Dusk is approaching, the afterglow of the sunset sprinkles on the pavilion cover, rippling out layers of golden light, this golden light wraps the entire courtyard, warm, occasionally a trace of wind, not hot.

Shi Xiangyun looked at the flowers on the edge of the pool, the clear lotus in July was delicate and dripping, a branch and a vine were delicate and colorful, like a fake flower, Shi Xiangyun looked at it, and a desire for destruction suddenly surged in his heart, and he leaned over and grabbed the lotus petioles.

"Girl!" Cui Wei screamed, Shi Xiangyun couldn't help but tremble, turned his head and said, "What's your name?" ”

Without waiting for Cui Wei to answer, Feng Ziying hurriedly stepped forward to help her steady, she shook his hand away, and said, "Don't worry about it, I just want to pick a leaf to play." ”

Feng Ziying couldn't rest assured, picked several leaves in a row and stuffed them into her hands, and said, "Why bother to do it yourself? Just tell your subordinates to do these things. ”

Shi Xiangyun glanced at him, and threw all the lotus leaves in his hand into the lotus pond without hesitation, Feng Ziying's heart was not very happy, seeing that her face was not good, she hurriedly asked: "If my sister has anything unhappy in her heart, just say, even if I can't relieve your depression, I can comfort you." ”

She turned her face sideways and said, "Didn't you read the letter?" Why are you looking for me? ”

Feng Ziying's eyes were full of confusion, Shi Xiangyun faced Cui Wei, Cui Wei's body trembled slightly, and she shrank to the side, Shi Xiangyun held her forehead, her heart was upset, she let Cui Wei go away, and said to him directly: "Thank you Brother Shi for your love, Brother Shi is talented and has an excellent temperament, it's just that I have a willowy posture, naughty and naughty, and I can't be a good match, and I hope that Brother Shi will think more and quit this family!" ”

After thinking about it, he didn't expect that she was saying this, and just about to ask, she said: "I have planned to become a monk in Xingye Nunnery, and it will pass in the next year, and the world brother will come to the door as soon as possible to retire the ceremony!" ”

He was shocked when he heard this, and said: "If you annoy me, it's okay to scold me and beat me, why be angry and be a sister-in-law?" Thinking of her usual naughty mischief, he felt that she was talking angrily, and he couldn't help but think back to whether he had offended her on weekdays.

"It's not vindictive." Shi Xiangyun turned her head away, looking at the lotus pond in a daze, her tears were also rippling in circles like ripples on the water, and she said, "You only need me to do it this time." ”

The memory is too painful, how did she step by step in her previous life, and finally became a wooden person...... She remembered that she didn't want to experience it a second time now, she was a lonely and weak woman here, although she knew the past, she couldn't do more, who could she influence? The decline of the four families is not determined by her, she is just a wandering little duckweed, a microcosm of the sad life of the women of the family.

"Sister." He grabbed her hand, she avoided him, took his hand away again, and said: "I know your heart, but there is no shortage of good daughters in the world, at most in three years and five years, you can find a more satisfactory woman, don't live up to the good years for me, a person with a dead heart." ”

These words made his heart flutter, and he thought of that strange Taoist, and exclaimed, "Could it be that you also had that dream?" ”

She looked at him with teary eyes, he wiped her tears with a handkerchief, and said: "The building will fall, and all four will fall, leaving only a blank expanse." ”

Hearing this, Shi Xiangyun's heart was dull and painful, although he was surprised that he knew the past, but said in a more blunt tone: "Since you know, you must also know the suffering I suffered in my previous life, and I won't eat that kind of suffering anymore." ”

Last life? These words shook him like thunder on a sunny day, and he couldn't bear the news for a while, panting lightly, and said in his heart: "It's all true, it's all true, it's all happened, no wonder she suddenly seems to have changed as a person." ”

