17 For he is not worthy
The culprit of this matter was Xiao Yuqing, but she didn't expect things to be in a uproar, and then she thought about it, now that Tu Mochu Qianfu pointed out, if she cared about it, would he easily like her?
Jing Lin has thought of a lot of ways in the past few days, how to get Tu Mochu out of an embarrassing situation. She also thought of Xiao Yuqing, if only Xiao Yuqing could help him speak.
Jing Lin went upstairs to find someone in the third grade of junior high school, and happened to meet Xiao Yuqing talking and laughing with her friends while walking.
"Senior Sister Xiao, can I talk to you?
Xiao Yuqing stopped and looked at Jing Lin, the smile on her lips had not yet subsided.
The girl in front of her is between a woman and a child, her cheeks look soft, with baby fat, and she looks delicate and cute.
Xiao Yuqing frowned, "Okay, what are you talking about?" ”
They walked on the school path, which was wooded on the side of the road.
Jing Lin was the first to speak, "Do you remember me?" The man who chased away the puppy that day. ”
Xiao Yuqing reluctantly replied, "Remember." ”
"Senior sister, Tu Mochu has been said ugly things all the time, can you explain the previous incident to everyone clearly?"
Xiao Yuqing didn't care much, "What is there to explain, those words were not passed on by me." ”
"It was you who followed Tu Mochu home, and then gave him chocolates in front of everyone, and he is very sad now." Seeing that Xiao Yuqing didn't refute, Jing Lin knew that she had guessed right, and sure enough, Xiao Yuqing took the initiative to find Tu Mochu.
"What's my business? He didn't come to me himself, he's you, he needs you. ”
Xiao Yuqing could guess that the girl in front of her was probably friends with the young man, Jing Lin bravely drove away the barking dog that day, and she was obviously very scared, but she still stood in front of her and Tu Mochu. However, Xiao Yuqing is also sure that this still immature girl will not have a special relationship with Tu Mochu, who will rush to her side for such a teenager?
But she didn't expect Jing Lin's face to sink. The girl raised her fair cheeks, was incredibly serious, and said word by word: "He is the person I have protected for almost ten years." "He is not a plaything and a cripple in your eyes, he is a boy I coaxed to grow up, I hope he will be safe for the rest of his life, even if his personality is cold and unpleasant, he will grow up happily.
Jing Lin's negotiations ended in failure, she was not discouraged, but there was very little she could do, Xiao Yuqing refused to clarify, so she explained them one by one. Fortunately, the conversation that day brought some changes, and Xiao Yuqing never went to Tu Mochu again.
With such a weak explanation, Jing Lin persisted for a long time, until the past was gradually forgotten by everyone, Xiao Yuqing later got a boyfriend, and everyone completely let go of Tu Mochu's past.
And Tu Mochu only broke out once, and he himself seemed to forget about it and didn't mention it anymore.
The gossip about Xiao Yuqing's boyfriend went viral among the students, but the teacher didn't know about it. After all, puppy love is a death zone that students can't touch, and the teenagers envy the boy who fell in love with Xiao Yuqing, and secretly admire her courage.
One day, Xiao Yuqing's boyfriend came to the school to give her roses, the fiery roses were high-profile, the boy wore sunglasses and dyed blonde hair, and hugged Xiao Yuqing outside the classroom.
The students in the third year of junior high school were very excited to see the excitement and whistled one after another.
Xiao Yuqing's boyfriend is not a junior high school student, and I heard that he is one or two years older than Xiao Yuqing.
Jing Lin was also pulled by He Tiantian to see the excitement. She looked at the boy's side face from a distance and felt a little familiar, but she couldn't remember where she had seen it for a while.
Jing Lin knew that Tu Mochu had a good memory, and asked him after school, "I always feel that the boys who came to our school today are familiar, have you seen it too?" Do you have an impression of him? ”
Tu Mochu's face did not change, "No." ”
Jing Lin kicked a pebble on the side of the road, didn't you see it? Still not impressed?
Tu Mochu glanced at her, "Don't worry about other people's affairs, prepare well for the high school entrance examination." He thought for a moment and asked her, "Which high school do you want to go to?" ”
There are two well-known high schools in N City, which are No. 3 Middle School and No. 6 Middle School.
Jing Lin was interested, she studied very hard in her previous life, but because she was not as smart as other people's children, she was admitted to the sixth middle school with great difficulty. The atmosphere of the sixth middle school in these two high schools is relatively relaxed, and she has a little sparkle in her eyes, "I want to go to the sixth middle school, the sixth middle school is close to home." ”
"Hmm." Tu Mochu answered and silently wrote it down in his heart.
