"Say no more!"

Ming Shen interrupted her words in a cold voice, turned his back to her, closed his teary eyes and said: "Knowing that mistakes can be changed, good is great, you have been with me for ten years, and you have been angry with sin, even if you want to choose a good tree to live on, it is understandable, I am tired, you, retreat." ”

Lingxi is not stupid, she naturally heard Ming Shen's words, although she didn't hear the meaning of blame, but such a cold back was actually more embarrassing and uncomfortable than beating her and scolding her.

In fact, she didn't want to betray Miss, but Jin Yanjiao was such a powerful master, if she didn't do what she was told at that time, her flower-like face would be scratched by a wild cat.

If a woman loses her appearance, there is no hope in this life. So she was not wrong, if she could choose again, she would still rebel against the Lord to protect herself.

———

Since the golden hairpin incident, Ming Shen has treated Lingxi with obvious disappointment, and Jing's mother has demoted her from a close maid to an ordinary maid, and she is not allowed to serve in the dormitory.

Caifeng Su Japan looked down on Lingxi's pretentious appearance of pretending to be pitiful, and even more importantly, this time she hurt the young lady in her heart who was more important than her own life, so she didn't leave the slightest affection for Lingxi at all, and she would throw her face at every turn.

After a long time, Lingxi was coldly looked at, and the grievances in his heart piled up, and he was sad all day long, falling into a depressed mood of guilt and uneasiness, unable to extricate himself.

———

On this day and night, Ming Shen and Jing Ma, as well as Caifeng, were sitting on the big kang near the window of the warm pavilion gossiping and laughing, I don't know what joke she said, only to hear Caifeng's strings of silver bell-like giggling laughter outside the window.

The hearty and crisp laughter reached Lingxi's ears, as if a whip was whipping her trembling heart.

Today, she is wearing a thin and old light green floral shirt, holding a bowl of half-cool lily and lotus seed porridge, standing alone outside the window.

The old place was revisited, and the once joyful scene slowly emerged in front of her eyes, and a few months ago, this house also had a place for her, but now, she could no longer enter.

This realization made her like five thunders thundering to the top, the slave who lost the favor of the master, like a weed that no one cared about, lonely, helpless, and she was in the prime of her youth, how could she spend it in obscurity and live up to this precious good time?

No, she must not be so depressed, what she wants, she must rely on herself to fight for it slowly.

Lingxi twisted the heart-like pain under her feet, took a deep breath, and was about to walk into the house, but who knows, it just so happened that Caifeng walked out with a smile and walked out with a curtain, blocking her.

Caifeng glanced coldly at the lotus seed porridge she was holding, knowing which moth she was going to make, and snorted disdainfully: "What do you want to do?" This is the master's bedroom, is this a place where you can come as a third-class girl? ”

Lingxi was embarrassed by her question, knowing that her current identity was not comparable to her, so she had to bear her anger in a low voice: "Sister Caifeng, I made Miss her favorite lily and lotus seed porridge on weekdays, can you help me send it in?" ”

Caifeng glanced at her coldly, and said angrily: "You have your own hands and feet, why do you call me?" ”

"Sister knows, Miss doesn't want to see me now, and Mother Jing won't allow me to get close to Miss anymore......" Lingxi said with a shameful face, and then, tears flowed down.

Caifeng pursed her lips disapprenously, not only was she unmoved, but she sarcastically said: "You deserve it, how much Miss loved you before, I was red when I looked at it, but you did that kind of ungrateful thing, eating inside and out, now you know that you are wrong, why did you go earlier!" ”

"Sister Caifeng's lesson is that everything is wrong, please ask my sister to help me intercede in front of Miss, sister is gracious, sister will definitely repay her as a slave in the future......"

The more Lingxi spoke, the more excited he became, and finally he knelt down with a "plop", hugged Caifeng's legs and begged hard, and his beautiful face cried like a pear blossom falling from the cold rain, extremely pitiful!

