Chapter 61: Yan Yanyun Walks Alone
Since then, Yu Xi has had the opportunity to meet with the emperor often and talk to the emperor about the various family affairs of the courtiers.
The emperor has always been lacking in this aspect, and he also tried his best to make up for the governing methods of the political family.
Before, it was Empress Dowager Jiang who told him the story, and there was great expectation in it.
To this day, when I think of Empress Jiang, the emperor still feels sour.
Now the appearance of Yuji just fills the gap of Empress Dowager Jiang.
He often left Yuxi to talk deeply, and they got along very well.
Heng Ying didn't say anything after she found out, but instead sent some clothes, jewelry, and makeup boxes to Yuxi, all of which were high-quality goods purchased by Bai Zhiguo.
Yu Ji saw that her cousin was really generous, and she was very happy in her heart.
It is said that in the harem, there is only competition, and my cousin is really different.
What was going on in her heart, Yu Xi couldn't guess, and she didn't want to guess.
Whether it's the affairs of the government or the moon worship, she has to be busy.
Yu Xi thought that as long as she had a little favor from the emperor, she would be content if she could give birth to the prince as a support.
When the emperor saw the gift from Heng Ying, he knew that Heng Ying didn't mind, so he often went to Chonghua Hall to stay.
Yu Xi admired the emperor tightly, and she could know everything by looking at her eyes.
Every time the emperor came to Chonghua Palace, he felt a little fluttering.
The food that was specially prepared for him, the incense that was specially lit for him, the clothes that were specially worn for him.
Although it is deliberate everywhere, it just makes people feel comfortable.
"One day, there will be a noble woman who will do this to me." Ji Fansheng suddenly felt emotional, those noble ladies in the past probably just wanted to be able to have a spring breeze with him and get some cheapness.
Now, as an emperor, all the beauties in the world are at your fingertips, but there is some unspeakable melancholy.
It's just that he can't figure out where this melancholy comes from.
With sisters as companions, he should be content, but his heart is a little sour and bitter, but it is not enough for outsiders.
Yuxi got this opportunity, of course, as if she had obtained a treasure and offered the emperor as a god.
She maintained her temper, although she was obedient to the emperor.
Yu Ji knew that her cousin had always been arrogant and refused to pretend.
If he refuses to flatter the emperor, then the Pei family will really only have a big shelf left.
Once his cousin Jiang Lang is exhausted, will the emperor be disgusted at any time like he did with Concubine Yu?
Yu Xi didn't dare to think deeply, so she could only seize the favor in front of her and enjoy the warm time with the emperor.
The blessings of the world are nothing but inner harmony.
Although Heng Ying is beautiful, she has a cold temperament, even between the bed, there is a lot less affection.
Yuji is a beautiful lady, although she has been trained by the old mother, she has always been more of a servant, and there is less fun between husband and wife.
When the emperor thought of fine snow, he knew that fine snow had her own strengths, but he couldn't protect her after all.
It's not that they aren't sad, but just thinking about their brother and sister using their hearts, they have also cooled most of their previous love hearts.
Even if it's a big gamble, you have to be able to afford to lose.
I have given them glory, but they don't know how to cherish it.
People's hearts, they are really not satisfied.
But think about it from another angle, if you are a subordinate and see that the young emperor has no foundation, maybe you will also choose the more powerful right minister in the court to cooperate.
It is only if, there is no if in the world, so every choice is doomed to the fate of the future.
When he was about to give birth, he tried to see her for the last time, but was persuaded by Yu Ji and Concubine Shu, and even Qingchi sighed silently on the side.
He had no choice but to say no, so they didn't talk about it.
On the second day, he mentioned it in Bixiao Palace, and Heng Ying only said one sentence: "Since I have been disappointed, there is nothing to make up for." ”
The emperor only felt piercing when he heard this, but he couldn't refute anything.
Fine snow finally failed to survive the difficulties of production, and both mother and child died.
When the news came, the emperor felt that the two sisters were cold-hearted and cold-hearted, no wonder they were the descendants of the Taishi.
Years of political experience have been passed on to the sisters about the blood and bones.
The political influence of the family and the pride of the nobles made them have no sympathy for Ge Xixue, a little woman.
Originally, the emperor felt uncomfortable in the palace, and he had a short period of satisfaction and comfort with these two sisters, but he felt more and more lonely, and when he was trying to be a good emperor, it seemed that something had left him forever.
At night, the emperor agreed to accompany the sisters to the towering palace to see the liveliness of the people.
Hengying said that she had seen enough during the day, but she was disturbed by the guests for an afternoon, and she was tired, so she didn't go.
When Yu Xi heard this, she knew that her cousin was giving herself a chance, and she secretly admired her cousin's temperament.
can not be trapped in love, it is really not an ordinary woman.
But she can't, looking at the young and beautiful concubines in the palace, one by one dressed up every day, trying her best to win the emperor's blue eyes, she is always nervous and can't help herself.
Heng Ying also persuaded several times, saying that the relationship between the emperor and the concubines was the same as that of the previous dynasty, they were all iron battalions and flowing soldiers.
Those who are talented must be useful, and those who are beautiful must be charming and enchanting, and it is only a few years.
Whoever can be evergreen and can get a moment of affection, so enjoy it for a while.
But how can she listen to it, she just thinks that the emperor will stay by her side all night and get a good companion.
This night, the lights were shining, and the emperor came from the people, and he only felt that he was really comfortable in the streets and alleys.
On the palace wall, it is just watching the fire from the other side and watching the flowers in the mirror.
Yuxi's heart is only on the emperor, one will put a cloak on the emperor, another will hand the emperor a hand warmer, and another will be wary of whether the restless palace maid is going to confuse the emperor with color.
In short, reprimanding this and mentioning that, I didn't have the slightest intention of watching the lights.
When the emperor saw her like this, he said, "Yuxi, you go back to the Chonghua Hall and wait first, and I will go to you after I finish my business."
Let's go back and get ready. ”
leaned into her ear again, said something, Yuxi's ears suddenly turned red, lowered her eyes, twisted her handkerchief with both hands, and gently agreed.
The emperor waited for Yuxi to go away, and the joy on his face immediately faded.
He walked silently along the palace wall for an hour, and on the spring night, the wind was not as harsh as winter, but it still felt cold after a long time.
Xiao Dezi rubbed his hands behind him and called him gently: "Your Majesty, Your Majesty, wait for me, I can't keep up." ”
This sentence couldn't keep up, which touched the emperor's heart all of a sudden.
Yes, on the road of life, some people can't keep up with themselves;
There are also people who leave first, but they can never keep up.
Only this moment of walking made him feel alive;
Only this moment of loneliness made him feel more comfortable.
He remembered a poem: "Yan Yan walks alone, like a woman returning to the distance." ”
There was a tear in his eye and it began to whirl.