CHAPTER XIX

Chi Anyu felt like her brain was exploding, and she tried hard to break free from him, but Shen Chuan's body pressed her tightly, let alone escape, she felt that it was difficult to breathe.

"Shen Chuan, what kind of nerves are you having, let go of me, you are pressing me so much that I am almost out of breath."

She tightened her eyebrows, and even her voice changed because of the pain.

Shen Chuan didn't answer her, just lowered his head slightly, opened his mouth, and gently bit Chi Anyu's ear.

"......" His action came very suddenly, and the girl's body trembled, and goosebumps arose for no reason.

"Shen Chuan! What are you doing, I'm really going to be angry if you don't let go! ”

Chi Anyu shouted in a panic.

Shen Chuan's eyes darkened a little, and he slowly let go of her ears.

Thin lips approached, and Chi Anyu heard his low, hoarse voice ringing out.

"Chi Anyu, are you afraid of me?"

He was still repeating the sentence he had just asked, as if he was obsessed with getting an accurate answer.

Chi Anyu could hear it, Shen Chuan's voice changed, and he had an indescribable feeling when he heard it, and an ominous premonition came to his heart, and he couldn't help but swallow his saliva.

"Shen Chuan, I'm not afraid of you, I'm not afraid of you, if you have something to say, don't be like this, okay?"

She tried to calm her voice as much as she could.

"Then why is your body shaking?"

Shen Chuan squinted his eyes, the two of them leaned against each other without a slit, and he could clearly feel that Chi Anyu's body was trembling slightly, which was an instinctive body reaction when humans were afraid of fear.

“……”

Chi Anyu bit her lip, she didn't understand why Shen Chuan suddenly became like this, obviously everything was fine just now, why did it change now?

"So it's lying? Well? ”

He continued to ask, and the force was a little heavier, which made Chi Anyu's body uncomfortable, and listening to his words, his heart was even more uncomfortable.

Feeling Shen Chuan's cold breath spraying on her neck, Chi Anyu's eyes widened suddenly, and for some reason, her tears rolled down in that instant.

"Don't do this, okay? I don't want to see you ...... like that."

Chi Anyu sobbed, his voice trembled slightly, and tears kept falling down his face, looking so pitiful.

Shen Chuan's body stiffened, and then quickly let go of her.

"Ahem, ahem, ahem, ......"

The girl couldn't help coughing.

"Chi An Fish, I ......"

Shen Chuan stretched out his hand to touch her, but his hand stiffened in mid-air, and then he retracted it, he lowered his eyes and slowly spit out two words.

"I'm sorry."

This was the first time she had heard Shen Chuan say sorry to her in this voice.

Sorry for this kind of word, Chi Anyu originally thought that it would be impossible to say it from his mouth for the rest of his life, because Shen Chuan is a very arrogant and shameless person, and he will always teach her a lesson, which is very bad.

But at this time, he said sorry to her in a deep voice......

Chi Anyu felt that his heart was beating very fast, as if it had jumped to his throat.

It's weird......

Shen Chuan tightened his eyebrows, turned his head and cursed.

He really can't stand it, he can't stand Chi Anyu's fear of himself, no matter who he is, he won't care, but Chi Anyu can't.

As soon as she thought of the scared look and the frightened action she had just made, Shen Chuan felt uncomfortable all over her body, why? Does even she have to be afraid of herself? Does even she want to stay away from herself?

With a bunch of things in his head, Shen Chuan's mood seemed to be even more irritable, and his throat kept making strange sounds, like a beast about to go crazy.

Just before he was about to go berserk, a tender hand gently caressed his face.

Shen Chuan's eyes widened instantly, and he looked up at Chi Anyu.

"Don't be like this, Shen Chuan......"

Her voice trembled, "You really scared me like this, it makes me feel very strange, I want to see the previous Shen Chuan, not the current Shen Chuan......"

"I know you're in pain, you're unwilling, but it's all over Shen Chuan, it's all over...... Everything will be fine, really. ”

Chi Anyu nodded vigorously, tears rolled down again, so strange, when did he like to cry so much?

Shen Chuan bit his lip and stretched out his hand to hug her body tightly.

"Anyone who is afraid of me can ......"

He leaned close to the girl's ear, and Chi Anyu noticed that Shen Chuan's voice trembled a little.

"Only you can't, Chi Anyu, you can't be afraid of me, do you know?"

"I want to go crazy when I see you like that, I can't control myself......"

Chi Anyu's tears were even more turbulent.

She thought that in Shen Chuan's heart, he already regarded her as a mature person, after all, he only knew himself in this world, and it was estimated that if he stayed away from him, he would really be unable to stand it and collapse.

No matter how good a person is at disguise, no matter how ruthless a person looks, he is looking forward to a warmth in his heart, and he is probably the only warmth in Shen Chuan's heart......

Chi Anyu smiled bitterly, and then replied gently.

"Okay, I know, I'm not going to leave you."

The girl's voice remembered slowly, and Shen Chuan only felt a trance, and this sentence was heavily engraved into his heart.

As if given a tranquilizer, he let go of the girl.

"I won't leave, I promise."

Chi Anyu looked at Shen Chuan firmly.

The sunset sun fell on the girl's body, and the whole person was as dazzling as a layer of gold, and she slowly spoke, saying that she would not leave herself, she promised.

Shen Chuan decided at that moment that Chi Anyu was his own light, an indispensable light.

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Time seems to pass quickly, and in the blink of an eye, autumn flies by and ushers in a cold winter.

I don't know where two or three stray cats came from in the school, and the guards couldn't get rid of them, so they could only arrange them in a place behind the school cafeteria and build a kitten nest to let them live in it to prevent them from freezing to death.

The kind cafeteria aunts will set aside the leftovers of the day and feed them, and there are also many caring students who bring delicious food and cat food to visit.

Xie Jiaxuan is one of them.

Truth be told, she was the first to see stray cats.

Because I had just walked into the school gate that day, I found these kittens in the corner, and they were blinking at him, looking pitiful.

She is also a caring person, and every time she goes to work, in addition to subsidizing the family, settling Aunt Chen's salary, etc., she will also leave a small part of her living expenses.

She tried to be as frugal as possible, would buy some cat food or food, and visit them every day.

Although it snowed heavily, it was no exception.

"I don't know what happened to them......"

Xie Jiaxuan took the plastic bag of cat food and walked towards the back of the school cafeteria step by step.

Should I say that the snow is a little heavy today, the thick snow is enough to reach her ankles, such a heavy snow, she can't help but be a little worried about the cat's situation, and can't help but speed up as much as possible.

Before she could turn the corner, she heard the cat's scream, and her heart shrank, and then she saw the orange kitten thrown out of it and fell to the ground.