Chapter 193: Strive to Live Well
Tang Anxia was like an enlightenment, her thoughts suddenly brightened, and she couldn't help but admire, "I can't see it, Zhilei, you are really open-minded, for the love between men and women, your ideas are unique and to the point, although the words are not good, but they are reasonable, you really can see and think clearly, you are much more powerful than I imagined!" ”
Zhilei put on a simple and sincere posture, and said modestly, "Princess Zheng has won the award, the slave maid just told her experience over the years, the slave and the maid trusted the princess, so she said everything in her heart, the class got the axe, and the princess didn't laugh at the slave maid." ”
"How could they laugh at you? Relying on love in this world is a foolish behavior, but your words have solved the confusion in my heart. If people in the world give up their love and cut off their love, they will naturally not be in pain. In the end, I still can't cut off the fantasy in my heart. ”
Tang Anxia's voice was tactful, like a line of tears when she was affectionate, as if she was saying to Zhilei, and as if she was saying to herself, she pulled out a sneer bitterly, "If you live thoroughly, you will naturally want to open it." Sometimes people can't resist fate. It's like me and His Highness meeting and falling in love, and nothing can happen by accident, and no one can predict it.
If Your Highness has always loved me deeply, if you can stay with me for a long time, it is the fate of fate that is not over, and we are destined to go together.
If Your Highness empathizes with other women, falls in love with other women, and even ignores me, it is fate that we are destined to go our separate ways and break up.
What is destined in this world, how can we, ordinary women, compete with it? Sometimes tossing and turning, tossing and turning, tired and exhausted, racking your brains, exhausted, and finally fate will still follow its arrangement and set the ending for you. ”
Zhilei sighed softly, "Yes, it's like me, I may be destined to be an orphan and helpless." Fortunately, he was adopted by Taifu and didn't suffer too much when he was a child. It's a pity that in the end, he was kicked out of the house after all, and he ended up with empty joy. Even if there was no mistake in the draft, the ladies of the Taifu Mansion would find an excuse to drive me away sooner or later.
Intrigues, open and secret battles, I have really resisted countless times, framed others, and used all the vile and dirty means of self-preservation. It's a pity that fate is like this, it won't let you get what you want, it won't go everything according to your plan, what fate does it want to make you, and what can you do to change it? ”
Tang Anxia gasped, turned her head to look outside the open gate, the flowers in the courtyard were all blooming, one by one, purple and red, competing for fear of missing the beautiful summer season.
Obviously, it will fall in autumn, and it will wither in winter, but it will bloom tenaciously and bloom to the fullest, and use all the vitality to live hard.
Suddenly, Tang Anxia admired these tenacious little things, and the sadness in his heart gradually erased, replaced by a vision for the future, as well as inner firmness and hope for life.
"No matter what the outcome is, even if it is already doomed, we know that we are powerless to change and have no choice. It doesn't matter if it's good or bad, but we also have to do our best to work hard and enjoy the process of living and fighting. Just like the flowers and plants in the yard, knowing that there is a day of decay, but they are willing to bloom all summer and enjoy the beauty of the daylight, and finally turn into decay and rot in the soil, and they will not waste their lives in vain, nor will they live in vain. ”
After that, Tang Anxia picked up Zhilei, who was kneeling on the ground, personally helped her pat the dust on her knees, and smiled calmly, "You are the same, knowing that you are an orphan and have already left the Taifu Mansion, you accept the fact that you are helpless." None of us are the princesses of the moon, we were born with a golden key, and we are destined to have a lifetime of glory and wealth when we are born.
We accept our ordinariness and accept the arrangements that fate has given us. Even if the bad guy is chic and the good guy is injured, it is fate to be like this, all we can do is to live well and try our best to live happily in this muddy land.
If someone wants to frame us, he will resist and hit them, and if someone has kindness to us, he will remember their kindness and remember this kindness. After decades of life, whether it is long or not, whether it is short or not, how many of them can live according to their own wishes? Have fun in time, enjoy the moment, and no matter what the future, we have no regrets, and we are worthy of anyone and everything, which is enough. ”
"The slave understands." Zhilei gently held Tang Anxia's arm, her eyes were full of gratitude and expectation, and her voice was beautiful, "The slave only asks the princess to treat the slave and maid well, and in the future, she will be married to a high-ranking official family, and the slave and maid promise not to attack Prince Wen, no matter who she marries into, she will be the princess's helper, thank you for your kindness." ”
Tang Anxia patted her little hand gently, and said with a slight bow, "This is natural, you are really condescending to stay in the palace, with your appearance and thoughts, you are worthy of the official family." Don't worry, I will pay attention to this matter for you, but the other party may not be a wishful man, are you sure you don't need to be happy, as long as the high-ranking officials are generous? ”
Zhi Lei nodded without hesitation, and said in a firm tone, "Of course, how can there be a clean person in this world?" Especially those who can climb to the front of the court have a bit of weight, each of them is a breeze on the surface, and dirty things in the back, everyone has it, it's just a little more and a little less.
When people live to our age, they can't think about it carefully, and when they peel off the skin, they see that everyone is half human and half ghost. Only when you marry glory and wealth can you have a stable life and a solid life. What has been in love for a hundred years is just a lie to fool a young and ignorant girl. ”
Tang Anxia secretly admired Zhi Lei's 'resignation', and her ruddy thin lips pursed, "This is very good, you have made up your mind, I don't have to worry about it, when there is a suitable candidate, I will send you away." ”
"The slave thanked the princess." Zhilei respectfully blessed her body.
……
Two days later.
Emperor Li Cheng's birthday banquet was held as scheduled in the Jinluan Hall of the Imperial Palace.
The Divine Decree requires that everything be kept simple, not extravagant, and not extravagant. But in fact, the former dynasty and the harem have prepared congratulatory gifts and sent them to the Jinluan Hall early, and the delicacies prepared in the imperial dining room, the delicacies of the mountains and seas, are more sumptuous than last year's banquet.
At noon, the courtiers and family members of the previous dynasty entered the palace one after another, and in front of the main gate of the Jinluan Palace was the chief eunuch Gao Li, and every person who entered was personally inspected by him to determine the identity before entering the table.
The concubines of the harem, the prince and the princess also came to the palace intermittently, according to the level of rank, from front to back, the queen naturally sat next to the emperor to show her dignity. Aunt Jiang Rong stood in front of the palace gate, responsible for inspecting the people in the harem, and no one was allowed to enter.
Li Junqi took Ziyu and Tourmaline, Tang Anxia took Yuhua and Fang Yan, and Prince Wen's Mansion had a total of six masters and servants, and it was late when it was close to dusk.
Gao Li's face was a little displeased, and he teased, "Oops! O Prince Wen! This banquet will start immediately, and you are the only civil and military official in the former and harem! It's the latest! If you are one step too late, the servants will close the palace door and go in to serve the emperor. ”
。
ABC