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The sun is so bright, and the flower garden in Chengde Palace is full of flowers, and the fragrance is overflowing.

The pace of spring is speeding up, and I am lost.

It's been an amazing time, and I'm about to enter the fourth season in this fantasy and reality.

When I was feeling nostalgic, I finally met my right child.

Seeing that his mouth kept babbling, he stretched out his chubby little hand and staggered into my arms with the full support of the palace maid.

This is my right child!

"Mother...... ...... pro"

It's only been a few months since I left, and Shi'er will call her mother.

I always thought it was a dream, but when I saw Shi'er, I realized how much I wanted Shi'er.

I hugged him tightly, feeling that I hadn't seen him for two months, and I felt that Shi'er was much older.

At this moment, I only wish to be able to stay by Shi'er's side forever and give him all the maternal love.

watched him grow up little by little, and then get married and have children, until he became the supreme emperor in the future......

Unfortunately, I couldn't have seen all of this.

I squatted down and gently stroked Shi'er's tender little face.

Really, he looks a lot like Li Yu, especially with his thick black eyebrows and firm nose.

His eyes are like Shen Pearl......

Yes, as the nameless Taoist said, everything may change without common sense, but history does not.

All I can do now is to seize the time I have to spend as much time as possible with him and give him more maternal love.

It doesn't matter so much whether I will remain in his memory or not......

"Shi'er, my mother misses you so much......"

I hugged his little body tightly, no matter what, he will always be another inseparable concern in my heart!

"Lady, look at you, it seems that you are parting with Shi'er's life and death."

I don't know when, Li Yu was already standing behind me.

Looking at the bright smiles of their father and son, my heart was unusually bitter!

"In the future, you and Shi'er will have the opportunity to be intimate, but you have to accompany your husband and me now, otherwise your husband will be jealous!"

Li Yu picked up Shi'er with one hand, stepped forward and hugged me with the other hand and said.

Looking at the cute Shi'er reaching out for me to hug, looking at Li Yu's gentle eyes and coquettish demeanor, my eyes began to blur......

I hope, I hope that this moment in front of me will stop, and its pointer will point in the direction of eternity......

"Li Yu, let's take Shi'er to play with us today, okay?"

I took advantage of Shi'er to block Li Yu's sight, and I lowered my head and quietly wiped away my tears.

"I might have to go out on errands later, will I be okay tomorrow?"

Li Yu teased Shi'er, and his eyes were focused on me, so naturally my actions were in his eyes.

But I didn't know it at the time......

The days together are happy and joyful.

Li Yu has been a little busy these days, and the time he promised to take me out to play is also delaying day by day, and my heart has fallen into an unspeakable panic......

Li Yu treated me as affectionately as ever, but I felt the solemnity between his eyebrows.

For what, then I don't want to know......

No matter what kind of thing I can, I can't do anything!

**

A few days later, Li Yu and I finally stood on Suzaku Street with Shi'er in our arms.

Maybe Shi'er hasn't played with us for a long time, but today he is unusually excited.

He chattered excitedly at me and Li Yu in his childish expression, and Li Yu lovingly kissed Shi'er's face.

"Lady, Shi'er's eyes are like you."

Li Yu looked at Shi'er, looked at me carefully, and said happily to me.

"yes, his eyes are big and bright, they look like me."

I looked at Shi'er, yes, he really looked like Shen Pearl.

I'm an ugly duckling in the 21st century, how can I be like me?

Yes, this is the fate of my life, magical and extremely bleak......

I'm nothing in the end......

"Lady, what's wrong with you?"

Li Yu looked at me and asked anxiously.

And Shi'er was showing his innocent smile to me without hesitation.

I was a little stunned, I was such a fool, isn't what I'm experiencing now happiness?

People are sometimes unhappy because they are too extravagant, why can't I always look away?

I smiled, and being able to grasp this short-lived joy in front of me was already my greatest blessing......

