Chapter 119: The Past Will Never Pass (1st Update)
It's gone......
Yue He just wanted to laugh, how could he forget the damage that had already happened and the established damage?!
When he was adopted by the Yue family, it was a big scam from beginning to end, where did any young son die young, Yue's mother was heartbroken and adopted him to replace the unblessed son!
From beginning to end, it was just this loveless couple who wanted to find a scapegoat for their son.
If he hadn't been involved in that big riot and escaped in a daze, he would have been grateful to the couple for their kindness and intoxicated by the hypocritical warmth until he died.
When his hand was let go by Yue's mother without hesitation, he felt that the world had collapsed, and he kept deceiving himself, it was just a nightmare, and it was still beautiful when he woke up.
He lost his parents since he was a child, and he didn't have any expectations for that kind of family affection, but the more his father and mother gave him hope, but they quickly knocked him into the abyss of despair.
Falling into the hands of that group of outlaws, he desperately tried to live, not to live, he just wanted the opportunity to ask why.
Why abandon him? What's wrong with him? He can change, he can become the son they want to be.
He really doesn't want to lose that home!
So, even if he rolled into the mud and traded his soul to the evil spirit, he walked back to the home he thought he was.
There was no imaginary revelry for the rest of his life, nor was there any surprise or disgust at his return.
Some are just calm.
It's as if nothing happened.
Only then did he know that the real Yue He was still dead, and he had no sympathy, no joy, just a numb calm.
So, things seem to be back on track, he replaces Yue He and lives in the favor of his father and mother.
Changing the cautiousness of the past, perhaps losing too much fearlessness and losing more, he is open-minded, indulgent in rebellion, lawlessness, he doesn't care about what tomorrow will be, he just wants how to make today as wonderful as the last day of his life, and has no regrets.
But no matter what, there are regrets.
Gradually, he grew tired of his ridiculous life, and tired of the ridiculous life itself.
Therefore, in the face of Old Man Ji's invitation, he chose to accept it without saying a word.
He always longed for a new life, or rather, for a life that could redeem him.
But he didn't expect that it was not life that saved him, it was a person.
A rebellious person who is the same as himself and is unwilling to accept the status quo is Ji Ming.
Although many times he secretly despises Ji Ming's incompetence in some aspects in his heart.
But more often, he is used to playing a second cargo in front of him, and that kind of life makes him almost think that he is the second goods, who has never been dark, and has always been smooth sailing, positive and optimistic.
But when he went to Anthony Island, he found that he had completely adapted to the life there, and even enjoyed it.
For the first time, he clearly realized that he did not belong to this simple world at all, and that he would eventually be unable to breathe, and he would slip back to the gray earth that belonged to him.
He logged in to his account again, originally to reminisce about that time in the mud, but he couldn't get out again.
As the doctor said, up to now, one day, all his life, he can't wash it for a long time.
But these days when the army stayed, those simple blood inexplicably infected him, made him irritable, and made him hesitate.
He completely lost his goal of living, and he doubted whether his decision to follow Ye Qing into the army was correct or not.
At first, he just wanted to take a look and see what the environment that Ye Qing loved was like.
But I lost myself in it, and I almost melted into that blood.
It was a terrible thing for him.
Lowering his eyes, he said in a dumb voice, "Dad, the past will never pass." ”
Yue's father sighed deeply, took out a longevity lock from his pocket and handed it to Yue He, "This is the old thing you didn't want to let go when I took you home, and now, it's back to its original owner!" ”
Yue He took it in his hand and laughed lowly, with bleakness and brokenness, "This is the only thing my biological parents left me, thank you Dad, you have always kept it for me." ”
Yue's father shook his head, his expression was very discouraged, "There was a girl who came to the house to ask about you before, I picked what I could say and told her, this time I found you or the girl called me, saying that you said that I was sick and hospitalized to see me, and I didn't come back, I was very worried about you, so I asked me about the situation, I didn't pierce you, but after thinking about it, I was afraid that you would be in trouble, so I pushed the meeting and flew over to find you, just got off the plane and someone sent you where you are, son, in the past, Dad was wrong, but Dad doesn't regret it, everyone has selfishness, Dad also has it, cherish the people around you, don't miss it and regret it for a lifetime. ”
After speaking, Yue's father put a navigator and a bank card on the table, got up and left.
Yue He's mouth opened, but he still didn't stop him, and looked towards the navigator, a red dot flashed, which was where he was now.
Pursed his mouth, reached out and rubbed his clothes for a while, and sure enough, he felt a tiny bulge.
Smiled bitterly, no wonder Qin Ran or Ye Qing didn't come to trouble him until now, it turned out that he had already prepared.
When did the girl put it on him, he didn't notice it at all, he really didn't have the face to see Jiangdong's father.
As a top-notch killer with special training......
When did perception degrade to this point?
Forcefully broke the miniature locator and navigator, and threw it into the trash can.
Then he looked at the bank card deeply for a while, sneered, put it in his jacket pocket at random, got up and called the waiter to settle the bill.
There are some things that really can't be judged right or wrong, but he really can't do it if he easily forgives things that didn't happen.
In this life, the best thing is that the old and the dead do not get along, at most they miss one or two during the holiday reunion, feel one or two, and then toast the moon Yao, which is enough.
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"Brother Mu." An Jue stood behind Mu Sheng, his tone was mixed with emotions, and he couldn't tell which one was more.
Mu Sheng stood on the windowsill and looked at the city, the pale sky, the pale high-rise buildings, the pale roads criss-crossed, everything was so depressing.
How didn't I notice it before.
"Brother Mu." Seeing that Mu Sheng didn't respond, An Jue shouted again.
The corners of Mu Sheng's lips twitched, he slowly turned his head, leaning his back against the windowsill, even if his face was sickly pale, and he was still very handsome with a blue and white striped hospital gown, with a righteous awe.
An Jue was stunned, and always felt that this kind of Mu Sheng was a little different from the one he knew, but he couldn't tell what the difference was.
The eyebrows frowned unconsciously.
Some, it seems, came to mind.
The previous Mu Sheng, although he was also very imposing, but there were streams of black gas wrapped in his momentum, which made him not so comfortable to get along with.
But now that Mu Sheng is seeing it, it seems that the whole person is under the sun, and the ruffian spirit is replaced by righteousness.
"Something? Coincidentally, I also have something I want to talk to you about. ”
Mu Sheng laughed, took out the cigarette case, lit a cigarette close to his mouth, took a big puff, and seemed to say casually.
It was perseverance and perseverance in decadence.
(To be continued)
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