Chapter 391: Weakness and Selfishness
Before Lou Yan's vacation ended, Chi Yun followed him into the palace to thank him.
The emperor did not go to court today and accompanied the queen mother in Qingning Palace.
In addition, several clan relatives also entered the palace to ask for peace and accompanied them.
When the two of them entered, everyone in the hall couldn't help but light up.
The Queen Mother smiled: "Sure enough, it is a pair of red flowers and green leaves." Emperor, I heard that you did this matchmaker, and you really found a good family affair for your cousin. ”
Everyone in the hall laughed and looked at them playfully.
The eldest princess, who entered the palace one step ahead of them, said, "I wanted to ask Ah Yun to take a look, but she agreed." At that time, I told Amei that this girl's eight achievements are to look good at others, and sure enough. ”
The queen smiled: "Miss Chi is like a fairy, of course she has to be matched with a fairy-like person, don't you say?" ”
Seeing that the queen mother and the eldest princess were very happy, several clan relatives and women echoed: "That's right, the talented woman is a match made in heaven." ”
The princess of King Ping on the side corrected with a smile: "Queen Mother, it should be called Mrs. Lou." ”
"Oh, yes." The queen nodded with a smile, "The palace forgot for a while." ”
The emperor's interest was not very high, so he smiled cooperatively and said, "Empress, you are here to talk to your aunt with your mother, I still have some government affairs, so I will deal with them first." ”
The queen got up: "The concubine obeys." ”
The Queen Mother also bowed: "Government affairs are important, you can go." ”
The emperor got up, called Lou Yan, and left together.
"Lou Si, how does it feel to be newly married?"
Out of Qingning Palace, the emperor was not in a hurry and asked about idle matters.
Lou Yan smiled and said, "Back to Your Majesty, it's okay." ”
The emperor glanced at him and teased: "Look at your eyebrows and eyes, is it okay?" ”
Lou Yan just laughed.
"When I asked you to marry, I was reluctant, but now I know how to thank me, right?"
Lou Yan arched his hand: "Your Majesty's eyes." ”
The emperor sighed: "When it is time to get married, it is still good to have a woman by your side." Not to mention, someone can help you with your chores, and you can also focus on official business. Besides, when you are upset, you will not be alone, and the more dull you are, the more boring you become. ”
Lou Yan remembered the changes in the past few days, and bowed his head: "What Your Majesty said is true." ”
The two entered the garden, stepped on the nine-curved bridge, and held the railing to watch the fish.
Lou Yan saw that the emperor was in a bad mood, so he asked, "Your Majesty is in a bad mood?" ”
The emperor beckoned for fish food, and sighed while feeding the fish: "Concubine Yu has been gone for almost two months. ”
Lou Yan groaned: "You...... Miss her? ”
The emperor nodded, shook his head again, and suddenly asked, "Lou Si, have you ever complained about me?" ”
Lou Yan was puzzled: "Why did Your Majesty say this?" ”
"When I took Concubine Yu into the palace, you disagreed very much, so much so that you never gave her a good face." The emperor turned his head to look at him, "Did you ever complain about me and let her take Chonghua's name?" ”
Lou Yan pursed his lips and replied after a while: "The minister doesn't dare." ”
The emperor smiled: "You don't dare, it can be seen that you have indeed complained." Speaking of which, I used to be very jealous of you, and always thought that if I was like you, I would dare to fight with the prince's brother. Hey, why don't you fight? Don't you like Chonghua? ”
Lou Yan was silent and replied: "At that time, I thought that she liked the prince the most. ”
The emperor patted him on the shoulder and said, "Don't blame you for thinking so, which of us has won the crown prince's brother at that time?" He was born to be a prince, and he will become the master of the world in the future. ”
Speaking of this, he found that he had leaked a little jealousy, so he turned back to the topic and continued: "I know that there is only one Chonghua, and you will definitely not like it if I let Concubine Yu take her name. But Lou Si, do you know that feeling? I've been pursuing something for so long, and suddenly one day it's gone, and my whole heart is empty, and I don't know what to do. ”
Lou Yan didn't answer, just quietly looked at the fish gathered under the bridge.
The emperor just wanted to confide, and didn't care whether he answered or not: "When I found the Jade Concubine, I was already about to collapse. Seeing Chonghua's shadow in her made me rediscover the feeling of being alive. Lou Si, now that you are married, you should be able to understand that having a living woman by your side can gradually soothe the pain of loss. ”
Lou Yan glanced at him silently, turned back and continued to look at the fish.
"Miss Chi, it's quite like Chonghua, isn't it? Concubine Yu's feeling is not wrong, she does have the shadow of Chonghua. I think you feel that way when you're with her, right? It seems that he is still in the Endless Sea Pavilion, and it seems that Chonghua has returned. Of course, it's just an illusion, but it alleviates your pain and slowly comes to terms with reality. ”
The emperor sighed: "Three years, I have been with Concubine Yu for a long time, and the shadow in my heart is getting fainter and fainter, and I slowly can't remember what she looks like." Later, when I thought of Chonghua, the first thing that came to mind was the appearance of the Jade Concubine. If it weren't for Concubine Yu going too far, I would have tolerated her and given her grace, after all, she was the one who helped me get out of this pain. Lou Si, do you understand what I said? Can you be considerate of me? ”
Lou Yan was silent for a moment, and said slowly: "Minister, I have always understood Your Majesty. ”
Understand how weak you are and how selfish you are.
The loved one is gone, and she doesn't even leave a name, in order to make herself better, let her bear all kinds of unbearable burdens after death. In order to soothe herself, knowing that this impostor is ruthless, she also wants to shield her.
The emperor thought that he had reached a consensus with him, and smiled comfortably.
"I know that you understand me. Now I envy you! The newlywed Yan'er, the honey blends oil, and I guess I won't think of those things anymore. But I lost the Jade Concubine, and I don't know when I will be able to adapt. ”
Lou Yan said slowly: "Your Majesty still has many people, the queen, Concubine Chen, Liu Jieyu...... will always slowly forget the jade concubine, just like forgetting ...... She's the same. ”
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In Qingning Palace, there was a lot of laughter.
Chi Yun talked about the eldest princess who couldn't wait to move, and made the queen mother laugh.
"Ah Feng, after all, aren't you just competing with Concubine Beixiang? She is a mother-in-law, so of course she lives with her daughter-in-law. You're not reconciled, so you have to go along, don't you? ”
The eldest princess smiled: "My sister-in-law still understands me." Why did I give my hard-won daughter to Huo Rudan? I see how long she can stay in the capital, and she won't have to go back to Beixiang sooner or later? When the time comes, not only my daughter will be mine, but her son will also have to give it to me. ”
The Queen Mother laughed out loud: "It's your skin!" ”
Princess Kang joked: "This is called fate, my aunt doesn't like anyone, but she likes Cousin Chi." ”
"Yes!" The eldest princess has always been undisguised, "The fate of my children in this life has fallen on her." You'll have to help me take care of her in the future. ”
The princess of King Kang smiled and groaned: "It is an honor for my nephew and daughter-in-law for my aunt to say this. It just so happens that in a few days it will be the birthday of our family Ayun, I don't know if there is such an honor, please invite Cousin Chi to come? ”
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