Chapter 117: I Think You're Crazy (1st Update)
"Hey, Qingmeiren, let me ask you a question, if I don't participate in the reorganization of the Quartet, who do you think is more appropriate to be the captain?"
In the wind, a fluttering question drilled into Ye Qing's ears, and he was stunned, looking at Qin Ran, but he couldn't see anything, as if she was hallucinating.
"Qin Ran, what do you mean?" Still couldn't think about it, Ye Qing took a step forward, stopped in front of Qin Ran, stared at the face as if nothing had happened, and said angrily.
Qin Ran stopped, rubbed his temples a little helplessly, and slowed down his tone, so that Ye Qing, who was in anger, could hear it in his ears and in his heart as much as possible.
"Qingmeiren, you don't know my psychological condition, I'm really not suitable to continue to stay in the position of captain, we must face these problems, don't be like this, as if I am more heinous."
Ye Qing took several breaths, his eyes were a little red, and his tone was a little sobbing, "You are heinous!" ”
Qin Ran chuckled and patted her on the back, "Okay, I won't mention it, it's just that you're such an adult, and you're still crying?" ”
Ye Qing's face turned red, and he wiped the tears rolling in his eyes with the back of his hand, it was indeed embarrassing, but the feeling at that moment was really that he couldn't be the master.
Looking at Qin Ran deeply, it seemed that he wanted to look into the depths of her heart, and always felt that Qin Ran was giving her vaccinations during this time.
Verbal stimulation will allow her to improve her physical fitness.
Deliberately exercise her ability to lead troops.
seems lazy to ask her to write a work report.
She was sternly rejected for her dependence on her for help.
Putting the review in front of her eyes forced her to think about her intentions.
And the words that came out today that they will not return to the team.
"So, what are you worried about? Mu Sheng told me that I must be optimistic about you recently, I have to follow you everywhere, do you have anything else to hide from me? ”
Qin Ran was stunned, blinked, and seemed to be dispelling the dark clouds under his eyes, "It's nothing, he has convulsions, don't worry." ”
The expression on Ye Qing's face dissipated in an instant, staring at her, a little wooden, "When you went back to the dormitory yesterday, I smelled a very strong smell of smoke, but no matter how strong the smell of smoke is, it is limited, it can't cover the smell of blood, and the mud and broken leaves on the soles of your feet, where have you been?" Who did you meet? This can always be said! ”
Originally, she didn't want to find out, but seeing Qin Ran's awkward appearance, she still decided to hell with the so-called thoughtful trust.
Hearing Ye Qing's question, Qin Ran was obviously stunned for a moment, and was speechless for a while, "Qing Meiren, can you stop being so aggressive?" ”
Ye Qing sneered, "If I'm not aggressive, I'll take the initiative to be a fool and let you fool around!" ”
Qin Ran frowned, a little distressed, and said after a while: "How do you think a person's faith can be overturned in the simplest and most natural?" ”
Ye Qing twisted her eyebrows, not understanding what connection this had to do with the question she asked, and shook her head, "If it is faith, then it cannot be easily overturned." ”
Qin Ran curled his lips, "Do you remember the case of psychological destruction that I heard about in college?" The five methods of psychological destruction, continuous denial, disrupting cognition, continuous stigma, making loneliness, labeling, and crowding, human beings care too much about the opinions of the people around them, and often the damage caused under the banner of love is the deepest, heaviest and most eternal. ”
Human nature has two fatal weaknesses, one is fear and the other is greed.
Fear can deprive a person of all security, turn a self-confident person into a cringe, instantly drain one's sanity, and keep one in a spiral of fear of loss.
Greed will make you keep taking, unscrupulous, and give everything you have to satisfy yourself, and once you lose it, you will lose the whole world.
As long as you grasp these two points in someone's heart and become his only reliance in the black and white world, he is your puppet, let you play with it, and be willing to do it.
The premise of hurting people deeply must be emotional dependence, and after studying psychology for so many years, this is her biggest gain.
"I still don't understand, what are you trying to say?" Ye Qing's voice trembled suddenly.
Qin Ran smiled, "You already understand, don't you?" ”
Ye Qing's eyes widened, and he slapped it down, hard, loudly, Qin Ran's entire face was crooked to the side, and his expression was hidden in the broken hair, blurred and indistinct.
"Qin Ran, I think you're crazy!"
You're crazy enough to want to destroy yourself!
Qin Ran looked at her deeply, "Ye Qing, instead of letting others destroy me, it's better for me to do it myself, in this way, at least I'm still my own." ”
Ye Qinggao's confiscated hand trembled violently in mid-air, looking at Qin Ran's eyes completely shattered, desperate and helpless.
"Why? Why, exactly? ”
Qin Ran pursed his lips, "My father once gave me a USB flash drive, which was the result of his investigation of that mysterious organization. ”
"Also, in the list of spies that Ji Lan gave me, there is a name, the name that solves all my doubts, Mu Yun, my mother."
After speaking, Qin Ran stopped looking at Ye Qing and exhaled a breath, some things had been buried in his heart for too long, and they all shook out for a while, and he couldn't tell whether he was more relaxed or emptier.
Ye Qing only felt that the whole person was dry, her heart and muscles were stirred together, she couldn't blame Qin Ran for her "rancid" solution, and she couldn't think of a better solution.
That organization really had no reason to let Qin Ran go, once she stopped it, it would really push Qin Ran forward, and there was no way to turn back.
"What's in the USB flash drive that your dad gave you?" His voice became hoarse unconsciously, Ye Qing asked.
Qin Ran shook his head, pulled out a pendant from his clothes, and handed it to Ye Qing, "I can't open it, I've been trying for almost seven years, you can help me keep it first!" ”
Ye Qing nodded, and put it on his neck, it was still warm, it was the temperature of Qin Ran's body.
solemnly promised, "Even if I die, I will keep it." ”
Qin Ran chuckled, "Your life is more important than it, and now it is an ornament." ”
"They changed their minds about killing you when they knew you couldn't get out, and they wanted to pull you in?" Ye Qing continued to ask, there are still some things that can't be explained.
Qin Ran shook his head, "They also seem to have differences, some people advocate killing me once and for all, and some people think that pulling me in will kill two birds with one stone, after all, the master's excellence is obvious to all, with my help, what can't be done?" ”
Ye Qing tugged at the corners of his mouth, and couldn't make a smile with his effort, so he had to give up and play with the pendant with his hand, "You said how could your father give you such an important thing, you were still a minor back then, and he didn't tell you the password, don't you think it's strange?" Could it be that you misunderstood? Just an ordinary pendant? ”
Qin Ran shook his head, "Originally, I didn't understand it very well, but once I knew my mother's identity, I would be able to understand it, if I didn't say anything else, if I were you, would you be able to send my brother to the execution ground with your own hands?" ”
Ye Qing was dumbfounded, saying this seemed to make some sense.
But General Qin Shan's uprightness is well known, so he will not be confused in this kind of thing, and he will make a mistake in principle!
stared at Qin Ran tightly, and his tone became heavier, "You really can't open it?" Still don't want to open? ”
After so many years, she didn't believe that Qin Ran really didn't have any other ideas.
(To be continued)
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