Chapter 629
But when you think about it, isn't this kid a little too self-righteous?
The person who can protect Su Jinyao the most in the world should be his husband, and this younger brother of his mother's family should stand aside.
Gu Xuebin said in a deep voice: "Xiaocheng'er, your second sister can only be with me, and she won't go anywhere." ”
Su Jinyao's heart was shaken
"Do you want to tie her up and let her work for you (cāo) for the rest of your life?" Xiao Cheng'er said without leaving (qíng): "The second sister has done a lot for our family, our whole family is grateful, we miss her good, and want to repay her wholeheartedly." We don't have money or power, but we know that we don't need to reciprocate, we just need to show the true righteousness. But didn't you find that the second sister needs the most kiss (qíng) and comfort you can't give, at least now you only have the country in your eyes, not your woman. ”
Gu Xuebin was stunned, and Su Jinyao was also stunned.
Su Jinyao didn't even understand what she needed.
A long time ago, she was a cold-blooded killer, and after coming here and having a family, she did hold on tightly to the qin (qíng).
After that, she had a good (ài) (qíng).
From the first opening of the girl's (qíng) sinus, to the pain of parting lovesickness, to the (qíng) thick honey and the final solemn wedding.
Between her and Gu Xuebin, she went through all the processes from childhood sweethearts to the two joining hands step by step.
It seems that there is really something missing in the middle, and there seems to be something more.
But Su Jinyao has never really been in love, and she doesn't know.
If you think about it carefully, it seems to make sense.
Su Jinyao is used to putting herself in a position, so she gives wholeheartedly, including earning and fighting for the people she (ài) and the people she wants to protect.
But when she is scarred, she often doubts her own abilities and choices first, defines herself as wrong and blames herself deeply.
Why, then, is it not shared with her (ài) who is also burdened a little? Wouldn't it be better for two people to bear the pain separately?
But Su Jinyao didn't. She never thought of letting Gu Xuebin share her pain.
Even if the silver-winged bee ran to Gu Xuebin to confess the master, it was Su Jinyao who had no choice but to do it when the Divine Gu King rebelled.
If she had time, she would train the silver-winged bee well, and then give it to Gu Xuebin safe and sound.
Even, Gu Xuebin found himself in the cracks in the ground. At that time, Su Jinyao was excited, grateful, full of joy and cautious.
But if you measure it with Xiaocheng'er's thoughts, those things are Gu Xuebin's responsibility, and it is the duty of a man to protect his wife.
Although this idea is a bit selfish, but a woman shrinks into a man's arms when she is most vulnerable, which is the greatest trust in him.
Su Jinyao was suddenly startled, and looked at Gu Xuebin through Xiaocheng'er's shoulder.
His beautiful and enchanting face made her heart move, but in a trance, Su Jinyao also found that she seemed to be really missing trust and dependence.
She...... It seems that he has never really relied on Gu Xuebin.
Gu Xuebin and Su Jinyao are not far apart, at most there is a small city in the middle, and the sight of the two is no more than two arms' distance.
But Gu Xuebin suddenly noticed the confusion in Su Jinyao's eyes, and a trace of hesitation.
"Jinyao, you give me a chance, let me protect you well." Gu Xuebin said softly, a bit like pleading.
Su Jinyao was silent. She was very conflicted, she just found out that her heart had always been hidden, and she didn't really show it to Gu Xuebin.
This point can be seen even by Xiaocheng'er.
Gu Xuebin is undoubtedly spoiled and cared for himself.
Su Jinyao has no doubt that if she wants the stars and moon in the sky, Gu Xuebin will think of a way for her.
But Su Jinyao is the most
The calm one, carefully caring for the feelings (qíng) of the two people, suppresses the right of a woman to sa (jiāo).
She occasionally sprinkled (jiāo) and occasionally lost her temper, but it was all a small spice.
She has never been in office in a big matter (qíng), and when she encounters problems, she solves them by herself, and she is also anxious to help Gu Xuebin solve them.
She even took it upon herself to find Mr. Pan as a teacher for the four princes, and then asked the four princes to be his crown prince.
Does that prove that Su Jinyao is subconsciously arranging Gu Xuebin's life again. She hopes that the four princes will succeed to the throne, and she hopes that Gu Xuebin and her son who have been to Xiaoyao (rì). But she refused to say it clearly, and just arranged it secretly.
