Chapter Forty-Five: The Most Vain Age Nothing is left
Zhou Run was very strange, but he also said "um" softly.
So, a deep voice came from her ears, and she heard Chu Junhe sigh softly before he spoke, and said in a low voice, "I actually grew up in my uncle and aunt's house." ”
In a word, too much information.
Just such a sentence made Zhou Run's steps stop abruptly, her eyes widened, she swallowed her saliva, and there was a wireless guess in her heart, but after all, she didn't say anything.
"Scared?"
Chu Jun seemed to expect her reaction, so he pretended to be calm and continued: "Heh, at the most vain age, I have nothing. •••When I say nothing, I really have nothing•••Even my father and mother are gone. ”
His voice suddenly became even lower, he took a deep breath, and continued: "At that time, it was supposed to be junior high school, and I went to school in the village. For a long time, I always felt like an outsider, and the most resisting thing at that time was to go home for dinner. This home is not mine, but my uncle and aunt's. My mom died when I was very young, and within a few years, my dad died of illness. ”
Zhou Run was directly stunned in place, stretched out his hand to caress it, wanting to comfort Chu Junhe, but felt a little deliberate.
"Later, I was dragged by my grandfather to grow up, and he was gone when I was in junior high school. When my grandfather was here, I at least had a home. However, after my grandfather died, I felt like I had nowhere to go. I didn't like Sundays and holidays because I didn't know where to go... Actually, they were very good to me, but they were inevitably overly sensitive when they were teenagers, but they always felt that it was not their home, and I was just a guest.
This period lasted until the end of my high school entrance examination, to be precise, the high school admission letter was in hand. I've always had good grades, and they've been really good. I wasn't very happy when I got the letter because I didn't have the money to pay for the tuition.
At that time, I had good grades, and after the high school entrance examination, I was admitted to a key middle school. One day, I heard my aunt and uncle whispering in their room. I wasn't going to hear it, but the words still drifted into my ears. They then discussed going to the people who collected the grain in the village, and they wanted to sell the food at home, and they said that they would pay the children's school fees.
At the time, I thought I was going to pay my sister's tuition fee, because I had heard my aunt say that she was going to send her to dance. The next day, the family's food was sold, but my sister, who was supposed to go to a hobby class a long time ago, was still hanging around at home.
Later, I learned that my aunt discussed with my sister: "The money in the family is not enough, so I have to pay your brother's tuition, and I heard that the boy eats a lot, so I need to give him some living expenses, so as not to eat enough at school." I have to buy your brother some better clothes, so he can't feel like he can't hold his head up. Your brother can't delay this. ”
Actually, at that time, my notice had already been torn up by me. My aunt asked me to take out the notice, and he blushed before taking out the sticky notice. I was stiff and said that I was going to go out to work and not go to school.
My aunt was furious, her hands trembled involuntarily, tears rolled in her eyes, and she reached out and slapped me the back a few times. It was only at that moment that I felt that I was not an outsider at this moment. ”
When Zhou Run heard his words, he suddenly thought, what was he doing that year?
She said, "I didn't seem to be happy that year. ”
When Chu Jun saw that Zhou Run was suddenly about to speak, he was finally happy in his heart. Turning over the pain in his heart, he finally changed back to Zhou Run's past.
With a smile on his face, he looked at Zhou Run and motioned for her to continue. Zhou Run suddenly laughed: "At that time, the school organized donations. At that time, I felt that everyone was a powerful contribution. There are many classmates in the school who have taken out all their pocket money. I thought, I should also take out all my pocket money?
When I showed up at the door of our class with my piggy bank, I caught my attention. In particular, when I reported the piggy bank to the podium in full view of everyone, the eyes of all the classmates widened, especially Cho Xuan.
In front of all my classmates, I knocked open the piggy bank, and then counted all my savings with a righteous face. On that day, I received one after another from all my classmates. The school and teachers praised me heavily, and I was very proud. ”
"Didn't you say you're unhappy?"
Chu Junhe felt that something was wrong when he heard it, so he asked.
"Listen to me. At that time, I was quite happy, but when I got home, I was very sad and sad. Seeing that my original piggy bank was empty, I was in a bad mood. Lying in bed, I began to feel annoyed and blamed myself deeply, why didn't I leave some pocket money for myself!
Especially when I think about it, all my pocket money is gone? Immediately, I felt that all my efforts from the fifth grade of elementary school to that time had been in vain, and there was no trace at all. ”
Chu Junhe laughed out loud when he heard her childish words. A little girl is a little girl, and it is really different from him to have parents who love him.
