006 Hopeless or not
"The child is still young, and he can't grow his memory even if he fights." He Bilian couldn't help but say.
Ruan Xiaoman's child is the same age as her eldest son, so she can't help but want to protect it.
Thinking of the lonely child in the mansion, how dare she die so easily.
It's just that someone wants her life, so she has to go away.
This in her stomach is also her lifeline, even if she is splashed with sewage, she still can't bear to give up the child in her belly.
Although she thought it was a little ridiculous, she even thought that the unborn child in her womb might be able to help the lonely child.
only hated her powerlessness as a mother, and He Bilian's face became more and more bitter.
And Ruan Sanniang heard He Bilian say this, and retracted her hand curtly, "I'll go find something to eat." ”
"I still have some dry food here, you can use it to cushion your stomach first." He Bilian took out a package from the corner of the bamboo bed.
There were still three cakes and two steamed buns in the package, and that was all there was left.
She threw away her clothes and a pair of earrings, and the dry food she had bought was almost enough.
She can't do anything with her own body, if it weren't for Ruan Sanniang and her sisters today, she wouldn't know what to do in the future.
Ruan Xiaoman and Ruan Xiaoxia couldn't help but swallow their saliva when they looked at the scallion pancakes and big white steamed buns wrapped in oiled paper.
But none of them dared to move forward, they just raised their heads and looked at Ruan Sanniang.
"How can this work, you can keep it for yourself, I'll go out and have a look, maybe I can find some weeds or something." Ruan Sanniang didn't dare or endure her favor.
Although Ruan Sanniang said this, her mother's stomach rang out inappropriately.
He Bilian didn't laugh at them either, fifty steps and a hundred steps of laughter, which was boring.
"Eat, it's getting dark, you still have to clean up a place to sleep, besides, I will rely on you in the future." He Bilian wanted to get out of bed.
However, she reacted very much after she became pregnant, and she didn't rest well, her complexion was not good, and this sudden big action still made her a little dizzy.
"Don't move, I'll just get your kindness." Ruan Sanniang said cheekily.
She can not eat, but the two children can't not eat, Ruan Sanniang only took two cakes, no matter what He Bilian said, she would not take one more cake.
The mother ate two scallion pancakes together, but most of the scallion pancakes went into Ruan Xiaoxia and Ruan Xiaoman's stomachs.
There was something in my stomach to cushion before I felt alive again, but Ruan Sanniang and Ruan Xiaoxia didn't rest.
The two began to clean the house, while Ruan Xiaoman stayed behind to accompany He Bilian.
The house was not very large, just two rooms and a living room, and everything was almost taken away.
The tables and chairs were gone, not to mention the farm tools.
All that was left in the living room was a tattered robe and a tattered straw hat.
Fortunately, there was a bamboo bed in the other room, which was somewhat dilapidated, and the first owner of the house was a good maker of bamboo furniture.
Originally, the family was okay, but I didn't expect the only seedling in the family to die before marrying a wife and having children.
The white-haired man sent the black-haired man, and the old couple died not long after.
The widow died mysteriously not long after she moved in, and at that time the villagers said that the son of the previous family wanted to find a companion, so they took the mother and daughter with them.
Ruan Sanniang couldn't help but get goosebumps when she thought of this, and she didn't dare to tell Ruan Xiaoxia and them about these things.
The stove in the kitchen is still usable, but the pots and pans are gone, the firewood is gone, and only two broken medicine jars and moldy bamboo chopsticks remain.
It was dark before they were busy, so Ruan Sanniang had to stop and wait for dawn.
Ruan Xiaoman listened to He Bilian tell many stories that she had never heard, and when she was in high spirits, she was very reluctant to leave.
"Xiaoman, I'm sorry, the child is annoying you." Ruan Sanniang secretly reprimanded, and then said to He Bilian apologetically.
"No, it's rare that she doesn't think I'm verbose." He Bilian smiled, but she was indeed a little sleepy.
Ruan Sanniang did not prevent He Bilian from resting, pulled Ruan Xiaoman and Ruan Xiaoxia away, and gently closed the door.
But they groped their way to the bedside, and then crept up one by one.
The bed didn't collapse, and the three people in the dark couldn't help but laugh, and after laughing, there was silence.
They were all tired, and it didn't take long for Ruan Sanniang and the others to fall asleep.
He Bilian also had a rare good night's sleep.
The genius was slightly bright, and Ruan Sanniang got up and continued to clean, which can be regarded as cleaning up the kitchen.
But it was difficult for a good woman to cook without rice, so Ruan Sanniang could only go out to find some weeds to fill her stomach when the dew was thick.
At this time, you can pick some mugwort leaves, as well as purslane, and if you are lucky, you may be able to pick up some snakeberries and mulberry fruits.
However, there are only a few mulberry trees near the village, and the mulberry fruit has long been plucked by the children.
Ruan Sanniang only found some wormwood and purslane, as well as wild garlic, which she planned to take back and plant in the yard.
As soon as she entered the village, she met villagers who had risen early, but no one wanted to talk to her.
They were chatting and laughing by the well just a few days ago, and Ruan Sanniang lowered her head and walked quickly towards the house.
"Poor thing, I don't know how long they can survive."
"Others say that she is very hard, I didn't believe it originally, I didn't think that Saburo would be good enough to say that it would be gone."
"Let's get some virtue."
"I didn't say anything."
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As soon as Ruan Sanniang returned home, she saw a sweet potato seedling under the fence.
Who is it?
Ruan Sanniang looked around, but she didn't see any suspicious shadows.
Her stagnant heart rippled again, and it was not time for despair.
"Mother, you're back." Ruan Xiaoxia stood uneasily in front of the courtyard gate, and was relieved to see Ruan Sanniang coming back.
As soon as she opened her eyes, she found that Ruan Sanniang was not there, and she was so afraid that she would never return.
"Well, what about Xiaoman?" Ruan Sanniang put down the wild vegetables in her hand and patted Ruan Xiaoxia on the shoulder.
She knew that Ruan Xiaoxia was scared, but she didn't know how to comfort her, because she was also afraid.
Afraid to see the former friends in the village, afraid to see this home with nothing.
But no matter how scared she was, she still had to face it, because behind her were Ruan Xiaoxia and Ruan Xiaoman.
"Xiaoman went to find Aunt He." Ruan Xiaoxia pointed to He Bilian's room and said.
Ruan Xiaoman likes to lean in front of He Bilian, but she doesn't like it, she feels that she will be so nervous that she can't speak in front of He Bilian, and she will look stupid.