64 I also want to take a step for him

Yun Shan remembered the news two days ago and asked, "Is Xie Yuhan really going to be your fiancΓ©e?" ”

Mo Zhuoyi didn't know about Xie Yuhan's unauthorized posting on Weibo, but since Yun Shan asked like this, he could roughly guess the cause and effect.

He is now in a dilemma, he has worked hard to make Yun Shan's heart soften, and in the blink of an eye, he was easily erased by the malice of fate. He didn't dare to gamble with her.

Mo Zhuoyi's tone was calm, "She's not. "No, he needs to plan well, there is always a way, and he doesn't necessarily have to agree to Mrs. Ren's condition, although it seems that he doesn't have the slightest clue at present.

Yun Shan heard an unexpected answer. She originally thought that Mo Zhuoyi would answer yes, and then she could push the boat down the river to ask about the things that had puzzled her for two lifetimes, but Mo Zhuoyi said no. It's like you've thought the truth is within reach, and suddenly someone tells you, little fool, you're wrong.

Yes? So Xie Yuhan has a broken brain? Her blank expression pleased Mo Zhuoyi.

Mo Zhuoyi knew that there was actually another way. If Yun Shan loves him enough, and he loves her as strongly, then no matter what accident happens, Yun Shan can bear it with tolerance and will not leave him.

It's a pity that she doesn't love him. There may be tenderness, there may be sympathy and pity, but the distance from love is far away.

An irrepressible fury rose in his heart to destroy. He knew that he had never been a good person.

"Sanshan." Mo Zhuoyi's voice was hoarse, and he leaned into her ear and said faintly: "I love you so much." ”

"Huh?" Yun Shan noticed that he was getting close before she knew it, and she couldn't help but want to back away. Mo Zhuoyi's words were straightforward and terrifying, her ears were already red, "Okay, I know, don't lean over." ”

Because she was at home, Yun Shan was barefoot and wearing slippers, and her feet were white and lovely, with a wordless temptation. Mo Zhuoyi wanted her, not only was his body shouting, but his soul was also restless.

It would be nice if she was more obedient, just love him a little more, and he wouldn't need to solve it in an extreme way.

When Mo Zhuoyi drove back to K City today, she was not in a good mood and bought something that she would definitely not like, but he liked it very much. Now it was in his car, a pair of silver leg cuffs with red agate, and the only key in the world was in the pocket of his pants.

He looked down at Yun Shan's shy and uneasy appearance, and he didn't know whether it was cold or hot in his heart.

It's good to be innocent and ignorant of the world, like her, she can't hear his screams of pain, she can't see the dark meanness of his desperation, she can even fall into a sweet sleep peacefully, open her eyes the next day, stretch her waist, and continue to chase her ideals.

In just a few days, everything changed. He originally thought that he could wait for her slowly, even if he coaxed her to lie to her, and he still had a lifetime to wait for her favor. However, this trip to H City tells him that this is not the case, and that he could lose her at any time.

Shanshan, I love you so much. His gentleness is almost unbearable, and when love reaches the end of the road, will the shackles become his last retreat?

The rain crackled against the windows. Yun Shan felt that Mo Zhuoyi seemed to be a little too wrong, she held back the cowardice in her heart, and reached out to touch his forehead, "What's wrong with you?" ”

He took the little hand down and held it in the palm of his hand, and gently dropped a kiss on the back of her hand.

Yun Shan wanted to withdraw her hand, but finally hesitated for a moment and did not move.

The next moment, Mo Zhuoyi didn't let go of her hand, his lips were still rubbing reluctantly on the back of her hand, and the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were dangerously ambiguous. Yun Shan couldn't bear it anymore, "Mo Zhuoyi! ”

"Huh?"

"You don't want to be like this, you just said no......" said not to touch her, things are confusing, she is afraid of repeating the path of her previous life. Yun Shan wanted to push Mo Zhuoyi away, but she couldn't break free.

"Sanshan." Mo Zhuoyi was in her ear, calling her name emotionally, "Give you to me, huh?" ”

Yun Shan was stunned by these words, and reacted with the heat rushing to her cheeks, and her heartbeat accelerated wildly. Mo Zhuoyi is too abnormal, now this Mo Zhuoyi has faded her gentle disguise, she looked at his eyes with hindsight, the man's pupils are as black as night, like an abyss that cannot be seen, there is a strong desire in it, which makes her afraid, his appearance is completely integrated with the Mo Zhuoyi in the previous life.

Yun Shan was shocked. Mo Zhuoyi's movements were very gentle at first, and then gradually increased in force as if he had lost control.

Yun Shan held his hand, this time she didn't push out, she suppressed the strong resistance of her heart, and her backhand interlocked with his fingers.

The man's hand was slightly cold, obviously he had just come out of the shower, but the hot water did not warm him, and his cold seemed to come out of the blood and bone marrow.

Yun Shan's small hand was gentle and soft, gently clasping his big hand. His fingers were slender, and his palms were much larger than hers, and she didn't use any strength, just held him gently, with a little coquettishness.

Mo Zhuoyi was stunned for a moment, staring at her with an uncertain expression.

Yun Shan's voice was soft and glutinous, "You are terrible like this, I am obviously not afraid of you recently, but I still feel so scared just now." ”

This sentence suddenly woke him up who was obsessed. Mo Zhuoyi stepped back from her and helped her up from the sofa.

He lowered his head, Yun Shan couldn't see his expression clearly, but secretly breathed a sigh of relief. She was indeed frightened, but compared to Mo Zhuoyi at this time, she was obviously more familiar with Mo Zhuoyi in her previous life, and she almost subconsciously knew how to appease him.

After being silent for a long time, Mo Zhuoyi raised his eyes and chuckled, "Shanshan, I know what you're trying to do." ”

Yun Shan didn't want to admit it, "No, it's not ......"

