53 Maybe it's heart-wrenching

The operation went smoothly, and Tang Shishi was transferred to the general ward. When Yun Shan went in to see her, she hadn't woken up yet.

Yun Shan hesitated to contact Tang Shishi's parents, after all, such a big thing happened, and they were blood relatives. turned to give up, or wait for Tang Shishi to wake up and decide for herself, Tang Shishi never went home during the summer vacation, and the relationship with her family was not very good.

It didn't take long for Tang Shishi to wake up, and when she opened her eyes, she saw Yun Shan beside the hospital bed. Her voice was hoarse because she hadn't spoken for a long time, "Sanshan......"

Yun Shan hurriedly replied, "It's me, I'm here." ”

Tang Shishi's fingers moved, and she found that her legs didn't feel, and her face turned pale, "Why don't my legs feel anymore?" ”

Yun Shan reassured: "There is no major problem with your leg, the wound was stitched up and anesthetic was injected before, and it will be fine after a while." ”

Tang Shishi was much luckier than Yun Shan in the past, her legs were cut by sharp stones, and there were some hideous external injuries, but she didn't hurt her bones.

This happened suddenly, Yun Shan was frightened, and finally breathed a sigh of relief at this time, no matter what, Tang Shishi is okay now, and she will be fine if she recovers from her injury. She didn't know if it was because she had rushed in time to change all that.

Tang Shishi looked at Yun Shan in a daze, and tears suddenly welled up from the corners of her eyes.

Yun Shan was a little flustered, "What's wrong?" Does it hurt? What's uncomfortable? I'm going to call a doctor......"

Tang Shishi was already crying, "Yes...... It's me who is not good, I regretted filming when I realized that the coercion was about to stop, so high, I was so scared. ”

She sobbed, telling of her sadness, "Sanshan, you said it well, I like him. But apart from filming that movie with him before, I didn't even have a chance to meet him after that. It's because I'm so stupid, people treated me better at the time, and I have extravagant hopes. We were so far away that I wanted to be a little closer to him...... But I regretted it when I fell, he didn't like me at all, and maybe even forgot about me a long time ago...... Woohoo......"

Tang Shishi simply burst into tears.

Yun Shan took a tissue to gently wipe her tears, and sighed in her heart. It turned out that this was the case, Tang Shishi really liked Qin Ze, so she worked hard to participate in the audition and filming, Qin Ze's development is getting better and better, but Tang Shishi is a trick that goes through various crews. She tried so hard to keep up with him, and even lost her life in her last life.

The twenty-year-old girl, full of sincerity and willing to pay silently, maybe the other party didn't know, and in the end she just moved herself.

Yun Shan remembered that when Tang Shishi died in her previous life, Qin Ze had a rumored girlfriend, but it was only revealed a few years later after Qin Ze became a big star.

And Qin Ze may really not remember Tang Shishi, he will never know what Tang Shishi has done for him, he is full of ambition in life, he has become an actor, has won countless awards, has a successful career, and is a beauty.

Tang Shishi died, for the love that had not yet had time to sprout, died humbly and painfully.

Yun Shan didn't remember how Tang Shishi met Qin Ze in her previous life, but sometimes fate is an unspeakable thing. In this life, it is clear that she has changed her beginning, but Mo Zhuoyi still likes her.

Tang Shishi was tired of crying, "I won't like him anymore, I don't dare to love him." All my courage to love him was used up in that moment. I couldn't hold on anymore. ”

Sometimes she feels that Qin Ze is different to her, in the crew, she plays his little assistant, and she is too deep into the play, thinking that the person who is gentle with her actually likes her. Qin Ze was really good to her and taught her a lot of things, when Xie Yuhan was not replaced as the heroine, Qin Ze even protected her from being bullied by Xie Yuhan.

But when I love, I can't extricate myself, I am sweet alone, and finally I wake up from a dream, only to know that it is just self-deception.

Qin Ze didn't like Xie Yuhan, but he could eat happily with Xie Yuhan. Similarly, he didn't love Tang Shishi, but he gave her the illusion of gentleness and let her moth to the fire.

Tang Shishi fell asleep, the sun poured down from the windowsill, and her life was like a dream.

Yun Shan sighed and closed her eyes. How long can one person love another? One year, five years, or ten years? After death, it is just a handful of loess.

Qin Ze in his previous life may not even know that Tang Shishi died. Tang Shishi looks heartless, but in fact she has low self-esteem, and she has been working hard, perhaps because of the lack of family, she is too eager to be loved, so she has been fighting silently in depression.

And Yun Shan, she pressed her heart in a daze, did she ever love Mo Zhuoyi? After two lifetimes of entanglement, all her love and hate are related to him, have you ever had a moment of heartbeat?

She was only nineteen years old and woke up in her hotel bed with a man lying beside her, and she felt like the sky was going to fall. The man thought it was funny and said that he would treat her well if he followed him in the future.

The first year she was forced to be by his side, perhaps heart-touched. She is sometimes very similar to Tang Shishi, they both live too lonely, and they are always looking forward to their feelings and afraid of them on the other.

Yun Shan remembered that when she first arrived at the villa, she was very flustered and stammered Mr. Mo. As soon as he approached, her whole body tensed, as if she was about to turn and run away in the next moment.

At that time, Mr. Mo was not a good thing, but I just thought she was funny like this.

