Han Yichen smiled bitterly, why was he so afraid that she would know about her existence? He couldn't tell He Huaide about this, not because the friendship had not arrived, but because it was about Aunt Zhou's innocence, although it had become a fact, but these days from He Huaide's words it can be known that not many people know why Zhou Jingfang chose to end her life.

Since you don't know, let's keep it a secret. And the secret was that he was afraid that she knew the reason for her existence.

Why are you afraid?

When he was a child, he always had his mother and grandfather by his side, and at that time he didn't quite understand what his father meant. Until one day a child pointed to his nose and said, "You wild seed without a father." ”

That was the first time he felt humiliating to not have a father, and he fought for the first time in his life. He remembered that the child was crying like a tearful man on the ground, but his mouth was saying things that made him uncomfortable.

"I'm going to tell my dad to hit you."

Although the other party's father was very angry, after listening to the teacher's explanation, he also looked at Han Yichen considerately and comforted him: "It's not good to fight." ”

At that time, the child's father, Han Yichen could never forget it for the rest of his life, although he knew that there was no malice, he saw the sympathy in the man's eyes. This is also the first time that Han Yichen knows what father's love is.

That day, he cried and asked for his father in front of Han Luomei. And Han Luomei's expression darkened, she also knew that Han Yichen was finally looking for her father, but she couldn't give Han Yichen a father. Han Yichen has been sensible since he was a child and doesn't let Han Luomei worry about it, but since he knew that he needed a father, he began to make noise.

Until she was six years old, one day, Han Luomei answered a phone call, Han Yichen was by her side, and she saw Han Luomei's mobile phone slipping from her hand, lying on the table and crying very sadly, crying heartbreakingly, Han Yichen had never seen Han Luomei cry like this, he was very distressed.

Han Luomei cried for several days in a row, and kept making phone calls, and when she called, she often cried while talking. One day, Han Luomei said to Han Yichen: "I'll take you back to Huaxia, and we'll send you Aunt Zhou." ”

Han Yichen didn't understand what Han Luomei said about sending Aunt Zhou at first, and he didn't understand everything until he returned to Huaxia. When I arrived in Huaxia, it was drizzling in the sky, and Han Luomei stood with Han Yichen in the middle of a group of people dressed in black. Han Yichen felt that Han Luomei's hand was trembling violently, and when he looked up, he saw his mother covering her mouth with her other hand, and tears couldn't stop flowing down. Seeing Han Luomei crying into tears, his emotions were also infected, and he became sad.

This funeral gave him a glimpse of his mother's most vulnerable side.

Back at the hotel, he saw his mother and kept looking at some old photos, he asked Han Luomei who the person in the photo was, and she said that this was her best friend, named Zhou Jingfang.

The aunt in the photo is very beautiful, but his mother told him that the aunt is gone and has gone to heaven.

It turned out that the person who said goodbye at the funeral during the day was the beautiful aunt in the photo, and it was also Aunt Zhou who was often mentioned by her mother.

Han Luomei didn't sleep all the time, she kept flipping through the photos until she opened a chat tool, and the whole person fell into madness.

Han Yichen didn't know why his mother became like this, he picked up the mobile phone that slipped on the ground, and saw that the person's avatar was the person on the photo that his mother had been looking at just now.

He saw the information on it in a few pieces, writing something about despair, pathos, etc., and he saw a name, which he had never heard of, called Qiao Haisheng.

Mom snatched the mobile phone from his hand and dialed a number, and he clearly heard his mother call out the name in the message into the phone, Qiao Haisheng.

The next day, Han Yichen was taken to a villa, and there was a man in the villa, and his eyes flashed with joy and complexity when he looked at his mother. Then his mother pointed at the man and yelled.

Han Yichen was frightened, he had never seen his mother like this. Eventually, his mother told him that he would never be allowed to recognize this man as his father.

It was on this day that he knew that he had a father, and his name was Qiao Haisheng. He remembered the face of the man in front of him, and he remembered his name. It's just that his mother said that he couldn't admit it, and he wanted to refuse, but when he saw his mother's eyes, he nodded reluctantly.

After returning to country Y, Han Luomei became ill, and Han Yichen panicked, he stayed with Han Luomei's bed every day, but Han Luomei did not get better at all.

Han Yichen also seemed to have grown into an adult all of a sudden, and began to take care of Han Luomei, and the people in the hospital praised him for being sensible, but as long as his mother got better, he didn't want to grow up.

Han Luomei was discharged from the hospital, but her health has not been good, and the doctor said that she was depressed and had a heart disease. Han Yichen is also growing up day by day, and whenever he has time, he will sit by Han Luomei's side and listen to her talk about everything in the past.

In the story, Han Yichen learned some fragmentary stories of his father Qiao Haisheng for the first time, but Han Luomei's expression was hateful when she talked about Qiao Haisheng.

As he grew older, Han Yichen also knew that Han Luomei's heart disease was the deceased Zhou Jingfang, and Qiao Haisheng, who was far away in China. Once when he saw that his mother was coughing badly, he proposed to go back to Huaxia to find Qiao Haisheng. Who knew that Han Luomei's whole person became excited, pointing at Han Yichen and saying that if he dared to go, she would die!

Han Yichen was frightened, he never dared to mention Qiao Haisheng again. Just watching Han Luomei's body deteriorate day by day, his resentment towards Qiao Haisheng is also increasing day by day.

In the days that followed, Han Luomei's mouth was most about Zhou Jingfang, and she also mentioned a little girl named Li Simeng. Finally at the end of summer and autumn solstice, Han Luomei exhausted her last strength and told Han Yichen to take good care of Li Simeng, and left this world forever.

"Xiaochen?"

He Huaide saw that Han Yichen was deep in thought, and called him worriedly.

"Grandpa He, do you say that there is an irresistible fate in this world?" Han Yichen, who came back to his senses, looked at He Huaide and asked weakly.

He Huaide smiled, then his eyes fell on the bookshelf group in the Economic Management Zone, and said lightly: "I know a little girl, her fate is arranged by someone all her life, but she has never compromised, and she is working hard for her destiny." ”

Of course, Han Yichen knew what He Huaide meant, when he sighed that fate was indisputable, there was a girl fighting against fate right now, and the suffering in her heart was never lighter than Han Yichen's.

"She's special."

Han Yichen said with a sigh, and his eyes also fell on the bookshelves.

"I know you're very good to her," He Huaide retracted his gaze, thought for a moment and continued, "But why don't you want to go in front of her." ”

Han Yichen faced He Huaide's question and smiled bitterly again: "Some facts cannot be changed, because they cannot be changed, so they can only be accepted." ”

He Huaide didn't answer, just quietly waited for Han Yichen's next words.

"For example, the blood that runs on the body."