Ling 043) thin followers were affected and gained sympathy; The little sparrow changed to a new home and was ruined and buried with hatred.

Luqiu Muwei: Why do you think I'm so frustrated? Girls don't like me, it can be said that they are envious, jealous and hateful, and boys are the same. If Kevin doesn't accept me, forget it, even a weak boy like Yu Baozhai dares to refuse me. Am I particularly disliked? Today, I lost my self-confidence in an instant, asking for sympathy, counseling, and comfort.

Mo Xue'er: Who said that? You're so cute! Simple and kind, with a big heart, they all feel that they are not worthy of you. It's a pity that your only weakness and shortcoming is that you often can't find your position, and you can't see yourself.

Lu Qiu Muwei: I can't find myself? What does this mean? Am I hiding and seeking with myself?

Qi Guan Langyue: Xue'er said it more implicitly, to put it bluntly: you can't objectively see your own strengths and weaknesses, make a more confident and true assessment, but always live in the personality of others, relying on other people's evaluations to find yourself. When people praise you, you will be full of confidence, and when people do not praise you, you will feel worthless. Therefore, I often have mood swings and am very easily swayed by external factors.

Mo Xue'er: That's right! Whenever someone compliments you, you immediately feel that you are very good, and your self-confidence soars. But as soon as someone points out your problem, you immediately feel like you're in a mess and you're lost to the extreme. But none of this is the truth! You need to see yourself clearly and build enough self-confidence.

Luqiu Muwei: How could I be like this? I'm so messed up right now! It stands to reason that I have never suffered any hardships since I was a child, I have not suffered any crimes, I have been very well protected by my relatives and friends around me, and I have had a smooth life, so I shouldn't be so unconfident.

Qi Guan Langyue: Maybe it's because it's too smooth, all you hear are praises and encouragement, and you feel that you are very good. But in reality, you find that many children are better than you, so you have doubts, but you don't believe the original evaluation at all. As a result, you start now, completely subverting your previous concepts, overturning your original cognition, but not finding a more accurate positioning.

Mo Xue'er: So, I started to struggle repeatedly, I don't know which positioning is the real self, my emotions are very easy to fluctuate, up and down, uncertain, super insecure. Isn't it?

Lu Qiu Muwei: Yes, yes, you are so right. So what should I do in the future?

Qi Guan Langyue: Speak less and read more.

Luqiu Muwei: That's not a matter of one or two days, is it? What do I need to do right now?

Mo Xue'er: Jump out yourself, keep a clear head, and don't listen to the voices and comments of the people around you, whether good or bad.

Luqiu Muwei: I seem to know, it's still the old saying - go your own way, let others say go!

Qi Guan Langyue: That's right, especially close people, they will carefully protect your self-esteem out of kindness, adding too many complex emotional factors, so it must not be the most objective evaluation. When you have enough knowledge and cognition, you will enhance your self-confidence and have a relatively objective, sober and appropriate understanding of yourself.

Luqiu Muwei: Got it! I'm relaxed now. Let's go, go to class, there will be a court dance in the afternoon, my great love.

Qi Guan Langyue: That's because you danced the most-

Mo Xue'er: Wait, let her speak first.

Lu Qiu Muwei: However, I do think that no one dances better than me. How to break it this time?

Mo Xue'er: That's the best, it's as simple as that.

Luqiu Muwei: Is that okay? Am I able to "talk more and read less"? I have a headache as soon as I open the book, I can't help it, haha-

Mo Xue'er: Well, so am I.

The three girls suddenly laughed tacitly, chased and frolicked like butterflies, and ran to the dance studio to change their costumes and shoes. At this joyous moment, another sitcom with a completely different style is staged by the lake.

Wei Shuai's loyal little follower, Qi Yilun, hugged the shirt, trousers, coat and vest that Wei Wei'an had just taken off, and quietly hid behind a row of cypress bushes that were neatly trimmed and regular, showing various standardized geometric shapes, vibrant and lush, but all growing according to the predetermined size, he shrunk and hung his heart, and stared nervously at the lake.

Vivian's cousin, Mr. St. Philman, the chief superintendent, stood on the lawn on the shore with his arms folded on his chest and raised his eyebrows, and waited in silence as he saw his indisputable little nephew, drenched and slippery, cloaked in aquatic weeds and goose feathers, trembling in the sun in the early spring breeze like the last fallen leaves of autumn.

St. Feyman asked, "Why are you again?" Can you do something naughty with technical content and do some serious things? ”

Vivianne: "Yes, do you think diving and salvage is also a technical job that requires courage and physical strength-"

St. Feyman roared: "Kill Thap! I don't want to listen to any explanations. ”

Vivian muttered aggrievedly, "Then you still ask?" ”

St. Feman's serious lectures, which usually last at least fifteen to twenty minutes, were intercepted horizontally by the simplest logic, and he was so frightened that he was speechless.

