Chapter 145: Peony

Look at all the red peony pills in the column, only a jade plate.

My mother-in-law liked the peony flower very much, so even my name was taken from it, and I accepted it tacitly, after all, the name is just a title.

Speaking of the name peony, the wind and dust are full of meaning, just listening to it can't help but make people think of the name of the goulan, but it is indeed a move that the mother has not thought deeply, in fact, the mother Qingqin is indeed a woman from the drunken spring building.

When I was young, my mother was a famous artist in the drunken building, and the song "Amazing Red Face" sounded in the flower city, and my mother's appearance was clear and cold, and her temperament was like bamboo, and many children of your family would come here to see the red face.

And my mother has always refused to come to those who come, and over time, those who originally admired my mother and relatives could not respond for a long time, and began to complain, saying that my mother is high, and people do not come to listen to my mother every day as before, and there are not a few people who are jealous of my mother in the drunken spring building.

For this reason, there are often people who slander my mother, and my mother also ignores it, and there are very few people who once came to listen to my mother play the piano.

My mother refused, and it happened that at this time a man who would come to see my mother every day appeared, and he would come every day, only to see my mother, and then my mother told me that he was actually a scholar he met when he wanted to go out to buy rouge.

Xu was my mother fell in love at first sight, and then came to see my mother in the drunken spring building every day, at first my mother did not believe in this person, but as he came every day, coupled with the persuasion of the sisters, my mother slowly began to observe this man.

Then that man behaved very well, and also won the trust of my mother, he was very good to my mother, he would change the way every day to make my mother happy, and he would bring good things to surprise my mother.

He will remember what my mother said, what he likes, what he doesn't like, and he can see that he cares hard, but even if a man is good, there are always flaws.

The only disadvantage is that the family background is average, if you want to marry my mother, I am afraid that it is far from enough, so my mother works harder to make money, and she hopes to redeem herself and spend the rest of her life with him.

There are also many sisters who persuade their mothers to think clearly, but their mothers are very firm in their hearts with him, some people say that the man is really good to his mother, and some people say that the man is perfect before marriage, but it is just to please and behave.

Even if she has some considerations, if she doesn't try, how can she know that the man can't be entrusted for life, but once she tries and can't recover, her mother hesitates, and she has more expectations for this man who is so good to him, and she expects the future life to be the same, so that she has no regrets even if she works hard.

The man seems to know his mother's concerns, and every time he comes, he will show his heart to his mother, and he has indeed put a lot of effort into making his mother happy, and his mother slowly began to believe him, and gradually the two of them became more encrypted.

Then the mother talked to the mother of the drunken spring building, and then the mother successfully redeemed herself, and returned home with him, and there was an old man at home, that is, the man's mother, Li.

Li is actually a woman who speaks loudly and doesn't care about it at all, and she didn't have a particularly big prejudice against my mother at first, after all, my mother is capable, and she has all these years of belongings, so she is very flattering.

Since he got married, he, that is, my father, is still very good to my mother, and his life is okay, my father is going to go to the scientific examination, my mother is afraid that he will work the road, and gave him a lot of silver, so that he can be more comfortable on the way to the exam.

Fortunately, my father was still angry, and when my father came back, my mother was already pregnant with me, so my father read books at home, and my mother embroidered embroidery to sell in exchange for some living expenses.

In the blink of an eye, October passed, my mother gave birth to me, which was originally a happy event, but Li's face was calm, seeing that my mother gave birth to a daughter, she was unhappy, and her daughter seemed to be just a money-loser who got married, and her idea of wanting to hold her son was also hooked by this child.

Because of my daughter's body, the Li family no longer helps to take care of the children, and even more treats my mother's face badly, but my father is extremely filial, and has said good for my mother in front of the Li family many times, but he also ignored my mother.

When I was almost full moon, my mother inadvertently sent out that Li often chatted with the aunt next door, and heard him discuss the school-age girls in the town, and the obedient meaning was to find another concubine for my father.

My mother was very sad when she knew, and my mother asked my father in the evening, but my father admitted that the two did not come to a good conclusion in the end, and finally had to break up.

After that, my father brought a concubine back, she had a close relationship with the Li family, and she was kind to her, and she coaxed the Li family to be kind to her in every way, but she was indifferent and demanding to my mother.

My father's concubine is narrow-minded, and she doesn't have a good face for my mother, and she has provoked trouble many times.

My mother was disheartened and a little disappointed in my father, and the relationship between the two was no longer as good as before, and the relationship became more and more cold.

