartly later?" ”

Qin Yi's brows furrowed.

He is a man, and a man naturally doesn't understand what it means to be drenched in the rain during the moon letter period, but when he heard Gu Li say that her life was hanging by a thread and she needed to be well regulated, he was anxious. But the agreement with Zuo Yi and Xi Qing has not been in a month for less than a month, the time is too short, and the deployment behind him has not yet been completely formed. At that time, both ends will be empty, and they will not be able to protect themselves, let alone her.

"No, don't go." Qin Yi refused.

Looking down at the whip marks, his ears seemed to ring with her hoarse voice in the rain that day, his eyes were gloomy, and he sighed.

Nishiki, wait......

Little did he know at the time that this would be the decision he would regret the most for the rest of his life.

In the evening, Lu Jinhua simply packed up the softness, changed into An Wen's clothes, and closed the door lightly.

Avoiding the eyes and ears of everyone in the house, she went straight to the back door.

The back door is the weakest place of the guards, if she may not have been able to get out in the past, but now she is just an unfavored princess, who has long been discarded by Qin Yi, then they have nothing to respect. Seeing that she was going out, they staggered each other and pretended not to see it.

Lu Jinhua was overjoyed, and hurriedly stepped over the threshold and walked to the street.

In an instant, she suddenly felt that her shoulders were more relaxed than she had ever been, and all the shackles dissipated in an instant, without a trace.

No longer have to worry about this woman or that woman next to him, and no matter whether he loves him or not. Since then, the mountains and rivers are far away, she is no longer his, but the heavens and the earth are hers.

Fingers subconsciously skimmed over his waist, empty.

The baby jade spike that has been hanging for so many years is not on the waist now, and I am really not used to it.

By the moonlight, she looked into her palm. The mottled blood stains from the broken jade fragments had not yet completely dried up, and she stared at them for a moment, pulling the corners of her lips and smiling disdainfully.

Then he stepped firmly into the night and never looked back.

……

Lu Jinhua's disappearance was only known to everyone in the house in the afternoon of the next day.

Originally, the hearts were supposed to serve Lu Jinhua to get up and dress up, but the hearts had something to do, so they temporarily sent other little maids. The little maid had never seen the world before, and when she heard that she could go in and serve the princess, she was so nervous that she went back and changed several clothes. When she changed and took the basin and went to the back room, she found that it was empty, and thought that the princess couldn't wait for her to serve, so she freshened up and went out for a walk.

Until lunch passed, Lu Jinhua still showed no signs of returning.

Red Hearts panicked at this time, discussed with Xiang Xingyi, and hurriedly reported to Zhu Fengchun.

Referring to the fact that An Wen went back to Wenhou Mansion alone to deliver a letter to her family yesterday, Qin Yi narrowed her eyes and said unhappily: "After all, she is the princess in the palace, and she is also the wife of this king who worshiped the hall and became a pro-wife, what kind of system does it take to go to Wenhou Mansion quietly?" Go, stop her carriage! It seems to be talking to himself, and it seems to be saying it to Xi Li'er.

Xi Li'er didn't care whether she stopped people or not, anyway, it wasn't a meeting between them, so she nodded to Zhu Fengchun: "Go." ”

Late at night, Zhu Fengchun returned.

didn't bring back Lu Jinhua, but brought back An Wen and the letter.

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