Chapter 29, awkward

I don't know what's going on lately, but I just feel that the atmosphere in the bedroom is not right. I don't know exactly what happened, but I found that the fat man, who was usually very active, has become very taciturn lately. And he often eats alone in class, even Ye Yu, who has the best relationship with him, he deliberately avoids it, just like a different person.

At first, I thought something had happened to the fat man, was he out of love? , but since the fat man broke up with the object of his family, he really hasn't said that he has a new girlfriend. If anything happened at school, whether it was good or bad, he would be the first to talk about it in our dorm. As for the things at home, although the fat man also talked about the things at home, he only talked about some good topics that were related to nagging. So I think it's probably really due to family matters.

The fat man belongs to the very cheerful kind of person, and I am really a little worried about what can make him so depressed. So when I chatted with Ye Yu, who played the best with him, I had to deliberately talk about the state of the fat man. However, Ye Yu casually coped with the fact that he didn't know, so he turned to other topics. At first, I thought Ye Yu really didn't know, but when I chatted with the fat man later, I realized that the matter was with the two of them.

How complicated the relationship between the girls in a dormitory can be, seven people form six groups. I believe this rumor, most people should know about it! If this level of complexity is used to describe the relationship between male dormitories, many people will definitely not agree. Many people naively think that the relationship between the boys' dormitories is simple and clear, and even if there is any dissatisfaction, it is all on the surface, and at most it is just a fight. At least that's what I thought before it happened.

One day it was Jinhua's class again, and because of the seating arrangement, it was clear who in the class didn't come. This time, the fat man didn't come to English class again, it had been several times in a row, so Jinhua asked, "What's the matter with Guo Yunting?" I haven't come for several times in a row, do you really want to miss class? Does anyone know what's going on? ”

After a while, seeing that no one in the class answered, Jin Hua continued: "Someone in the same class as him later, inform him, let him stop skipping my class, otherwise I will hang him up this semester!" ”

After saying that, Jinhua started to take class, thinking about the fat man's recent performance, I didn't have the heart to listen to the class at all, no, it seems that I have basically never listened to the English class in college! But that's not the point, now I think I should talk to the fat guy and find out about the situation. So in the next class, I instructed the second baby to answer for me, and I went back to the dormitory to talk to the fat man alone.

I went back to the dormitory, and sure enough, the fat man was in the dormitory, and he didn't go to the next class. The fat man was surprised at first when he saw me coming back alone, and then he took the initiative to say hello: "Big strong brother!" Why didn't you go to class? ”

I asked rhetorically, "I think that's the question I asked you, what's going on with you lately?" If you don't go to class, do you really want to fail? What the hell has happened to you lately! ”

The fat man thought about it, and finally said with a painful expression: "I've been very troubled lately!" I can't say a word or two! Why don't we go for a drink tonight, and I'll tell you about it!" ”

Sure enough, there was something, I didn't think about it, so I accepted it directly and said: "Okay, I see that you have been very weak recently, something must have happened, since you don't want to say it now, then we will drink and go for a drink!" ”

The fat man seemed to be grateful, and nodded violently: "Mmmmmmmm ”

I patted the fat man on the shoulder, and said, "Okay, you stay well, and I'll call you to eat at noon later!" ”

The fat man nodded as he mumbled. Seeing him like this, I was ready to go back to bed first. After taking a nap for a while, when I finally arrived at the restaurant, I called the fat man and we went to the cafeteria in the North District to eat together. The fat man was silent all the way, I didn't know what happened, and I didn't know what to say. So neither of us said a word along the way, but sometimes when someone needs you, it's enough for you to be there for you.

Back in the dormitory, everyone returned to the dormitory after class and dinner. Wang Yayu and the second baby were very excited to see me, and the second baby took the initiative to say to me: "Ah Piao! Roll call, you know? ”

I don't care about this now, and the fat man quietly returned to his bed, so I asked by the way: "What's wrong with the roll call?" Didn't you answer for me? ”

The second baby also said stupidly: "That's the teacher of the principle of microcomputers, and everyone in the class basically has an impression, so I didn't answer for you!" ”

I nodded coldly: "Well, if you don't answer, you don't answer, what's the matter?" With that, I went back to my bed. didn't get the expected response, Wang Yayu and the second baby couldn't be happy all of a sudden, like two duds, and became very embarrassed. I had to go back to my bed and play with my computer.