So much so that when Gu Xuebin was left behind by the emperor, Su Jinyao was full of fear, but in the end she remained silent and chose to wait silently.
For a while, all kinds of (qíng) threads came out, and Su Jinyao faced her heart for the first time.
She is in control, in (cāo) longitudinal, in arranging everything in herself, and by the way, arranging Gu Xuebin in her own life.
"Jinyao?" Gu Xuebin's heart has never been so panicked. He didn't expect Xiao Cheng'er's words to shake Su Jinyao.
But he was too familiar with Su Jinyao's eyes, and her relaxed heart was a precursor to preparing to flee.
Was it that he gave her too much freedom? Should he snatch Su Jinyao back domineeringly, and arrange everything for her in his arms to be considered true (ài)?
"Second sister, I'll send you to rest first." Xiao Cheng'er interrupted Gu Xuebin's words again, and also interrupted Su Jinyao's thoughts to continue thinking.
Su Jinyao still didn't say anything, but just took back the brain that poked over Xiao Cheng'er's shoulder, and stopped looking at Gu Xuebin.
Xiao Cheng'er looked down and could see Su Jinyao's slightly frowning brow. He sighed inwardly and found that the phrase "the authorities are obsessed" could also be applied to his most omnipotent second sister (shēn).
Gu Xuebin watched as Xiaocheng'er took Su Jinyao away. Although it was sent back to the room where they had been staying, Xiao Cheng'er closed the door when he came out, and it seemed that he didn't plan to let Gu Xuebin in.
Qiu Ying followed, looked at Xiao Cheng'er and Gu Xuebin, and then stepped forward and pushed the door directly, saying, "I'll accompany the master." ”
"Thank you." Xiao Cheng'er said sincerely, and then said, "I'll go see the Lin sisters and brothers." ”
Gu Xuebin was still standing at the door, he saw Qiu Ying pushing the door in, and he wanted to follow up.
But I don't know if Qiu Ying did it on purpose, she turned (shēn) to close the door immediately after entering the door, obviously seeing Gu Xuebin about to step forward, she closed the door to death, and then there was the sound of a latch.
"Click" Gu Xuebin's heart was astringent as the door latch fell.
After a while, Gu Xuebin came back to his senses, this was his mansion, and his daughter-in-law was in the house. But why does it seem that someone said a few words casually, the daughter-in-law is not his own, and the house is not entered?
"Qiu Ying, I want to talk to Jin Yao." Gu Xuebin resisted the urge to beat the door, and said as calmly as possible through the door.
There was silence in the room of "......", and there was no response for a long time.
Gu Xuebin thought for a while, and then said, "Jin Yao, you won't be as naïve as Xiaocheng'er, right?" Let's talk well. I'm not going to stay in the capital anymore, let's go find my uncle. ”
"Che, I still have something to do (qíng) that I haven't done." Su Jinyao's voice finally came: "I want to cure Mingcui." There are also Xiuxiu's Gu worms. These are the things I have to do. ”
was scolded by Autumn Shadow
"Jinyao, let me accompany you." Gu Xuebin hurriedly said: "I will accompany you to do your best in everything in the future, until you are satisfied." ”
After a pause, Gu Xuebin suddenly said shamelessly: "Aren't we planning to have a baby?" If you don't let me into the house, how can I give birth? ”
The door opened, and Autumn Shadow stood in the door with a calm face.
Gu Xuebin raised his eyebrows, hooked his lips and smiled. He knew that such cheeky words were actually useful.
Gu Xuebin raised his feet and was about to cross the threshold, but Qiu Ying held the two door panels with both hands, blocking the door and not letting go.
"Autumn Shadow, didn't you open the door and let me in?" Gu Xuebin asked. But this is obviously not the answer in my heart, because Autumn Shadow's face is so dark.
"I don't want you in." Autumn Shadow stood in the doorway with a cold expression. Suddenly, he said, "You know Mu Qingyu, right?" ”
"Of course I do." Gu Xuebin nodded. At the same time, I thought that I hadn't paid attention to him for days.
Mu Qingyu came with Qiu Ying, these days Qiu Ying is in charge of taking Xi Shen'er, Mu Qingyu automatically retreated to the side, but he must still live in this mansion, but he is not sticking to Qiu Ying.
