Chapter 124: Finally, Zhuang Zhou dreamed of butterflies
March is fleeting, and winter has begun in Nanli.
Under the ginkgo tree, a woman in a pink dress is lying on a low stool table, sitting down on a soft cushion, holding her cheeks, looking at the books on the table seriously, and sometimes the ginkgo biloba leaves fall on the skirt, or on the woman's shoulders, and even break into the book, trying to win the favor of the woman.
Nangong Xingchen looked at the beautiful scene under the tree, and his heart warmed, it was enough to have her by his side, so he stepped forward and slowly came to the woman and sat down.
Luo Wushuang raised his head and smiled slightly, just the man sat casually on the splint.
"You're here."
"Well, I brought you preserves."
After that, he put the things packed back on the table, and when Luo Wushuang saw that there was something to eat, he immediately lost interest in reading the book, and immediately opened the package and ate it.
Pick up a piece and put it in your mouth.
"It's delicious."
"You take a bite too." Then he took out another piece and handed it to Nangong Xingchen, but saw that he did not speak.
Luo Wushuang was stunned, he didn't seem to like sweet and sour things, so he ate them himself.
The hand that was originally stretched out was about to be withdrawn, but it was robbed by Nangong Xingchen, who opened his mouth and bit it.
"You don't like to eat, but you still eat."
"It was given by the lady, and if you don't love your husband, you will eat it."
"Forehead ......"
Is this the legendary regent, where did the lonely prince go, and who taught this flirtatious trick? Or is he self-taught?
Luo Wushuang froze, quietly watching Nangong Xingchen distracted, Nangong Xingchen smiled slightly, reached out and picked up a plum and handed it to Luo Wushuang's mouth.
"I went to the palace today to discuss the selection of a concubine with the emperor."
"Choose a concubine, does the emperor choose a concubine?"
"Hmm."
"Oh, it's also Nangong Yueli who is now the emperor has a difficult task, how can he not enrich the harem and open up branches and leaves for the royal family."
"You girl."
"Now that Yuxi has been gone for almost half a year, I don't spare people, may Nangong Yueli let go of the past."
"Hmm."
"Xingchen, do you say that people have an afterlife?"
"Whether there is an afterlife or not, I will not be separated from you in this life and this life, we will always be together."
"Hmm."
"You mean there's news of the prince?"
Yue Chanjuan was so excited that she held on the armrest of the chaise longue, and her beautiful eyes were full of surprise.
"Yes."
"Moon Shadow told me, where is he?"
Seeing that Yue Chanjuan was about to get up, Moon Shadow didn't care about the others and stepped forward to press it.
"Chanjuan, you are excited, you have such a big belly now, it is better to be careful."
How could Yue Chanjuan not know, but she was so excited, she had been looking for him for so long and had such news.
"Then tell me where he is?"
"I tell you, but you promise me not to act rashly, not to see him, and to go after the child is born."
"Okay, you can say it quickly."
"He's in the Temple of Ten Thousand Buddhas."
"Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple." Yue Chanjuan said in a low voice, it was not difficult to see her excitement and joy, she knew that the prince would be fine, she knew that the monk's words that day were mysterious, but why didn't she tell herself the truth, she would have to ask the monk face to face.
"Is he okay now?"
Yue Chanjuan asked, her face was worried and happy, and the tears on her face were obvious.
"He's fine, now he's a disciple under the throne of the Great God of Pudu."
"Disciple? What disciple, he has converted to Buddhism? ”
Yue Chanjuan was puzzled, looked up at Moon Shadow and asked.
"Well, yes."
"How can he convert to Buddhism, he still has a wife and children, I don't believe it, I want to go and see."
Moon Shadow immediately grabbed Yue Chanjuan, knowing that if she went like this, the consequences would be unimaginable, and now she was no longer alone, it was two people, including the child and him.
"Chanjuan, it's not what you think, it must be the monk who saved the prince, but the prince must have been seriously injured, if he didn't stay in the temple as a disciple, how could he stay in the temple for so long."
"Yes, that's how it should be."
Yue Chanjuan cried with joy, her mood fluctuated a little, her stomach ached faintly, she sat down and stroked her stomach.
"What's wrong?"
"My stomach hurts."
"I'll call the doctor."
"No, it should be a while."
Yue Chanjuan took Moon Shadow's hand and didn't let him go, at this moment she wanted to be alone with her, so that she wouldn't be so uncomfortable and lonely.
Moon Shadow picked up Yue Chanjuan, came to the bed, gently put it away, covered the brocade quilt, and said in a soft voice: "Take a good rest, I'll accompany you." ”
"Hmm."
Moon Shadow sat at the head of the bed, quietly watching Yue Chanjuan fall asleep, such gentleness is what he can only have in front of her, after so many years of licking blood from the knife edge, he has long been numb, and she is the only one, the exception.
The woman who accompanied him through the bloody storm, the woman who witnessed his growth and supported each other, is better than everything in the world.
Yue Chanjuan was groggy and slowly fell asleep, there was a haze in front of her, empty, as if she couldn't get out of the maze, and suddenly heard a sound that broke the magic mirror in front of her.
