Chapter 363: My Former Self

"I don't think I need to be glamorous, just by dressing up, you can already charm everyone." Mo Yu'er said happily, deliberately pretending to be jealous, "I think it's more appropriate for me to dress plainly." ”

When Zhang Xin heard this, she was really serious, and took Mo Yu'er's hand and said nervously: "What, I don't mean to steal your limelight, otherwise I wouldn't wear this." ”

Saying that she was going to take off her clothes, Mo Yu'er stopped her movements when she saw this, and explained: "I was joking just now, why do you have to take it off when you look so good, since you are both sisters, if you stand out from the crowd at the banquet, it will be the most important thing for me." ”

Zhang Xin smirked a few times, pouted and said, "But I also want you to be beautiful, so that our two sisters can shine and let those vulgar fans see what capital is." ”

As she spoke, she raised her head proudly.

Seeing that she finally showed her innocent and cute side, Mo Yu'er was extremely happy about this.

"Okay, this important task is up to you."

Mo Yu'er had love hidden in her eyes, and helped her put the changed clothes into a bag with a smile.

Zhang Xin has been humming a little song in front of the mirror and fiddling with his pose, admiring his beauty.

However, it didn't take long for her to sit down a little deflated, and Mo Yu'er sat down beside her and asked, "What's the matter?" ”

"Do you think I'm really better looking than those ladies in their early twenties? I just saw wrinkles in the corners of my eyes in the mirror. ”

Mo Yu'er took a closer look at her face and found that there were no wrinkles at all.

"It's good, such a smooth face looks like a teenage girl, where is it not as good as those people." Mo Yu'er praised and touched her face by the way.

Don't tell lies, Mo Yuer really thinks that Zhang Xin's skin is very good, although she is twenty-six or seventeen, her skin is as smooth as a freshly peeled egg, even if she uses skin care products, she may not be able to achieve this level.

"You don't make me happy, since I gave birth, I feel like I'm twenty years older, the collagen on my face is gone, and my skin is sagging to death."

These deflated words made Mo Yu'er a little confused, and she didn't even know what to say.

Speaking of which, she should be the most discouraged.

Now she is not only a little out of shape, but also has a much rounder face, because she often can't sleep at night due to backache, and she didn't have time to repair it the next day, her skin is a little rough and she has dark circles.

"Look, you think I'm in a bad state right now." Zhang Xin saw that Mo Yu'er was stunned, and her heart was even more bottomless.

Mo Yu'er sighed and encouraged: "To be honest, I can touch my conscience and tell you sincerely, even if you tell others that you have given birth to a child, others may not believe it, so you have to give yourself a little self-confidence, and a confident woman will be the most beautiful." ”

"Well, self-confidence sometimes doesn't necessarily make a difference, after all, age is evidence of a woman's youth."

Seeing Zhang Xin's appearance of not being able to raise her confidence, Mo Yuer felt very strange, Zhang Xin had never cared so much about these things now.

"Xiao Xin, what's wrong with you?" Mo Yu'er wrung her eyebrows and looked at Zhang Xin in front of her, who was both Zhang Xin and felt that she was not Zhang Xin.

Zhang Xin held her breath and didn't speak.

"Xiao Xin, didn't we talk about it before, you can tell me what you have in your heart, I can help you solve problems, you don't say anything, how do I know what you're thinking."

Mo Yu'er held Zhang Xin's hand tightly, she hoped that the other party could feel her sincerity.

"I just feel like I've changed now." Zhang Xin said lightly, with a look of loss and confusion, "I just want to stand next to Lin Mu, everyone will think that we are a match made in heaven, but now I feel that I am less and less worthy of him." ”

It turned out that it was because of Lin Mu.

"You ...... with him" Mo Yu'er cautiously tested, since the last time she knew that there was a gap between Lin Mu and Zhang Xin, she was particularly worried about Zhang Xin's state.

"Nothing." Zhang Xin smiled, smiling very reluctantly.

"It's weird." Mo Yu'er immediately answered, distressed and pitiful: "Look at you, you look at you, you look like you have something on your mind, if you really have nothing, why did you come to me early in the morning, could it be that it was really just to dress me up?" ”

"Of course, you're my good sister, so you'll have to take time and effort." Zhang Xin still looked smiling, but the more she was like this, the more Mo Yu'er would feel that she was holding on, and what she was hiding under her cheerful shell was a fragile heart.

"Do you have to hide even if you tell me the truth? Or do you want me to worry about you? ”

"It's not!" Zhang Xin immediately vetoed, and his tone weakened, "It's not like this." ”

"So how?"

Zhang Xin slowly lowered his head, and only said in a half-loud voice: "During this time, he has been going home less and less, and he is not as topical as before when he is with me, and he is ......."

