Today the weather is fine, and it is finally time to visit the prison. He didn't want anything to bring to Tu Mochu, and Jing Lin was not reluctant, just go and see him by herself.

Wan Zhen hasn't come to pester her for a long time, and most of the students who confess are very gentlemanly and will not pursue willfully and unreasonably like Wan Zhen.

Jing Lin walked past the school's lake and saw two people talking and laughing. The young man was tall and straight, and many of the girls around him were quietly watching him.

Jing Lin frowned slightly, feeling that this person's ghost was annoying, she didn't want to have any chance encounters, so she turned to the path and left.

When Fei Hang saw her, he was amazed for a moment, and his eyes fell directly on her face. The man's true colors, he inadvertently glanced at the straight and beautiful jade legs, and his heart was disturbed.

When he first saw her, she was only sixteen years old, and her eyes under the umbrella were already unforgettable.

Jing Lin seemed to have forgotten that this person helped her block Wan Zhen last time, her disgust was too obvious, not to mention the person Fei Hang, even the school director who was talking to Fei Hang also noticed that this beautiful girl was avoiding them.

Fei Hang looked at her back as she left in a daze, inexplicably a little confused, and didn't understand why he was hated by this girl.

Jing Lin came to the "Eleventh Prison" this time, and she was the only one.

Usually this point is the release time of the 11th Prison, Jing Lin comes every time, and the prison guards already know her.

The prison guard went over to inform: "Tu Mochu, someone is looking for you." ”

Everyone squeezed their eyebrows and watched this lonely teenager calmly wash his hands and push his wheelchair out.

Zhong Xueyu deliberately said: "Tu Mochu, the collar was not turned over. ”

Tu Mochu looked down and saw that his collar was neat.

The crowd was going crazy with laughter.

You said you are young, why are you so old-fashioned? is more serious than their group of "old men". Only at this moment did Tu Mochu's body have a little youthful atmosphere, everyone remembered the lip print before, and patted him on the shoulder, "Go quickly, I know you are in a hurry, handsome." ”

Every time before Jing Lin came, Tu Mochu would apply for a staggered time for cutting hair. He knew that he was embarrassed now, but it was always good to be a little handsome in front of her, even if it was just a hairstyle.

It was sunny outside, and they still met in a small meeting room.

In the late summer and early autumn season, when Tu Mochu pushed the wheelchair over, the girl Qiaoshengsheng stood there and smiled at him. He had to admit that his breath was frozen for a moment.

Jing Lin was wearing silk white long sleeves with a simple pair of shorts underneath. A pair of jade legs are slender and fair-skinned, he is a man, and he is no longer the little boy who sat at the same table with her and painted the Chu River and Han realm. When he dreamed of her for the first time, the girl in the dream was crying, and the sky was bright when he woke up, leaving Tu Mochu full of pain and despair.

He hated this male instinct, why he deprived himself of sound legs, but still did not quench his ugly desires.

He has always treated her with the purest affection, and rarely defiled with lust. Tu Mochu originally thought that just by looking at her, he could love her for the rest of his life. But seeing such Jing Lin, he realized for the first time that it was far from enough.

Jing Lin tilted her head, she was actually a little embarrassed, but after Tu Mochu was stunned, her face turned pale, and she was a little panicked. Obviously other people don't react like this, isn't she good-looking?

This time it was Tu Mochu who was the first to speak, and he said, "Linlin, how are you doing lately?" ”

Jing Lin nodded, and with pure happiness, moved a chair and sat beside him, "Very good, the big A flower has bloomed, Jing Hu has grown a lot taller, and she will write to me." "The only bad thing is that I can't see you often.

Tu Mochu was silent for a moment, "Have you met any other attractive boys?" ”

Jing Lin was stunned, although she knew a long time ago that Tu Mochu was leaving her a way out, but this was the first time Tu Mochu had said it so bluntly.