His grades, which high school he wants to attend, has no problem. Tu Mochu's learning ability and memory are exceptionally good, he can skip a grade, but he doesn't, he stubbornly wants to grow up step by step.
Tu Mochu returned home, took a shower, and calmly returned to his room. He is usually the only one in his family at this point in time, and his parents are still working. He took out a note from the drawer with Xu Donghu's contact information written on it.
Xu Donghu is the boy who once had to lift his trouser leg to see his prosthetic leg, and the two fingers of his right hand are mutilated, but now he has grown up, has not studied, and is mixed in society. This person has no other skills, and he is first-class as a rich man.
Xiao Yuqing's boyfriend is Xu Donghu. She doesn't know anyone, she can't see lies clearly, and Xu Donghu and Xu Donghu have ill intentions towards each other, but they are both happy.
Jing Lin always thought that Xiao Yuqing had let Tu Mochu go after the conversation, but in fact, she didn't. After that day, Xiao Yuqing still refused to give up, and Tu Mochu was angry.
Xiao Yuqing stayed away from him because he used some special methods, or rather, despicable means. Tu Mochu's high IQ has not been used in the right path since this time.
Tu Mochu tore up the note and threw it into the toilet, pressed the flush button, and it disappeared cleanly in the whirlpool.
Thanks to the impure Xiao Yuqing for teaching him that he is not worthy of love in his life, because he is not worthy.
The weather is warm, the flowers are in full bloom, and the colors are brilliant everywhere. Jing Lin walked beside Tu Mochu and whispered, "I'll tell you a secret." ”
"Hmm."
"My mom is going to give me a little brother."
Tu Mochu was slightly surprised and turned his head to look at her.
The girl's steps were cheerful, but her tone was deliberately low, "My brother will be born this month at the latest." ”
At that time, the country had not completely liberalized the two-child policy and was implementing family planning.
Lin Fangfei was unexpectedly pregnant with a second child in her thirties, and she was very embarrassed, but when she saw her daughter's happy appearance, she was relieved and felt the joy of being a mother again.
Lin Fangfei once secretly discussed with Jing Zhenhao, "Will Linlin think too much?" ”
"I don't think so." Jing Zhenhao touched his wife's belly, "This child has grown up, and he can also share the pressure for his sister." ”
The couple rented a house outside, saying that Lin Fangfei would go back to her parents' house to visit relatives, wait for the melons to ripen and fall, and the second child was born.
I was pregnant, and I couldn't bear to beat it off. In May of this year, it was the time when Xiao Jinghu was born.
Tu Mochu asked Jing Lin, "How do you know it's my younger brother?" What if it's a sister? ”
Jing Lin thought to herself that she just knew, she brushed away the wicker next to her, "I dreamed of it, it doesn't matter, if it's my sister, I like her just as much." ”
"You want it to be born?"
Jing Lin nodded vigorously, her eyes full of expectant soft light.
Tu Mochu's brows furrowed, "Aren't you afraid that it will take away your parents' love?" ”
"Don't be afraid." Jing Lin replied with a smile, "He and I have the same blood, and we are family." In her memory, Xiao Jinghu is stocky and cute. Thinking of the child who had not yet been born, her heart was very soft.
Jing Lin was overjoyed and asked him, "Tu Mochu, do you want a younger brother or sister?" ”
Jing Lin was a little nervous and tempted, because she knew that after Tu Mochu's parents divorced, his father found him a stepmother, and the stepmother brought a sister as old as Jing Lin.
Jing Lin was not close to Tu Mochu in her previous life, and she didn't know what Tu Mochu's attitude towards this sister was.
"I don't want to." Tu Mochu replied lightly.
"Oh." Jing Lin was worried in his heart, so he would be sad in the future.
When Jing Lin returned home, she happened to meet her father with some daily necessities and was ready to go out.
Jing Zhenhao said: "Linlin is back, I'll go to the rented house to see your mother." ”
"Can I go along?"
"Let's go, close the door."
Jing Zhenhao also bought a motorcycle two years ago, and Tujia's motorcycle has long been replaced by a magnificent car.
Jing Lin sat on her father's motorcycle, the wind blowing softly on her cheeks. Today is May 29th, and tomorrow is the day Xiao Jinghu was born, he was born in the early hours of the morning, Rao is Jinglin knows this, and she can't help but be nervous in her heart.
Lin Fangfei had a big belly, and when she saw her daughter coming from school, she gently touched her head.