I saw the scene in front of me, it was the first time that she and Moon Shadow were officially in front of Nangong Lichuan, and the man who was full of nobility and momentum broke into her world and occupied her whole heart.
He didn't have to do anything, just stand there and look at her and she had fallen, in the years of the sinner's cave, she had seen a lot of the ugliness of those people, and her heart was also infected with malice, even if she looked at people, she was more vigilant and malicious to figure out.
But the man in front of her, no matter how she looked at it, she felt that he was very good, even if it was not good, she felt that it was her bad, it was someone else's bad, and it was definitely not Nangong Lichuan's bad.
Perhaps, this man saved her and took her heart away, she should have no intention, but this feeling made her heart come alive, she saved her, but she had the obsession that she had to live for him, for all for him, for his ambitions, for his children......
Whether it is lucky or unfortunate, inevitable, and sad.
Only after that, Yue Chanjuan studied martial arts seriously every day, just to stand by his side one day, he could see himself, and he was afraid that she would be content with a glance at herself.
But she didn't expect that Nangong Lichuan didn't love her at all, and didn't take her to heart at all, let alone notice that if it weren't for Luo Wushuang, she might not have any of his children, and in the end, Luo Wushuang made her infatuated.
also made her fall into a bloody storm, the imperial court has not stopped suppressing and chasing King Li's henchmen, she supported everything for the secret guards under Nangong Li Chuan.
But...... But why did she feel so empty and uncomfortable?
Is the man in his heart never loved him, or is he feeling sad about his fate.
In the dream, in order to be recognized by Nangong Lichuan in those years, he trained hard, took on tasks, and finally got praise, he was full of joy, and now looking back, he has always been happy.
It's his own wishful thinking, it's his own one-man show, it's the unspoken concern of his young daughter's family, Nangong Lichuan is just a routine.
As the dream became deeper and deeper, all the past scenes emerged one by one, and Yue Chanjuan's suppressed emotions finally broke out, tears rolled down her pillow, and she called: "Lord Wang, Lord Wang." ”
"Chanjuan, Chanjuan."
Moon Shadow wiped her tears for Yuechan and called softly, thinking she was in a nightmare.
But Yue Chanjuan showed no signs of waking up, she was quiet, and the dream continued.
The illusion in front of her changed, and Yue Chanjuan saw a temple, where a man in gray was sitting in front of the Buddha statue, knocking on the wooden fish, and chanting the scriptures in his mouth.
"Knock, knock, knock."
One, two, three.
"Lord Wang."
Yue Chanjuan called out loud, just a back figure she had already recognized that the man in front of her was Nangong Lichuan, how familiar she was, she couldn't remember how many times she looked at Nangong Lichuan's back.
The sound of the wooden fish beating stopped.
"Donor."
The man got up and turned to look at Yue Chanjuan, who was holding a Buddha palm in one hand and a rosary in the other.
"Lord Wang."
Yue Chanjuan stepped forward to hug the man, but saw that the man was like the other side that could never be reached, the more she moved forward, the farther the man went, but the distance between them was obviously only seven steps.
"Lord Wang, why are you dressed like this, let's go back."
"Amitabha, donor, please respect yourself, I took refuge in my Buddha and went to the world a long time ago."
"No, you don't, don't you want children, you can't do this."
After saying that, Yue Chanjuan desperately ran forward to catch Nangong Lichuan, and the more this happened, the more blurred the scene in front of her became, and finally disappeared.
"Lord Wang."
Yue Chanjuan opened her eyes violently and woke up, Moon Shadow looked at the woman who woke up, her heart was bitter, she was even thinking about him in her dreams.
Wiping the sweat off her forehead, Yue Chanjuan took a deep breath, everything is a dream, but why is it so real, why is it so uncomfortable?
In the end, Zhuang Zhou dreamed of butterflies, you are a gift and a disaster.
"Are you alright?"
Moon Shadow asked slowly, helped Yue Chanjuan sit up, leaned against the head of the bed, and intimately poured a glass of water for her.
Yue Chanjuan took it and drank it all, and glanced at Moon Shadow gratefully.
"Thank you, Moon Shadow."
Thank you for being with me for so many years, in my dream, it turned out that it was not only her waiting for someone to look back, but also him, the most important man in this life.
Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple.
Wu Nian sat in front of the Buddha and knocked on the wooden fish, reciting the scriptures in his mouth, without distracting thoughts, and waited for half an hour to pass, and then he came out of the Buddha hall.
She walked in the monastery, there was a Sanskrit sound in her ears, and the man who appeared in front of her was the obsession she couldn't let go of.
"Amitabha, I hope to borrow it."
The man's voice sounded, and it turned out to be Wunian crossing the road, which was really difficult to enter.
Wu Nian was awakened, and immediately stepped aside to make way for a position, looking at the back of the man leaving, she suddenly realized that he was no longer the same him.
I thought everything was fake, but now it seems that Nangong Lichuan has changed, it was she who told the shadow the news of Nangong Lichuan, she didn't want to owe favors, and now she has nothing to worry about.
That also made her rely on Buddhism and forget the past.
Remember that the princess of the poisonous pet drove to her permanent address