Jing Lin bit her lip and was very angry, "What do you mean?" ”

Tu Mochu didn't dodge her gaze, he stared at her clear eye mask, and said seriously: "Six years is a long time, I don't treat you well, I can't take care of you, you're cold and hungry, I'm not by your side." Linlin, when you grow up, you should know that the opposite sex will attract each other, there will be impulsive desires, you have been waiting for me for a long time, there is nothing to be sorry for me, I can't treat you well. If you have someone you like, he's kind to you......"

Jing Lin was almost angry, she dressed up beautifully to see him, but he told her if she liked someone else......

She was ashamed and angry, and interrupted him, "If you like someone else, will you be with him and kiss and sleep?" She had never said such blatant and shameful words, but this time Tu Mochu really annoyed her. Why does he just not believe that she has her own judgment and does not believe her sincerity.

Tu Mochu's face turned white instantly, and he scolded angrily: "Linlin, you know that I didn't mean that!" ”

Jing Lin's eyes were slightly red with anger, "That's what you mean, you always think that I should like others." ”

Jing Lin still remembered Wu Moyu's whispering to her, she thought that Tu Mochu would be very happy to see it, and she had also expected Tu Mochu's reaction before she came, but he was about to make her cry.

Jing Lin had never quarreled with Tu Mochu, this was the first time, she was afraid that the joy of coming to see him in the next moment would turn into tears, so she got up and planned to leave. He's the worst guy who hurts people.

Jing Lin held back her tears, suppressed the shame in her heart, and was in a hurry to leave. The next moment, he was grabbed by Tu Mochu's wrist and pulled into his arms.

He clung to his treasure, his fingers white. He imprisoned the angry girl, not daring to relax, "I really didn't mean that. ”

Jing Lin sat on his lap, hugged tightly by him, tears rolling in his eyes, two years, only this time I felt wronged.

Tu Mochu apologized in a low voice, "I was wrong, I shouldn't have said something like that, I'm sorry, don't go, don't go......"

Every time he saw her, Tu Mochu had to wait for many days and nights. This is almost all his expectations, and he can endure endless loneliness for the sake of seeing each other.

He didn't want to upset her, and God knows how much he wanted to be nice to her. But there are many things that she can't face, but they are stubborn diseases in his heart.

Jing Lin was also reluctant to leave, every time she saw him, she waited for the same amount of time as him, it was not easy for them to meet, and they couldn't afford to quarrel and spend time. Her voice carried the softness of her daughter's home, "Then forgive you this time, don't say anything like that in the future, otherwise you won't forgive again." ”

Tu Mochu's voice was slightly hoarse, "Okay." ”

Jing Lin stretched out her tender arm and hugged Tu Mochu's neck, rubbing her little head against his chest, "Why are you so angry." ”

Tu Mochu pursed her lips and said nothing, gently stroking her hair, secretly cherishing and feeling sad that she didn't understand. He kissed her ear lightly, Jing Lin felt a little itchy, and burst into laughter.

Jing Lin was sometimes more curious, "Why were you angry and sad just now?" ”

Tu Mochu rarely showed his emotions in front of her, he was very good at accommodating people, and when he said hurtful words, he must have touched a sensitive nerve.

Tu Mochu didn't want to lie to her, but in front of her, he couldn't talk about incompleteness and desire no matter what. He was just silent.

Jing Lin thought for a while and asked in a low voice, "Don't you like me to dress like this?" If you don't think it looks good, I won't wear it, okay? ”

Tu Mochu's throat was dry, and he said softly: "No, it's beautiful." ”

In the end, it was still simple, Jing Lin was praised, and quickly forgot the previous unpleasantness, "You are also good-looking." He also didn't forget to add, "It's the best." ”

Tu Mochu smiled, and the pity in his heart was indescribable.

He praised her for being sincere, and she saw him only because of his emotions. He looks so depressed now, and he can't afford to be a little girl who says "the best-looking" no matter what.

Tu Mochu would not ask her to be held to her own standards. Everyone is only young once, and he can't accompany her through college, but he wants her to have her own life without worrying about anything.

It was the first time he held her like this, the man's chest was broad, even if he was imprisoned for two years, there was no way to offset the previous years of exercise, his texture was still strong, and it was effortless to hold her.

