Chapter 1185: Confession

After returning to the hotel, Du Zeming has been sitting next to the bar equipped in the room. He noticed that he was always drinking these days. Whether it's by yourself or with others, it seems that the word wine is inseparable.

When it was dark, Lin Qingrou woke up from his sleep, and he was a little anxious to drink the two glasses of wine this morning, otherwise he wouldn't have slept until now. In addition, she is not a good drinker in the first place, so it is not surprising that she drinks like this.

After waking up and walking out of the room, Lin Qingrou naturally saw Du Zeming holding a wine glass in a daze, and after slightly restraining the emotions in her eyes, Lin Qingrou walked to him silently, her movements were very light, as if she didn't want to disturb his artistic conception at this moment.

But after all, there is a person's breath approaching him, which is an easy thing for Du Zeming to find, he turned his head and saw Lin Qingrou who was slowly walking towards him, the two were relatively speechless, no one spoke first, but their eyes were intertwined, and the emotions in their eyes also burst out in an instant.

After all, they are two people who have loved, in fact, they don't say a word when they get along, and they can see everything from each other's eyes. In the end, it was Lin Qingrou who took the lead in diverting her attention, she sat down next to Du Zeming silently, and wanted to pick up a cup and drink with him, but Lin Qingrou's action was stopped by Du Zeming.

"I've just woken up from my drunkenness, but don't get drunk again." This sentence was said in a ridiculous way, and you didn t plan to deal with this matter with a serious attitude, although Lin Qingrou drank like that this morning, he was a little worried.

This time, Lin Qingrou didn't have the intention of resisting, after all, Du Zeming was the one who made sense this time, she drank too hard this morning, and now she was still a little drowsy, and it was really not suitable to continue drinking.

So Lin Qingrou could only lie down, then picked up the water cup next to her and poured herself a glass of water, but she also kept sitting next to Du Zeming, even if she didn't say anything, she was also staying here quietly, but this action was also in line with her temperament.

Lin Qingrou has always been a very quiet person, which is also what others think of him. So in the past two days, when Lin Qingrou began to burst out emotionally, Du Zeming was caught off guard like this, which was also a fuse that eventually led to problems in the relationship between the two of them.

But now Du Zeming has also figured it out, he has been sitting here since he came back from outside this morning, and he is not so hurt that he wants to get drunk, he just wants to sort out some things, this time, it is an emotional matter.

Du Zeming sat here alone, and no one bothered him, he thought about all the things that had happened in the recent period, as well as the emotional changes of Ling Qingqing, and then he found that the signals that had appeared in the past, those signals that he had ignored. In fact, if he had paid attention to Lin Qingrou's subtle emotions at those times, he might not have caused the consequences he has now.

Du Zeming put down the wine glass, and the business gently shouted "Qingrou......" After finishing speaking, he reached out and held Lin Qingrou's other hand on the table, as if he was playing with his hands in his hands, and seemed to want to use these hands to hold something tightly.

"It's my negligence and I'm too self-righteous during this time." Du Zeming took a deep breath and slowly exhaled, "I always thought that I did it for your own good, and I always felt that what I did was right, but I forgot the most important point, that is, your feelings." ”

Du Zeming has been doing what he thinks is good for Lin Qingrou, and has been walking on this road, but he has never looked back at the roads he has walked, and he has never paid attention to the messages that have been given to him around this road.

If you go in the wrong direction from the beginning, no matter how much you persist and no matter how hard you try, it is useless.

Lin Qingrou was a little surprised when she heard these words, after all, she didn't expect Du Zeming to understand herself so quickly, this is indeed what Lin Qingrou has been holding in her heart and never said, and it is indeed a reason for her emotional outburst recently. Hot search

But the reason why Lin Qingrou didn't say it was naturally for a reason, "I know that you are all for my good, and I also know that what you do is for the relationship between us, so I have never dared to tell you, in fact, I also know the things you did silently for Qinxin before, and I know that you have helped me a lot behind my back." ”

"But that's not what you want, is it?" Du Zeming felt powerless as he spoke, he never thought that what he did was actually unwanted by the other party, and he never felt that he was useless like this at this time. He wanted to give Lin Qingrou the best in the world, but according to the current situation, he didn't seem to have done it. Or rather, he never did.