Autumn Shadow nodded, and then added, "Do you also know that I didn't want to see him in the first place?" ”
"Is there one?" Gu Xuebin remembered that Mu Qingyu liked the appearance of Qiu Ying when he died, and then nodded lightly.
Yes, Mu Qingyu likes autumn shadows, and his likes are particularly obvious. Whether Autumn Shadow is disfigured, blind, or disabled, he likes it with an iron heart and likes it fearlessly.
Doesn't Qiu Ying also like Mu Qingyu now? Qiu Ying's eyes were different when she looked at Mu Qingyu.
Jin Yao also said that Mu Qingyu is "sincere, and the gold and stone are open", and finally hoped that Qiu Ying would like him too.
Gu Xuebin thought a little too much, then looked at Qiu Ying and asked, "You mean, you are here tonight to accompany Jinyao, I can go to Mu Qingyu?" ”
The night before returning to Beijing, Su Jinyao and Qiu Ying were in a tent, and Mu Qingyu and Gu Xuebin were in a tent.
That late ...... Well, it's not rosy at all, it's boring. The two big men had no topic, and Mu Qingyu kept fiddling with the ** Infinity Ball.
Qiu Ying nodded, and then said, "(diàn), you are a smart person, but I am stupid, and there are some things that I think you can understand by others." But after Xiao Cheng'er said this, I also realized that our master is the one who took the initiative to pay, but you are the one who bears it with peace of mind. You are not worthy of my master. ”
Can't match it? Did that deserve it before?
Gu Xuebin's heart flipped upside down, and he suddenly found that he had made a mistake in the point.
The point is, Qiu Ying also feels that she is not worthy of Jinyao? This has become a pro-daughter-in-law, and she was told to run away by others?
Gu Xuebin was stunned for a while. When Autumn Shadow was about to close the door, he pressed the door panel and asked, "I just don't understand, why did I become the one who endured it with peace of mind?" I know Jinyao's thoughts best, Jinyao knows best. I am willing to pay for her, I know to others, and I don't need you to explain. ”
"(diàn), do you really understand?" Qiu Ying also had a trace of confusion in her eyes, and then said firmly: "My master is too strong, she has to do everything (qíng) very well, she has to think about a large family, and she has to separate her mind from you and your rotten royal strife." Why did she go to the South? Is it just to dig a canal and make more money? In fact, buying ten boats can solve the river transportation problem of Helian's family, so why bother digging canals? That's for the merits of your crown prince (diàn), for the people of the Cloud Dome Kingdom to avoid the suffering of the flood, and in the end it is her cooperation with the Helian family, and the last thing is the benefit. But everyone only saw the profit she wanted to seize in front of her, and the emperor even thought that this was a piece of fat (ròu), and if the master wanted to eat this piece (ròu), he had to pay the price first, to relieve the disaster and appease the people, these were actually done for the royal prestige of your Cang clan. Your family's affairs, you want our master to come forward, a royal family can't afford to raise a good daughter-in-law, let her go out and show her face to win glory for you? I'm ashamed of you. ”
Qiu Ying paused for a long time when he said this, probably to let Gu Xuebin digest the meaning of these words.
Then without waiting for Gu Xuebin to come back to his senses and speak, he continued: "But you still have a little conscience, and running back in a hurry can be regarded as sharing the hardships with your master." But what is the effect without cause? It is better for you to let the master go to the north with you (shēn), or you can let her rest assured in the capital. Why did you keep her to take care of your unsuccessful emperor father? The master is like an angry little daughter-in-law, she has to face the queen's secret poison, she has to stabilize your brother from making trouble, and she has to take care of the two sisters who are bullied and make people feel distressed. Do you have to leave all the mess of your family to the master alone? ”
"I ......" Gu Xuebin choked up when he was scolded by Qiu Ying.
Gu Xuebin didn't take Su Jinyao to the north, first, because the road was hard, and Tianzeguo was eyeing him, he was afraid that Su Jinyao would be in danger.
But now that she thinks about it, in order to find herself, Jin Yao chased all the way to Qingfan's battlefield, is she still afraid that the road to Tianze Kingdom will be dangerous?
What's more, even if it's really dangerous and dangerous, what are you doing to eat? Why can't you be sure that you can protect Jinyao, only your own (shēn) side is the safest place.
