Chapter 23 There is a heart to sink into the heart
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Yuan Jing fell ill,
This disease is not a cocoon, but a noisy and unstoppable momentum, which can be traced back to that morning, Yuan Jing ran to the bedroom of the county lord of Bixi with thin clothes and disheveled eyebrows.
The morning wind is expected to be steep, and the climate is too cool, people are soaked in dew and inevitably have a chill.
And this wind and cold is spreading and deteriorating with an uncontrollable momentum, naturally because of Yuanqing's own heart, she can't accept Bixi's death, and she can't accept that she is the only remaining sister who is related by blood in this world, so she left herself so suddenly, and she left herself forever in this life and this life......
Emperor Chu didn't go to the court for a few days, and refused to summon any minister to discuss any state affairs, so he devoted himself to his passionate concern for Concubine Ai, and his whole heart was put into Yuan Jing's body, and he was reluctant to leave a step to accompany Yuan Qin.
And Yuan Jing, a beautiful face in the past, after suffering from illness for several days, has lost too much water and too much deep color, and the whole person is described as withered, haggard and fragmented, like a swaying rose in the cold wind that is about to die, this appearance is very unpleasant.
But Emperor Chu did not dislike her because of this, but led to a deeper distress and pity, he personally took the medicine bowl from Gong'e's hand, and then lifted Yuan Jing up and hung it in his arms, holding the bowl in one hand and a small spoon in the other, preparing to feed the decoction to Yuan Jing to drink.
Yuan Jing turned her head slightly to the side weakly, and her eyes turned red: "Your Majesty," the light tone was as weak and fragmented as her body, she pursed her lips slowly, "The concubine wants to drink some warm water to moisten her lips first, this medicine is too bitter, let's use it later," so she leaned her head on the shoulder of Emperor Chu, but she couldn't find the previous sense of peace that was nowhere to be found,
It turned out that the person who could bring her a sense of peace in this world was not Emperor Chu, who was close to her, but her sister Bixi...... Only when Bixi is still there, can Yuan Jing have the heart to find peace and happiness in Emperor Chu, and indulge in this love and sweetness and forget her worries, but when Bixi is gone, her whole person suddenly feels that everything is empty, and her life seems to be withdrawn from her body, and all the qi and blood turn into green smoke and disappear.
Only when this sister is still there, Yuan Jing will feel that she is dependent, she is not alone, she still has her sister, and this sister who never abandons herself and will not leave herself or betray herself...... Now that Bixi is gone, even if Yuan Jing still has the emperor of Chu who loves her deeply, even if she is one step closer to the status of Queen Chu subtly, what else is worth cherishing and caring for?
That person is gone, so everything around her is no longer important.
Life is often so deep in the circle of imprisonment, some people and some things around you do not feel how important they are, but when one day this person and this thing suddenly makes you can no longer find it, you will go through such a bone-to-marrow, heart-wrenching entanglement and depression, you can deeply realize this irreplaceable importance......
But by then, it seems that it is too late to say or do anything, and there is no way to make up for any vacancy.
Emperor Chu felt sorry for Yuan Qin, and saw that since she didn't want to drink this bitter medicine at this time, he didn't want to continue to force her, so he called the palace people to bring warm water over according to his words, and mixed some loquat mint paste to moisten his throat, and then carefully fed Yuan Qing to drink it one by one.
The cool fragrance of mint healed Yuan Qin's chaotic and painful mind a little, and Emperor Chu saw that she seemed to be using this, so he asked someone to make a bowl again, and personally fed her to drink it again.
"Ai Fei," he knew where Yuan Jing's heart knot, and seeing that she was a little calm at the moment, he dared to carefully open his mouth and comfort her, "You ......"
However, Emperor Chu's comfort was destined to be unavailable, Yuan Jing didn't give him the slightest chance to speak, and gently lifted and hooked Emperor Chu's shoulder blade: "Your Majesty, the concubine is tired," she understood what Emperor Chu was going to say, but it was unfortunate that what Emperor Chu wanted to say was exactly what she didn't want to hear, or she was taboo to listen to these again,
The horizontal and vertical people are no longer there, and what is the use of saying those words of comfort or regret?
Seeing that Yuan Jing had such a resolute attitude, Emperor Chu's unmade call was stuck in his throat, and he was a little calm, and then finally bowed his head to Yuan Qin: "Okay, then let's rest," and with the cooperation of the palace people, he helped Yuan Jing to smooth the pillow, and covered her with the cicada silk quilt and twisted it tightly for her.