"Li Yu, isn't it a little too late for your father to find out. Do you look closely at Shi'er's eyebrows and nose that don't look like you? ”

I looked at Li Yu, my eyes full of nostalgia.

And Shi'er, we have been interdependent in Shen Pearl's body for more than seven months, which should be regarded as a mother-son bloodline......

Yes, that's my husband and son......

But what about later?

It shouldn't be long before I don't see them again......

In Li Yu's memory, is it Shen Pearl in his eyes, or is it me Cong Wushuang!

Or maybe......

What is a woman, a sentimental name, or a sentimental one?

"Li Yu, can you let Shi'er sleep with us in the future?"

I pressed down some rushing thoughts, raised my eyes and asked Li Yu.

It's really reluctant......

"No, you can't."

Li Yu resolutely refused, and his tone was also impatient.

But when he saw that I was silent, he seemed to sense that I was a little displeased, so he changed his words: "I mean my mother's side......"

"Then forget it."

I interrupted Li Yu, I was very helpless in my heart, such a big person, still fighting with my son, really, I just don't understand my heart?

Alas, the emperor has not done it yet, but the hegemony has been fully revealed.

"Lady, isn't it good that the two of you are together, Shi'er is still young, I'm afraid he will quarrel with you."

Seeing that I was displeased, Li Yu hurriedly hugged Shi'er with one hand and held my hand with the other hand and said softly.

"I don't want you to be too tired, lady......"

"I understand ......"

I smiled at Li Yu, looking at Li Yu's eyes, I didn't do the same last time, as long as I looked at him, I could feel his thoughts, but this time I actually doubted my judgment.

"Lady, I'm ......"

Li Yu seemed to be about to say something to me, but it was obvious that he wanted to stop talking.

I guess I'm really not good at people's minds, so forget it.

Turning my head around, I saw that there seemed to be a lot of puppets hanging on the street corner in the west, and they were so beautiful.

I shook off Li Yu's hand and went straight over.

I came to the door of the puppet shop, and there were really a lot of puppet dolls, so exquisite.

The craftsmanship can no longer be described as exquisite, it is simply impeccable!

And the shapes of the puppets hanging in the store are even more strange, from the ancient Tang Dynasty, people, gods, ghosts, and of course, all kinds of birds and animals, flowers and trees......

I was dumbfounded!

Especially those mythical characters, I'm going to go up and worship. The most surprising thing is that in addition to Chang'e, there is really a Zhu Bajie on the side......

Isn't that the immortal who only appeared in Journey to the West in the Ming Dynasty?

It can be seen in this Tang Dynasty, could it be said that many stories in Journey to the West appeared in the Tang Dynasty?

It's just amazing!

The shopkeeper on the side is still diligently introducing that Zhu Bajie is the original creation of the new craftsman.

Really?

But these puppet dolls appeared in the 21st century, which is simply amazing, and the boss is about to make a lot of money......

"Lady, do you like these puppets very much, then let's buy them all, shopkeeper, wrap up all the puppets that my lady has held."

I don't know when, Li Yu appeared behind me with Shi'er in his arms.

And Shi'er has grabbed several dolls in his hand, and it seems that he likes it too.

I smiled at him, Shi'er rushed over to let me hug him, I put down Zhu Bajie in my hand, took Shi'er from Li Yu's hand, and hugged him.

"Why didn't my husband ever find out that there was such a shop here?"

Li Yu said to me with a smile.

He seems to like those dolls too, and he keeps playing with them in his hands.

I'm holding Shi'er and I'm constantly picking, I really want to take them all back......

I think I'm too greedy.

Shi'er is so happy, he keeps holding the puppet doll that he thinks is good-looking, and when he sees the one he thinks is better-looking, he will put down the ...... in his hand

It's going on and on, but there's only one puppet doll in my hand.

Life is like this, a person has been making choices since he was a baby, and he is always going back and forth......

"Lady, this is for you."

Li Yu came to me and handed me a puppet doll in his hand.

I looked at it and it turned out to be Chang'eye!

I went around to the shelf in the back, took the Zhu Bajie and returned to Li Yu's side, and handed it to him with a smile.