He was so angry that his liver and blood were running up, his face was full of pear yellow sauce purple and olive green, looking at the whole school of the Holy Angel, I am afraid that only such a Wei Wei An has the ability to make him so headache and speechless. Who made him my poor, dead cousin's child, it is not easy for orphans and widows.

In short, Vivian was captured alive again, and the superintendent dragged him back to the apartment building to take a shower and change his clothes, and then the routine follow-up method - accept public punishment and never tolerate it.

Early the next morning, an article was posted on the bulletin board of the campus network, seriously criticizing this extremely bad violation of rules that corrupts campus discipline, disturbs animal friends, loses appearance and style, pollutes girls' vision, and obstructs the view of nature.

There are two perpetrators of this disorder: Wei Wei'an and Qi Yilun from the first and second classes of high school, and they will be punished very severely.

The two main students were deducted credits and demerit once, and worked in the kitchen of the Chinese restaurant for a month, and after school, an additional 5,000 meters of twilight running were added to show the most fair, open and just punishment. May God forgive you, poor ignorant children!

However, the focus of the children's attention is not on the commonplace punishment for violations, but on the little followers who are implicated and punished, should they accept such a severe punishment equally? Isn't it innocent?

During the debate, some classmates broke the news that Qi Yilun's family was unfortunate, and his biological father died early, leaving a lot of debts. In order to get his widow out of poverty and live a good life, his mother remarried a businessman, thinking that her son could no longer endure hardship, but she didn't expect to encounter domestic violence. Although there is no worry about food and clothing, I carefully remind the gall all day long, and I have to swallow my anger for the sake of the child.

Qi Yilun has been a child who grew up watching his adoptive father punch and kick his biological mother since he was a child, and if he is slightly dissatisfied, he will be beaten violently. My mother has scars on her body all the year round, and she will secretly sit and cry. She didn't want to be found sad by her children, and she forced a smile on the surface.

In order not to make his mother sad, Qi Yilun could only pretend not to see anything, pretending to be innocent and obedient every day.

But he thought to himself: one day I will take my mother and leave this hellish place, I want to become stronger, I want to earn a lot of money, I have to have the ability to protect myself and my mother. However, patience must now be learned.

This is the inside story disclosed by Qi Yilun's neighbors, although Qi Yilun does not want his classmates to discover his life experience and embarrassment, but it is too late, the revelation has become a fait accompli, and there is nowhere to escape if he wants to, so he has to face all kinds of strange eyes and mercy and tolerance.

As a result, Qi Yilun unexpectedly gained a lot of sympathy because of this incident, and everyone had different attitudes towards the main culprit, Wei Wei'an, and they all felt that the school's punishment was not too much at all, and it should have been so a long time ago. As a result, everyone was secretly happy, and they were happy behind their backs, so that Vivian could bear all the resentment and resentment.

Everyone unconsciously stood on the side of justice, as if they were upholding justice for the weak.

In fact, if you dig deeper into the reasons, in addition to the swan disturbance incident that occurred yesterday, there is another "small accident", which also has an additional effect on the students' very different attitudes. Here, I have to mention it in passing.

This matter is also about the maintenance of small animals, and the school spirit of the Holy Angel has always attached great importance to the harmonious coexistence of the living environment, and its attention is extraordinary, sometimes even taking precedence over academic performance rankings.

That was already the first semester of last year, but because it was so impressive, many children still remember it vividly.

Before autumn, Luqiu Muwei stumbled upon the outdoor unit of the air conditioner next to the window of her apartment, which was occupied by a sparrow couple and built a small bird's nest. Every day, the sparrow parents brought back some thin twigs and hay sticks, put them on the stand of the outdoor unit, and left a small exit on the side, which was padded with feathers, bark and confetti, which seemed to be a very comfortable and cozy nest.

Soon after, I heard the faint call of a small bird inside, and the mother sparrow gave birth to a flock of birds at home, all of which were extremely cute. The mother goes out early every day to forage for food, and when she comes back, she feeds her four baby sparrows with the little bugs she catches.

Lu Qiu was overjoyed, and secretly told Xue'er and Qi Guan as soon as possible, and the three of them secretly observed the changes of the bird every day.

Lu Qiu: Eh, you see, the little ones have their mouths open, and their necks are dangling, like little wildflowers blown by the wind? Babies are so cute!

Cher: Well, it's very similar! It's a pity that this nest is too thin, and in case of windy and rainy weather, it will definitely fall, and it should suffer! The birds can't fly yet, and they're half dead.

Qi Guan: Also, doesn't that ruin a warm home? How about we help them make a nice new nest? At least not afraid of wind and sun.

So, the three girls worked together to make a waterproof bird's nest out of a shoebox, and a two-bedroom living room with a small terrace, which was covered with washed and dried grass leaves, swan feathers picked up by the lake, torn tampons and scrap rice paper cut into strips. While the mother bird was away from work, she moved all the babies to a new nest.

It took more than an hour, and the relocation of the birds was finally completed, and the three girls were happy! Full of accomplishment. However, no one expected that this would bring disaster to the Sparrow family.

(To be continued)

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