There were no classes all afternoon, and in the sound of people playing games in the dormitory, this afternoon seemed to be very long, so long that I felt a little depressed. Finally, when it got dark, the other people in the dormitory noticed the time and went to eat together. On the grounds that there was something wrong, they went to eat first, and when they left, the dormitory was quiet.

I jumped out of bed and walked over to the fat man, who saw me get down and sat up from the bed. I said, "Let's get out now!" ”

The fat man nodded, then got up and got dressed, took his belongings, and the two of us went out. I walked outside and found a random restaurant, ordered a few dishes and a case of beer. The waiter brought us the wine first, and the fat man picked up a bottle of wine and poured it into his stomach, and after a while, a bottle of wine bottomed out. Then he opened another bottle of wine and prepared to continue pouring it into his stomach.

Seeing the fat man like this, I hurriedly said: "Fat man, don't just drink, don't hold anything in your heart, it will be better to say it." ”

The fat man said with a painful expression after listening to my words: "Brother Zhuang, I am really in pain lately, I guess you can see that something happened to me and Ye Yuxiao recently." ”

I was a little ashamed to hear this, although I knew that something must have happened to the fat man recently, but I didn't see that it was between him and Ye Ruffian, so I asked, "Huh?" What the hell is going on between you? ”

The fat man stopped talking, then picked up a bottle of wine and motioned for me to drink with him, but I only picked up the bottle and took a sip with the fat man. The fat man said, "What does this make me say?" It's been happening for a long time, I've been feeling it for a long time, but it's been feeling so strongly lately......"

The fat man's opening finally opened the conversation, and he detailed the various reasons for the contradictions between him and Ye Yu. In the final analysis, the main meaning is that he feels that Ye Yu is too selfish, and some things are always hidden from him, especially when choosing the direction of strong and weak electricity, he has acted alone in private, which may be the fuse for the outbreak of his two contradictions.

In my opinion, in fact, what the fat man said was trivial things, but the gap between the dormitories often grew up slowly through this kind of small things. I know that Ye Yu is a little selfish, but he is still a pretty good person overall. The fat man has become so sad because of the dissatisfaction he usually accumulates, that is, because he usually gets along too much with Ye Yu and cares too much about the relationship between the two, so he reacts like this.

The words were gone, the wine was near, and all that was left on the table were a few scattered barbecue sticks and a few empty bottles. The fat man said the words that had been suppressed in his heart during this time, and he felt a lot more relaxed. As for me, I'm about three years older than the fat man, so I can be regarded as his eldest brother. The things that the fat man said were too sudden for me, and my mouth was relatively stupid, so I didn't know how to comfort the fat man for a while. And I don't know what these fat people say, and I can't criticize them at will. All I can do is listen quietly and be relieved.

After this meal, the fat man vented the words that had been pent up in his heart for the past few days, and he seemed to be in a much better mood than before. It's just that to recover to the heartless fat man before, I'm afraid it's not something that can be solved by this meal. The relationship between the fat man and Ye Yu after that, just like the Soviet Union and the United States during the Cold War, when he sneezed, he felt that the other party was targeting him. In this situation, we felt very depressed in the middle, and at this time, I actually made a move that I still think is very wrong. And because of my wrong approach, instead of effectively resolving the knot between the two of them, it prolonged the duration of a situation.

In the time that followed, due to the influence of the fat man, I gradually alienated Ye Yu, intentionally or unintentionally. This kind of estrangement, which is basically free of contradictions, comes a little inexplicably, and I don't even know when it appeared. Even with Lu ruffian, Lu ruffian may also be affected by Ye ruffian, and he and the fat man and I are slowly estranged from each other. The situation between me and Lu Yu at that time was like one day that we had nothing to talk about, and the next day we couldn't talk a word. So what I have to say here is that you have to have your own thoughts about everything, and don't easily affect your judgment because of other people's emotions.

The relationship between the four of us, except for Lan Yu in the bedroom, the other two people don't understand but seem to feel something. There was no more laughter in the dormitory, replaced by either silence or a violent swear tone. In this case, it's impossible not to think about it. This is especially true between the two parties. Finally, in the midst of this backlog of long-term dissatisfaction, the fat man broke out.