After a long time, my father's concubine became pregnant, and the Li family was happy, and he took care of him considerately, and he took great pains to take care of everything.

The already unbearable family was instantly fragmented by the death of the concubine's child, and the person who used to please my mother in every way is gone.

My mother was always sad and shed tears alone, and then she became depressed and her health was not good.

Who made a vow, who is this will always be good to each other, who is to ensure that no one will bully her in the future, but in the end, the first person to bully her and stab her in the heart is the man who once swore an oath.

The requirements for women in this world are already harsh, my mother has no love in my heart, and I lost completely in this love, my mother took the young me and my father and left, and gave a sum of silver to my mother, even if it is far from enough, my mother no longer cares, she just wants to leave now, and never see this man who disappointed her to the end.

My mother took me around, and I slowly grew up sensible, and I would begin to take care of my mother, and I would take the initiative to learn embroidery to share her burden.

The thatched hut we live in all the year round is small and messy, and we originally thought that such a poor life would go on until my mother's body became more and more seriously ill, and she had fallen into a state of bedriddenness.

I was terrified, but soon I calmed down and wanted to go out and ask for help, and the first thing that came to mind was my loving father.

I knocked on the door in a panic, but it was Li who opened the door, and she gave me a disgusted look in a bad tone.

"What are you doing when you come back, go farther."

I was about to close the door, but I was in a hurry, and I was caught by the wooden door instead of pushing it open.

After a pain in my fingers, I instinctively withdrew my hand, my eyes were wet, my heart was sad and painful, and tears fell uncontrollably.

Thinking of my mother-in-law who was still on the bed, I wandered around, and before I knew it, I was at the Regent's Mansion for a holiday, and I was confronted by two people of my own age who were talking.

It turned out to be a maidservant recruited by the regent's palace.

As soon as I heard that I had an idea, I went to the gate, but when the man saw that I was dressed poorly and destitutely, he thought that I was a beggar who had come to make trouble, and did not give me a good face, and drove me out in a bad manner.

Naturally, I refused, my heart was anxious and longing, and I kept begging the steward to delay leaving.

The man seemed to be annoyed, and he stretched out his hand to push me away, and without noticing, I stepped back and sat down on the ground.

At this time, a clear voice was heard.

"What kind of person, making a noise at the gate of the mansion and colliding with the county lord?"

The aunt said, and the steward immediately changed her face, and said flatteringly: "It's my aunt, it's okay, it's all a trivial matter." ”

"Ask the lord to take me."

I reacted immediately, and first the woman in the gorgeous dress knelt down and pleaded.

"Well, okay, the housekeeper remembers to arrange it."

With that, the woman turned and left into the regent's palace.

I immediately got up and went home happily, and when I pushed the door, I felt extremely happy, and I immediately told my mother about it, hoping that she would be happier and not let her be so worried.

After that, I served in the regent's palace, and the regent, seeing that I was working hard, chose me to learn martial arts to protect the lord of the county.

I was overjoyed in my heart, and I worked harder and harder to practice martial arts, and Qingxue and I snuggled up to each other, and the two of us gradually became familiar with each other, until a few years later, after we had learned something, and we have been protecting the county lord by my side.

Speaking of my mother's parents, because the county lord married far away, I discussed with my mother's relatives and moved away from Beichen to Nanli.

Originally, what Baili Mingxuan said earlier was just a joke, but he arrived a day earlier that day, and after marrying the troops, Baili Mingxuan drove a carriage to follow, taking care of my mother on the way, and didn't bother my mother to take care of her medicine.

I was very moved, but when I thought of my mother's experience, I didn't intend to alienate Baili Mingxuan, I was afraid of meeting someone like my father, and I didn't want to affirm my thoughts.

My mother once looked for me, she had a good impression of Baili Mingxuan, and reminded me of a few words, but I was abrupt, and I didn't want to be too persistent about emotional matters, just let everything go naturally.

If it really comes to that moment, I will follow my innermost thoughts, if Baili Mingxuan can't wait, I will also let him freely find a suitable one.

I believe that everything will be fine, just like when I was down, I found a breakthrough and seized the dawn of my future.

Baili Mingxuan bought a villa in Beijing for me and his mother, Mingli is his future home, and it is a waste to be empty, but I know that it is a new purchase by him, and it is not there before.

I was very touched by his thoughts, but it did not make me confident in the future, after all, marriage is a prudent matter.