Chapter 243: The battle-hardened old fox
After listening to Shi Jie's words, Ji Ming's whole person seemed to have been immobilized and sat there in a daze, motionless, his eyes frozen.
"Hey, Ji Er, are you okay?" Shi Jie sighed, sat down, and put his arm around Ji Ming's shoulder.
Ji Ming shook his head and sorted out his emotions as much as he could.
Some of the facts that I have believed in for a long time are revealed, and I find that it is very different from my imagination, and my inner feelings are really indescribable.
For Qin Ran, he never found a reasonable answer or a reasonable arrangement.
Now I think about the bits and pieces when they were together, every detail, every corner.
He seems to be too passive, passively accepting Qin Ran's love, passively giving away his love, and passively bearing Qin Ran's kindness to himself, and passively unable to reciprocate.
He has always felt that in this emotional competition, he is the one who gives more, and he is the one who can give up superiorly.
Because, the beginning of the two is his persistence.
Because, in the time Qin Ran chose to give up, he chose to stick to it.
Because, every time Qin Ran "went out of line", he easily forgave him.
But he was wrong.
He is not the one who gives, but the one who bears, and he is unable to bear it to this day.
When the water is full, it overflows, and when the moon is full, it loses.
He forgot that it was not easy for Qin Ran to maintain this relationship in the struggle.
Forgetting that his waiting was not the same as Qin Ran's waiting.
Even more forgetful, he never seemed to really know Qin Ran.
The Qin Ran he knew was the one Qin Ran wanted him to know, the one who knocked out all the pain and swallowed blood, the one who hid all the dirt in the world, and the one who brought all the beauty in the world to his eyes.
He was used to Qin Ran being good to him, and he was used to Qin Ran giving him what he wanted, so he couldn't accept that Qin Ran was no longer good to him and no longer gave him everything he wanted.
made him feel that Qin Ran was heinous.
Although, Qin Ran didn't make any mistakes.
The only mistake was that he was lifted to the sky and lost the original intention of love.
Whether it is Qin Ran or his Ji Ming, they are all immature and too self-righteous.
It seems that it is time for him to think about their future.
If this is really the end, it will be an irreparable regret for his life.
The world wouldn't stop running because of the absence of a certain person, but if there was no Qin Ran, he thought he would really gradually forget what it was really like to be alive.
Here Ji Ming was thinking here, distracted, and the other few people couldn't bear the silence.
"Ahem," cleared their throats and blamed each other, Leng Xin couldn't hold it back, and took the lead in breaking the silence that had been interrupted since she came over, "Captain Fox Wolf, let's talk about business first, okay?" Continuing with the previous discussion, why do you think Sosa is difficult to start, and that Molett, what is your judgment and opinion on him? ”
Hearing this, Ji Ming's soul passively pulled back, slowed down for a moment, and said: "This matter, in fact, it's a bit unspeakable, for these two people, they are indeed battle-hardened old foxes, it's not easy to start, we are just starting out, and it will definitely not work in terms of physical strength or IQ, and moving it with emotion is a joke, and the best way for us now is to ......"
Suddenly, there was a loud bang, interrupting Ji Ming's words, and the faces of several people instantly became vigilant and ugly, and the door was rudely kicked open.
Ji Ming looked over with the sound, and his pupils shrank suddenly, this is ......
(To be continued)
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