Chapter 41: The Only Pursuit in This Life

"However, the fact that I met you and made up my mind to follow you is something I am proud of all my life."

"Shen Zhou, my king, I think you will always be worthy of my allegiance, worthy of my life to protect the faith, the sinking boat that will never be defeated by anything!"

"I don't care who you were before, who you are now, and who you will be in the future, I only know one thing, if you stand with me, you will always be the sinking boat, it won't be someone else, you are just a sinking boat, just yourself."

Hearing this, Lu Mo was a little moved, turned his face away, looked at the starry sky, starry, and his voice was slightly hoarse, "I really thank you, Yang Zi." ”

Meng Heyang smiled slightly, put down the hand that played the role of "roadblocker", and raised his chin towards Lu Mo: "Okay, Shen Zhou, you go back to rest quickly, tomorrow we all need to get up early to make some arrangements, tomorrow night at the Dean family's party, I will be looking forward to dancing with you." ”

Half serious and half joking, Meng Heyang looked at Lu Mo, and there was an emotion in his eyes that passed quickly, and he could hardly catch the trajectory.

Lu Mo also laughed and waved his hand, as if he was frightened, "Oh, Yang Zi, this one, the chance is really not big, after all, we are two big men, and the keys are there to hug and dance together, which will always make people feel a little strange, I don't really want people to have such an impression of me at the moment." ”

It's also a bit of a humorous and joking tone, and there are some lines that can't be crossed, and both of them keep it in mind.

"Haha, it's really rare for me to see you so humorous, it's quite unexpected, it's also quite pleasantly surprised," Meng Heyang suddenly spoke, looking at the seriousness in Lu Mo's eyes that almost made her lose her mind, "Actually, you should smile more, Shen Zhou, to be honest, you look good when you smile." ”

The corners of Lu Mo's lips rose, no one doesn't like praise, especially women, even if she is as vulgar as a man.

smiled: "It's so dark tonight, you can see my face, your eyesight is really good!" ”

Lu Mo sighed, listening carefully, he would find that there was a pause in it, before the word vision.

If it was Ji Ming in front of her, her lines would probably be more sincere.

For example, she will say, do you have a crush on me, have thoughts about me, actually pay so much attention to me, etc., and so on, rather than the so-called beautiful words that even she herself thinks are fake.

However, Meng Heyang obviously didn't think about it so much, nodded kindly, and said admittedly: "Thank you for the compliment, my eyesight is really good." ”

Lu Mo blinked, a little unable to continue, and the atmosphere became inexplicably embarrassing.

What would it be like for narcissists in the world to gather in one place? Lu Mo was a little curious.

"Then you can continue to enjoy the night tonight! I will go slowly, you will not send. Dry fake cough or two, Lu Mo said.

Meng Heyang nodded, not hypocritically false, but said: "Then I won't send you if I go slowly." ”

Lu Mo silently pulled the corners of his mouth and left.

Seeing the back disappear, Meng Heyang laughed, squatted down, buckled Meng Heqi's neck, and used a slight force.

Meng Heqi coughed unconsciously, and his hands and feet struggled slightly.

Meng Heyang suddenly let go, looking at his hand, the palm prints were complex and mottled, just like his life.

Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and no one's life is smooth sailing.

I don't know how long it has been, but the rain has come down.

Dripping onto the grass and then into the dirt, the air was moist.

Meng Heqi opened his eyes and felt the wetness of his eyes.

After coughing twice, I got up, and the first thing I saw was the weird picture of Meng Heyang smoking in the rain.

Sniffed carefully with my nose and there was no smell of smoke.

What do you do in a pose? Is it cool to be handsome?

Meng Heqi smiled helplessly, this brother of his, although it is true to say that Gao Leng, but the comic attribute cannot be concealed.

Slowly struggling to his feet.

Suddenly, I felt a little pain in my neck, as if someone had pinched me vigorously.

chuckled, walked over, put his hand lightly and skillfully on Meng Heyang's shoulder, and sighed in a tone of emotion, "Brother is still amazing!" ”

Saying that, Meng Heqi looked around, there was nothing unusual, and he couldn't help asking, "By the way, big brother, who was the one who knocked me out just now?" Where the hell did you get people? Is it possible to destroy the corpse? ”

The last sentence was a half-joke.

