yes, it's getting late......

In the dark night, with the cold and biting rain, I felt the cold wind, and I couldn't blow a corner of my clothes.

Feeling the double chill of rain and cold wind, Qin Ji couldn't help but smile bitterly, he didn't go far.

He's near his company, and he's worried that he won't find himself, but ah!

From the beginning of the nightfall, until now, no one has come to look for him, so he has given up on himself, has he?

Does he not want to come to himself anymore?

Qin Ji clearly felt that his emotions were constantly hovering on the verge of collapse.

This is the person I have loved for eight years!

He doesn't even play willfulness, because he doesn't come to him at all, and he doesn't know that he loves him...... Loved for eight whole years.

He didn't even know the gift he gave him, he didn't care, and he couldn't even remember that the pen was a gift from him.

It's not a simple fountain pen, it's a fountain pen that I have protected with my life, and it is a unique custom in the world.

For that pen, I almost took my own life.

The result?! People want to change them, they don't care about your things at all, they don't care at all. The body can't remember where it was thrown.

Qin Ji smiled bitterly, and in a hurry, he fell to the ground.

Want to stand up. But the heart has long since lost its strength.

I could only let my knees kneel on the small broken stones.

Does it hurt? Qin Ji didn't know, he didn't know how cold and painful he was now, and he knew his heart. It's like being ground with meat, and the pain is unbearable.

Raising his head and looking at the continuous pouring rain in the night, Qin Jiu felt funny, he didn't know whether it was rain or tears on his face.

He was really tired, he didn't understand why it would be so tiring to love someone?

He really wanted to sleep for a while.

Just for a moment......

Qin Ji felt that he was full of exhaustion, and he also knew very well the changes in his mental condition.

But the cruelest thing is that I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do, how to make myself happier......

And how to live to make him love himself?

No, no, no, how dare he expect his love?

Qin Jiu lay on the ground and curled up his whole body together.

The ground under him was covered with gravel, and he was very awkward, and his whole body was very cold.

Looking at the dark surroundings, Qin Ji couldn't help but pull out a wry smile.

Why aren't you a boy?

He really wanted to say I love you to him, even if it was just one sentence.

He just wanted to tell him that he really loved him.

I really loved him for eight years from the age of 16 to now, but he didn't dare, he didn't dare at all.

How dare he! He is also a boy, and he can't wait to pour out his love to him.

But I can't resist myself, I'm afraid that he will say that he is disgusting and that there is something wrong with his heart.

He was even more afraid that after others found out, more people would try their best to send him to the same place.

tried every means to separate him from him, and in the end, he was not even qualified to be by his side.

The feeling of not being able to love is uncomfortable enough, if in the end you can't even look at him yourself, just by his side.

Qin Jiu couldn't believe that if he really got to that point one day, what would he become!?

"Huh...... Zhou Zhou ......"

Tears slipped from the corners of his eyes.

Zhou Zhou ...... Why did you replace that pen? Do you know that pen is me......