Chapter 250: Confession
Seeing that he didn't speak, Su Qingyun said: "The emperor came to visit me that day, do you know what he told me?" He didn't ask me how the child fell, he just told me that Princess Min Yue couldn't be killed, I believe that the emperor didn't investigate anything, but he believed that someone killed the child! But what about you? ”
She stepped forward and asked, "What do you think?" Although you kneel outside the princess's mansion every day, what do you think, what you think about is how to make me forgive you, what you think about is how to explain to me, but what do you explain? The children are gone, have you ever wondered how the children are gone! If someone hadn't framed me, how could I not have saved our children! ”
"Because before...... I went to her room, I thought you were because of ......" Facing her questioning one after another, Fu Liye realized at this time how pale his explanation was. As he spoke, he could no longer speak.
Giving up, he said: "Maybe I'm not worthy of you at all, all this is because I didn't protect you, I ...... Maybe these things won't happen if you follow the emperor! ”
Su Qingyun was stunned, and then directly raised his hand and slapped him.
"What is this for? There's nothing you can't say well. The eldest lady originally heard that he was back, thinking that what she had done was wrong, so she came out to visit him, who knew that she met him and beat his son, and immediately forgot his original intention, and said angrily: "Qingyun, he is no longer wrong, you can't beat him, he is your husband and your husband, he is your heaven, how can you beat him?" You're a! ”
Su Qingyun looked at Fu Liye and said, "It turns out that you are a coward, Fu Liye may be right." In that case, you might as well give me a letter of resignation and let me go, so that I can find another way, and we will have nothing to do with each other from now on. If you leave the book, send it to the princess's mansion. Then he left with Qiaoqian.
As soon as she got into the carriage, Fu Liye chased after her, followed the carriage in a few steps, and hugged her with a stubborn face: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I didn't think so, I must be crazy to talk nonsense!" You beat me and scold me and I can do whatever I want, as long as you don't leave me, I have lost my child, I can't live without you anymore, if you really want to leave me, you kill me and then leave, otherwise I will be a walking dead alive! ”
Su Qingyun whimpered and slapped him vigorously: "You disappointed me so much, how can you do this?" How can you imprison me in the mansion? How can you be self-righteous and get things wrong, do you know that if it weren't for you, our children would never have left us at all, I hate Min Yue, but I hate you even more, I can be ruthless to Min Yue and put her to death, but I can't do it to you, what do you let me do! ”
Every question was plunged into Fu Liye's chest like a sharp sword. He thought he could do everything well, so that the two people he loved the most could stay at home and wait for him to return.
Who knew that the person who brought them the most harm was actually himself, which made him sad and sad and wanted to kill himself, but what could he get back by killing himself? The child is gone, and even if he kills himself, the child will not come back.
"I don't care if you listen to it or not, I'm going to tell you everything!" After she had cried enough and scolded enough, Fu Liye said: "Qingyun, is it okay to go back with me, give me a chance, listen to what I say, after speaking, if you still insist on going back to the princess's mansion, I will not stop you, but I will not give up, I will guard you until you are willing to come back." ”
In the end, Su Qingyun was dragged back to the Shi'an Institute by Fu Liye.
Looking at everything familiar in the house, her favorite pastries, her favorite sour plum soup, and her favorite wild history, all of them were still in place, and Xu An took people in the yard to move the cherry blossom trees outside.
As soon as he looked up, he could see the cherry blossoms outside, Fu Liye thoughtfully closed the window and door, and said to her when he came back: "When the emperor knew about the plague, I already knew about it in advance!" ”
"......" Su Qingyun glanced at him, and then said, "It's news from the Seven Evil Palace!" ”
"Hmm!" He nodded: "Although the Seven Evil Palaces are notorious, as long as each of them goes out and meets people who are kind-hearted but unable to survive, they will bring them back to the foot of the mountain to settle down." After a long time, there were more and more people there, and later a village was formed, which was called Anning Village! They don't have any survival skills, so they can only go up the mountains to hunt and get some game to survive! Because of the plague brought by indiscriminate eating, they were afraid that the plague would infect the other villagers of Anning Village, so they left quietly alone, and who knew that the disease would spread to other places with them! ”
Only then did Su Qingyun know that Fu Liye was going to leave the scene no matter what, and it turned out to be related to the Seven Evil Palace: "And then? ”
He continued: "Someone ran to the Heluo area, that place belongs to the Mulan faction, their head Tong Jinwang found out and arrested the people of Anning Village, and learned their origin under torture, the Seven Evil Palace has always been a crooked evil way that people in the martial arts are ashamed of, and this plague has given them a good reason to encircle and suppress the Seven Evil Palace!" ”
Thinking of the danger at that time, Fu Liye was still very angry: "At the moment of the plague, they don't know what is at stake and only think about their personal interests, and even take the opportunity to exterminate the Seven Evil Palaces in one fell swoop, at this moment, the plague suddenly broke out, and everyone was facing death everywhere. ”
It was the most effective herb researched this time that caused her to pay for her child's life, Fu Liye said in a low voice: "And this kind of herb is only owned by Shuili, the emperor asked me to talk to Princess Min Yue, let her write a letter to her father, and ask his father to help me survive this disaster!" ”
"At what cost?" Su Qingyun asked. In connection with what happened later, in fact, she also guessed a little in her heart.