The fat man called Ye Yu out, and as soon as he came out, he scolded him sharply: "Are you deliberately targeting me every day?" ”

Ye Ruffian didn't give the fat man a good look: "Is it necessary for me to target?" ”

The fat man was even more angry when he heard it: "Playing games so loudly every day!" I can hear it clearly in the bedroom next door! The words always refer to Sang scolding Huai, especially when I am in the dormitory, dare to say that you are not targeting me? ”

Ye Yu said coldly: "You think too much, I'm targeting you, who do you think you are?" ”

The fat man immediately pushed Ye Ruffian, and said while pushing back: "I'll let you see who I am today!" After speaking, he continuously pushed Ye Yu to the wall in the corridor.

Ye Ruffian was not to be outdone, and stood back a few times after being pushed a few times. There is a huge difference in body size between the two of them, if the fat man is allowed to go on like this, Ye Yu is estimated to suffer a big loss today. Fortunately, Ye Ruffian didn't make a move, otherwise the fat kid would definitely be even more energetic. Seeing this, Lu and I must not let things develop. The two of us jumped out of our bed very tacitly, stepped to the place where the two of us, and pulled the two of them apart.

Lu Ruffian was in front of Ye Ruffian, I was very disappointed when I saw the fat man's irrational behavior, not only to him, but also to myself, I said fiercely: "Fat man, you give me a retreat!" If you dare to do it, I'm welcome. ”

You can feel that the fat man must have been confused at the time, because he definitely didn't expect me to react like this. For a while, his usually small eyes became very big because of anger. For a while, he felt very innocent and helpless looking at me, as if he was scolding me through his eyes: Brother Zhuang, why don't you help me, but help him!

Hearing such a big movement, it alarmed the dormitory on the squad leader's side, and even the three squad leaders who passed by attracted it. The two squad leaders saw this situation, and although they didn't know the specific details, they persuaded the two. Cao Yang also called the fat man in a special way, and after a general understanding of the situation, he enlightened the fat man alone with the fat man. And Ye Ruffian, accompanied by Lu Ruffian, also ran outside to relax for a while.

I don't know what happened between these two pairs, although the relationship between the dorm room did not take a sharp turn, but the situation in the dormitory returned to the previous Cold War situation. Isn't it said that the conflict between boys is something that can be solved by a fight and a drink? Look at the current situation, although the fight was fought, but the words were not said at all, now call two people to drink, it is estimated that no one is willing to be there.

The days passed like this, sometimes I met Ye Ruffian and Lu Ruffian on the road, Lu Ruffian suddenly greeted me, I still didn't know how to react, but walked over awkwardly. Just when I thought that my college days would be like this for the rest of my college days (thinking about these days when I can't see the sun, I feel full of disappointment. A sudden event completely broke the stalemate, and this incident happened from a person's imagination, a misunderstanding!

What's the most painful thing you've ever had in your life? Or what was your saddest moment? I thought about my life carefully, and found that although my life was full of crying and laughing, there was probably only one thing that made me the saddest thing in my memory, and that was the death of my grandmother.

The happiest time of my childhood was when my grandmother accompanied me, and the most vivid image I remember was sitting on a rocky pile on the bank of the river with a straw hat on my head and a fishing rod in the summer sun, waiting for the fish to take the bait. And at this time, my grandmother on the other side of the river shouted loudly for me to go home for dinner, as soon as I heard my grandmother's voice, I happily put away the fishing rod and happily ran to my grandmother on the other side, my grandmother took my hand, I asked as I walked: "Mother-in-law!" What are we going to eat at noon today? ”

While holding my hand, my grandmother smiled warmly and said, "Roasted Yumai!" I've already baked it for you, and I'll have one with Wang Tao later! ”

As soon as I heard that it was my favorite roasted corn, I quickly took my grandmother's hand and rushed to the house. At that time, although there were not as many snacks as today's children, we were very happy to have roasted corn. In particular, the corn roasted by my grandmother has a brown husk on the outside, which is crispy and refreshing, and I can't help but drool when I think about it now. (Not to mention, I'll go to the barbecue restaurant downstairs first to buy a few skewers of roasted corn to taste :)

But on that day, I remember that it was two days before the Chinese New Year, that is, after I came back from Beijing to visit my grandmother once, and my grandmother fell ill. My grandmother fell ill and lay in bed for a few days before leaving me forever. I watched my grandmother lose her breath, helpless and painful around my head, and for a while I couldn't accept that my grandmother, who was standing in front of me a few days ago, left me like this. The memories of my grandmother came flooding back to me, and I didn't even know how I spent my grandmother's funeral. I just remember that I lost her forever that year, and I never had a grandmother again!