Second, it was indeed because the emperor (shēn) had not healed at that time and needed to be taken care of by Jin Yao.
However, Gu Xuebin can leave later on the grounds that the body of the emperor (shēn) has not healed. But leaving Jinyao, she could only face the disputes in the harem alone, and the emperor's holy decree asked her to go to the south for disaster relief, and she didn't even have room to refute.
It's all because my mind is too biased. blindly thought it was for Su Jinyao's good, but he didn't really ask Jinyao if she wanted to stay or was willing to follow her.
His father is his father, Jin Yao is a doctor, and he has to do his filial piety for himself in addition to treatment, why is this?
The emperor's reward to Su Jinyao, does she really need it? No. No, you don't.
The reward that Su Jinyao asked for was nothing more than the freedom of the three shadow guards. She is doing it for others, but she puts herself last, and she blames herself until she is hurt.
Thinking of this, Gu Xuebin really felt that he was a fool. Why is what Jin Yao wants is so simple, just to stay together wholeheartedly, but he can't give it.
didn't give Jinyao the greatest sense of security, let her support everything by herself, and finally got scarred and tired, it was his fault as a husband.
Gu Xuebin was stunned for a long time, and then looked up and found that the door had been closed by Qiu Ying when he didn't know when.
How did you treat Autumn Shadow well?
Gu Xuebin stood outside the door and was stunned for a while, and his eyes were full of sadness and pain.
He suddenly found that his (ài) was so insignificant, and even became a drag on Jinyao, and he was extremely distressed.
Gu Xuebin went to find Mu Qingyu.
In an inconspicuous corner of the back garden, a thin mat was spread out on the ground, and Mu Qingyu sat on the ground, his head down, and kept fiddling with the ** Infinity Ball in his hand.
At this time, the autumn wind blows in gusts, making the surrounding leaves "rustle". Occasionally, a few pieces fell around Mu Qingyu, and there were also many yellow leaves on the mat.
But Mu Qingyu didn't care about the things around him at all, his eyes stared at the broken pieces of wood dismantled by the ** Infinity Ball, and his flexible fingers couldn't stop combining, disassembling and assembling them, arranging them into strange shapes, and then combining these small parts.
Tricks are precise and flexible techniques, and the slightest miscalculation will affect the flexibility of the whole object, or even make it impossible to make it look like it at all.
Gu Xuebin stood not far away and watched for a long time, and suddenly found that Mu Qingyu's serious attitude showed a kind of (qíng) power.
That's right, Mu Qingyu is working hard for the future of Qiu Ying.
He didn't want to inherit the Holy Hand Mu family, but for the sake of Qiu Ying, he had to inherit the Mu family's mechanical technique.
Therefore, even if this ** infinite ball is a great challenge for him, and he may not be able to complete it in his lifetime, he is still doing it seriously every day, every hour, and every moment.
No wonder Qiu Ying began to like Mu Qingyu, because what this man had to pay for her was the best he could do.
And Qiu Ying is also Mu Qingyu's clearest target, he will grasp it fiercely no matter what, and he will never let go, even if he is tired of begging for nothing.
Gu Xuebin saw Jin Yao in a trance again, with a small (shēn) son and thin arms, but a pair of firm and clear eyes.
At that time, the stupid girl who was not stupid just now was nothing special at all, she was just a little ruthless, her brain was a little weird, and her temper was a little stinky.
Then she became the miracle of Pingshan Village, and suddenly became an incredible existence.
But such a miraculous girl, in order to learn medical skills for him, she experimented with needles and needles on her (shēn) in order to learn acupuncture, and her arms were full of needle holes.
Later, in order to relieve herself of the Gu, she endured the unbearable pain of ordinary people, and risked being eaten backlash or even death, so she cultivated a Gu King and solved the Gu for herself.
It can be said that his life was given by Jinyao. And without her healing, how can he come back and take over the crown prince with peace of mind? I'm afraid that I am still enduring the pain of every Gu poison attack, and I am hiding in the bamboo forest of Pingshan Village.
No wonder my uncle likes Jinyao so much, no wonder my uncle has told me many times not to forget the silly girl in Pingshan Village, it turns out that she is really stupid, and she has really done too much for herself.
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