191 I will change, too

I raised my head silently, met Qi Feng's deep eyes and let out a long sigh: "But your so-called liking will only make me miserable." ”

Once upon a time, I might have cried tears of joy because of his words.

But......

Nowadays, when I hear him say the word "like", I feel unusually ironic.

"I know I used to have a lot of bad things, and I will change them."

Qi Feng grabbed my hand as he spoke, and stood in front of the hospital bed and looked at me, he was so close, so close that I could feel his breath blowing on my face. I slowly withdrew my hand and said calmly, "I used to really hope you liked me. ”

“……”

"But then, I suddenly didn't want to, and I didn't live as humble as I used to."

After listening to me, Qi Feng's throat was a little hoarse, and he choked up for a moment before saying, "I said I could change it, and I promise that I won't in the future." ”

"Even if you change, I don't have to come back to you, I won't always be here waiting for you to change, just like your feelings for Su Libai will change, I will also change."

"......" Qi Feng kept standing there, his eyes sank, and I could feel that his gaze was even deeper than just now.

“……”

He and I chose to remain silent, and there was a suffocating silence all around.

I don't know if it was because the atmosphere in the room was unusually calm and indifferent, Fu Xin cautiously pushed the door in and said to Qi Feng: "I was just in the corridor and heard that your grandfather was looking for you." ”

"I ......" Qi Feng looked at me and wanted to say something.

I simply closed my eyes and put on a look of not listening or looking.

Then I heard Qi Feng's footsteps leaving: "I can wait." ”

His words made my chest tangle inexplicably, and it was only after he was gone that I lifted my eyes full of tears that had been hanging down.

"You! What do you say? ”

"Then don't talk about it."

"I want to say, you just have a hard mouth, since you say you don't care, why are you sad when people leave?" Fu Xin handed me a tissue.

“……”

"I just care!"

"He once told me that he really liked Su Libai when he was in school, and he could die for her."

"But he almost ...... for you."

"I know." I interrupted Fu Xin's words; "But I have seen the look in his eyes when he saw Su Libai being bullied, I know that he likes Su Libai, and he is good to me now, not necessarily because he likes me, maybe just because he can't accept that a person who likes him so much suddenly doesn't like him."

"Like is like, why do you want to make so many names, are you annoyed?"

I didn't answer Fu Xin, I looked elsewhere, Fu Xin didn't go through my experience, so she wouldn't understand.

When my mother brought the dumplings in the afternoon, I had already asked Fu Xin to go through the discharge procedures for me, in fact, I originally wanted to go to see Qi Feng before I was discharged from the hospital, after all, he was injured because of me, but he just came, I don't have to go again, besides, we are in this situation now, what should we say when we meet?

In the end, our competition ended with a sharp victory, and it is said that the sharp company also won the construction and was the biggest winner of the competition.

The money for the follow-up reconstruction of Blue Sky is not as good as the money for the draft, but fortunately, the drawing work contracted to us by Ruili is endless.

In order to help Blue Sky earn enough money for the reconstruction as soon as possible, I started working the day after I returned.

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