In this way, he thought of the key person, immediately turned around, and said: "I'll go find that person, my sister is not a monk, and wait for me a little longer." After that, he raised his feet and left, Shi Xiangyun naturally went up to stop him, he still wanted to leave, Shi Xiangyun said: "The love monk takes the four seas as his home, and he goes everywhere in the sky and on the earth, seeing him is all by chance, how can you find him?" ”

"Love Monk?" Feng Ziying looked confused, Shi Xiangyun glanced at him, threw away his hand, and said, "You go, find a lifetime, don't come back." ”

Feng Ziying felt a trace of affection in these words, and the depression in her heart dissipated a little, and said softly: "I don't know Shilaozi's love monk, I don't know where to find him, and I don't know too much about the past, I just had an absurd and ancient dream, my sister knows the past, why don't you compare with me and find a way to solve it?" It's better than having to twist your hair and be a sister-in-law. ”

Shi Xiangyun turned around and didn't follow, Feng Ziying coaxed again: "Think about it, how boring it is to be a sister-in-law, eat vegetarian all day long, have to wear ugly clothes, smell incense and candles every day, and have to deal with all kinds of miscellaneous people who go to the nunnery to ask for signatures, such things have to be done every day, and have been doing it for decades, isn't it boring?" ”

These words shook Shi Xiangyun's heart, she was used to it since she was a child, one set in front of people, one set in front of people, one set after people, she can do whatever she wants behind her back, she is still naughty when she grows up, she always thinks that these four major families are incurable, she always thinks that she is a nun, out of sight and out of heart, but she doesn't think that her personality is suitable for being a nun, whether she can really be alone after becoming a nun, thinking about this road doesn't seem to be very clear.

"Sister." He stepped forward and grabbed her hand, and suddenly heard someone coughing, the two immediately separated, and looked at the sound, but it was Shi Nai who walked along the corridor, Shi Xiangyun didn't know if Shi Nai saw the two of them, whether there was a misunderstanding, and he was up and down in his heart, and said, "Uncle will detain me again." ”

Shi Nai, Mrs. Liu and his wife are her nominal guardians, living with them, her freedom, food and clothing are in their hands, and they have to bow their heads, and they have scruples about everything.

Alas! Thinking about the past, it is like a mirror, all of which have become a layer of virtual shadow in memory.

Of course, the big wedding, the joy, the birth of children, the raid of the family, ...... It's all a bubble, no matter how beautiful the flowers are, they will eventually return to dust, and no matter how gorgeous this life is, it will eventually become white bones.

Her eyes began to heat up again, and she chuckled: "In the past, I thought I was the most similar to Sister Bao, but I could see through it, and I was cold, but I didn't expect to become Sister Lin." ”

Feng Ziying didn't know the person in her mouth, but when she saw that she was sad, she couldn't bear her sadness, so she blurted out: "Let's get married as soon as possible, my father and wife are very good, no one in the house detains you, you can do whatever you want." ”

Obviously, this was not the topic they discussed before, Shi Xiangyun tried to go around the words and said: "I don't want to marry you again, and I don't want to give it to others, whether I can be a sister-in-law or not, I will go to travel all over the world......"

Before he finished speaking, Feng Ziying laughed, his laughter became louder and louder, Shi Xiangyun was embarrassed, pointed at him, and said, "Don't laugh!" ”

He immediately stood up straight, looked at the red forged bamboo butterfly flower pot-bottomed shoes she was wearing, and couldn't help laughing, Shi Xiangyun naturally saw his eyes, and said angrily: "I didn't wrap my feet, I can go wherever I want!" ”

"Yes, yes, yes." Feng Ziying smiled and said seriously: "Then are you willing to bring a guard when you travel around?" ”

It is said that the 'man' (or he) in the dream still went to Xihai many times to buy foreign goods after getting married, promised the officials, did business everywhere, and made friends.

If this is her wish, then they are a natural pair, and if she were more daring, she could go to sea with him!

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