I've had a boring life.

I don't have parents.

I don't know where I'm coming from or where I'm going to end up.

My master was the last commander.

For as long as I can remember.

He sent me to the human realm to see the life of the people.

At first I thought.

They are pitiful.

Because they will experience birth, old age, sickness, and death.

I also have to endure the pain of my loved ones leaving me.

I don't know what it was like, but it was sad to see them crying.

I felt pity on them.

Birth, old age, sickness, death.

These four words were my answers when I first turned in my homework.

Master was very angry when he saw it.

He said what I saw was only scratching the surface.

After he scolded me severely, I began to observe the humans very intently.

But when I turned in my homework again, Master was still not satisfied.

So I stayed in the human world for a thousand years.

In this millennium.

I have met countless people, and Master told me not to be sincere in my dealings with people.

I don't know why he said that.

I didn't listen to him at first and made a lot of friends.

Friends who talk about the world together.

Brothers who drink together and worship the heavens.

I took these feelings so seriously that when they finally died, I was devastated.

Master knew about it.

I thought he was going to punish me severely, but he didn't.

He only said one word to me.

I will never forget that sentence for the rest of my life.

He said: "There is no one who can always be with you, but there will always be someone by your side." ”

At first I didn't understand.

But then I saw more of life, and I understood.

At the same time, I don't dare to give my heart at will, or lose my heart.

Afterward.

I became the commander.

Write the life of all creatures in the human world.

It was cruel, but I had to do it.

Si Ming, there shouldn't be such a thing as "kindness".

Life is very dull and boring.

I'm starting to get a little tired.

I heard that raising flowers can be fun, so I started raising flowers.

But every time the delicate flowers die in my hands, I am a little unconvinced.

I went to the underworld to find someone.

She is the messenger of the flowers on the other side.

It's called Twilight Orange.

At first sight, she was very indifferent and didn't want to agree to my request.

But the cloak I was wearing was seen by her when it was blown by the wind of the underworld.

She suddenly seemed to be a different person.

Very welcoming.

Not only did she teach me how to raise flowers, but she also said that she would give it to me herself.

I've never been in contact with someone of the opposite sex, when she suddenly grabbed my arm.

I threw her into the Lethe River, not far from the flower fields on the other side.

She kept crying, saying that if I didn't make her happy.

I went to Granny Meng to complain, asked her to pour me a bowl of Meng Po soup, and then threw me into reincarnation.

I hear it.

She was threatening me.

But I remember that she did me a favor not so long ago.

So I didn't hurt her and asked how I could coax her well.

She said she wanted to go to the fairy world with me.

I agreed, thinking that I would drop her down in a few days.

But I didn't expect her to be by my side for decades.

At first I was irritable.

I don't like her.

But she always followed me.

When I was writing my lifebook, she sometimes grabbed my hand and touched it, and wouldn't let me write it.

From time to time, he would stand behind me and tie my hair into various shapes.

She sat on my lap and asked me to feed her when I was occasionally eating.

When I finished washing, she would come over and touch my cheek with her lips.

I didn't know what that meant, so I asked her, and she said it was a way to say hello.

Let me say the same to her in the future.

I didn't have time to hide from her, why did I say hello to her.

She sticks to me when I do anything.

She's annoying.

But I didn't dare to be angry with her.

Because once she sat on my lap and undressed me.

I just slapped her hand away and told her not to move.

She was so angry that she held me down and did a lot of things that I didn't know what I meant.

It was a very out-of-control feeling.

I no longer dared to speak harshly to her, let alone be angry with her.

She's been sticking to me for a long time.

The irritability in my heart for her disappeared, and I even had some joy at times.

I don't know why there is joy in my heart.

I don't want her to know though, and I'm not tired of her anymore.

So I hated her even more.

I don't know if my attitude was too much, but one day she didn't come to me.

For the first time, I was in a panic.

I was afraid that she wouldn't like me anymore, so I went to her.

I agreed to her request that she always want to marry me.

The day they got married.

I was very happy.

Because.

She is my immortal.

She won't leave me.

She will always be with me.

If she were to leave, I would hollow out the memories of me in her mind.

Let her get to know me again, and say that she likes me again.

If she wants to leave again, or if she finds out that I lied to her, then I will kill her.

So that she will never be able to escape.