However, he also changed the sadness he had just had.
"Why is your story different from the positive energy advertised in the news? The little heroes of the mainstream ideology are all "I am very happy to help other children", so you will reveal the secret and regret donating?
Zhou Run chuckled, revealing an underwhelming expression, and said, "Otherwise, how can you say that I am real?" Right? All of a sudden, the atmosphere between the two of them changed from depressing to relaxed.
Chu Junhe nodded and said, "I didn't expect you to have so much money when you were a child. ”
Zhou Run was very proud, "Then what do you think?" And that's just the money I had from the fifth grade to that point. I also saved three piggy banks, and I paid Zhao Xuan all the money... •••Alas, why do you say that I am so miserable, I am not willing to spend any of the money I have worked so hard to save, and I spend it all on other things. ”
The two of them continued to climb up, walked a few steps, drank some water and rested. From time to time, there were people around who didn't stop, crawling up on crutches.
"Zhou Run, have you seriously considered our relationship? What I'm talking about is, determining the relationship. ”
Zhou Run licked his lips and didn't know how to answer.
"I..."
"Not sure? Can you••••Why? ”
Chu Junhe was depressed and asked unrelentingly: "Am I not doing well enough in what place?" Is it forcing you too hard? Or do you have any concerns? ”
It's okay that he didn't mention this, but when he mentioned it, Zhou Run was a little nervous.
"What about you," Zhou Run looked at him, and suddenly asked him thoughtlessly, "Why does it have to be me?" ”
Chu Junhe was stunned, there were lights on both sides of the road in his dark eyes, and the warm yellow light was swaying like the sun, shining brightly.
The girl in front of her was scorching, her black and white eyes blinked at him, but her little face was extremely serious, as if she really wouldn't give him any chance if he didn't say why.
He looked at her, earnest.
In a fear of the unknown, she was anxious to keep her distance from him, so she quickly organized the language in her head, and she spoke, "I'm sorry, I'm abrupt. ”
Zhou Run stood up and was just about to take a step to continue climbing, but he stopped him. He looked at Zhou Run fixedly, with a trace of tenderness in his eyes, as if he was electrified, and stabbed straight to his heart, and the feeling of numbness surged up from his heart.
There was a premonition, her heart was beating extremely hard, extremely uneasy, and the urge to flee quickly, and in the silence, she suddenly heard him say, "What why?" Don't you really know? I like you! ”
Suddenly, in Zhou Run's mind, the fireworks were brilliant and exploded. It's one thing to predict, it's another thing to hear him say it in a non-sarcastic tone.
She stared at him dumbfounded, not knowing for a moment how to react.
Chu Junhe's face was not much normal, however, he quickly calmed down, he knew that today's confession was different from the previous one, he was very clear about what he was talking about, and he knew what he wanted.
He looked around, and finally stopped on Zhou Run's face again: "Zhou Run, I like you, is it okay to be my girlfriend!" ”
His voice was a little different from before, unexpectedly low and hoarse, I don't know why, at that moment, Zhou Run suddenly stopped being nervous, and his heart, which was originally planned to jump out of his chest, gradually calmed down.
She thought about it seriously at the time, and was stunned for a moment, and the whole person was shocked to sober up by the sudden confession.
I heard this sentence again, why is it her? Is it true that he can't reach other members of the opposite sex? She guessed in her heart, her tongue was a little knotted, and she didn't know how to deal with it.
Some fates are very wonderful, and if you think about it, you can find the signs, as if someone did it deliberately. Chu Junhe glanced at her and seemed to be in a good mood: "Can you give me an accurate answer?" We can slow it down a bit. ”
His eyes were affectionate, and he looked at her quietly.
Zhou Run only felt as if his heart had been lightly moved, and the knot of his tongue still hadn't eased: "Slow down what?" ”
Chu Junhe couldn't take his eyes off when he saw her appearance. Her face was flushed, there were fine beads of sweat on her forehead, as if she had been soaked in water, and her eyes were exceptionally bright, as if she was a little confused.
On the road, there was a lot of noise, and people passed by from time to time.
In the midst of the hustle and bustle, he whispered, "Fan the wind, your face is too red." ”
Zhou Run was not in the circle, and subconsciously touched his face. It's true that the temperature is a little high, but he doesn't seem to be much better than himself, because he can't see it in the dark.
Zhou Run subconsciously avoided his gaze, and said, "Go up, I'm giving you the answer." ”