Mu Chen returned home from the red wall and did not talk about it with his family, and life continued as usual.

I help my family take care of the business of the hot pot restaurant every day, and I can't think too much about things when I'm busy.

It's just that when night comes, Mu Chen always can't sleep all night, can't sleep over and over, and there is always a voice in his head that says, "The greater the ability, the greater the responsibility." "How long are you going to run away?"

Mu Chen felt as if he had been brainwashed by the big boss, a member of the Demon Sect, otherwise how could he have been circulating these words in his ears all day long like a demon voice?

After losing sleep again, Mu Chen simply got up from the bed, pushed open the door and walked to the garden outside the villa, sat at the stone table in the pavilion, and smoked.

It was the first time that Mu Chen was so worried about one thing, when his sister was seriously ill before, in order to raise high medical expenses, he had never been so distressed.

Casually snuffing out another cigarette butt, Mu Chen took out another cigarette from the cigarette case, put it in his mouth, and was about to light it, but found that the cigarette in his mouth was snatched away.

"Laura, I woke you up?" Mu Chen asked a little embarrassed.

Laura stuffed the cigarette in her hand back into Mu Chen's cigarette case, sat beside him and said with a smile: "If you don't even know that your man can't sleep all day long, then wouldn't my girlfriend be very incompetent?" ”

"Huh." Mu Chen smiled awkwardly, reached out to hold Laura on his lap, smelled the faint fragrance of her blonde hair, and said gently: "Go to sleep, I'm fine." ”

Laura smiled and kissed the corner of Mu Chen's mouth, and bit Mu Chen's lip mischievously: "Are you worried about the affairs of the Federal Governor?" ”

"Hmm." Mu Chen nodded, caressing the smooth skin under Laura's pajamas, "I feel brainwashed by the big boss, and some of the words he said always ringed in my ears." ”

"You, you just think too much, in fact, you don't care what others say or think, as long as you know what you think." Laura said gently, Mu Chen's big hands are a little dishonest, always teasing his soft parts, itchy, but very comfortable, Laura is very happy about her attraction to Mu Chen, this guy will take advantage of herself as long as she has the opportunity, this obsession makes her very down-to-earth and very shy.

It's just that Mu Chen is obviously a little absent-minded today, obviously Laura is already a little short of breath, and he didn't see him start his next move, he glanced down, but found that this guy was actually distracted.

"Okay, you know that bullying people is not allowed today." Laura angrily pulled Mu Chen's bad hand out of her pajamas, rested her head on Mu Chen's chest, and looked up at the stars above her head.

"My dear, what do you say we are trying so hard to live for?"

Mu Chen was amused by this somewhat strange question, how could he ask such a question.

"It's not good to say, I used to think that I was living for my sister, no matter what the price was, I had to cure Xiaoyue's illness, and at that time our whole family thought so. Later, Satsuki recovered, and she felt that she was living for her family and friends, and hoped that everyone around her could have a better life. Mu Chen thought for a while and said.

"And what about after that?" Laura asked expectantly.

"In the future," Mu Chen groaned, bit on Laura's earlobe, and said with a smile, "For you in the future."

and our future children are alive and well. ”

"Hee-hee, it's so good...... Laura's heart was warm, and she responded to Mu Chen emotionally, and soon got better......

After a while, the clouds disappeared and the rain fell, and Laura lay panting in Mu Chen's arms, and the whole person seemed to be out of her muscles and bones, and she couldn't exert any strength at all.

"Are you full now?" Mu Chen asked with a wicked smile.

"It's bad, it's in the courtyard here, how bad it is to be heard." Laura said with a red face.

"Then you still take the initiative to give a hug?" Mu Chen laughed.

"Hehe, I can't help it~" Laura has charming eyes like silk, and she is affectionately coquettish.

Laura buried herself in Mu Chen's arms, breathed in the warmth of Mu Chen's body, and gradually calmed down:

"My dear, I've always felt like I've been delaying your future."

"How so?" Mu Chen was a little surprised, how could the woman in his arms come up with such an idea.

"I've always felt like you belonged to the starry sky, and I kept you on a leash, that's why you're ......," Laura said, pointing to the starry sky overhead.

There are many reasons for Mu Chen's retirement, including Laura's factor, after all, there can be no romantic relationship between space force crews, but this is only a trivial side, and it is not the main reason for his retirement.