Yuan Jing didn't say anything more, turned sideways, and then slowly closed the pair of beautiful eyes with a poignant glimmer,
Only a slender back was left facing Emperor Chu, which couldn't help but provoke Emperor Chu's heart to feel sour, he felt that Yuan Jing must be complaining about himself, and he was not even sure if Yuan Jing was hating himself...... Even if Bixi wants to sacrifice himself to get his sister's position as the queen of Chu, this is something he did not express his position clearly, let alone explicitly agree, but in the final analysis, if he, the monarch of the Great Chu State, did not show the momentum of being controlled by others from the beginning, and did not find a way to break the situation under the oppression of a group of ministers, why did he need Bixi to use his own death as an opportunity to break through the deadlock, and exchange his sister Yuanqing for the position of the queen of Chu that he might get.
Thinking like this, Emperor Chu felt more and more remorseful and guilty.
He really didn't have the face to face Yuan Jing again, and glanced at Yuan Jing again, seeing that she was still so sleepy, as if she was not asleep, and seemed to be angry and seemed to be just Jiupin Literature Welcome to your visit, any search engine search for "Jiupin Literature" can quickly enter this site, this site permanently provides free high-quality reading and txt format download services! After the indifferent posture of the flat refusal, he had to sigh deeply in his heart, and felt that staying here with Yuan Jing would only make her disgusted, and make his guilt more and more profound, and it was also boring, so he turned around and said a few words to the palace people, and looked at Yuan Jing on the couch deeply, and then lifted the curtain and left the sorrowful Xuan,
Yuan Jing on the couch didn't close her eyes and take a nap at all, but she looked at it from the right perspective, and she couldn't see what kind of entangled and mixed look she had on her face, she carefully observed the actions of Emperor Chu behind her, and when she sensed that this man was gradually leaving, and finally stopped breathing, Fang slowly turned around and made a gesture to the palace people standing aside,
Gong E thought that Concubine Shu was lying tired, so she hurriedly stepped forward to help Yuan Jing up and lean on.
Yuan Jing let them support herself, and she didn't say much, and she drifted her eyes to the bowl of medicinal soup on the desk.
The medicinal soup was still warm and had not cooled down, and the palace people picked it up and felt it, and then handed it to Yuan Qin, wanting to serve Yuan Jing while it was hot.
But Yuan Jing waved his hand to signal the palace people to step aside, and stirred the small spoon in the bowl a few times to stir the medicinal soup evenly, and there was a pause, only to see Yuan Jing holding the small bowl of soft wattles to probe forward, and then tilt the small bowl down, accompanied by a noise of "sparse lala", before the palace people standing on the side reacted, this bowl of medicinal soup has been poured on the ground by Yuan Qing......
"Concubine Niangniang," Yougong E couldn't hold back an exclamation, and wanted to turn around and beckon someone to fry another bowl of medicine, but was stopped by Yuan Jing,
"No need," Yuan Jing slowly opened her mouth, and then pointed at this small piece of dirty ground with her eyes, "Deal with this place," Fu raised his eyes and looked at the palace man who served closely, although his weak but tenacious gaze was fixed on her panicked eyebrows, word by word, paused, "Don't tell Emperor Chu," a simple order,
The people in this palace were a little stunned for a while, Concubine Shuniang was obviously ruining her body bones, she could see it, no one could see it, and at this time, only Emperor Chu could persuade her...... But she ordered not to tell the Emperor of Chu, which really made this palace lady difficult.
But Yuan Jing's gaze is too cramped, and it is soaked with an unstoppable calmness and indifference, staring at it like this, it seems that an awe-inspiring cold light blade has been pierced into the heart along the eyes,
Yuan Jing's aura has always been hidden under the weak exterior and from the depths of the heart...... This aura is inexplicably terrifying, and even more irresistible.
After a short period of eye contact, this palace lady didn't dare to look at the lady for a moment, so she had the right to bow to her humbly: "Yes," lowered her eyebrows, and answered her first,
Yuan Jing saw that she gave her a response, so she didn't say anything more, as if she was very tired and raised her hand and waved it at the people in this palace,
The palace people sang the promise in response, and gradually retreated,
Yuan Jing lay down on the couch again, although she saw that the palace people answered her, but she also understood that these palace people would never dare to take on the name of not serving Concubine Shu well, but she was afraid that she would still inform His Majesty the Emperor Chu of her refusal to drink medicine.
But it doesn't matter, Hengzhu doesn't plan to heal this sick body, that is, the Emperor of Chu personally guards her and protects her, so what, what she has decided is the tenacity that the thunder can't move, and the nine cows may not be able to bring back the determination......
Such a sentimental and sickly body, horizontal and vertical is terrible, Bixi is no longer there, what face does she have to continue to live unharmed in this quiet world,
She was tired, really tired, after a lifetime of hard work, she was already too tired and tired, both physically and mentally, from the inside out......
She knew that she was dreaming again, under such a sick and weak grasp, people would eventually be in a trance, and this trance would inevitably fall into one dream after another.
But this dream is really weirder than any previous experience, Yuan Jing seems to have suddenly understood a lot of things in it, and seems to have recovered the memories of the desolation that have been left behind in this soft red and empty world......