Chapter 15: It's Good to Be Alive
"The books in my study are all earned by me writing recommendations for bookstores. Because the books were so expensive, I was embarrassed to ask my grandfather to buy them for me. So at that time, I opened my eyes every day and worked hard to read, whether I liked it or not, I would read every book, pick out what could be sold for money, and then keep my favorite; And making the piano, you think you can learn it just by reading a book? There is also a trace inspection, every tool and medicine has to be made by myself, and it has been tested thousands of times. If you can't use it, replace it and find it again. This work is still going on now! By the way, I was poisoned and almost died. In order not to be poisoned again, I trained myself and Uncle Ann in their sense of smell and also studied medicine. So your uncle and I can smell whether there is poison or not just by smelling. So, before I met your father, I was very busy, so busy that I didn't have time to talk to my grandfather, my grandfather, and I didn't know the neighbors on that street. By the way, I don't like to eat yet, it's not that I don't like to eat, it's more like I don't have time to savor those flavors. I'm just too focused on being myself again! Qingqing thought about everything that happened when she came to this plane, and she found that she was really busy, because she wanted to be herself so much that she almost forgot about herself.
"Concentrate on turning back into yourself, this sentence is very good!" The young emperor smiled and took a sip of soup, "So whether it becomes a waste or a toiling life, it's all yourself, it's all right." ”
"Yes!" Qingqing smiled, "It's not waste, it's just cowardice." Because I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to become that stronger version of myself, I didn't dare to face the outside world, I didn't know how to learn, I just didn't bother to learn. ”
"That's not as good as rubbish, right? That's a coward, because he was afraid that he wouldn't be good enough, so he simply didn't want to. Xiao Wu thought about it and couldn't help but say.
"Sometimes when faced with too good parents, friends, and brothers, many people will be discouraged and have a sense of loss. Actually, this is very normal, really, don't be afraid. Qingqing glared at Xiao Wu, she didn't think about it at all, it was herself who mentioned this, she saw the uneasiness of her youngest son, this is her own son.
"Am I not good enough?" Xiaohui lowered his head.
"Stupid words!" Qingqing smiled and rubbed his youngest son's head, "Your father and I are not stupid, according to the rules, the best of you three is your eldest brother, the firstborn, and all the best are inherited to him." So he's smarter than all of you, and that's as it should be. You see that Jiao'er is not as smart as you, and the child will only get worse and worse, so you are not as smart as your brother, it's not your problem, who made you the second child! In fact, you see, does your father like Jiao'er the most? Because she's the stupidest. Really, you are willing to read books and guard the door at home obediently, you are really a good son. ”
"Sister, it's too sorry to say this, I'm still the fifth!"
"Go, you're my mother's first child." Qingqing gave him a roll of his eyes and held his youngest son's little face, "You look better than your brother, so my father and mother are really not partial, and I gave him my cleverness, but I gave you a good look!" ”
Xiaohui smiled, a little shy.
Xiao Jiao'er waved her hand to the person behind her, and her people immediately picked her up, and she went to the young emperor, puffing out her little face, but it was written on her face that I was unhappy.
The young emperor hugged his granddaughter, a little helpless, thinking about it, "You are the third child, but you are the eldest daughter, you are still the only daughter, you see, your two brothers, no sister?" So you're a treasure to all of us. ”
Jiao'er nodded hurriedly, although she didn't speak, she expressed that she was unique.
Xiao Wu looked at Xiao Jiao'er, thought about it, and smiled at Qingqing, "Now I think my sister is right." ”
"Queen Mother, take care of it." Qingqing especially wanted him to go, but he thought that this would be the emperor in the future, and his sons were under his control.
"Pipe!" Xiao Jiao'er nodded, pulling the young emperor's chest.
The emperor laughed, and the young emperor hugged Jiao'er and kissed her well.
"So Xiaohui can keep his house, and I can also go to learn detectives?" Xiaoguang is a good child, he is the eldest son, Xiaoyue is still a traditional thinking, for him, the status of the eldest son is unshakable, so he is also very strict with the eldest son. So Xiaoguang is the most determined of the three of them.
"I said it, as long as you're happy. In fact, there is no right way, your generation, should not be sad, the affairs of future generations, we can't manage it if we want to, so just live yourself. Qingqing looked at her sons and smiled shallowly?
"So you and Dad still don't agree." Xiaoguang was a little depressed.
"It's really not, I just said, we choose all the majors we like, how can we stop you from doing what you like?" Qingqing still said with a smile, now she feels that after the blow of her youngest son wanting to be a salted fish, and the eldest son wants to inherit her career, what else can she not agree with. Besides, when he and Xiao Yue are alive, the children should be fine, like Xiaohui, who is bent on being a salted fish, but in fact, under this dynasty system, they are more stable.
"Sister, can I learn? You will, I want to learn, of course, I can't learn like you, I just want to learn to play, okay? "Xiao Wu is cunning, he wants to learn everything, and it also represents a kind of his character, I am the lord of the world, I must be talented, well-read.
"As long as my father agrees, I don't think there's anything that can't be done." Qingqing doesn't have any requirements for her own children, let alone other people's children.
"Sister, can I ask, why do you want to learn these things?" Xiao Wu is really a curious baby, and he got the answer, and now he wants to know more.
"Xiao Yue, Xiao Yue, and An An are not the kind of people who have a sense of security. So we are forced to develop the ability to learn from an early age. We are all the kind of people who hold the belief that we must live, even if we are left alone, we will stand there tenaciously and find a way to live. So you don't need it, you can do whatever you want. Qingqing thought about it for a while, even if Xiao Wu wanted to die, it would take decades to make the dynasty disappear, so she really didn't worry about the children. Why it is necessary to live. "It's still Xiao Wu who asks.
"No, there is a writer who said that Chinese civilization is the philosophy of how to live. I want to live, I want to live well, I want to live like myself. Step by step, work hard to make progress, so that our culture can be passed on endlessly. Qingqing let out a long sigh and looked at her sons, "It's good to be alive!" ”
"It seems like the first time I've heard my sister say so much." Xiao Wu thought about it and turned to his mother.
"She didn't mean it to you." The queen smiled and thought about it, "But it's good for you to listen, for parents, the original requirement for their children is to live, even if they raise a big bad guy, their final idea may be, just live, as long as they can live, there is hope." ”
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