After the family finished dinner, it didn't take long for Lin Fangfei to frown, "The amniotic water is broken." ”
Jing Zhenhao immediately said, "I'll take you to the hospital." ”
Fortunately, it is the second child, Lin Fangfei didn't seem to be flustered at all, "You send Linlin home first, you haven't started to hurt a lot yet, it's early." She turned her head to look at Jing Lin again, "Go back to sleep, and come to the hospital tomorrow to see your mother and little brother or little sister." Are you afraid to be alone at home at night? ”
Jing Lin shook her head and shook Lin Fangfei's hand encouragingly.
Lin Fangfei gave birth in the hospital this night, and Jing Lin prayed at home that everything went well.
In the middle of the night, it rained heavily, and the wind shook the branches, accompanied by a few lightning and thunder.
On the fifth floor opposite, a family farce is also being staged.
A week ago, a foreign high-end lipstick appeared in Fang Lanzhi's leather bag. It was Tu Mochu who saw it first, the lipstick accidentally fell out of the bag, Fang Lanzhi was stunned for a moment, and picked it up in a panic under his son's silent gaze and put it back in his bag.
"Mom asked a colleague to bring it."
Tu Mochu obviously didn't ask anything, but Fang Lanzhi made an excuse with a weak heart. He didn't expose it, and there are very few people in this world who can lie in front of him, unless he is willing to tolerate such a lie.
Tu Mochu just hummed softly and pushed the wheelchair back to the room. To this day, he still wants a complete family.
But the paper couldn't contain the fire after all, and it didn't take long for Fang Lanzhi to have a showdown with Tu Yiqian instead.
The lights in the master bedroom are on. Fang Lanzhi said: "Divorce, I fell in love with another man, he is a doctor in our hospital. ”
Although Tu Yiqian is an excellent criminal policeman, in the face of his wife's mental derailment, he still feels that the sky is about to fall, "Fang Lanzhi, how can you do such a thing!" Are you worthy to be a wife, worthy to be a mother? If it weren't for me finding the text messages on your phone, would you be planning to make me wear a cuckold for the rest of my life! ”
Fang Lanzhi covered her face and cried, "I know I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for Mo Chu, but ......" Tears slid down her cheeks, "But who can blame all this?" Since Mo Chu was four years old, as soon as I slept next to you, I had nightmares all night, the dream was bloody, I was holding a pair of broken calves, crying helplessly, and you continued to hunt down criminals, I shouted until I lost my voice, and no one saved me. ”
Rain cats and dogs. Tu Mochu's face was pale, and he listened quietly behind the door.
"They ...... Mo Chu's leg in front of me," Fang Lanzhi covered her mouth and cried bitterly, "You have fulfilled your career, and I have had nightmares for so many years. Yes, you're a good detective, but you're not a good father. ”
Fang Lanzhi sneered, "Do you know how desperate I am? As soon as I saw Mo Chu, I remembered that his father was a cold-blooded and ruthless man, and in order to stick to his duties, he could not have his wife and children. As soon as I saw Mo Chu's stump...... I ......"
She cried and laughed, and all the emotions she had suppressed in self-blame and pain for so many years exploded.
"I even ...... I'm even afraid to see him, but he's my Mochu! Fang Lanzhi burst into tears, "For so many years, Dr. Wen has been giving me psychological counseling, whether you say that I have no sense of responsibility, or that I am cheap, but I really can't hold on anymore, I don't want to live such a nightmare life again." ”
The wind blew off the potted plants on the windowsill, and the noise was especially scary at night.
Tu Yiqian sat by the window dejectedly, covering his eyes with his hands, tears oozing from his fingers, "I'm sorry." ”
Fang Lanzhi cried, she covered her face with a quilt, afraid that the crying would alarm her son next door.
Tu Mochu was in the dark, holding a cup of cold tea that was originally going to be brewed for Fang Lanzhi. There was no trace of color in his eyes, and it took a long time for him to quietly push the wheelchair to his room amid the woman's suppressed cry.
In the dark night, Tu Mochu did not turn on the lights. He groped his way into bed and watched the lightning and thunder outside the window.
It turns out that the person who can't keep it will never be able to keep it, even if he secretly tells himself that he forgives his mother, she is just a ghost for a while, and everything will be fine.
But what was she scared...... It turned out to be myself.
Tu Mochu closed his eyes. How ridiculous it was that his mother would not be able to sleep as long as he was crippled for a day.
He felt so cold, quiet and cruelly cold. His mutilation became a nightmare for his mother, but he was too young at the time to vaguely remember the pain, and he remembered more of the sympathetic and complicated eyes of people.
He thought that after losing his legs, he could study hard, be obedient and sensible, and in the future, by working hard to be a valuable person who contributes to society, he can become the pride of his parents like other people's children.
But it turns out that none of this is working. As long as he lives one day, he will be a badge of shame for his father and a terrible nightmare for his mother.