To be honest, Jing Lin was a little novel. She doesn't hold grudges, she doesn't get angry easily, she is angry, and she loves the beauty of life even more.

This man is sensitive, when he was a child, he was seen in a wheelchair by her, and his face would be unhappy, and now he is holding her in a wheelchair together, which is already a big concession for him.

Jing Lin's cheek was buried in his chest, and he couldn't help but rejoice, and couldn't help but smile shyly.

At the end of the visit, Jing Lin had to leave. Tu Mochu watched her slender back disappear from view, and for the first time he was worried.

Zhong Xueyu asked: "Tu Mochu, do you have something on your mind?" ”

"Nope."

"Come on, we've been together day and night for almost three years, and your kid stopped typing code more than ten times today. Don't treat me as an outsider, I've made much more serious mistakes than you, and I have to stay in it for more than ten years, and I won't tell the world about your. I'll do the math, you're going out next year, it's the third year. ”

Tu Mochu didn't like to communicate with people during the release time, but today he was too worried, looked at this senior who was in prison for his daughter, and said, "I'm afraid I won't be able to give her a future." ”

Zhong Xueyu explained: "You can't say that, we are engaged in biochemistry, and we can't be poor." You say you, what are you doing, electronic technology and software development, the future is the information age, your brain is so good, it's like a mobile vault, it's no problem to build a gold house for your little girl. And with your scientific research ability, you are a proper scientist when you go out. ”

Zhong Xueyu saw that Tu Mochu was silent, and said: "Look at the current college students, what else will they do besides book knowledge?" They want to be scientists, and after completing their undergraduates, they have to go on to graduate school to continue their doctoral studies, during which they keep publishing papers and achieving certain academic results before they are worthy of the title of scientists. What about you, after four years of actual combat, how many things you have made, you know, and the country also knows that after you go out, you are not at the same grade as your peers at all. ”

Tu Mochu glanced at Senior Zhong, gritted his teeth, and finally didn't say anything.

The problem he struggled with was that if he wanted to marry Jing Lin, he would have to live a ...... Let's have a married life. He can give her the purest love and spoil her for a lifetime, but for him, it is more difficult to take off his clothes and pants than to let him die.

The events of his childhood were a huge shadow over his head. Mother and father were arguing in the room, and the little one heard the dearest woman speak of his stump with his own ears outside the door. Tu Mochu was a piece of meat that fell from Fang Lanzhi's body, if this woman was afraid of him and disgusted with him, let alone Linlin?

When he was four years old, Tu Mochu believed Fang Lanzhi's words, eat well, sleep well, don't cry as a man, and when he grows up, his legs will grow back and become complete again. But when he was a little older, he understood that he could only be like this in his life. He can practice boxing, muscles and figure, but even if the residual limb is massaged every day, it will gradually become atrophied and ugly.

He felt ugly when he saw it himself, so how could he show it to a beautiful and innocent little girl.

Linlin didn't understand these truths, and Senior Zhong, as a normal and healthy man, would not have such concerns when he was with his wife, so they didn't understand his struggles and pain.

However, when Tu Mochu saw Jing Lin today, in addition to being as amazing as ever, there were also those chaotic and fragrant dreams when he was young, and the extremely painful shame after waking up.

Marrying someone is responsible for her whole life, and sometimes it is not enough to give love. But these things are not suitable for anyone, and in the end, he can only endure the pain of cutting flesh with a blunt knife alone.

Tu Mochu can't let it go, but a responsible man shouldn't only care about immediate interests and happiness. This is also the reason why he doesn't want to touch Jing Lin.

If she understands one day that he can't even give her a normal life, you know how bad he is. The deeper the love, the more worries there are, and even afraid that she will show a little strange gaze.

Tu Mochu often thinks that it would be nice if she wasn't so beautiful. She has everything seductive and beautiful, but it makes him feel even more distant from her.

Normal people don't understand. But it is impossible for those who understand to speak to outsiders.