"And what?"

After a pause, Zhang Xin said: "And I heard that there is a new director of the company, and they often go out in public. "Home

"Female?"

"Hmm."

"What's this, since she is the director, she will definitely have a lot of work to hand over with Lin Mu, and it is normal for her to go in and out at the same time."

Mo Yu'er was relieved, hoping that she would not be too sensitive.

But Zhang Xin just can't look at these things very openly, "That's why I'm more worried, the other party is so good, it's hard not to make Lin Mu excited, or the other party will ......"

Zhang Xin didn't finish speaking, just mentioning these moods would be inexplicably irritable.

Since she chose to marry Lin Mu, she has lost her career and devoted herself to this family, although this life makes her very satisfied, but sometimes, she still feels a little lonely.

It's like being detached from this world, and she has nothing but this home.

It is precisely because she only has this home that she is panicked and cranky.

"Xiao Xin, you must believe Lin Mu, he is definitely not a half-hearted person." The only thing Mo Yu'er could give was to calm Zhang Xin's irritable heart.

Zhang Xin looked at Mo Yu'er with a sad face, "Yu'er, I'm very bad, right?" ”

"What nonsense are you talking about, aside from the fact that you are my good sister, even if you are just a stranger I don't know, I will think you are great, and Lin Mu is the most suitable pair."

Mo Yu'er said sincerely, hoping to untie the knot in Zhang Xin's heart.

"Yu'er, I'm just you're comforting me, thank you." Zhang Xin smiled lightly, but his eyes made people feel particularly distressed.

"Please, what are you doing, are you still the Zhang Xin I know who comes and goes in the wind and rain?" Mo Yu'er said excitedly: "Think about it carefully, if you are not worthy of Lin Mu, then how could you capture his heart and let everyone in the Lin family accept you?" Even if he's just hot-headed, from a bystander's point of view, you really love each other. ”

"yes, like you said, he might just be hot-headed to marry me."

“......”

In the face of Zhang Xin's frustration, Mo Yuer was a little confused, what she originally wanted to express was not what she meant.

Looking at Zhang Xin, Mo Yuer knew that in love, one of them would always have inexplicable inferiority, and the person who was most prone to inferiority complex was the one who loved the most in this relationship.

"Xiaoxin, listen to me carefully, I don't know what you're struggling with in your heart, but the most important thing for you now is to find yourself back then, the happy and carefree you."

Love is a kind of magic, which will make people unconsciously lose their former selves, if they have no way to get rid of it, it will only get farther and farther away from their original selves.

Mo Yuer didn't want to see Zhang Xin confused and helpless for love, so she thought about encouraging her to find her former self, once she found herself, she would not drill into these unnecessary things.

"How can I find it, I'm a yellow-faced woman now, and I can't get back my youth."

Zhang Xin is not interested in finding herself at all, because she feels that she has no capital to find herself again.

"Who said they couldn't find it." Mo Yu'er said firmly: "From now on, you imagine that you are just Zhang Xin, not Lin Mu's wife, nor the child's mother, just yourself." ”

"What, that sounds silly." Zhang Xin was skeptical and unwilling to try.

"Oh, you can try." Mo Yu'er urged.

"I don't want to try, I feel stupid." Zhang Xin shook her head and looked at Mo Yu'er, as if the second half of the words were talking about her.

"If you don't try, how do you know you can't!" Mo Yu'er hates that iron is not steel, and she can't beat or scold Zhang Xin, so she can only persuade her with good words, "No matter what, you have to try it, otherwise in your state, what should you do when you go to the venue, stand in the corner with your head and tail shrunk and watch other women compete for beauty, don't forget that you used to be a dazzling star, take out your professional qualities, okay?" ”

Hearing this, Zhang Xin thought for a few seconds, and finally responded: "Okay, I'll try." ”

As night falls, the city's different scene gradually unfolds, and the seemingly quiet and peaceful downtown buildings have a different liveliness inside.

Lin Mu and Gu Wenxiu went to the venue in advance because of Li Chaozong, and Mo Yuer and Zhang Xin were brought over by their assistants.

The door opened, and the brilliant lights inside seemed to shine on Mo Yu'er and Zhang Xin, and at the same moment, the people inside all raised their eyes......

"So late?" Gu Wenxiu strode towards Mo Yu'er, took her hand and asked gently.

Mo Yu'er smiled knowingly and said softly, "It's you who came early." ”

The two looked at each other and smiled, their eyes full of sweetness.

And Zhang Xin, who was walking with Mo Yu'er, had been looking for Lin Mu in the crowd while Gu Wenxiu was approaching, but she didn't find it.