Meng Heyang glanced at him, and slowly removed the smoke that had not been lit at all or had been extinguished by the rain after being lit, and his hand hung down to the edge of his knees.

His eyes were serious, and his tone was serious, "I knocked you out." ”

Naturally, it's telling the truth.

Meng Heqi could also hear it, pursed his lips, squeezed out a smile, and patted the hand on Meng Heyang's shoulder, "Big brother, don't tell jokes, I know you want to protect me, but I have grown up and am no longer a child." ”

Meng Heyang smiled dumbly, he had seen something stupid, but he really had never seen such a stupid person.

He finally made up his mind to talk to someone once and uncover the mask.

I didn't expect this stupid brother's trust in him to reach this point.

At this time, the trial is all in front of you, and you can still deceive yourself, just to believe him.

However, this kind of trust psychology is not so much to believe in him, but to give yourself a sustenance, if you don't even have this sustenance, isn't life just the walking dead?

"I'm not kidding, I stunned you, and even more, I originally wanted to kill you directly, and I was a hundred, but in that case, maybe the game won't be so fun and experienced."

Meng Heqi's face turned pale, and his laughter was hoarse, "Brother, can you not debunk these?" ”

For so many years, it was naturally impossible for him not to be completely aware of Meng Heyang's murderous intent and disgust.

But he knew better that Meng Heyang's kindness to him was also completely true, and he was not contaminated with the slightest hypocrisy, whether it was a little sympathy for him, or he was unwilling to do it at all.

can't erase his kindness to him.

can't erase his last expectation of the world.

Closing his eyes, a line of tears slid down, "Big brother, you are my big brother, you have always been, always will be ......"

Meng Heyang was stunned and turned his gaze away, "Over the years, every danger you have encountered has been more or less contributed to by me. ”

Meng Heqi smiled when he heard this, "I know it all, but I know even more that every last moment, it is you who saves me when I am desperate, no matter why you change your mind, I only know that you saved me, saved me, and no one else except you, even if it is my mother, our father, I am a waste in their eyes, a waste that is not worth working on, only you, only you are a person who is qualified to live in this world." ”

Hearing this, Meng Heyang was completely stunned, and his mind was a little mushy.

Clenched his fists.

It turns out that he has changed his mind so many times!

It turned out that the only thing that made him make an exception was Meng Heqi, who he didn't know if he had been a younger brother or not, and he had unconsciously become a younger brother.

Suddenly laughed, and my heart was empty.

Looking up at the sky, the stars have long been covered by dark clouds, and the starry sky has disappeared.

The rain dripped on his face and into his eyes, cold and stinging.

"Those are your misunderstandings, I don't mean this, just you just want to be better at your father's errand, you die, I'm afraid of being happy, but the follow-up series of problems will be difficult to solve, I've always been afraid of trouble, just this, just like this......"

Saying this, I don't know if it was Meng Heqi or Meng Heyang himself who was convinced.

Meng Heyang took a deep breath, and swallowed a lot of the rain that flowed into his mouth, salty and astringent in his heart.

Meng Heqi looked at Meng Heyang for a moment, and smiled bitterly, "I said, no matter how sincere or false you are, you are my eldest brother and will not change." ”

Meng Heyang suddenly felt frustrated, Huo Ran turned his upper body and faced Meng Heqi directly, his eyes were as fierce as a lion, and he seemed to be able to choose someone to devour at any time.

Meng Heqi stiffened his neck in response to this look, his heart trembled several times, and he finally held back the idea of retreating.

Meng Heyang raised his hand and grabbed Meng Heqi's neck again, in the same position as before, with the same strength.

A sense of déjà vu.

Body memory in the haze of consciousness.

Meng Heqi suddenly laughed, did not struggle, did not shout, just quietly endured.

His gaze fell on Meng Heyang's face with great calmness.

Meng Heyang was stabbed by this gaze, and his heart tightened slightly, and he couldn't help but increase the strength in his hand.

Meng Heqi still had that look, without the slightest change.

The face gradually turned red, spreading from the root of the neck to the root of the ear, and then from the root of the ear to the whole face.