This is the reason why Lin Qingrou has always been reluctant to say it, she is afraid of seeing Du Zelin like this, so she has been hiding it and not confessing. Seeing Du Zeming's guilty look, Lin Qingrou was also very unhappy, "Don't think like this, I know that you are all for my good." ”

"But so what? Even though I've done so much, I still haven't been able to make you happy, I still haven't made you feel happy, on the contrary, you've even been stressed by what I've done. Du Zeming lowered her eyes, she didn't set her eyes on Lin Qingrou at this time, this is not his style on weekdays at all.

It would not be appropriate for Lin Qingrou's matter to continue like this, and then she hurriedly continued to comfort, "It's not like this, I just want to know what kind of development Qinxin can make if I rely on my ability alone, I just don't want others to think that I am a person who only knows how to rely on you." ”

Lin Qingrou has always been reluctant to share her inner views with others, which is also related to his past experience. After all, if a person has a compassionate time, no matter how good others are to her after that, no matter what the people around her say, she will pay special attention to the eyes of others and the opinions of others.

"I am your husband, I was meant to be relied on for you, and I want you to be the happiest person in the world. If not, what is the point of my existence? Du Zeming loves Lin Qingrou very much, and he also wants her to live happily, and he is willing to give everything in order to achieve these goals.

In fact, Du Zeming did nothing wrong, his feelings were not wrong, and his efforts were not wrong. The only thing he is wrong is that he is working hard, Du Zeming has not known how to love someone for so many years, so when he really meets the right person in his life, he will only know how to be good to each other, without considering the real needs of the other party.

Lin Qingrou didn't know whether she should cry or laugh at this time, she once again felt that the man next to her was very cute. The word "cute" is rarely used by women to describe men, but every time this description appears, it often indicates that this woman has loved this man. Otherwise, such a word would not be used to describe men, especially men like Du Zeming.

"Of course your existence is meaningful, and I am not with you for your conditions, but because you are you, just pure and pure, just because of you Du Zeming. I don't need you to be rich, I don't need you to be good-looking, and I don't care how much you pay for me. The reason why I love you is only because you are Du Zeming. ”

People say that people like this kind of temperament who are as light as water often don't say love words, but Lin Qingrou's existence breaks this statement, who said she can't say love words? Who's to say she can't utter such a sensual word? She's just reluctant to say it, okay?

As the saying goes, if you don't make a hit, it's a blockbuster. Lin Qingrou really showed this sentence vividly in terms of love words.

Du Zeming was even stunned because of this paragraph, he would rarely be confessed by Lin Qingrou like this, although it was when they were not married before, even when they were in love before, there was no such scene. When Lin Qingrou is forgotten, when she is drunk, she is usually in such a sober state as she is now, but it is really rare.

Seeing that Du Zeming didn't speak, Lin Qingrou still had a lot of things to say to him, "So, in the future, you don't have to do so many things for me, and you don't have to think so much about me, you just need to be yourself, don't deliberately, and don't have to give everything you have." Our relationship is not as fragile as you think, and I am not as fragile as you think. ”

Lin Qingrou finally said the words that she had been holding back in her heart for a long time, from this to the things that Du Zeming did silently for her behind her back, Lin Qingrou held these thoughts in her heart, and she finally expressed these thoughts today.

Du Zeming put Lin Qingrou's hand on his heart, then raised his eyes, then hooked the corners of his mouth slightly, looked at Lin Qingrou's eyes, nodded solemnly, and then replied seriously, "Well, I will never do anything that makes you stressed in the future, and at the same time, I also hope that you promise me that if you encounter any difficulties in the end, you must not hide it from me." ”