"Marshal Canopy is so reformed for the sake of Chang'e in the moon......"

After saying that, I regretted it, that Li Yu shouldn't understand, that book was written by Wu Chengen in the Ming Dynasty.

I'm a little annoyed, what am I doing Cong Wushuang?

"I only remember that Chang'e was in the Guanghan Palace in the month - Sifu is very deep!"

Li Yu said to me a little incomprehensibly.

“……”

I looked down at the perfect Chang'e in my hand, and I was with Chang'e? Li Yu, he should know something, right?

I didn't speak, and I didn't look at Li Yu again.

The terrible silence spread between me and Li Yu......

"Lady, why don't you speak?"

It must have been a long time, because I felt like Shi'er was asleep playing with the puppet doll on my shoulder.

Li Yu saw it and took the sleeping Shi'er from my hand, but this problem still doesn't seem to have passed......

If I still don't answer, what else can I say?

"For the husband, is it wrong?"

Li Yu asked in a sullen voice, his tone a little displeased.

"Li Yu ......"

Looking at Li Yu, I don't know how to speak?

I don't know if I'm too suspicious, but I always feel like he knows everything.

"Let's go back and talk about it, okay?"

The shopkeeper was watching there, and it was not very appropriate to say anything.

Maybe it's time to make it clear, I said softly to Li Yu.

I took Chang'e and walked straight out, and the tears in my eyes finally fell with the wind at this time......

"Lady, after you woke up this time, it seems that your temperament is a little different from before......"

Li Yu's voice came from behind me, "I can't guess what you're thinking, and sometimes I'm worried about what you're going to do......"

"Li Yu, if I can't be by your side in the future, you shouldn't be like anything......

I turned around and looked at Li Yu fixedly, I didn't mind my tears flowing in the sparse air......

The Li Yu in front of him is so vague, so far away, isn't there a close at hand, but it is like a thousand mountains......

I know it's going to be real!

At that time, it may be, it may be far away, but it will be like the illusion of being around......

Through the teary eyes, I saw Li Yu walking towards me and wiping my tears with his hand.

His movements are so soft and so serious......

"Lady ......"

Li Yu stared at me deeply, and the sourness and bitterness revealed in his eyes filled my heart with helplessness and desolation......

"Husband understands, let's go back......"

Li Yu took out the handkerchief in his sleeve, carefully wiped away the tears on my face for me, and quietly took my hand and walked back.

This is the final ending of me Cong Wushuang and Li Yu.

And there's nothing I can do to change anything......

Maybe I should be relieved.

Li Yu's face regained its calm at this time, and there were no waves to be seen from the side, it should be the so-called kingly demeanor!

Kings are usually alone, aren't they?

I laughed, but I knew I was laughing worse than crying......

Li Yu and I sent Shi'er back to Xingqing Palace, and slowly walked back to Chengde Palace.

On the way back to the palace, Li Yu grabbed my hand tightly, which made my heart jump a few more times involuntarily.

Neither of us spoke, because the words of voice could no longer express our feelings for each other!

In the dormitory of Chengde Palace, tonight was unusually peaceful.

The palace people have long since retired. But Li Yu and I couldn't sleep at night.

I stayed quietly in his arms, feeling the temperature of his body, and enjoying the satisfaction of Li Yu hugging me tightly.

I really hope what the Nameless Daoist said isn't true?

Then I can have this intimacy and this satisfaction forever!

"Li Yu ......"

I buried myself deep in his arms and called out to him affectionately.

"Lady ......"

Li Yu's hands cupped my face and made me look directly at him.

I always feel shy when I meet his clear, deep eyes......

He gently kissed my eyes, nose, and mouth......

His tears and mine are intertwined......

The deep affection and helplessness between me Cong Wushuang and Li Yu seem so powerless.

Maybe people who love each other can't be together forever, it's a helpless sadness!

But he and I were originally people from two planes, but we were destined to stay together, although it was short, but it was also a kind of happiness......