Mu Chen kissed Laura's smooth forehead dotingly: "Fool, I didn't retire just to be with you. ”

"I know, but I always feel pity......" Laura twisted in Mu Chen's arms, raised her head and looked at the beloved man with blue eyes, and finally mustered up the courage to say:

"My dear, I covet this feeling of being with you, it makes me obsessed, like crazy to keep you with me, but reason tells me that you are not mine alone."

Mu Chen opened his mouth, wanting to refute Laura's statement, but was touched by a slender finger on his lips.

"Shall I finish?" Laura smiled bitterly, her eyes were full of reluctance, "You are the best space pilot in the world, and the greatest space captain in the world, I believe that no one can defeat you, and I believe that only this sky above your head is your stage, you stay by my side, although it is because of your love for me, but it wastes your talent and ability, you will not be happy if you continue like this." ”

"No, isn't that good?" Mu Chen patted Laura's amazing elasticity and said with a wicked smile.

Laura's face turned red in an instant, this guy has touched all his sensitive parts, and any movement can make his heart beat.

"I hate it~" Laura rolled her eyes and said coquettishly.

"Don't hesitate, my dear, I know that there is no day of true happiness after you retire, and the smile on your face can hide from everyone, but not from my eyes, don't you know? Now that you don't snore when you sleep, it means that you haven't slept peacefully for a long time. Laura said worriedly.

"Go ahead, do what you should do, don't take into account my feelings, I like the way you are invincible, and I like to see the way you come back victorious, just promise me, promise me that I will always come back alive and never lose to anyone, okay?" Tears flowed down her cheeks as she spoke.

These words tonight have been buried in Laura's heart for a long time, but she has never been able to make up her mind, after all, this is to send her most beloved man to the battlefield with her own hands, to fight those politicians who eat people and do not spit out bones, to fight against unknown enemies.

Laura knows that she will regret saying such a thing, but this is the most suitable life for Mu Chen, and it is also what Mu Chen is best at.

Laura was greedy for the smell of Mu Chen's body, lying on his shoulder and crying silently, even if Mu Chen had not left her, she had already begun to regret it in her heart.

Laura only hated that she loved this man crazy, and she couldn't even do the selfishness in her heart, she hoped that Mu Chen could always be by her side, but she couldn't stand Mu Chen's forced smile every day.

As Mu Chen's pillow person, Laura clearly knew that Mu Chen had not really been happy in these days of retirement, only he was able to attract him, but after all, that kind of thing could not be done all the time, he had gritted his teeth and persisted, but he still couldn't meet Mu Chen's endless demands.

But if one day his face is gone, or Mu Chen loses interest in himself, how should Mu Chen live at that time? Do you really want to be like a veteran who has left the battlefield and can only stare at his military uniform all day long?

"The young woman in the boudoir doesn't know how to worry, she condenses her makeup on the green building in the spring, and suddenly sees a strange willow color, and the penitent husband is looking for a marquis." Laura couldn't remember where she had heard this Tang poem, but she knew deep down that once Mu Chen returned to the Earth Federation, she would definitely become the resentful woman described in the Tang poem.

But as long as Mu Chen can be happy, even if she becomes a resentful woman, or even a widow, Laura will admit it.

It's not that she doesn't care about Mu Chen's life and death, this man has almost melted into Laura's bone marrow, how can she not care? It's just that compared to the danger in officialdom and on the battlefield, let a hero hide the light on his body and be an ordinary person, this kind of torture is a chronic poison, which will destroy the pride in Mu Chen's heart.

This is the most cruel kind of injury, and Laura would rather die on the battlefield than see him fall into disgrace.

Since Mu Chen is reluctant to make this decision, it is up to me to do it, even if this decision makes her heartbroken.

"Honey, I love crazy you bastard!" Laura bit Mu Chen's shoulder until her mouth was full of blood and she didn't want to let go, she hated herself for being so soft-hearted, and she hated this man for making her lose her love.

Mu Chen gently patted Laura's back, the pain in her shoulder was nothing, but her heart was like stuffing an unripe lemon, bitter and astringent.

"Thank you, Laura." Mu Chen whispered in Laura's ear.

Mu Chen knew how much courage this woman had used to say these words to herself, and she also knew how conflicted Laura's heart was at the moment.

No one wants their most beloved person to face danger, but in order to make Mu Chen happy, Laura still reluctantly did so, the weight of this love was too heavy, and Mu Chen was almost out of breath.

"Honey, you have to love me fiercely." Laura said with tears in her eyes.

"......" Mu Chen smiled, picked up the woman in his arms and walked towards the room.