13 Zhang Yueyue
Nan Huan sat in the room, she had a table facing the balcony. With a little bit of translucency, the lights in the room are still relatively dim. Nan Huan's posture is extraordinarily elegant, anyway, she has practiced dancing before, and the light penetrates into her body through the window. It seems that her already beautiful face is even more tranquil, and there is a shallow smile on the corner of her mouth. Keep your eyes on a bear toy on the table. The hand was still gently touching, and finally there was a little loneliness in her eyes. The light in his eyes slowly dimmed. It was then that she heard a very calm girl's voice.
"Mom, Dad. I am back. The girl's voice was very calm, and she went to the door to change her shoes. I saw that the two people who were in the kitchen came out.
"Yueyue, I'm back. It was almost time for lunch, and today at noon I made your favorite pork rib soup. Chen Hui seemed to be a detection radar, and she heard Zhang Yueyue's voice in the kitchen. Then he hurriedly flushed his hand and wiped it with a cloth. went out with Zhang Dayong, and the smile on his face cracked to his ears.
"Yueyue, why did you come back today?" Zhang Dayong saw Yueyue, and his heart was also happy. Then took her bag, and Chen Hui took Zhang Yueyue's hand to the living room.
Zhang Yueyue looked at her father and mother like this, and felt the warmth that she had not seen for a long time. Her own biological mother is not a good mother. If it weren't for the divorce of my mother and father, I wouldn't have met such a good mother. But when I think of my mother, I suddenly think of someone. That's a girl my mother brought in. Nan Huan.
"Isn't it the weekend today? I haven't been back for days, and I miss you. Zhang Yueyue saw the expectation in the eyes of the two people, and she spoke very awkwardly. Just twisted his head, and after saying that, he walked to the kitchen very disguisedly, and went to the refrigerator to get a bottle of milk. She then went to the kitchen, but when she passed by the study, she seemed to see Nan Huan in her room. Because the study has become Nan Huan's room, I think of this. The corners of Zhang Yueyue's raised mouth no longer rose, and finally the smile was completely gone.
"Okay, come back more later." Zhang Dayong heard Zhang Yueyue's words, and he was stunned for a moment. In fact, he didn't expect Yueyue to speak like this, but he didn't say this anymore when Yueyue was a child, and Zhang Dayong's hand was on Chen Hui's hand. There was a flattered look on his face, and then he sat on the sofa like this, and said to Chen Hui in a voice.
"Yueyue has grown up and is sensible." Although Chen Hui did not grow up from Zhang Yueyue, she may have liked Zhang Dayong very much, so Aiwu and Wu felt that Zhang Yueyue was also very good. In fact, Zhang Yueyue is also really good, with good grades. looks smart, and when she sees Zhang Yueyue's appearance, she looks like a girl from a good family. Then I thought of Nan Huan, Nan Huan didn't look like a girl from a good family.
Chen Hui thought so in her heart, but she didn't show it. Then I saw Zhang Yueyue walking out with a bottle of milk, and said very enthusiastically: "Yueyue, don't drink milk." I'll give you a taste of my craft later. The living room was very lively, and there was a lot of laughter. Mom's laughter, Uncle Zhang's laughter. And the laughter of my nominal sister.
Nan Huan listened to the sound outside, the sound insulation effect of this house was really not good, otherwise how could he hear this sound so clearly. Even if I closed the door myself, I still heard a very loud noise. As if those people were in front of her, her eyes slowly drifted away, as if her mother had never smiled so much in front of her. The voice was so full of joy.
I still remember when I was a child, my mother always had a cold face. Even in front of her father, she is like this, she always thinks that she is not good enough. So she tried her best to do her best, and she always did her best in piano classes and dance classes. But whenever the teachers at the institution complimented themselves, those people always had smiles on their faces. But my mother has never laughed, and the best time my mother laughs is just a shallow raising of the corners of her mouth, but there is indifference in her eyes. She always didn't know what she had to do to make her mother smile and talk to her.
As soon as the thought was pulled, my mother's laughter was extraordinarily distant. But today I heard it, she has always felt that she is not her mother's child, otherwise why would her mother treat her like this. But when I saw my eyebrows and eyes that looked similar to my mother, I knew that I was my mother's child. It's just that mom doesn't love dad, so it's not good for herself. Mom looked at Uncle Zhang's eyes with a light in her eyes. This is different from looking at Dad, when looking at Dad. Mom always looks elegant, and now mom is hard. But he was full of happy smiles.
