Zhou Run struggled, on the one hand, he felt that his father wanted and suffered from unjustified disasters, on the other hand, he felt that this person was hateful and pitiful, and the remaining children were even more pitiful. Zhou Run was suddenly a little tired, she wanted to find someone to cry about, but her parents would definitely not be able to. She didn't want Chu Jun to be by her side more than at this moment, even if she didn't do anything, it was good to stay by her side. Zhou Run called him, and the phone came with "Toot." beep". After a long time, Chu Jun answered, "Hey" just like this, Zhou Run's tense nerves suddenly relaxed, and tears flowed out. Before she could speak, she said, "I have something to do, I'll hang up first." "I've hung up over there. Zhou Run suddenly burst into tears. All the grievances in the past few days have come like a tide.

After a long, long time, Zhou Run wiped away his tears and went home, and the insurance company called Zhou's mother to say that they had discovered a new situation. One went to the traffic team, and the traffic team also discovered a new situation and determined that the pedestrian was fully responsible.

The whole family relaxed, and Zhou's mother asked Zhou Run to go home to rest. Zhou Runcai saw that there was a missed call from Chu Junhe on his mobile phone, and saw the message again, "Is your dad getting better?" "How's it going?" "I was busy when you called, how were you?" Zhou Run suddenly didn't want you to have any fun replying to any messages.

What she longed for was that when she was desperate and helpless, he could appear by her side quickly, without too many words, even if he walked in front of her in silence, crouched down and patted her on the back, and reached out to wipe away her tears.

She is not demanding, there is tenderness and pity in his eyes, there is only such a person, who has always cared about himself and has always cared about her.

Zhou Run is unusually calm, everything she cares about seems to be no longer important.

Chu Junhe's phone called, Zhou Run looked at it for a long time, and then picked it up. "Hey, what's wrong?" The voice on the other end of the phone is still as good, but it seems to have lost its former charm. "It's good." "How are you?" "Very good," he paused, "I'm a little tired and want to sleep." "I'll take care of the matter right away, and I'll go back on vacation in two days." "It's okay, it's basically over here, you can get busy first if you have something. I want to sleep. ”

She felt unspeakably sad in her heart, and her previous enthusiasm had already been poured into her heart.

After hanging up the phone, she stood blankly for a while, sighed heavily, left the phone still on the table, and fell asleep.

When I woke up the next morning, it was already dawn.

Zhou Run walked to the table, picked up his mobile phone, and found that there were about 10 missed calls, all of which belonged to Chu Junhe.

As soon as I put the phone back in, it rang again. She stared at the screen for a long time, then reached out and picked up the phone.

His voice was urgent: "What's wrong?" There was a bit of grievance in his tone.

Zhou Run said as calmly as possible: "It's okay, I'm going to wash my face." ”

Chu Junhe's voice sank, and he felt a little tired: "No, what's wrong with you?" ”

“••••••”

"I had a mission some time ago and just came back yesterday. I'm tired, and you're the one who came out of it yourself, so you can't be considerate? Chu Junhe's tone was already blaming Zhou Run for being ignorant.

"Are you tired? Who doesn't get tired? ”

Zhou Run wanted to laugh.

"Can you please stop making trouble?"

"I'm making trouble?" Zhou Run laughed directly, with coldness in his tone, "Since this is the case, it is better for us to end this relationship directly." Joy for each other. ”

She hung up the phone without saying a word, but her heart was so stuffy that she couldn't breathe.

It's over, he's relaxed, and he's at ease.

There was already a problem between them, and Chu Jun consciously thought that Zhou Run was the one who went out inside, so he shouldn't have to explain everything. And he only needs to show up when he has time, when he needs to, and the rest of the time should live in style

Chu Junhe leaned on the back of the chair and didn't speak, but his eyelids kept moving around, and he lowered his head and glanced at his phone from time to time.

He wondered a little, he sent her all the bank cards, why did she borrow money from Wen Zi instead? Could it be that she doesn't want to use her own money?

Chu Junhe Express bank card

The school's express street is still busy, and there are a few students standing in line to receive the express delivery in front of each express car.

Zhou Run shook the courier in his hand a little, repeatedly confirmed the information on it, and found that there was nothing wrong. I picked up a corner and shook it, and there was a rustling sound.

After taking two steps, I remembered to see the sender's information and saw that it was Chu Junhe.

"What did this idiot send me?" The little pink bubbles in Zhou Run's heart flew all over the sky, "You will surprise me secretly!" ”

His steps were suddenly much lighter, and he swished towards the dormitory building.

Only one bank card fell out of the document bag, and Zhou Run was full of doubts.

"Did you send it by mistake?" The bank card was lying on the table so loudly, proving that it was real, but it came too strangely.

took a quick photo of the accident scene of the express delivery, clicked on the top of WeChat, and sent it directly.