"Lady, I want to tell you ...... husband"

Li Yu put his arm around me and said to me affectionately: "I love pearls, but I love Niangzi Cong Wushuang even more!" ”

I looked at Li Yu, he was really capable, and he always made me cry......

My eyes began to heat up again, with Li Yu's words, I Cong Wushuang was really satisfied, and it was really enough for me to have one true love in my life......

**

On this day, Li Yu went to the palace to run errands, and Shi'er and I were basking in the sun in the flower garden.

A few nurses of Shi'er were also waiting beside them, like flowers and jade, and they naturally followed them for a long time, and that day also ushered in Yang Yuhuan, the concubine who had not been seen for a long time.

It should be that Shen Pearl and Yang Yuhuan haven't seen each other for a long time, but Yang Yuhuan is still so bright and moving, captivating the country and the city.

I still remember that day when I heard that An Lushan was Li Mao pretending, I always couldn't believe it......

In the history books, An Lushan is extremely fat, ugly, and cunning......

Is that Li Mao also such an ugly and fat person?

Well, if the face can be disguised, can the body also be disguised?

At that time, I died of this entanglement.

Thinking of An Lushan's request to be the adopted son of Yang Guifei, there is also an allusion to 'Guifei washing'-

It is said that the first day of the first month of the tenth year of Tianbao (751) was An Lushan's birthday, and Tang Xuanzong and Yang Guifei gave An Lushan a rich birthday gift.

On the third day of his birthday, Yang Guifei specially summoned An Lushan to meet him and held a washing ceremony for his "eldest son".

Yang Guifei asked An Lushan to be put in a large bathtub as a baby and bathe him.

After taking a bath, he wrapped An Lushan in a special swaddling cloth made of splendid material, and asked the palace maids to carry him on a colored sedan chair, and turned around in the harem garden, calling "Lu'er, Lu'er" to play and have fun.

Thinking of the past, I still wanted to ask Yang Yuhuan in person, what was going on?

But now it doesn't have to, everyone has their own way to go, and it's hard for others to participate......

I'm supposed to be just a passer-by here, and there are some things that don't need to be delved into.

I used to think that I would not be too lucky to see one of the four beauties of ancient times, and I would be very excited in my heart.

I also feel that if I can take pictures, I will definitely make a windfall when I go back......

But now I feel that my previous thoughts are really naïve, but probably because I am naïve, I can feel happy.

And now it seems that he has suddenly become more sensible, but he doesn't feel that simple happiness anymore.

"Pearl meets the concubine ......"

Shen Pearl naturally wanted to pay homage to the concubine, and I was ready to bow down to Yang Yuhuan in a proper manner.

There are some things that really don't mean that they won't, but that they just don't want to.

When you want to, it's natural to do something!

And Yang Yuhuan stepped forward to help me in a timely manner, it turned out that Yang Yuhuan was still so considerate to Shen Zhu.

"Pearl, you're in good health, so don't be polite."

Yang Yuhuan supported my kneeling body and pulled me to sit down together.

And Shi'er was babbling at the side in the hands of the nurse at the right time, remembering that Shi'er was going to call Yang Yuhuan the imperial grandmother......

I'm a little uncomfortable, okay, this imperial grandmother is really too young......

"Shi'er is so good, look at me, I brought you pastries."

Yang Yuhuan gently stroked Shi'er's little head, and shouted to the maid beside him to hand over all kinds of pastries.

I couldn't help but laugh when I saw it, Shi'er was still too young at the moment, but I could eat a little, I smiled and asked the nurse to feed Shi'er a little bit of the pastries brought by the concubine.

Probably the pastry was very sweet, Shi'er tasted it, and kept licking it on the pastry, and the pastry was full of his saliva, which was very fun.

"Pearl, I want to talk to you today?"

Yang Yuhuan smiled and said to me, I don't know why I feel that Yang Yuhuan's eyes reveal the message of talking about mysterious things, has I experienced some ghosts and chaos, and I can also be psychic......