How heartbroken I was when I lost my grandmother, and how painful it is now for the fat man lying in bed screaming in pain. According to the fat man's words, I guessed that his mother had died. Different from our restrained way of expressing our feelings, the fat man is crying loudly at this time, calling his mother over and over again, and screaming over and over again.

The phone on the bed didn't ring for a moment, and the fat man before began to collapse after answering a phone call, and the phone at this time was probably a call from his family. Just before that, I was attracted by the plot in the movie, when I suddenly heard the fat man's shouts and thought something was happening. As a result, I found out that something was wrong, and I went down to ask about the situation, but the fat man ignored me.

After I guessed the reason, I was even more troubled, because I hadn't experienced these things before, and my grandmother's death was a later thing, so I didn't know what to do for a while. I could only stare there stupidly, staring at the fat man blankly, unable to say a word.

Just when I was at a loss, Ye Ruffian ran to the fat man's side and patted the fat man's shoulder to comfort the fat man and said, "If you want to cry, cry a little better!" ”

After the fat man heard what Ye Ruffian said, he began to cry uncontrollably, and Lu Ruffian also came down to comfort the fat man together. At this point I was both happy and sad. The sad thing is, of course, that the fat man lost the woman who cared for him the most, and the happy thing is that the real friendship between men is to pull you when you need it most.

The previous unhappiness is gone now, and everyone has the same purpose, that is, to help the sad big boy in front of him through the saddest time of his life. Ye Yu continued to comfort the fat man and said, "Your mother is watching you from above, he definitely doesn't want you to be too sad!" Although I say this like standing and talking without backache, if your mother is here, I would think so! ”

Lu Yu also said: "Fatty! Xiao is right! Don't be too sad! ”

Ye Yu said to me: "Brother Piao, the fat man listens to you the most, you can persuade him well!" ”

At this time, my mind spun around quickly, and I thought about all the comforting words I could think of, and I was ready to comfort the fat man, but as soon as the words were spoken, I found that they were not suitable, and after careful consideration, I said hesitantly: "Fatty, to be honest, my mouth is too stupid to know how to persuade you." Maybe you cry a lot, and it will be better to vent the sadness in your heart. But don't be too sad. ”

Ye Yu continued to pat the fat man and said: "What about people, it is inevitable that you will encounter this time, maybe you are not ready to accept this, to be honest, I also think it came too suddenly, I can't believe it." ”

Lu Ruffian continued with Ye Ruffian's words: "I can't believe it, but it just happened, or let's talk to Cao Yang and ask him to take a few days off for you and the guide, so that you can go home and have a look!" ”

Ye Ruffian was a little disgusted and whispered: "He is like this now, can you rest assured that he will go home?" ”

Lu also whispered, "I thought of it too, so we can let someone go back with him!" ”

I also agree with this matter, and I must be the one to do this task: "Well, this is also reasonable, I think I should be able to accompany him back!" ”

At this time, the fat man's mobile phone began to ring again, and Ye Yu comforted: "Fat man, your mobile phone has been ringing several times, it must be a call from your house!" Your family must be worried about you right now! ”

I continued: "Yes, the fat man is sad, but you can't let your family worry about you, if you don't answer the phone all the time, your family won't think that something happened to you because of your sadness!" ”

The fat man turned around from his pillow crying, wiped the tears from his face, picked up his mobile phone and began to answer the call. At this time, we stepped back a little bit, on the one hand, to give the fat man space, and on the other hand, to look at the fat man to prevent him from acting excessively.

But to everyone's surprise, the fat man was very quiet throughout the whole process of answering the phone, although the tone was a little different from usual, but the fat man still held back his emotions, in order to make the family feel at ease. After a while, the fat man hung up the phone. The fat man who answered the phone behaved much more smoothly than just now.

Ye Yu said: "Don't worry about us, we will always be with you!" ”

The fat man looked at us and nodded. I whispered next to Ye Ruffian and Lu Ruffian: "Let's let the fat man stay quietly by himself for a while!" ”

Ye Yu nodded and said, "Okay, I'm looking at him from the other side!" ”

Then I turned to the fat man and said, "Fat man, you calm yourself well, we have been in the dormitory all the time, just say hello to us if there is anything!" ”

The fat man also seemed to hear what we said just now, in order not to let us worry too, the fat man nodded earnestly, and we were relieved to let him stay quiet for a while.