"It's time to eat." Just when Nan Huan was still thinking about it, his hand unconsciously touched the bear's head. The white hand then opened the drawer and took out one of the photographs inside. Lian Lian's smile was extraordinarily bright, and a handsome man was holding a little girl. The man's movements were extremely cautious, and the girl's delicate and lovely face was grinning. Nan Huan's eyes kept staring at the man in the photo, Dad, are you okay in the sky? There is not busy, you are always busy. This photo was taken when I was still very young.
Since she was a child, Nan Huan felt that her father was very busy, but she also knew that her father was working hard to make money for the family. That day, Dad took him to play outside, and at that time Dad said that he hadn't gone to play with his little baby for a long time, and he deliberately took a long vacation. came to play with me, but there was a car accident on the way there.
"Okay." Nan Huan looked at the photo blankly, but at this time. She heard the door knock twice, and then a very crisp girl's voice came. She knew that person was Zhang Yueyue.
When Nan Huan finished speaking, the footsteps at the door gradually faded away. There was only Nan Huan in the whole room, but she carefully put the photo in the drawer. It's just that in the end, I couldn't help but look at it carefully, and finally stopped talking. He put the bear in its place, then stood up and walked out.
The light outside the window shines through. Shining on the bear's body, it looks particularly delicate. At that moment, the bear's dark eyes seemed to be alive.
"Yueyue, you try this Coke chicken wings, but my specialty is unique." At the dinner table, Chen Hui put a chicken wing in Zhang Yueyue's bowl with chopsticks, but Zhang Yueyue was still a little helpless. Maybe it's been a long time since I've only come back, so Mom and Dad are always very welcoming. I'm afraid that I won't eat well at school and dress badly. If Zhang Yueyue in the past would have been very disgusted with someone holding something in her bowl, but because this is at home, it is not so unbearable. Then she looked up and saw her father, and she was in a better mood.
I haven't seen my dad for many days, and I see some gray hair on his head. I felt a sigh of emotion in my heart, and finally lowered my head and tasted the Coke chicken wings made by my mother, and I felt that it was particularly delicious when I looked at the color.
"Dayong, you can taste it too." After Chen Hui clipped a chicken wing to Zhang Yueyue, she clipped one to Zhang Dayong next to her. The two of them glanced at each other, and the atmosphere was exceptionally harmonious and sweet.
The three people who sat on the side silently looked at the three people here, and did not speak. He just lowered his head and ate the dish in front of him, as well as the rice in the bowl. That scene was deeply reflected in my mind, and I felt a wave of envy in my heart. It wasn't like this before, my own never looked like this, there used to be a nanny who cooked all the dishes, just wait for myself to eat. Mom doesn't eat at home.
At this time, the three people who ate seemed to have forgotten Nan Huan, and just took care of themselves to eat. There is also a vigorous sandwich of the dish into Zhang Yueyue's bowl.
The people at the table ate quite slowly, and in the end, they didn't even know when Nan Huan finished eating. Nan Huan took the bowl and put it in the kitchen. When I came out, I heard Uncle Zhang ask Zhang Yueyue about her situation at school, and whether she was bullied at school or anything. It's just that when he returned to his room, the sound of the living room seemed to be isolated, and Nan Huan brought up the headphones. Listening to the light music in the headphones, I felt infinite emotion in my heart. If Dad was also there, would he be like Uncle Zhang, asking himself about his situation at school, but these are impossible.
Nan Huan's movements were still the same as usual, so natural. But where no one sees it, in her bright peach blossom eyes, there is just a sense of loneliness. They are really like a family, and their father used to give him a lot of pocket money, and there was also his own scholarship. It's all on her own, and she already has a lot of money. It can be said that she is a little rich woman.