"Squad leader, squad leader, did you send it by mistake?"

Or, is it really for me? A villain popped out of Zhou Run's brain, happily spinning in circles, jumping and talking.

Zhou Run, who regained her senses, felt that this possibility was almost zero, and she couldn't figure it out, why did she give herself a bank card?

Does this mean handing over the financial power?

Did the relationship between the two directly step towards this point? Wandering in the sweet feeling of love, the damn reason directly pierced the pink balloon and rushed in front of him.

What does it mean to give a bank card? Do you know the password? Is there any money in the card? Isn't his mobile phone bound to a bank card, and he can transfer the money away at any time!

Also, do you really touch this bank card?

That's right, the last question hit Zhou Run, and reason returned across the board.

took another photo of the courier and sent it to Chu Junhe.

"Is it your time?"

"Why are you sending this?"

"Hand over the financial power!"

Sure enough, yes! If you hadn't just asked yourself, Zhou Run would definitely be excited to turn around in circles when he saw "handing over the financial power", and even kissed wildly on his mobile phone.

She didn't know how to get back to Chu Junhe.

"How do you think about sending it, you can just keep it yourself."

At this moment, Zhou Run's heart was panicked. She didn't see the rapid progress of the relationship between the two because of this bank card, but how many problems would arise because of this bank card after the two broke up. To the original good memories, it was bloody.

I don't know when it started, Zhou Run's heart has always thought that the relationship between her and Chu Junhe will not go very long. Therefore, every day that the two of them are together, she treats it as the last day and enjoys it seriously.

As soon as this kind of year appears, no matter how sweet the phone call time is, it is covered with a layer of bitterness.

yes, are they really in a relationship? Does she really have a boyfriend? Did they really know each other? Do they really have each other's company? Is she really ready to sacrifice herself for Chu Junhe? Didn't she really start the relationship on the spur of the moment? Does she really have the courage to walk with her for the rest of her life? Is she really ready to support three families by herself?

Zhou Run didn't dare to answer all these questions.

There is a question, Zhou Run didn't even dare to ask himself, is it really Chu Junhe who he likes? A more direct question is, if Chu Junhe takes off this military uniform, will Zhou Run still fall in love with this person? Zhou Run didn't even know if he liked this military uniform or this person?

This question tormented Zhou Run deeply.

But the root of all the problems was the uniform.

Zhou Yun knows better than anyone what that dress brings? It is a debt to the family, an alienation from the parents, an irresponsibility to the spouse, and a lack of growth for the children.

Does she really love Chu Junhe?

She likes to laugh, reliable, tall, handsome, even a little childish, a little scoundrel, she likes them all. Grumpy, temperamental, and preachy, these Zhou Run may be able to tolerate it.

She can't be around when she is sick, she goes to the prenatal check-up by herself when she is pregnant, and she can carry all the burdens alone?

Maybe love.

Or maybe you don't love enough.

Or love yourself more.

What love looks like, Zhou Run is very confused about it. Also helpless.

She couldn't think of Chu Junhe saying her thoughts, let alone saying these words.

For Zhou Run, if you want to get rid of these predicaments, maybe you can change people. But is it really possible to change people? It's not him, can it really be? Can it really be? Can it really be?

Zhou Run didn't dare to think about it, maybe it wasn't him, and without the depression in life he brought, there would probably be others.

It's not that life is full of contradictions, contradictions have always existed. It's just that the main contradiction and the secondary contradiction change with each other.

Thinking of giving up, Zhou Run felt distressed.

It's a process of choice, and it's not something that can be decided by simply flipping a coin. A choice, especially a well-thought-out choice, may regret the original choice after encountering the hardships of life, but when it encounters the same two options again, it will eventually give up the original choice.

Because those who are unwilling to give up are unwilling to give up after all, the balance in the heart is tilted, and no amount of external factors can increase the bargaining chips, but they are just finding more reasons for their inner choices again and again to convince their rational self.

Can she really give up Chu Junhe? All the reasons I found were really not to persuade my sane self to give up struggling.

The heart, biased, said, will never be balanced.

Give up the struggle and love him! Give up struggling and let yourself go! Give up struggling and go to him!

Maybe your choice, he is also experiencing. Or maybe he's already made a choice and chooses you. Perhaps, his choice has not yet come, so be it.

Choices are only a matter of moments, and it takes a long, long time to make a choice.

After thinking about this, Zhou Run let go of the burden in his heart, looked at the person in front of him, and said seriously: "I am willing!" ”

The two of them had a long cold war. Chu Jun wanted to reconcile.

Zhou Run Chu Junhe, Chu Junhe asked Zhou Run: "Why did you choose to retire from the army?" Zhou Run, "Weighing the pros and cons, it was in my best interest to be discharged from the army at that time. ”