I don't know how long it took, but finally Lu Yu sent me a message and said, "Brother Piao, it's time for lunch, or let's get a meal for the fat man and come back, so that he can eat something!" ”

As soon as I looked at the message and the time, I gently got out of bed, then walked over to Lupu's bed, and whispered to the two of them. In the end, it was decided that they would go to the cafeteria and bring something back. After they were gone, I walked over to the fat man and patted him.

The fat man looked at me and finally said, "It turns out that everything is a lie to me!" ”

Lie to him? I thought I had something wrong with my own ears, is it all fake? No, since it's all fake, why isn't the fat man's mood high? So I asked, "Fake?" You say none of this is true? ”

The fat man looked at me and said, "Brother Zhuang! It's my mom who has been lying to me all along, and when I used to call her, they always showed me recordings, and my mom should have had something happen a long time ago! ”

I still didn't believe it, so I asked, "No, how could it be a recording to call you, every time your mother calls you, isn't there always talking and laughing?" ”

The fat man quietly recalled for a while and said: "It must be a recording, I found out something was wrong before, sometimes I ask my mother questions, and the answers are not what I asked." ”

I continued, "Really? Then your mother must be worried that you won't be able to accept it for a while! ”

The fat man nodded and said, "Brother Zhuang! I can't accept it now, why should I do this? Why? Why on earth is this, why did my mom suddenly disappear from me? The more the fat man spoke, the more excited he became, and he began to feel sad again.

When I was sad, Ye Ruffian and Lu Ruffian had already bought some food and came back at this time, and I didn't have time to think about why they bought food so quickly, so I hurriedly put the food on the fat man's computer desk. Ye Ruffian said: "Fatty, let's eat some food first!" ”

I also said, "yes, hurry up and eat some." ”

The fat man wiped his tears and said, "I don't have an appetite now!" ”

Ye Yu hurriedly persuaded: "Eat some!" You don't want your family to see you ruining your body for your mom! ”

The fat man began to pick up chopsticks and eat. I was still crying while eating, and while crying, I told them again what I had just said. finally swallowed a few bites of food, and in the end, the fat man didn't touch the box of food again.

Ye Yu said: "Fatty, what are your plans now, are you going home?" ”

The fat man shook his head and said, "My aunt just called me and said don't worry about my mother's affairs, and don't come back!" If I come back, I will live up to my mother's good intentions for me! ”

Ye Yu continued: "If you really want to go back, we can accompany you. ”

The fat man said quietly: "It's still not necessary, I've figured it out, and I can't see my mother when I go home." Since she wants me to go to school well, I'll stay at school and wait for the holidays before going back! ”

Lu Ruffian looked at the days and said, "It's okay, it's almost a holiday, and I can't wait for a few days." ”

Seeing that the fat man's mood was still not high, Ye Ruffian suddenly thought of a home remedy, so he raised his voice and said to the fat man: "Masturbation, let's play a few games!" ”

Lu and I looked at Ye Yu in surprise at the same time, his words really stimulated the two of us, but if you think about it carefully, it is also this time to divert the fat man's attention, maybe he will be happy. So the two of us echoed Ye Yu and asked the fat man to play a few games with us.

Seeing that we were very persistent, the fat man had to agree with a wry smile, and then we played a few games with the fat man, which also temporarily eased his mentality a little.

After a few days, the fat man's mood finally stabilized, and the four of us were playing and laughing together again. The uneasy atmosphere in the dormitory has disappeared forever.

Later, when the fat man came back from vacation, we learned from him that all these things were a modern parent-child emotional drama directed by the fat man's mother and his family. We can only complain about this for a while, how can there be such a cheating mother, I don't know what impact this matter will have on the fat man? But fortunately, everything has settled, and the development of all development things is relatively satisfactory, and this matter has become a joke between several of us.

I really learned a lot through this. I think even if we didn't have a fucking fat thing in our dorm, we'd have a chance to reconcile. I dare to be so sure, why am I so sure? Because of Brother Xinchun, you will have eternal life!

"Ouch fatty, why do you call me up, I slipped away, it's too pitiful! It's good that I have a spring brother! I scolded the fat man excitedly.

The fat man said: "I haven't arrived yet, you are on, and you can't beat it now!" ”

"I believe you're a ghost, you're a bad old man!"

I really believe you! Crying and laughing, this is the real life in the dormitory