Like the sunset, bright red as blood.

But his lips were so white that he could not see the blood.

Extreme differences, extreme contrasts.

and the eyes that were calm to the extreme, Meng Heyang's hands trembled, suddenly lost his strength, slowly let go, and put it down.

"One day, I'll kill you, erase all traces of your existence, I can do it."

Meng Heqi collapsed to the ground, lying in the stagnant water, the smell of grass, the freshness of the earth, and the dampness of the rain.

All kinds of smells have passed into the nose, mixed in one place, unexpectedly refreshing.

Meng Heqi laughed loudly, and the laughter was clear, like a bright moon and a clear breeze.

Hearing this, Meng Heyang's mentality exploded instantly, and the cigarette in his hand was ravaged to the point that it was broken, shattered into slag, and scattered all over the ground.

"Tobacco has harmful substances in it, so it pollutes the environment, brother." Meng Heqi opened his bright eyes and looked at Meng Heyang, smiling rather than smiling.

Meng Heqi snorted coldly, thinking that he would not make any superfluous movements or turn around and leave.

But neither.

Meng Heyang took a deep breath, bent down, little by little, slowly, picked up the tobacco residues scattered on the grass and had been stained with water.

Meng Heqi was stunned, then raised a smile, and his posture was quite unathletic and rolled to support his body.

Approached Meng Heyang's side and grinned at him, his teeth showing white and bright.

"Hey, brother, I'll help you!"

Meng Heyang looked at him, his eyes were hazy, and he seemed to be separated by dozens of layers of mist.

"Okay."

With a faint word, Meng Heqi was so happy that he wanted to jump up.

As for people, they just can't be too happy, as long as people are too happy, most of them will have some kind of problems of one kind or another.

For example, the current Mengheqi.

After being happy and crazy, I forgot what day and night, forgot that Meng Heyang was never a docile little sheep, and there was never an adjective such as tenderness.

"Brother, look, if it's good, Cheng admits that there's anything wrong with his heart?"

"It's honest or something, sometimes it's cute, but you're tired and I'm tired, why bother?"

"Look, isn't this very good now!"

"Huh? Brother, why don't you speak? Sort me out? Finally, I don't know how long I've been looking forward to this day. ”

……

Chirping, chattering.

Meng Heyang finally went berserk, punching and kicking, without retaining any strength.

The strange ghost of Menghe cried wolf, and the corners of his mouth were hooked while rolling, and the hook was very large, and he could hang up a soy sauce bottle.

After a long time, the rain finally became lighter, dripping and dripping until it was nothing.

The sky also shone down the first rays of the morning sun, and the fish belly turned white.

Meng Heyang watched the rising sun and let out a long breath.

The corners of the lips gradually flattened.

"Second brother, if I have the chance, I really want to kill you, although, I really seem to have taken you as a younger brother......"

The tone was a little dry, but it was really heartfelt.

Meng Heqi stretched his waist, his face reflected in the sun, "Brother, don't underestimate me, although I don't want to hit you, I still want to tell you that without you, I can live so big." "Although, I may not be the person I am now.

If you don't have the only family affection to support him, of course he can live, but after all, he lacks something, and he can't become the best version of himself after all.

Life without emotion is always mechanical and regrettable.

"Okay, then let's fight for it." Meng Heyang didn't say much, tidied up his slightly wrinkled clothes, and straightened the watch he was carrying on his wrist.

restored the image of the cold and the young.

He's always been a perfectionist, whatever it was, last night was really an exception.

Looking to the east, the sun rises higher and higher, and the sunlight gets warmer and warmer.

My king, my faith, following you is the only pursuit of my life.

I recited it silently in my heart.

Some things, no matter how many thousand years have passed, are still there, and there will be no change and no transfer.

Those have been integrated into the bone marrow, into the blood, and have become the instincts of the body, and even they can't resist themselves.

"Second child, let's go, a lot of things need to be re-prepared, be sure to be foolproof."

Meng Heqi smiled, "Aren't you afraid that I will make trouble?" ”

Meng He looked at him coldly, but the smile in his eyes had not completely dissipated, and it was somewhat soft.

"As long as you have the ability, I am willing to admit it."

(To be continued)

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