"She asked me to make up for her as a newlywed, to treat her like a wife, and to let me stay with her for seven days, and I could only spend the night in her room for these seven days, but I never touched her, and I always slept on the couch in front of me!" Fu Liye hurriedly explained.
It was a little unexpected for Su Qingyun, although she didn't care much in her heart, but when she heard him say this at this time, she was inevitably a little surprised and relieved, and she said awkwardly: "You go on!" ”
"Later, the emperor asked me to go to disaster relief, I didn't take Princess Min Yue to go, but she said that if she was on the scene, then her father would definitely be very worried about her safety, so for the transportation of herbs, it will speed up and increase the dosage, and I don't worry about leaving her at home with you, I'm afraid that she will harm you, but I didn't expect me to take her there, but this kind of thing still happened, and let you misunderstand, let you be wronged!" The more Fu Liye thought about it, the more angry he became, thinking of that woman's such a ruthless method, he wanted to cut her with a thousand knives.
"Hehe......" Su Qingyun stopped talking, and finally said: "If you had taken me over, maybe there would have been no such thing, you are afraid that I will be hurt, why did you abandon me!" ”
"I thought about taking you there, but your body was too weak during those days, and I was afraid that you would be infected with the plague after you went to the scene, so I tried my best to hide the truth, but I didn't expect me to be self-defeating!" Fu Liye felt that he was really ridiculous. At the same time, he resents his own negligence.
Su Qingyun didn't know how to say that it was a misunderstanding from beginning to end, but who was to blame, they were all interlocking, and they all had reasons to do it. He lost his children because of these misunderstandings.
Tears flashed in her eyes, looking at the guilty Fu Liye, she choked up and said, "I want to talk to you seriously!" What do you think was the reason why I entered the palace last time? This...... What do you think is the reason why children will leave us? ”
“…… It's me, it's me who thinks I can do everything well, but it's you who gets hurt in the end! He took her hand: "I ......" He didn't know what he could say, so he could only hold back tears.
"Hmm...... Call! Su Qingyun suppressed her crying: "It's because of your self-assertion, you don't discuss with me, everything is what you think, so I entered the palace and became the emperor's concubine, and because of this matter, I had to accept Princess Min Yue into the room, this time because you didn't consult with me on your own initiative, and it turned out to be self-defeating and lost the child." ”
After speaking, she couldn't cry: "Do you know how helpless and scared I was when I was lying in bed alone, trying desperately to keep the child!" Just because that cherry blossom tree was left by you, he took all my attachment with me, I will go there every day, do you know how much I blame myself, I am equivalent to taking the child to death every day! I had nightmares every night, and when I woke up, I didn't even have anyone to talk to. Do you know how sad I am, do you know how painful I was when you deceived me. ”
Holding her into his arms, Fu Liye swore an oath: "Never again, I will never take it upon myself not to discuss anything with you, I will discuss anything with you in the future, I will never do such a stupid thing, Qingyun, you believe me, give me another chance, I will never let you be scared alone!" The child has no chance with him now, I believe that he will come to us again, give me a chance and give the child a chance, okay? ”
Closing his eyes and collecting his emotions Su Qingyun said half-loudly: "Fu Liye This is the last time, this time we lost our child, and then there will be a next time, if you have anything to deceive me, and then you have anything to decide privately, I will never forgive you again, I will let you never find me again, I know that you have the Seven Evil Palace, but you have to believe that if you find it, it may not be me anymore, maybe it's just a corpse, maybe it's another person!" Fu Liye, you remember what I said, this is the last time, and if there is another time, you will never see me again. ”
"There will be another time without you having to say it, I will finish myself first!" Fu Liye hugged the person in his arms tightly, with the pain of losing his beloved and the joy of losing and regaining.
Xu An knocked on the door outside: "Son, the emperor announced that you and the young lady will enter the palace to see the saint!" ”