He loosened his tie and asked, "Do you know why I brought you back?" ”

Yun Shan looked at him with teary eyes, and when she heard this, she was not good, "No...... I don't know. ”

Mo Zhuoyi hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled evilly, "What do you say a man can do to a beautiful woman?" ”

Yun Shan's face turned pale. She doesn't actually remember their first night, she was drugged and woke up feeling only pain. Therefore, she hated and feared Mo Zhuoyi.

She lowered her head and said in a voice like a gnat, "I want to go back to school." ”

"Go back and let those people continue to scold you and laugh at you?" Mo Zhuoyi asked coldly.

Yun Shan stopped talking, but the light in her eyes said that she was not afraid.

Mo Zhuoyi's words were cold, "You dream, stay well." ”

Yun Shan's frustrated expression inexplicably pleased him, Mo Zhuoyi touched her head, "What's so good about studying, Lao Tzu stopped studying a long time ago, I didn't study in college, and I didn't mix it up." ”

Yun Shan resisted the urge to say that he was shameless, Mo Zhuoyi could inherit a huge family property, but not everyone had a father like him.

"Come here, what are you doing there?"

Yun Shan walked over stiffly and was pressed on the sofa and kissed by Mo Zhuoyi. She turned her face away, tears glistening in her eyes, and she felt humiliated. He grabbed her chin, turned her face back, and snorted softly, so delicate, crying is even more seductive.

At that time, Mo Zhuoyi didn't have much patience with her, and he fell in love with her at first, just because of the beauty and indescribable pleasure of his appetite. Mo Zhuoyi that year was originally an out-and-out bastard.

Later, I don't know what day Mo Zhuoyi's attitude towards her changed. At first, he cared about her very much, and would forcibly hold her in his arms to sleep, and wait for her to wake up and kiss her in the morning before going to the company. He would buy all kinds of cute dolls to take home and give them to her. He also went back to the villa more and more often, even if he was busy, he had to drive back in the early morning after work.

Mo Zhuo couldn't help but please her, but Yun Shan didn't have any special feelings.

One day Yun Shan chatted with Aunt Su, Aunt Su missed the man she liked when she was young, and lamented that she finally married a short-lived one, although she was married to love, but love died early.

Aunt Su smiled softly and asked Yun Shan what kind of man she liked.

Yun Shan's eyes shone with a little light, she was innocent and innocent at that time, and she was still full of hope for the future, "Grandma also asked me this question before, gentle and loving, it would be better if I could cook, most of the men who cook are quite gentle." ”

Then the next day, Yun Shan saw Mo Zhuoyi in the kitchen. She timidly leaned at the door, and her title hadn't changed at that time, "Mr. Mo, what are you doing?" ”

Mo Zhuoyi said impatiently: "Stand far away, what's there to see." ”

Seeing that he stabbed as if he was murderous, Yun Shan was a little scared, "Mr. Mo, what do you want to eat, I'll do it." ”

"Lao Tzu can cook, cooking is super delicious, believe it or not? You sit there, don't look this way, just wait to eat. ”

Yun Shan sat nervously, and after a long time, Mo Zhuoyi finally brought out a plate of sweet and sour pork ribs that didn't look good.

"Mr. Mo." She said cautiously, "I'm not hungry. ”

Mo Zhuoyi grimaced and narrowed his eyes, "Dislike Lao Tzu? Let you eat it. ”

He had to watch her eat, Yun Shan ate a piece with difficulty, it was so unpalatable, it was probably the most unpalatable food she had ever eaten in her life.

Mo Zhuoyi pinched her cheek, "Is it delicious?" ”

Yun Shan's eyes were wet, and she replied honestly: "It's not delicious." ”

Mo Zhuoyi strangled her heart, picked up the plate of sweet and sour pork ribs and poured it, and called Aunt Su back to cook, Aunt Su was snickering when she cut vegetables.

Later, Mo Zhuoyi took Yun Shan to watch the sunrise, and when he was about to arrive, the car had a flat tire. Mo Zhuoyi called someone to tow the truck, and then squatted down in front of Yun Shan, "Come up." ”

He carried her on his back for half an hour to the top of the mountain, where the sun had just risen. Under the morning sun, everything is warm.

Mo Zhuoyi's face was gentler than ever, "Shanshan." ”

Yun Shan replied softly, "Hmm." ”

Mo Zhuoyi had a deep smile in his eyes, "Shanshan baby." ”

The warm sunlight illuminated her face red. At that time, the sun was gentle, the wind was gentle, and he was the gentleest. Maybe I haven't really loved, but I've been moved.

It's just that later the hatred overwhelmed the shallow heartbeat that he didn't have time to notice, and his grandmother died, and Mo Zhuoyi deliberately concealed it. He kept her in the villa for too long, leaving her disheartened. She finally had the opportunity to film, but broke her leg again. After Mo Zhuoyi had a fiancΓ©e, he still refused to let her go. She has nothing, her cherished relatives, her hard work, all of which have lost their meaning. She didn't want to be with him anymore, she was too tired.

On the night Yun Shan died, Mo Zhuoyi went on a business trip. She was even happy in her heart, she was so painful, but she was also so relaxed. She could finally leave him. She was imprisoned by him alive, and it was good that she finally didn't have to see him when she died. She slowly closed her eyes.

Yun Shan was reborn, and the more time passed, the more distant the events of her previous life felt, and those memories seemed to be fabricated, like a long dream she had.

Tang Shishi didn't mention Qin Ze again, and she returned to her previous grinning appearance.

Yun Shan knew that after being injured, she would use her thick shell to protect herself, becoming stronger and more vulnerable.