Diary 1:

[It's been a long time since I've written a diary, and the last time I wrote a diary was more than ten years ago.]

It's funny to say that the last diary was the day before I got married, and I was worried that my wife would find out that there were many things in Zeng Jin's diary that she didn't want to know after I got married, so I burned it after I finished writing it.

Time flies,

Now I am writing a diary again, but it is the first day after the divorce.

Alas, life is always full of helplessness, and I have changed from a young man in my twenties to a middle-aged man in my forties, and I have to wear a wig every day to dare to go out to meet people..]

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Diary 5:

[Today is a heavy day, my mother left this world forever in the hospital room.] For her, it can be regarded as a relief, no longer suffering from illness, but why doesn't she think about it for me, what should I do in the future...

My teenage son was awarded to my ex-wife, and my mother, who loved me the most, left me, and I really became a loner at the door..]

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Diary 11:

[It's been more than three months since my mother died, and I handled the funeral myself.] It's funny that I didn't even know the basic process, but fortunately, my mother had an old friend's daughter who was doing the 'zombie one-stop' service, and things went well.

There were a lot of familiar faces at the funeral, all of whom were neighbors who had known my mother for many years, and they seemed to have heard that I was divorced, so no one asked me why Zhou Ting didn't come.

They just comforted me, enlightened me, and made me want to open up a little, and I was touched and grateful.

By the way, Xu Yang's kid has gained a lot of weight, and his business is doing well. After knowing my situation, ask me if I want to change my work environment,

Among relatives and friends, this cousin and I have the best relationship..]

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Diary 26:

[I finally figured it out, I'm going to sell my current house, leave this impersonal place completely, and forget Zhou Ting..]

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Diary 41:

[It's back, it's all back.] Lao Cai is still the way it is in memory, and it is still the people in memory. Everything seems to go back to when I was a child, and this is where I was supposed to be..]

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Diary 42:

[Since I took my mother to live in the previous house, there has been no one to take care of it for at least a few years, if I had known that my mother's condition would deteriorate, I should have rented out the house when I left, at least someone would take care of it, not lifeless, the dust is thicker than the soles of my boots, but the two cleaning aunts who were invited were tired..]

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Diary 56:

[I recently discovered that downstairs there was a skinny old man who was deaf and dumb, and every time I went upstairs, he would open a crack in the door and silently comment on me.]

I asked him why he was looking at me, and he just screamed 'Abba Aba', not knowing what he was trying to mean.

Actually, I didn't want to talk to him at all, just to hide the fear in my heart.

To be honest, the deaf old man was really scary, especially at night, and I always felt like he was using something to pull the ceiling.

Maybe he didn't realize that such a move would affect my rest... Oh my God, he started again, the floor 'bang'..]

Diary 61:

[The matter of the deaf and dumb old man is over.,Fortunately, the community administrator invited a teacher who knows sign language to persuade me..]

Li Can was deeply attracted by the contents of the diary, as if he was experiencing another person's life, pain, sadness, twists and turns, ups and downs, happiness, rich in a strong breath of life, very real.

He couldn't help but flip through the pages...

Diary 86:

[Attending the wedding of Lao Ma's son today reminds me of my own wedding, where I knelt down on one knee in front of the bride and made vows to everyone. But who can guarantee that the oath will not be broken?

Lao Ma said that after his son got married, he and his wife wanted to move back to their hometown to live, and they did not want to burden their son and daughter-in-law in the city, especially to prevent the inevitable conflict between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law since ancient times.

So he asked me if I would be interested in taking over his façade and selling it to me at a price below the market, which was a friendship price.

I think it's not bad, anyway, the money in the card is also saved, it's better to use it for investment, I think this street will be demolished sooner or later, maybe you can make a small profit..]

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Diary 103:

[Recently, I've been busy going through the transfer procedures with the intermediary..]

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Diary 107:

[Does a person really have a life of his own?] Anyway, I feel like life has suddenly become better since I moved back to Lao Cai.

I bought Lao Zhang's façade at a low price, and as soon as I transferred the account today, I met a little girl who wanted to rent a façade to open a restaurant, named Su Rui, who was very beautiful, and the whole person was full of indomitable energy.

I agreed without even thinking about it, and gave her three hundred dollars a month, and I don't know why I did it, maybe I saw in her eyes the hope for the future that I had long gone.

However, from now on, I am also a legitimate landlord. ]

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Diary 110:

[Today, I had nothing to do to go crazy in Huatian District, and I said that it was a coincidence that I met Xu Yang, it turned out that this cousin's decoration company was next to the station in Huatian District, and the so-called day was better than hitting the day, and we drank hard, and as a result, he wanted to introduce me to work again..]

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Diary 113:

[Xiao Su's restaurant has been open for several days, but unfortunately business is bleak.] I saw her sad face, so I quietly reminded him to change the chef, the chef she hired was really not good, and he couldn't be a good person, and if it went on like this, the restaurant would be dragged down by him sooner or later.

Alas, I hope Xiao Su can find his own elite soldiers..]

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Diary 115:

[Yesterday I went to interview for a job, it went well, it is a private school, it is a special class for children, fortunately, I was from a liberal arts background, and I am qualified enough.

But that school is really good, the treatment offered to me is 12,000 a month, two days off, five insurances, and a year-end bonus at the end of the year, which is better than the treatment of ordinary white-collar workers, I am really a lucky person..]

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Diary 116:

[Something is wrong, something is so wrong!] On the first day of class today, I noticed that the children in the class looked at me with indifference, which is a feeling.

And in order to shorten the distance between teachers and students, I specially designed everyone to play the game, but no one participated.

I reported this problem to the principal, and the principal even criticized me, saying that I was a culture teacher, not a physical education teacher.

Later, when the principal saw that I was holding my breath, he relieved his breath and said that the children in the school had a special identity, so I should not take it to heart.

If you have a special identity, you also need to know how to respect others? Besides, I'm still their teacher..]

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Diary 134:

[Today, when I was picking up textbooks on the first floor of the school, I heard the sound of someone calling for help, very similar to the cleaning aunt, but when I followed the sound to find it, I only saw a little boy running out of the corner of the stairs on the first floor, touching and jumping, and smiling vividly.

I followed curiously, but another adult I had never seen before came out and asked me what I wanted to do.

The man was fierce-looking, and his voice was as ugly as a broken bellows.

I didn't say why, I turned around and left.

But I can feel that the person has been watching me from behind, all the time, and I feel furious in my heart..]

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Diary 135:

[It's past one o'clock in the morning and I feel outside the door..]

"What's going on outside the door?"

Li Can frowned, and when he turned to the next page, there was nothing to do, and it seemed that the diary had been interrupted at the time of 135 chapters.

And judging from the date, the interval between 135 and 134 is only three hours!

Click..

At this moment, there was a crisp cracking sound from the bedroom, followed by a 'pop' sound, and something fell to the ground.

(To be continued.) ）