Chapter 189: Men are selfish and seek advantage and avoid harm

Palace.

Tang Anxia and Fang Yan came to Fengyi Palace together, and first met the queen.

Hush Han asked for a few warm words, left the main hall in the courtyard, and happened to bump into the stunned second princess Nianwei. She stood under a willow tree, holding the trunk with one hand and tugging at the hanging willow branch with the other, her gray eyes without a trace of life, indifferently looking at the flowers swaying in the wind in the distance.

Tang Anxia walked up to her and politely blessed her body: "The concubine is the second princess." ”

Nian Wei was stunned, came back to her senses, her empty gaze fell on Tang Anxia's face, and she barely pulled out a smile: "Oh, it turned out to be Prince Wen and Princess Wen, I haven't seen her for a long time, and the princess has become more and more generous, and she is more and more energetic." ”

Tang Anxia remembered clearly that at that time in Chuxiu Palace, Nian Wei, as the only daughter of Yushi Yiwen, was selected by the queen without hesitation and was promoted to the concubine of the second prince, what a glory and glory it was

Now it seems that she is preoccupied, and she is not as happy as she imagined, which is the envy of everyone.

"The second princess has something in her heart, I don't know if I can tell the concubines, although you and I are not sisters, but we are both show girls who came out of Chuxiu Palace, and they are all serving around the royal heirs, accompanying the king like a tiger, I and you disdain to fight, and there are always some similar emotions."

Nian Wei hesitated, she looked at the people around her, suppressed her thoughts for a long time, and couldn't help but vent, the person who can make her tell the truth in the palace does not exist at all, but Tang Anxia is not a woman in the palace, she lives in the palace of Prince Wen, and she will not frame herself if she wants to.

"Prince and Princess Wen, I heard that you and Your Highness are in love, and you have no guesses, so naturally you don't understand my mind. Before entering the palace, I had never seen the second prince, the order of my parents, the emperor's holy decree, I could not violate it, I never had any illusions in my heart, the queen's decree, and I did not dare to disobey.

was so confused, she didn't even have the right to choose, and she became the concubine of the second prince. I wanted to live a stable life in Fengyi Palace, one day at a time, one day at a time, one day at a time, one day to get through to the end, or leave the palace, or return to the mansion, and make another plan.

It's a pity that the second prince is back and shouldn't leave again. I am like a bird in a cage, forever locked in the position of the main concubine, unless I enter the cold palace and die miserably, I will be bound to the second prince for the rest of my life, and accompany him to share glory and disgrace. ”

Tang Anxia patiently listened to Nian Wei's words, and said with relief: "Being able to accompany her husband to experience the joys, sorrows, and sorrows of the world, not to mention that he is also the concubine of the queen's mother, and his status is noble and unrivaled, this is a good thing that many people can't envy."

Nian Wei smiled bitterly, the indescribable sadness on her beautiful cheeks, and the loneliness in her eyes made people feel distressed, she said slowly: "Princess Zheng and Prince Wen know each other and love each other, of course they are willing to grow old together and spend their lives together." But the second prince didn't like me, and since returning to the palace, he has obeyed the queen's orders and pampered me once, without tenderness or warmth, just like completing the queen's will, cold and indifferent.

And I don't like the second prince, I like my father's calm man, the second prince is shrewd and intelligent, his temperament is changeable, and he is unpredictable, even if I talk to him, I don't know his thoughts, and I can't figure out how true or false his words are.

I want to spend my life with a man who has no feelings, and I don't even know him completely, he doesn't love me, I don't love him, the two of us are like a transaction of parents' orders and matchmakers' words, the second prince is luckier than me, he can find a new love, set up a concubine, he hates me, but he can pamper Yuhan, the concubine of Shangshu Changde of the Ministry of War. The woman is very enchanting, and her charming temperament is to attract men.

And I, I don't have a choice, I face a person I don't like all day long, even if it's pretending, as if I care about it, but my body and heart are honest, that kind of loneliness and loneliness, physical instinct rejection, even the second prince kisses me, I feel disgusted, can you understand a person you don't like, how disgusted you are by your contact. ”

Tang Anxia stared at Nian Wei with a sad expression, and suddenly felt that she was very pitiful, she rejected the pursuit of the eldest prince at the beginning, also because she didn't like him deep down, but she felt very good about the eldest prince at that time, and she didn't dislike and reject it, just being a friend.

If it's really a nasty person, you will definitely feel extremely disgusting when you get along with each other every day and your body.

"Perhaps, the second prince will be very good to you, and after a long time, the second prince will treat you well, and life will be very good, and it will not be as difficult as you imagined."

Tang Anxia is looking for an advantage to comfort her, at least she is the princess, the future queen, or the queen, with supreme power and glory and wealth, as long as the second prince does not abolish her, everything is worth looking forward to.

Nian Wei shook her head, her eyes were filled with indescribable sadness, and she sighed lightly and said: "He is a man, and he is a shrewd and calculating man, he has no affection for me, and no interests to be gained, why should he waste time on my heart?

A woman who has no feelings and no interests is a waste to him, if I am doing well, he will be envious and jealous, but when he knows that I am not happy, everything becomes indifferent. Men in this world will seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, selfishness, the second prince can't get any benefits from me, he will naturally make me dispensable in the harem. ”

Tang Anxia was slightly surprised, Nian Wei was about the same age as herself, but she lived very transparently, and she could see the thoughts and essence of men clearly, which really made Tang Anxia admire in her heart.

"Concubine, I don't know how to help you" Tang Anxia hesitated for a moment, helpless.

Nian Wei lowered her eyes, covering the emotions in her eyes, and the corners of her pale mouth pulled out a miserable smile: "I've just been holding it in my heart for a long time, and I'm just complaining to you, who can help who in this world Everyone has their own fate, and sometimes fate is destined and can't escape."

If one day, I and the second prince are separated, I hope I can be free. If that day never comes, the second prince and I are destined to be destined to be bound for a lifetime, even if I try my best to jump out of this cage, I am afraid that I will fall into another fire pit, and it will be another kind of misery.

So, in fact, I can see that men are the same, selfish and selfish, and will not do things that are not good for themselves. The second prince will not abolish me easily, as long as I don't make a big mistake and anger him, and the second prince will not take the initiative to provoke me, I will live a peaceful and ordinary life, his glory and wealth, ups and downs, have nothing to do with me. ”

Nian Wei turned around and left freely.

A few willow leaves swayed gently with the wind and fell at Tang Anxia's feet, she lowered her head and looked at the leaves that were trampled by Nianwei, like a daydream in a woman's heart, a dream in spring and autumn, and finally wake up.

"Oh, Princess Zheng, look" Fang Yan exclaimed suddenly, pulling Tang Anxia's thoughts back.