I got up early in the morning and looked at the big words I sent, my old face suddenly turned red like a fire, and after everything was ready as usual, I put on my schoolbag and walked out of the door, and I remembered something and gritted my teeth and came back to pick up my mobile phone and said: "I'm leaving, you pay attention to your own safety, don't catch a cold." ”

Originally, I wanted to say that yesterday's words don't have to be taken seriously, but after thinking about it, I felt a little like I wanted to get away with it, so I only posted the previous sentence.

Because school has just started, it is not particularly difficult to study, homework can be completed in school, and evening self-study has not yet started, so I returned home early, looking at the sparks from chatting for seven consecutive days, there is a strange feeling.

Lu Zizhen: "Do you want to put out the fire?" "I don't know why, my brain sent it out on impulse, and I regretted it just after sending it, why do you have to ask about this kind of thing, how embarrassing.

An Mu: "What do you mean?" ”

Lu Zizhen replied stubbornly: "Is it that you still want to continue the spark?" ”

An Mu: "Let it be." ”

Lu Zizhen: "Aren't you afraid that others will see it?" When I typed this sentence, I was not normal, I was a little nervous, and I was looking forward to the next reply, but I was afraid.

An Mu: "What are you afraid of, we don't have anything." ”

I don't know why, seeing such a reply is still a little faintly lost, Luzi really shook his head, opened the window of the living room, and let the cold wind outside calm himself.

So he said: "OK, I still have an exam tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, I will go to review first, you go to bed early, good night." After the call, the screen went out and he muttered: "What are you thinking about, the school exam is about to start, which is related to a happy life for a long time after that and being at the same table." ”

As I said before, he is surrounded by boys, but this is not because the teacher is unwilling to arrange girls to be his tablemates, but because his grades are there, even the head teacher can't find a reason to refuse the request of others to choose their own seats, which has lasted for a long time and a comfortable life.

But now I don't know why, although I can't remember anything in my head when I look at books, and I'm not irritable, but I just can't see it, it's like the cerebellum is on strike together.

Seeing that the time was half past ten, Luzi really put down the book helplessly, leaned on the bed, looked at the ceiling, and was a little confused: "What has happened these days, I feel that the whole person is absent-minded." ”

Early in the morning of the second day, Lu Zizhen got up as usual, washed, went to school, and lived a life of three points and one line, today is the beginning of the school exam, threw away all the mess in his mind, and took a deep breath and walked into the examination room.

After the day's exams, Luzi really returned home quickly, he didn't know why, in short, he was eager to return home, and even his friends at school asked him for answers, but he directly refused.

As soon as I got home, I picked up the mobile phone placed on the bedside, looked at the empty message bar, and couldn't help but flash a touch of loss in my heart, and I still couldn't control myself after eating, and said: "How is it, are you feeling better today?" ”

An Mu: "That's it. ”

Lu Zizhen: "Haven't you been okay for so many days?" ”

An Mu: "Not yet." ”

Lu Zizhen: "Okay then, you can do your homework first." ”

An Mu: "Hmm. ”

Looking at the short and sloppy reply, Luzi really let out a long breath, why should he waste his time on this, go out for a walk after a while, maybe he has been depressed for too long.

The next day, I lived the same life exactly the same, and the turmoil in my heart made me unable to concentrate at all, not only did the test paper not check carefully, but also wasted a lot of time on those simple questions, resulting in little time to read the finale questions later, but even if I read it in the current state, I am afraid that my brain is blank.

After the exam, the whole person was extremely depressed, and as soon as he got home, he lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling of Bai Huahua: "It seems that I can't escape this exam." ”

The mobile phone rang suddenly, and the brigade picked up the mobile phone unpleasantly, looked at the message on it and exhaled.

An Mu: "Good evening." ”

Lu Zizhen: "Not good. ”

An Mu: "Why? ”

Lu Zizhen: "I didn't do well in the exam." ”

An Mu: "How much?" ”

Lu Zizhen: "The passing grade is hanging." ”

An Mu: "..."

Lu Zizhen: "Laugh at it." ”

An Mu: "No, no. ”

Lu Zizhen: "Okay, you go to do your homework first, and I'll look at the test paper myself." ”

An Mu: "Okay. ”

After reviewing the homework, Luzi really depressed went to take a hot bath, moistened his skin with gentle bath water, closed his eyes and relaxed his whole body, beautiful music echoed in his ears, until his hands were deformed, he refused to come out, turned off the music and went to bed directly without looking at his mobile phone, even if he couldn't sleep, he didn't let himself touch anything else.

The grades came down, and sure enough, it was a mess, although there was no countdown, but the ranking also plummeted compared to the last semester, and the teacher thought that this was a reason for not studying during the holiday, which led to the change of seats this time completely by the brigade Zizhen's own choice.

Looking at his new tablemate, Luzi really has a headache, this tablemate is not unknowing, when he first entered the high school military training, they were still in a dormitory, but because he didn't like to talk to strangers, so the two of them didn't have too much communication, and this person looked very social, and he turned a pen absent-mindedly in class, which formed a stark contrast with Luzizhen.

Finally got through the whole day, Lu Zizhen was physically and mentally exhausted, not only to pay attention to the content of the teacher's class, but also to adjust his position from time to time, because he didn't like to have physical contact with people he didn't know.

As soon as I came back, I opened my phone and saw a new message.

An Mu: "Pipa Xing, will you?" ”

Lu Zizhen: "What is Pipa Xing?" "Because of the previous pesticide incident, Luzi really feels that the ordinary things in his mind have another meaning.

An Mu: "Song." ”

Lu Zizhen: "I haven't heard of it. This is also true, in addition to foreign language songs and pure music, the rest of his music list is folk songs.

An Mu: "Okay. ”

Lu Zizhen: "What's wrong?" ”

An Mu: "I want to find you to sing with me." ”

Lu Zizhen: "Then you may be disappointed, I can't sing." ”

After waiting for a long time, the other party didn't reply, thinking that it might be that he was disappointing, so he had to shake his head and extinguish the mobile phone screen, and after a while, he turned it on again, clicked on the music software to search for pipa line, and listened to this ancient song and helplessly extinguished the mobile phone, the words are not difficult, after all, I learned this poem in high school textbooks, so I have already memorized it, but it's a pity that he doesn't know anything about singing, let alone such a play.

Listening to such a tune, Luzi really picked up the guitar with a little helplessness, and played it with the music in the headphones, and auditioned several times before he could barely find the tune.

After playing for a long time, the outline of the song can be regarded as grinding out, and my mood gradually calmed down, and I put the guitar aside after cleaning it. Skillfully take off your top and lie on the yoga mat to warm up.

It has become a habit to exercise every two days, follow the beat of the fitness software and do standard movements, lie in bed and read a book after half an hour, and turn off the lights to sleep when your breathing calms down. No matter what kind of troubles, it will be fine when you wake up.