Caifeng never thought that she would come to such a show, and she was really startled, seeing her like this, her heart felt as if she had overturned the five-flavor bottle, and she said in a frustrated manner: "What does your own mistake have to do with me?" In the past, I didn't bother to bother with you about how you stumbled me openly and secretly, but now you are guilty of your own crimes and have fallen out of favor, why do you want to help you! ”

Lingxi cried and cried: "It was all Lingxi before, no, I shouldn't calculate my sister, I shouldn't play with my sister, Lingxi really changed her sincerity, please sister for the sake of us getting along for ten years, help me go to Miss and say good things!" ”

"If you yourself think you still have the face to go in, I won't stop you, as for whether the young lady is willing to forgive you, that's her affair with you, and it has nothing to do with me!" Caifeng said angrily, hateful and helplessly, put aside her entanglement, turned around and ran away!

Along the way, Caifeng's careful liver was also very worried, looking at Lingxi's appearance just now, she was a little unbearable, but Lingxi has always had the heart to compete with her for favor, and this time she also helped outsiders frame her own miss, she didn't prevent her from entering the house to ask for guilt, she was already thinking about her face, why should she help her intercede?

Thinking about it like this, Caifeng felt a lot of relief in her heart, shook off the guilt in her head, went back to her room, and went to sleep with her head covered.

———

In the thick dark night, Lingxi knelt on the cold bluestone slab, her shoulders trembled and sobbed, and the bowl of cold lily and lotus seed porridge was also knocked to the ground, splashing her sleeves.

After a long time, she stood up in the violent cold wind, and walked towards the direction of Fuhui Pond with a numb and blank expression.

———

The night is deep.

At this time, in the west room, Ming Shen only wore a moon-white gauze dress that was close to her skin, lying quietly in the silver-red smoke tent, she opened a pair of round and bleak eyes, staring at the tassel smoke ball on the top of the tent without sleep, and the restless candle shadow jumped on her calm and watery face, light and dark.

Since Caifeng has a high voice, even if she doesn't want to hear the movement outside, she can't.

After being distracted for a long time, she supported the bed with her arms, half-sat up, and her long hair hung down on the side of her face like flowing water, which further accentuated her anxiety: "Nurse, is that girl crying outside?" ”

"Well, she came, but she left again, I looked outside on the ground, knocked over a bowl of lily and lotus seed porridge, that girl, also a heart, alas, it's a pity that it's too self-righteous, and it's a disaster to keep it sooner or later." Jing's mother sighed and said, holding a square goose feather soft pillow and flashing in, putting the pillow on Ming Shen's back, making her sit comfortably.

Ming Shen half lay down, looking out the window, his eyes were as sad as the cold stars in the autumn night, and even the voice was full of endless sadness.

When she accompanied me to study, I treated her as my sister, and for her, she was no worse than Caifeng, but now there is a gap between each other, and I can't go back to the original heart, why is the human heart so fickle? She is like that, and so am I. ”

Jing's mother half lay on her side, lovingly hugged her into her arms, and persuaded kindly: "It seems that Lingxi, this girl, really hurt your heart this time, but my good young lady, you can't be confused in this matter anymore, if you want to settle down in the Houmen Palace, you must be ruthless, once disloyal, a hundred times will not be allowed." ”

Ming Shen is like a well-behaved cat, bound in the warm embrace of the nurse full of maternal love, and a line of tears silently flowed from the corners of her eyes: "I have been with her for ten years, eating and sleeping together every day, chanting poems against each other, how can I give up this love?" What's more, that Jin Yanjiao is already very arrogant, and Lingxi is timid, so it is inevitable that she will be afraid of her......"

"Don't make excuses for her, you know, flies don't bite seamless eggs, if the spirit rhino girl is firm and loyal, then the Kim family may not find her."

"Does the master think that if she forgives her this time, she will be grateful?"

"No, it will only fuel her luck and make her do more unforgivable things."

Jing Ma is also a person who has lived in the intriguing Nalan General's Mansion for half her life, and she has almost seen any kind of person, and it is even more common for this kind of emotional entanglement between master and servant.

Therefore, even if she knew that Ming Shen was reluctant to be reluctant for a while, she had to seriously analyze the powerful relationship for her, and she couldn't let her raise a tiger and hurt herself.

Ming Shen didn't like to listen to it a little, closed her eyes sleepily, and as her sleepiness grew, she didn't forget to mutter: "Ming'er let her come into the house to serve, I want to drink the lily and lotus seed porridge she made." ”