She hasn't taken any money from her mother these days, and if she saves some money, she can still use it until her sophomore year. My meals are eaten in the school, and my accommodation is also in the school. There was no place to spend money, she was silent, just looking at her hands. There was still a slight wound on his hand, but it was very shallow. If you don't look closely, you won't be able to see it
Nan Huan listened to the sound in the headphones, and then directly took the pen and began to write homework. There is still a lot of homework in school. Although the self-study on Friday night has been much better, there are still some general homework that has not been completed. Nan Huan's eyes had more tears, but she still deceived herself and said, "This sun is too big, it's dazzling." ”
Then he took the tissue on the table and began to wipe his tears, and his voice was exceptionally quiet. If it weren't for the fact that she couldn't seem to hear her next to her, her eyes were lonely. The temperament of the whole person is very gloomy, even in the sun, she still feels a little cold. There was still a pain in my heart.
Zhang Yueyue's laughter was exceptionally crisp and beautiful, but at this time, it was not so beautiful in Nan Huan's ears. As if it was a devil, he walked towards Nanhuan step by step.
Nan Huan couldn't help but stop, and she didn't start her homework, she was too uncomfortable. caused his heart to be too sour, and then he could only cover his heart with his hands. At this time, I am not alone, and I have my father by my side. Dad said that he would never leave him in the future, and Dad has always been there.
When Nan Huan didn't realize it, a tear in his eyes slowly flowed down, in the dark. When no one is around, a tear blooms quietly and slowly withers when no one is around.
Only Nan Huan alone knew what the tears represented, and there was no light in Nan Huan's eyes. I don't look forward to the night scene anymore, so I won't have so many emotions, Nan Huan told herself in her heart. Her light was on for a long time this night, as if it was the middle of the night, and the light was still on when no one was around.
The shadows were much longer, and I knew that the sky was white. The lights in Nan Huan's room were turned off, and this night was another sleepless night. I also had a sleepless night.
Zhang Yueyue got up relatively early because she agreed with her classmates to go out to watch a movie together on the weekend. She got up at nine o'clock, with a somewhat yellow face, not very energetic. It's really that I chased the drama for a long time last night. It's really that Korean drama, it's so good-looking. Even if she mentions it now, Zhang Yueyue's eyes flashed with a trace of light.
"The moon is up." Nan Huan's mother was originally wiping in the kitchen. The woman was a little tired. But when her eyes were on Zhang Yueyue's body, she didn't feel so tired. Finally, I heard the sound of the door opening. thought that Zhang Dayong was back, but her face was full of anticipation. When he saw that it was Nan Huan, the loss in his eyes was particularly obvious.
"Mom, I don't eat at home at noon. I'm going out to the movies with my classmates. Zhang Yueyue didn't seem to see Nan Huan, and then her voice was full of vitality. The whole person seemed to be shining, and Nan Huan couldn't help but feel sour when she looked at Zhang Yueyue. She used to be such a confident person. But I can't go back. It's not that I can't go back, it's that I can't do that.
Zhang Yueyue looked very excited yesterday for the premiere of the idol. Of course I'm going to see it. And I went to see it with my best friend, and I was very happy when I thought about it. Then the smile on the corner of his mouth still had a hint of softness, and there was excitement that couldn't be hidden. In the end, Zhang Yueyue's movements were extremely light, and then she took the sliced bread on the table.
I put it in my mouth in one bite, but after taking a bite, I reacted violently. It's good that I didn't wear lipstick, otherwise. Lipstick again. Really. Zhang Yueyue's eyes were full of joy. Then Zhang Yueyue subconsciously ignored Nan Huan's, in fact, she knew that she was not good. But she rarely got this touch of warmth.
And she has had her mother's warmth for so many years, and she is just a little favored by her mother. In fact, Zhang Yueyue's heart is clear, because she is her father's daughter, so her mother is so good to her. But even if it's like this, I'm looking forward to this warmth very much.
Nan Huan's eyes seemed to be without them, but he was just looking at what he wanted to get. Fortunately, there was still a little bread on the table, otherwise I would have starved to death. I didn't eat well last night. Because many things at home are what Zhang Yueyue likes to eat, not what she likes to eat. Or even something you don't like.
Dad once said that if the little princess doesn't like it, don't eat it. Just eat what you like, Nan Huan's heart suddenly popped up with these words. My heart became even more uncomfortable. My eyes are also a little red. But no one saw her, and no one cared about her. She seemed to be a ball of air, very nonexistent.