"But I'm glad that if you can always do this to me, I will always do this to you. I'll do whatever you tell me to do, just don't leave me. Mo Zhuoyi paused and continued: "Don't show the disgusted look you used to have, I'm not a rapist. ”

Yun Shan didn't expect him to see it so thoroughly, and couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, and her cheeks were slightly hot.

Mo Zhuoyi squatted down and took off her slippers, the beautiful feet fell into his palm, and he lowered his head and kissed the instep of her feet.

Yun Shan was still in a weak heart, but this shame covered up other emotions, "Mo Zhuoyi...... You, you...... Don't kiss ......."

Mo Zhuoyi smiled with his eyebrows, "Look, I'm almost kneeling in front of you." ”

Yun Shan noticed the posture of the two of them, she sat on the sofa, clutching the corner of the pillow, Mo Zhuoyi squatted in front of her on her knees, a cut shorter than her.

Mo Zhuoyi said seriously: "I'll kneel, you marry me, okay?" Without anyone else, there will never be, and I will never fall in love with anyone else again in my life. Don't abandon me, I'll learn to get better slowly, and I'm what you like. ”

Yun Shan blinked, unable to believe that these words came from the mouth of the invincible Mo Zhuoyi. But she knew that she was still unwilling to marry him, the mystery was still unsolved, and she couldn't figure out what complicated feelings she had for Mo Zhuoyi, and she was afraid of repeating the mistakes of the past.

She whispered, "You don't have to do this, you don't have to pay like this. "How difficult and tiring it is to completely change yourself for the sake of another person.

Mo Zhuoyi didn't have a trace of a smile in his eyes, his face turned cold, and he felt infinitely sad.

Yun Shan retracted her feet, she timidly observed his expression, and said, "You don't have to deliberately change for me. ”

The rain outside the window was dripping, and it was getting lighter and lighter.

Mo Zhuoyi was a little self-deprecating, "Don't change? Oh, aren't you scared? Isn't it annoying? I'm willing to pretend to be for you and pretend to be successful for the rest of my life, but are you so cruel that you have to wipe out even the last bit of hope? ”

He remembered the pair of shackles in the car and looked at her with pity, did he really want to get to that point?

Yun Shan didn't notice anything, she seemed to think of something, and the corners of her mouth rose slightly, "Mo Zhuoyi, before you go to H City, you asked me if I wanted to choose whether it was true or false, and I said it was up to you." Later, you somehow disappeared, and everyone wanted me to refute the rumors, and they told me that if the rumors got stronger, I would be in a deep quagmire, and even say goodbye to acting. ”

Mo Zhuoyi didn't know what she meant, and his eyes were still cold.

"If it was before, I would have thought that not being able to act was a big deal that the sky was going to fall, but it's so strange......" Yun Shan's clean and beautiful little face fainted a warm smile, "I suddenly feel that none of these are important, I want to wait for you to come back, I promised you, it's up to you to decide." I thought I liked something, but I didn't lose it. I thought it was a nasty person......"

Yun Shan looked directly into his gaze, and her voice was full of tenderness, "I thought the person I hated, he worked so hard, he was so tired, he had already taken ninety-nine steps towards me, and I also wanted to take a step for him." So I don't need you to completely change yourself, I'll try to accept the whole and true you, okay? ”

She felt shy and didn't dare to look him in the eye again.

Mo Zhuoyi was silent for a long time, and finally smiled, and he replied in a low voice: "Okay." ”

The howling wind that blew in my heart was stopped, and the burning flames were extinguished. Yun Shan didn't dare to look at him because she was ashamed, so she didn't notice the moistness of his eyes at that moment.

When the rain stopped, Mo Zhuoyi got up and put out the lights in the living room, and Yun Shan couldn't see what his face was.

Mo Zhuoyi turned around and picked her up and walked to the bedroom, he walked steadily in the dark, as if he had been walking alone in such silence and darkness for many years.

Yun Shan's heart was at peace, and she said something that even she couldn't think of. She was so sure that Mo Zhuoyi would not hurt her.

He would rather go to the soup and fire himself, and would rather taste the suffering of the world than bear to put her in danger. Yun Shan had to admit that in her past and present lives, Mo Zhuoyi was the person who loved her the most.

His love was too scorching, so he didn't want her to be hurt, and he left the deepest scratch in her heart.

Mo Zhuoyi stroked her hair, and her voice was soft, "Sleep, I'll go to the next room." ”

Yun Shan called softly, "Mo Zhuoyi." ”

"Hmm."

"I didn't lie to you, what I said was true, I won't lie to you."

The beating heart in his chest seemed to have collapsed, Mo Zhuoyi bent the corners of his mouth, and responded gently, "Okay, Shanshan, the most honest, I am the liar." ”

Yun Shan's face was shy, and a smile stained the corners of her eyebrows and eyes.

Mo Zhuoyi covered the quilt for her, went to the living room to bring her slippers, and placed them neatly on the side of the bed, and only after doing all this did he went to the guest room.

He closed his eyes in the darkness, and his ears seemed to hear her voice, and the smell of her still seemed to be in the air, and his hands still seemed to touch her. She said that she wanted to try to accept the real him, but the real him was so terrifying that even Luo Shuxin, who was a psychiatrist, felt scary. She was so timid, how could she really fall in love with him?

But tears welled up in an instant, for twenty-nine years, he crashed his head into a hole without shedding a single tear, and when his father died, he made up for sleep in an Internet cafΓ© as if nothing had happened before going back to mourn. However, when she said those words delicately and softly, he wanted to cry.

In his life, he is unforgettable, and he only loves the only her. Even if you die and turn to ashes, this love will never end. There's always a way, he can keep her from being scared.