Chapter Ninety-Six: Self-Deception

Murong Feng turned his head when he heard Han Xi's voice, and lightly hooked the corners of his lips, "Why didn't you rest and run out, it's very cold at night." ”

"I couldn't sleep, I didn't have any intention to rest when I lay down."

"Is it because of what just happened? Mo Qing is very important to you, or have unpleasant things happened between you, so it can affect your mood like this. He looked at Han Xi with some confusion.

Han Xi shook her head lightly, in fact, she didn't know why she was suddenly like this. And it was also very sudden that I remembered my previous life, and I didn't realize that I had been in this strange place for so long.

"No, I don't remember anything that happened between me and Mo Qing at all, so how could it be that I couldn't rest because of that kind of thing, and I don't have any good feelings for him.

So why do you suddenly have insomnia? Your guards shouldn't be very tired this day, how can you still be in such a mood to come out. ”

Murong Feng sighed slightly, his insomnia problem seemed to have been like this since his mother died, and he couldn't sleep since then.

At first, I didn't rest for several days, and in the end, I couldn't hold it anymore and fainted. It's a lot better now, at least there are some periods of time a day to rest.

"The habit of insomnia has been a habit for me for a long time, and it's nothing more, just a little rest every day."

Han Xi looked at him a little silently, and always felt that there was always some incomprehensible feeling in him, feeling that he had experienced a lot of unhappy things since he was a child, so he would always hide himself.

"Although I don't know what exactly made you like this, some things should be let go of after all, and if you continue like this, your body will be unbearable one day."

Murong Feng smiled, "Isn't it good now?" It's just that when I lie in bed, I always have the image of my mother in my mind, so I can't sleep all the time. ”

Han Xi sat aside and breathed a sigh of relief, "How did your mother die, I feel that this matter has a great impact on you, but if you don't want to say it, don't force it." ”

"Mother, she was poisoned to death by her subordinates, and her death is unknown. I never thought that my mother was killed by my subordinates, so I asked my father to check it out, but what I got was only a perfunctory answer. ”

Han Xi was slightly stunned, he didn't expect that Master Murong was such a person, and he couldn't wait to bring another lady within a month of his wife's death.

This must have been a big blow to Murong Feng, who was only twelve years old at the time, after all, the death of his mother was originally a big blow.

"Do you think there was something else going on in your mother's death?" Han Xi looked at him with some confusion.

He nodded slightly, "I'm almost certain that Meng Qingyuan did this, but there is no clear evidence, so there is no way to designate it." After all, I was only twelve years old, and there was no majesty in what I said. ”

Murong Feng smiled a little self-deprecatingly, now that he thinks about it, he was really very powerless at the beginning, even now, there is no way.

Han Xi grabbed him and sighed slightly, "Don't blame yourself!" What could you have done when you were only 12 years old? But that's probably why you went to war at the age of twelve, because that home is a place you don't want to face at all, so you have to go out again and again, choosing to escape from the place that fills you with painful memories. ”

"That's right, I don't want to see my father and Meng Qingyuan at all, and even now I don't want to see them at all. But from a young age, my mother taught me to respect my father.

So because of my mother's words, I have always respected him. But even now, I obviously have the ability to expose Meng Qingyuan. But because it has been so long, a lot of evidence is gone. ”

Han Xi was slightly stunned, he didn't expect that Murong Feng had been carrying such a thing, no wonder his personality would become what he is now.

Think about it, if I experienced this kind of thing since I was a child, I am afraid that my personality will not be better than Murong Feng when I grow up, I am afraid that I will also have a very dark side in my heart, and it is impossible to maintain absolute justice.

"Murong Feng, one day you will definitely be able to expose Meng Qingyuan's true face. As long as it is something that has been done, no matter how many years have passed, it will definitely leave traces. ”

Han Xi looked at him with a smile, she knew that Murong Feng must not have given up, which was also the reason why he had been working hard, so she hoped that Murong Feng could find the truth as soon as possible.

Maybe only the day when the truth is revealed, Murong Feng can truly be completely freed from his heart, otherwise I am afraid that it may be a great regret in this life.

Murong Feng smiled and nodded, "I know, so don't worry, one day I will definitely announce the truth, and I won't let my mother die in vain." ”

Han Xi and Murong Feng chatted for a long, long time, like friends who hadn't seen each other for a long time, and they kept talking as soon as they met.

Han Xi also suddenly discovered that there were so many topics to talk about between her and Murong Feng, which she had never discovered before, and now that she thought about it, it was indeed quite powerful.

On the third day of almsgiving, Murong Cha was in a good mood when he came together, because anyway, Rong Jing lost face yesterday.

The fourth concubine and all of her knew that she said yesterday that the emperor had forgiven her, and she would go to her for dinner at night, but it was obvious that the emperor came to her here, although there was a concubine in the middle who suddenly intervened, but it was Rong Jing who was always ashamed.

Therefore, Murong Cha looked arrogant when he passed by Rongqing, and deliberately stopped and smiled, "This palace heard that the emperor forgave you yesterday, but I didn't go to you yesterday, I don't know if I really forgave you from the heart?" ”

Rong Jing's face was a little stiff, but because she was outside, she still had to maintain a gentle and generous appearance, "Back to the queen mother, the emperor didn't come last night because the queen mother made an appointment with the emperor before me yesterday, and the queen knows this reason." ”

Murong Cha suddenly laughed, "Imperial Concubine, this palace said that there should be a limit to your self-deceptive appearance, right?" ”