Before we knew it, we were home.

"Then how did you borrow a loan shark from Cheng Song?" Zhang Lin couldn't wait to find out all the ins and outs of the matter.

"As long as you're not sleepy, I'll tell you everything tonight."

"It's okay, I won't go to work tomorrow."

We walked over to the couch and sat down, reopening the conversation. "Although I gave 11,000 for nothing, it was very easy to get hundreds of thousands, and I couldn't help but feel indifferent to the money. Later, due to carelessness and occasional orders in the futures market, Da Yue lost a lot of money in more than two months. Later, Cheng Song introduced me to a person from Huainan, and after that person's introduction, I went to the provincial capital again to apply for a loan, that is, the one who called a few days ago was more and better, a total of 40,000, but again under the pretext of handling fees, I was asked to go to 7,000, which was transferred to Cheng Song. "You have to explain these things clearly to my brother when you go back, and see if you can call the police to deal with it." Zhang Lin reminded me on the side. "I know. Cheng Song and I became familiar with several loans, and it should have been after the 18th National Day holiday, because I was used to spending money lavishly, and at the same time, I was fooled into making a big loss on which futures platform to do the Hang Seng Index. The first time I borrowed money from him, the interest was a dime, but I didn't know it was usury. I also invested this money in the futures market, and it happened that I made money during that time, and I repaid Cheng Song's loan shark very smoothly, so I didn't feel inappropriate about this way of borrowing. "I talk about the past, and the scenes of the past keep flashing before my eyes like a movie. At that time, I didn't realize the root of my mistake at all, and I still had terrible and scoundrel thoughts in my heart: the thing was wrong with me, but the root of the responsibility was Zhang Lin's character who forced me step by step over the years. It's this thought that makes me feel guilty about my absurdity.

I took a sip of water and said, "I borrowed it four times in Cheng Song's hands, and it wasn't until the last time this year that he moved the idea of my car, and I realized how terrible these people were. Wu Chuanxi was introduced to me by Yang Kun, and the futures lost a lot during that time, and the irony is that the stocks I chose rose very well....."

"I used to ask you about stocks every day, and you didn't buy them at all?"

"Yes. In order to maintain the feeling of picking stocks, I still continue to choose stocks every day. Because of the loss I made and the rise I didn't make, the pressure in my heart became more and more intense, and the loss could not be stopped. I felt like a drug addict who couldn't help myself. Sometimes I feel that I am afraid that you will lose money, so I am more anxious to earn money back, and sometimes I feel that futures are similar to stocks, as long as I really understand, I can make a profit sooner or later. But I still can't figure out why. During that time, sometimes I lost tens of thousands a day, sometimes I earned tens of thousands a day, I only knew that I never thought of giving up, and I never calculated how much money I lost. Every day, from half past six in the morning to late at night, I couldn't stay up and fell asleep, thinking about futures and looking at futures all the time. ”

"No wonder I keep my phone in my hand every day." Listening to my words, Zhang Lin understood my abnormal behavior in the past.

"What are the days when I do anything else absent-mindedly. As long as there is no money, he will borrow reckless thoughts, constantly weave excuses to deceive everyone, and go further and further on the road of destroying himself. ”

"Don't you ever wonder who the loan sharks are? We are all ordinary office workers, where can we afford to mess with them? And they can't afford it. ”

"It was from Zhang Lei that I realized how terrible loan sharks are, and I believed that the people who borrowed loan sharks were ruined on the Internet. Knowing Zhang Lei is the same as knowing Cheng Song, I borrowed 50,000 yuan from him for the first time, and later borrowed 50,000 yuan and 30,000 yuan to repay the interest on the previous loan. Although this person didn't say cruel words or act aggressively, he kept saying that he knew where you were and where Xiaole was, and that he wanted to go to the unit and so on. I'm worried about making it known to the world, so I'm going to be tricked. After the incident, I told him that the money could not be paid back for the time being, and the next day he called to tell me what he knew. ”

"You're too stupid, now that you're fighting the underworld and eliminating evil so well, who dares to act as a protective umbrella?"

"Maybe. There is no one to introduce the easyMarkets loan. It was someone from the provincial sales department who called me and asked me to provide relevant information, and the next day told me that I had passed the preliminary examination and asked me to handle it. In order to go and not let you suspect, I asked Xue Gang to charter his brother-in-law's car under the pretext of asking me for help. Although I didn't pay the so-called handling fee this time, I once again saw the chaos and domineering of online loans. ”

"What do you mean?" Zhang Lin asked puzzled.

"It's not uncommon for the account manager who contacted me to pretend to be you to answer a return call from their headquarters. It was only at the end of the contract that I saw the various fees that were imposed, and now I know that this is the chopping interest. I objected because the amount was too large, but he forced me to sign the contract on the grounds that it had already been formed. The arrears that you told you before were borrowed between online loans and loan sharks, so many have already made you anxious, you don't know about these three online loans, and you didn't leave your phone, I think as long as I don't say you will never know. Even if I don't pay it back, you don't have to bear it. So I didn't say it, but I didn't expect online loans to be so lawless. ”

"Let's go to sleep first, tomorrow we'll sort these out for my brother to see what to do." Zhang Lin looked at my sad face and couldn't bear to continue asking. It's just that I still hid one thing at the time, and it was because of this incident that everything became difficult later. Why didn't you say it at the time, but now that I think about it, I still have the confused idea that dragging on for a day is a day!